Man of Shred
Jesus of DV

Raven just got the call about her Mom. So send your prayers her way.

Jamie 1

I was doing food delivery with Jamie again. Apparently we were delivering to the same hotel or apartment. We were taking stairs for some reason instead of the elevator. I put the food down by one door. Jamie was putting the other bag down but I said hers is a few doors down.

Honestly food delivery is Garbage in red deer. I'm already 20 minutes away which is an extra 10 in gas per day. I found a listing for a cheap hybrid Kia in a newspaper... Only 3500. I'm humming and hawing because I think it's hard to find parts for those vehicles. I would only be paying a quarter of what I pay in gas now. But...

Jamie 2

In this dream we seem to be in a Stephen King novel. I remember something about Pennywise. I seem to be an early tween. I remember standing outside waiting for a school bus. Street was on a hill. It was also raining outside.

It flashed forward to me being outside a school. I seem to be with a group of friends. Jamie is there, we don't know eachother yet but she seems to be flirting heavily with me. She says something sharp but sweet and goes inside the school. The Ritchie kid teases me about her. But I still don't recognize it was Jamie, so I say something like I'm promised to someone else. Some other kid with a spike cut gives me a dirty look.

Later we are in a library. We are told to watch a movie. This makes no sense but we have to put these special gloves on to watch it. They are white gloves made of plastic. Around the wrists are buttons like the metal round ones on children's jackets that snap together. I'm told the movie only starts when all the buttons are snapped down. So I do that and there are like 10 on each glove. After being done I stare at the gloves looking for a screen or something.

Then I experience a quick flash of a longer dream. In the dream The MCU Avengers were in Derry fighting Pennywise... And they of course destroyed half the town doing it. I wish I could remember more details. That sounds like a fun crossover. In the end the town thanks the avengers half heartedly. I guess because they ruined the town.

Jamie 3

Same scenario. I'm walking with Jamie to school. It's raining again but we are holding hands. My vision zooms out and in the sewers I see Pennywise lurking. He looks super pissed.

Jamie 4

An audio dream. Jamie is telling me that she still indeed plans to have a relationship with me in person.

I know I already dreamed this. I kept asking Her voice to give me more dreams telling me this. I need a lot of reassurance okay

Posting late. I was delivery driving for 10 hours.

Jamie 1

Just a flash. I'm not in the dream. Scene is a street. Jamie is walking on a sidewalk when a car pulls up and stops beside her. An Elven lady gets out and seems smitten with Jamie. I hear music in the background. It sounds like a synth playing an interesting scale. The elf seems smitten with Jamie.

Well. I guess if an elf from LOTR had any advice for Jamie about me, I guess it'd be. " If you want him, come acclaim him ". (I'm dead if Jamie has never seen LOTR.)

Car

I'm walking to my street and I see my car. For some reason I think I'm also battling a powerful creature.

Jamie 2

Various other dreams with Jamie that I can't remember. Just a sense she was with me in various dreams. The vibe was good and we were getting along great.

A bit better dreams. Piano went well at the Didsbury hospital. Coffee news back charged me for cancelling the ad. Agreed to pay 50 a month. Got setup for an ad in the Western buy.sell.trade.
, which covers all the small towns from Calgary to red deer . For half the price. Better deal in my opinion.

Had some minor issues with the Jamie voice. We both seemed to be entertaining certain temptations, causing all sorts of issues . But this morning, we had a really good time being nice and affectionate.

Maybe drive by again. Unconfirmed since I didn't see anything. A dodge neon SRT (mine is an automatic, not SRT crappy version)in blue slowly drove by my house, but I was vaguely not paying attention . Voice claims she may have been in the passenger seat. I heard the car lingering on the corner but out of site. Maybe someone waiting for people to cross the streets. But this car lingered for 3 minutes at least. Didn't see anyone so can't confirm. I just report what my head says unbiased.

