Last week my sister wanted me to spend the night at her house on wednesday so I would take care of the kids on thursday, so she came and picked me up wednesday night and IZ didn't really liked the idea cause he was gonna be *alone!* he told me I'm going to miss you and I said I know me too I'm sorry Ill call you when I'm over there. The next day I woke up scared cause I had this dream maybe cause I really didn't wanted it to happen, In the dream IZ had told me that he was going to miss me but then when he was alone he started watching porn and the next morning when I came home I search the computer for his lies and I found out that he had been looking at that stuff so like I told him before that I was going to leave him the next time he decided to look at porn, I did that I started packing my stuff and I left with my 1month old baby.

The weird thing is that when I woke up I thought It was really happening but no It was just a dream, but I was still suspiscious so I called IZ and I asked him If he had been looking at that! he said no baby no, You will see what I was looking at when you get home. That calmed me down a little bit, Finally when I went home I just went to bed but the next morning when he was at work I search the computer and yeah I found something He thought he had erased but I'm smarter than him and I found all his shit, I was shocked that the dream actually came true. I tried to help him with his addiction I told him to choose Me & My baby or his porn and he chose that.


Can anybody tell me Why this happened to me? is it a gift from god that I always know when he's going to hurt me? or what does it mean?