 Originally Posted by carl
You sound worried in a few places about people seeing you and judging you badly, both when you're flying and in the restaraunt. It sounds like at least in the dream you're tending towards low self-esteem, especially around people you don't know.
The part where you can't fly with the guy sounds like you might have been feeling that, even if you find the right guy, for some reason that you don't understand, you just can't make it work out. I say "even if you find the right guy," because you probably feel like you haven't yet, am I right? Not that you haven't liked anyone, but that you're probably still interested in meeting someone new?
hmm sounding worried, i suppose so. if i remember correctly, i wasnt so much worried that people might see me as i was wondering why people WERENT seing me... not so much as self-esteem as, maybe.... wanting to be seen but really not? i mean, thats kind of how i am in real life... like, i dont think that i have low self-esteem and if i do its mainly because people dont pay as much attention to me as i want them to? yet, i hate being popular and in the center of attention ALL the time, ya know?
haha i know im, as green day would say, a walking contradiction 
and as for the guy... well i think you migth have me right on target! lol
umm... ya i want a guy... i want to love someone. i mean, i tecnically went out with this one guy for like... a month and two weeks i think it was? when i was 15??? ya... and it was just like, 'ok, i enjoy your company, but i dont LIKE like you'... and i sorta feel that way about every guy, even tho i WANT to like him but i cant? kinda???
i make no sense, and im a walking contradiction i know... but thanks so much you gave me more to think about!
anyone else.....
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