Jamie 1

Me and Jamie were in a plaza at night time. We both were walking up to some woman who was backing up from us. We seemed to be threatening... Fending off another one of her lesbian suitors?

Wrong girlfriend

I was in a bedroom talking to someone. The bedroom had a doorframe made of mattresses. In this dream my girlfriend was the slightly chubby girl in the highschool dream from months ago. In that dream Jamie tried to get me another girlfriend but it was a chubby girl. Same one.

In the current dream I was complaining that my girlfriend wasn't very affectionate to me. Never wanted to hold hands or hug, or talk sweetly. I declared I was done with her. Just then the chubby girl walked in and looked pissed at me because she had overheard. I just reaffirmed to her my statement.

Yep, one thing I like about the voice, is we both never hesitate to give affection, and reassure one another. I remember a real instance when I hung out with Jamie - I was complaining that she didn't seem to be listening to me. She didn't hesitate to re assure me in that moment. So it lends credibility to the personality of her voice.

Jamie 2

Me and Jamie were in the backseat of a car and we were holding hands and looking at one another lovingly.

Jamie 3

I was in a house that was very familiar. (When I was growing up in Chilliwack, I lived in a house that had the almost exact layout as our friend Gary. Except our garage was where his brothers bedroom was. And his garage was on the other side, with a 2 bedroom addition above it.) Anyway I think my dream inner world house is like that. I was inspecting the rooms and was somehow opening the ceiling. There was a blank space with no insulation. I was wondering how we are going to survive winter. I went to the upstairs living room and Jamie was on a couch and surrounded by people. She didn't seem to look at me. ( In some dreams, one of us or both of us thinks we are actually think we are around one another in waking life. We think it's been years since we actually talked, so it's painfully awkward.)

I go past the living room and past the dining table to where the back porch is. I open the screen door and my brother is cheerfully talking with Gary. I say Hi to him. His face goes neutral and then he looks pissed at me. I am wondering what his problem with me is when I wake up.

Jamie 4

Just a flash of looking at my phone. A messenger notification pops up and it's from Jamie. I get triggered because it's the one with the purple lighting where she looks... Hard to describe, blank, but also in despair, and maybe angry. I don't even read the message because maybe I feel her face in the photo is anger, and hatred towards me. As if to say, " Look at what you did to me ." I also IRL avoid scrolling through messenger all the way down because of that picture. It's also kind of how she looked in the store when she pretended I wasn't there. But I still have to remind myself, that since then. I have seen her on the street and she has smiled at me in passing. Trying to end on a positive note here.

Not much to report. Going to bed late. Not sleeping in. Lower recall.

Jamie 1

Just a dream Jamie had a piano tuning hammer... The same kind I bought off Amazon. Is she training to do my overflow already? The course I got certified from was piano technician academy. Btw I'm doing the Didsbury hospital piano tomorrow.

Jamie 2

A dream Jamie was with me for delivery again. We kept going up and down a busy road.

Her mood seems neither sweet nor dry. Not complaining, happy with consistency.

Jamie 1

A dream Jamie was talking to me. Can't remember where we were but she said, " You can tune MY piano anytime." In a seductive tone. Only she can make that sound sexy. Did she look into the earning potential if you have a full supply of customers? Girl, if you can't handle me when I'm broke, you don't deserve me when I got 60 bucks, lol. It's getting those customers is the hardest part.

Jamie 2

Sitting on a porch with Jamie. We had 3 TVs and was watching different shows. A woman was there earlier and said, pointing to Jamie, " you know that girl has BPD." Saying it as if to discourage me. That probably is the reason I haven't written her off. Those people appear narcissistic, but some aren't really. The Jamie voice even pops up in my head if I find myself on psychology and relationship tiktok. She'll say, " I'm not a narcissist. I just didn't know what I was doing/ following bad advice."

Last night: various sensing of Jamie being with me in many dreams but can't recall details. In one we were doing food delivery or something.

I'm liking her consistency