I just reaquested help on a "Lucid" dream I had last night. While I am on the subject I might as well request interpretation on the dream i had back in 1998 that still haunts me sometimes. You are really going to think this one is wild.. it was my most vivid one I have ever had. I can truly say this might have been a "vision" of some sort.. well, just read.. you will see. Either I am crazy or really need some enlightenment.

The following is actually a previous letter I wrote when I was 26. I am 29 now. I never got my letter replied to. Perhaps you guys can help.
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I am a 26 year old christian female and have had very view "spiritual" happenings. However, I had this "vision" back in 1998. I dream all the time and it for sure wasn't a dream like I had ever had. So for anyone who would like to try and tell me what it means I would be grateful. At the time of this dream my "adoptive" mother had died that same year. They say my "adoptive" father had something to do with it. Then I lost my job, my boyfriend, my car, and a place to stay in a matter of weeks. I was homeless and decided to come back to Oklahoma where I grew up. Anyway, my first night back I stayed at a friends house that I knew from when I had lived here before. That night I remember not being stressed or worried at all. I look at the clock and it was like 1:44am in the morning and the next thing you know I am in a house with other people my age and they are partying. (I am not a partier) anyway...I look out the window and I see a bright light and I know that it is God. I tell myself God has came to take us all home. And I am trying all the doors in the house to get to him and they are all locked. Finally I find a door and I run out into this field which goes on forever. All the color is so vivid it was like I was in a cartoon! So real and beautiful.. Colors I have never seen before. Anyway, I look up and I see the face of this beutiful little girl with big eyes and pigtails. (I know this is funny, but so true)And she has this big grin on her face and was looking down on my like I was a toy or something. She had the earth in her hand and I was standing on it. Then all the sudden I was where she was looking back at the world. And it was beautiful with green green grass and rolling hills. I could still see the house in the distance. Then I looked down and saw a walkway and the little girl I saw was laying there playing with dolls. And then at that exact moment it was like God gave me all the answers to life and death at that exact moment. I felt such peace as I had never before felt. And I felt so happy that everything was going to be ok and I didn't have to be scared anymore. And I remember telling myself that when I got back I would tell everyone all over the world what I had learned. What God had revealed to me. Then after that revalation I was back in the earth standing in the green field and the house was off in the distant. I could see people in the windows. Then I started to run across the field singing praises to my Lord. I was singing praises to the top of my lungs over and over and over. So excited that he had givin' me such a gift. Then it got real dark and I felt a evil spirit there and I knew it was Satin. I kep singing praises over and over. I couldn't see Satin but I knew he was there. Then I saw just a silver sword and he stabbed me in the stomach and he kept walking around me stabbing me in the stomach and my side. I had many wounds and was still singing praises ot my Lord. Then he went away and I was running toward the house still singing. I went in the backdoor and went into the living room where all the other people where sitting on the couch. I felt weak and sat down on the floor and they finally noticed me. I looked down at where he had stabbed me and it had healed. I felt like I was fainting and was still singing praises as lound as I could. And I was so happy. Then as I was falling to the floor one of the people said to call "911". Then when I hit the floor I woke up. When I woke up I had a TERRIBLE pain in my stomach .. so bad I could hardly breath. And I was soaked in sweat. I felt like I had been in a comma for days! You want to know the really weird part? The clock said 1:45 am only one minute had passed. (And no I wasn't on any drugs :-) So tell me ANYONE please .. what do you think this meant? Sorry so long..

Christina