Man of Shred
Jesus of DV

Therapy

A dream Jamie was living with me, but we went to some office building she was going in for counselling on her BPD or something. I haven't heard from her in how long and already we're going to marriage counselling .
note: She was wearing a toque in this dream. In a lot of the dreams where she seems to be with me, it's winter time. I wonder if these are supposed to be future pacing dreams?


Note IRL C, and old crush from previous work is now posting stuff on facebook about Twin Flames. Uggh. So i messaged her and said I've definitely been experiencing some shit around twin flames. It's a path I would not recommend to anyone, although it seems I had no real choice going on it.


Kissing dream

Dream I was kissing some girl, and having sex with her. Both dreams were not Jamie.


Jamie is mad

I'm in a dream where me, Jamie, and C are all working at the same job. Jamie is the supervisor and as soon as C shows up, she starts bitching C out about how she's showing up at her shift at the wrong time. Jamie is being really mean to her, C walks away almost tearing up.

In another dream, Jamie is just taking me by the hand and leading me somewhere. She doesn't talk but now she seems worried, and she's clenching my hand really hard.

I guess I'll have to be really careful with C and not let things go too far. I just want to warn her about this stuff because she was really nice to me back in the day, and I don't forget that.

All week my dreams were less and less. I had trouble sleeping etc.

Jamie is still reading.

So right after my last post here, where Jamie projected herself into my dream. This was similar. I had a nap right away and I had a dream she was reading from a computer screen. She's very ,"Hum dee dum," in her head.

Strange

I was in a fortnite game or something. Some guy went up to me and said he was my Twin Flame or something and tried to cuddle with me. But I wasn't feeling that at all. Also had a feeling that it was really Jamie. Well, I guess I'm not gay.

And if that is Jamie, stay away from that Twin Flame garbage. The title sounds nice. It just seems to be mainly dictated by familiar spirits who seem more interested in keeping people apart to have them develop psychic abilities. I honestly don't care for it. I just read that stuff sometimes to read how similar my experience is to other people's. Just want a steady girlfriend or wife or whatever.I didn't ask for all this crazy shit. they put you on a path where the goal is no longer coming together. What did Jesus say in a dream? "I want you to come together now." Well, he says it can happen now. So I trust him more than unreliable spirits. We have his blessing after all.

Crazy

I'm in a strange town looking for a secret underground abandoned cavern. I have dream memories of going there before and that there was a sequence to get there. Once I found the street I started the sequence by walking to this park. It switched to night time and there was lots of trees. I entered the park, but it was a private park and there was someone with a flashlight looking for people who were breaking in. I hid behind a tree to avoid this guy.

Suddenly, the dream changed to being inside some giant abandoned office. This is was the next part of the sequence. I was with the other people. They were looking for the entrance to the underground cavern. i said I knew where it was. I found the closet where the hoke was but there was some garbage and sheets covering the whole. So I pulled them off and revealed a hatch that I opened. inside was pitch black. I went down and inside it but my memory fades here.


Other Jamie dreams

Don't remember much actually. just lots of hanging out with Jamie. Things seem more chill than usual which is good. One of them had to do with Stranger things, i think. Why is every show I binge watch in my dreams?

when I was waking up. Some spirit guide or something flashed in HH ,"Concentrate." Concentrate on what? No, I'm done with learning this useless shit.

This one made me laugh. So yesterday at the end of my dream log I said "No jamie dreams " So I went right back to sleep and this happeend.

Jamie visits.

Jamie is at a computer screen reading my entry. she mentally then projects herself into my dream. She goes through the computer screen monitor and me and her a flying around in a futuristic city. Recall is extremely foggy after that.
atta girl! Keep it up

Strange

Dream of driving with my brother to the US. He says we are going to see the most accurate psychic ever. I'm like, "Please no, I don't want to waste my money." He says, "But we are going to get year end predictions." In this dream we are near december or something. I'm worried about crossing the border since I don't have a passport...

then i notice my teeth are falling out. I have two molars in my hand and I am trying to place them back in my mouth. Yeah, like that's going to work...

We arrive in some strange town and start walking around but my recall fades after that.

partly lucid

I was in a dream before but found myself suddenly in some bathroom with no recollection of how I got there. I became lucid but everything went to black instantly.

Multi dreams

I was working in some warehouse that was also a clothing store or something. I kept shifting around the dream in some places. I was confused. Suddenly I was entering the place with some guy. He accused me of hiding in his truck. which I remember that part. He left me at the store and I started to work again.

FA, in the back of the guy's truck again. He got pissed at me and said ,"Not you again." then he had to drive me to the store AGAIN. This time he was mad and yelling. I was trying to explain to him that I have huge gaps in my memory and i have no idea how I got in his truck again. He dropped me off again and I went through a basement door. I turned a corner and went upstairs and ran into a co worker. She said i had been missing for hours but covered for me. I kept trying to explain that I have no idea How i got there and i have gaps in my memory but she wasn't hearing it.

Suddenly I was with Xereniak walking down some street. I was trying to explain to him that I had no idea where i was or how I got there. He didn't seem like he was listening so I stopped. After a few minutes he said, "Yes, I wanna hear about the gaps in your memory." So, I started to explain. But then he saw something and flew over to a giant window and broke a tile of it. then he started editing the windows into shapes like he was in a game of fortnite. WTF. Recall ends.

Nothing about Jamie for the past few days

my recall has been the worst this week.


Jamie Dreams

One dream where I saw her in some house. she said ,"Hello." to me and smiled. For some reason I built a ramp over her and a wall behind her like infortnite. Okay, not sure why I did that.

Second dream, I wam watching myself sending her another message. Not sure of the context of this, if in the dream we are talking now or what?

Third dream. she's sitting on my bed looking down on me and smiling with warmth. She says, "Robert I love you." Likewise.

Other dreams

A bunch of fragments about the netflix series Dark. ( I binge watched the entire second season yesterday). In one dream i am with a woman from the show and we are exploring buildings looking for something. Another dream had to do with Mikkel.