Thread: Scariest dream ive ever had

Well let me give some background info i guess, for a general setting:
I have a girlfriend that ive been with for 2 years, but she moved a couple of months ago and i dont know when shes going to be back. Meanwhile my ex-gf who ive always felt a little attracted to seemed to like me again (at the time of the dream, I dont think she does anymore).

Also, I'm in my first year of the hardest business school in Canada, and its really stressful and sleep depriving, I get probably 3-4 hours of sleep a night.

So heres the dream as i wrote it the minute after i woke up:

Nov 4 2009 – 2 hour nap
I found out its mandatory to have some sort of heart surgery in my school due to a bug that’s going around. I am sitting with my friend next to me and watching the surgery from the back row of an auditorium because I came late. First the nurse stabbed the patient in the heart with what seemed to be a needle (sedative?) and the patient goes ballistic, seems like the pain is excruciating and he starts coughing out blood vigorously and falls off the table. The nurse then takes a black cloth and puts it over the patient’s mouth and he relaxes a bit, but still throws up. Then the nurse reaches in the patient’s mouth and pulls out what looks like a kidney that is dripping a river of blood. I then see him lying on the bed with two black spots on his body where the knee caps would have been, but now his body is just a blob of flesh in grayscale, nurse taps the two black spots and I wake up
Notes:
I’ve never had a dream as messed up as this, which is why this is where my dream log starts. I woke up alone in my dark room and I felt very unsecure and scared. I also felt out of it for the next 2-ish hours.

Ive done a general analysis with key terms and they all point to me being stressed and emotionally drained.

Analyze this please
Thanks !