I really need an interpreters help with this one. I haven’t been able to have non-nightmarish dreams for about two months now. It’s always dark in my dreams and weird things happen. For example I just got up from my nap about ten minutes ago and had some very weird dream sequences. I am in my room when all these cat come from under my bed. I smoosh them and blood is all over the place. Some of them try to get into my body. This thing about cats has been happening since I’ve been dreaming about since I was 4 years old. I remember them tickling me at first when I encountered them but now they try to take over my body. Back to the dream sequences. I then realized that the dream content was to violent for real life and walked down the hall in my dream which is my house. I stomped on the floor and said if anybody wanted to hurt me the better leave my house and never come back. I then decided to go outside. I saw a black object moving in the distance I wanted to grab it but it took of which scared me. The time of day outside was about when the sky is dark blue and it’s early in the morning or at night. Morning in my dream. I then wanted to leave the complex and entered a different dream. I came upon a restraint. A fruit stood out to me a bunch if bananas. I was very curious and decided to ask everybody in the restraunt if they knew why I was dreaming about what I was dreaming. Before I asked this I was trying to change the prices in the shop from expensive prices to free but somebody told me it was against the rules. I asked them why but they couldn’t come up with a great answer. That’s when I asked everybody why I was dreaming this. I asked everybody in the shop and they just shook their heads at me. I asked the later at the counter where food was being served and she said “It’s because your you and that’s what your dreaming right now” I got mad a decided to change everything in the dream to free again but I was in a different shop. This time there was a candy machine and the person before me got a candy. I decided to change it and get a kaleidoscope instead and not pay the 50 cents that was embedded in the machine. It came out and I tried to grab it buy two girls ran away with it. I ran after them and forgot about it when a voice came upon me trying to tell me about my desires in waking life. I recognized this voice as mine and remembered that there was a blond haired girl that I thought was cute and that I should go visit her. I didn’t remember her name in my dream but I kept hearing my brain say annasophia,…annasophia. I went to go visit her across town but when I looked it was deserted and nobody was in it. Me and a girl with blond hair “annasophia” went into the deserted town. For some reason she was at my side and we were going to her house. The town was creepy and I remember seeing a giant yellow duck in a chicken house. It was dirty and gross in this town. I thought it was infected in my dream. We got to her friends house which frustrated me so much in the dream because nothing was going my way. Reasons why.
1. I wanted free stuff but everybody in my dream insisted that I pay for things
2. I wanted to know what my dream meant but nobody knew.
3. Everything was a disaster and I just wanted it to be the way I wanted it and it didn’t turn out that way.

That’s kind of how I feel right now in waking life like nothing works well or turns out good without having plenty of money and it sucks. Maybe somebody can make this easier for me to interpret. These dreams appear scary to me while I'm dreaming them but when I wake up I'm mad and want to return to them and work everything right.