Man of Shred
Jesus of DV

Still some issues with her voice. It's been very faint these past few days. The first night going to bed her voice did a false break up thing for a few minutes, she was claiming she wanted to go her own way and try something else... But after a few minutes came back. Her voice has been hard to hear/ seemingly distant ever since. She hasn't done that since early last year.

Hug

I was in Jamie's house. She was holding me by a doorway very possesively.

My guess is she's very shaken up by what happened. Really love affectionate dreams though.

Killer

I was in a dream with Dexter, from the show ( I've been binge watch the OG seasons now. We were with Miguel from season 3. We her outside a big grey building walking up impossible walkways.

Killer 2

Someone was driving. I was in the back seat. In the backseat was a bald dead guy. The corpse was pale. I was really grossed out. I told the driver he needs to let me out. I'm getting scared and sick.

He stops to let me out. But he follows me by some apartment buildings. He says he wants to ditch the shirt with evidence on it. I'm paranoid he's going to kill me too. What about the evidence in his back seat?

Been working nonstop with family. Maybe effecting recall. Not sure. Only one dream to recall... Had some issues with the voice lately. One of us or both of us had a minor relapse in something she doesn't quite want to mention publicly. But we seem to be past it now. The one dream seems to reflect the mood.

Jamie

I was going to bed. Jamie was going to bed separately but we were separated by a wooden thing. She had really short hair like a boy's. She was getting into be and wasn't looking at me. I said as a voice in my head, " Jamie please look at me." Her eyes shot up for a split second with no expression. She then looked down sort of in submission. Was it guilt?

Hopefully we're past it now.

Okay, This time the Jamie voice was asking if we become an in person physical couple, will we be praying together daily? Yes, that's my intentions. Google: success rate of marriage couples who pray together daily.

Anyway dreams.

Raven?

I was wandering around a small city. The size of Red Deer or lethbridge... a bit of Chilliwack in there. This place had a lake or marina. I was by some docks. I left some big building. I ran into Raven somewhere on the street. We had a brief chat. Can't remember about what. Just that we both agreed to meet at the library later. I continued walking. I came near Jamie's house, but decided not to walk by... Didn't want to seem like a stalker.

Jamie 1

Just a flash of me standing in a hallway talking to Jamie she was complaining about something. She said something like, "I kicked Chelsea out because she showed you her bum!!!"

I woke up from that laughing... Add that to the list of quotable Jamie dream quotes. I forgot about Chelsea. I live far away now and made sure she would never consider talking to me again.

Jamie 2

I went into Jamie's room. Some young guy was there with curly hair holding her hand. He said he was her new boyfriend.

Seems we are both having dreams of cheating. Her voice seems fine so I don't think that dream means anything.

piano

I was in a strange mall around didsbury. I was in some store looking at a piano. Apparently someone was hired to tune it. It was a blond girl. But she had jamie's face? I didn't really recognize her and said, "Oh really we have another piano tuner in this area?". She said nothing and started talking the covers off the piano.

I left but came back. The woman had removed keys out of order and far away from the piano. The woman piano tuner came up to me and said she really messed up and that I could have this job. I looked for numbers on the keys or a line drawn across the keys to determine the key order. I couldn't. This was going to be a headache to figure out.

Yeah, figuring out pianos is hard. I hope Jamie would be open to some training to help with the business?

Crash

I was in my car and someone else was driving it. We passed someone on the road. The car hit a tree. I saw the entire front end squish. Somehow no one was hurt.

Hardly any dreams. The Jamie voice is still consistent. Good!

Jamie

Just a flash of me and Jamie slow dancing in some house. I hear music but I don't recognize it.

Her voice comments on it when I wake up.

Strange

A dream about characters from the Dexter show. It's the actors from the OG version, not the new prequel with different actors. ( Excellent casting though. The current actor is good, but he lacks some of the charm of Michael C, Hall).

In the dream I'm not sure what is happening. I'm standing by something and Debra falls off something. I have false memories of her coming out of the pool, but she's covered in burns, like she was in a pool of acid. She doesn't come out though. I get worried and tell her boyfriend to go in after her before she dies.

Apparently the Jamie voice was asking for confirmation that I really do wish to see her. Yes. Every single day.

Jamie 1

Just a flash of her coming down some steps and her smiling at me.

Jamie 2

I kept seeing us walking by my old house in Olds. We kept talking.

Then I'd wake up and talk to her voice. Fall asleep back into the dream. Recycle this a few times. It was almost like we were having 2 conversations at once.


Also the Reddi-Mart in Bowden is being forced to shut down at the end of the month. Jamie won't be able to stalk me there no more. .