any dream in which you have a strong feeling, is going to mean something to you, even though you don't understand it. it has meaning, you just have to find it.
but you should never try too hard to find a meaning or answer. as long as you're looking, you will find it, getting stressed over it and impatient will just slow you down and give you a sense of hopelessness.
before I go on, I'd like to make a comment on something:
(EX: I am odd. I wore a hot pink tiara, purple tights, pinkish red shirt under a Night.Befor.Xmas sweater. Imagine what I looked like when people around me wear Abercrombie, American Eagel, Gucchi, Juicy, and all that expensive crap.)
you are not odd. perish the thought.
the style you described is actually all the rage, don't you know? don't you know how outrageously popular that Tim Burton movie is? I don't even think it would be crazy to say that the style you described is actually more popular than the style of the other brands you mentioned...perhaps. even if it isn't, you must admit it's a very popular style, hardly "odd". (and, by the way, hot topic is pretty expensive too.)
you must live in the middle of nowhere? if that is the case, you do have the internet, and I think you could easily make friends online. don't act like you're so eccentric that you couldn't make friends because you're just so "different". please. I mean if you described things about yourself that were actually odd, then maybe. but really, the only reason anyone wouldn't be able to make friends is if they believed they couldn't.
anyway, as for your dream, I don't think it has any profound meaning. I think you just really want a boyfriend. that's not all bad, but, I don't think you should dwell on it to the point where you're suffering.
that feeling you described was the feeling of being in love, no doubt. it's a powerful feeling, especially when you're younger and the feeling of infatuation is new and exciting. but you need to be careful, and stay aware, you could get hurt if you're not careful. don't let yourself get so infatuated with one guy that you make blind mistakes. of course, it's easier said than done...but it's like they say, there are "plenty of fish in the sea."
you will get a boyfriend. don't let yourself get impatient. the important thing is that you find the right person for you, and the sooner the better, right? so don't let yourself get wrapped up in someone that may not be right for you. you may wonder how you'll know if they're right for you...well, it's easy to see, as long as you stay aware.
don't obsess over getting a boyfriend right now. I can't stress it enough. you're young, you say, and letting worry over relationships consume you when you're young is a terrible thing. when I was in my early teens, I was obsessed with getting a boyfriend, and I wasted a lot of time thinking about it and stressing over it, and it was stupid. I wish I had spent more time studying. though, I did learn from it, I learned that worrying about relationships is a waste of time, and that if I spend all of that time improving myself instead, people will be more attracted to me anyway.
think about it. instead of worrying, you can put all of your effort into studying and staying healthy, and when you get older you'll be more sensible and generally more attractive. and if you're sensible, you'll attract sensible guys.
take my advice, spend your school years studying, and above all, don't worry.
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