August 3rd 2006
Well, its been about 8 months since my last post. But I have a darn good reason, I seperated from my husband, because well things were on the verge of becoming violent and me and the kids had to leave.
anyways, will start this update with saying. I tried the mp3 2x so far. First time I must've played it too soft, cuz I slept straight through it. second night, I couldnt sleep at all I was awake the hole time the thing played so I turned the mp3 off. The thing I do like about listening to the mp3, is that it causes my dreams to be rich in color!
I also start with a dream I had about 3 days ago.
I was dropping my 2 yearold daughter off to her father's house for a visit. As I walk away from the house with my back turned, I hear my daughter crying for me. I turn around and notice dark clouds forming above the house. There several neighbors staring up at the clouds as well. I know what the clouds mean(It means a tornado is gonna touch down.) and once again I am out in the wide open, an easy target for it. So i rush back into my husbands apartment, and realize no one is actually home. So sneak down the basement to gather some of my things that i know hes still storing.(In real life, there really are a bit of my personally belongings stored in boxes in the basement.) but as I go downstairs I catch site of my husband and realize he would have caught me looking around for my stuff. I head upstairs to the main floor and I am looking around. Nothing has changed and it looks as it does in real life. I think to my self, how it hasn't changed everything was as I had left it.(oooh yeah i knew exactly what that was trying to tell me.) It was then my husband was trying to hit on me in the most crudest way and I was repulsed and told him that I wasnt interested.
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Well, tonight I try the mp3 again. For the life of me I just cant seem to remember to do RC and I dont know why.
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