Yeah well last night's dream was... interesting to say the least. And horribly brutal and traumatising. I'm going to explain this in great length and also summarise it for those too lazy to read it fully.
This is all non-lucid. I could not... in any way... I was helpless. And every time I woke up and went back to sleep it came again.
I was captured by an Egyptian warlock who raped and tortured me. Now, that dosen't completely sum it up at all but maybe that sentence triggered a spark of interest in your sick minds.
Warning: This is not for those easily offended. It includes graphic sexual violence.
I am on a tram. It is dark outside and I am the only person. I am sitting down next to the window which I look out of. There is a very adorable young child near me. He sits down next to me and we begin to talk. I have "Thus Spoke Zarathustra" by Nietzsche clutched in one hand. Then he crawls onto my lap. I feel quite happy and the child is simply adorable. I just rest for a few minutes. The child starts to do quite.. horrible things like groping my breasts. I am quite surprised and try to get away, but I find that I have been paralyzed. The child sprays something in my face. I find I can move again. The tram stops and I stumble out, confused. I find that I have been drugged.
I can't manage my thoughts and I am dizzy. I can barely stand. I am whisked away by a dark, large figure. My vision swarms and then I am unconscious. I wake up chained to the floor of a room, naked. I am pretty stable again. Sitting on a bed leering at me is a shirtless, heavily muscled man. His skin is dark tan. He has a bald shaven head and no eyebrows. His neck is huge and bulky. Thick black circles are visible around his eyes. His cheek bones stick out in a very striking matter. He has a long goatee. He wears a necklace with an ankh, and two decorative eyes hanging around his collar bones. He is blatantly an Egyptian, and a man of great power. He seems to be 18-22 or around that. However he seems immortal, age does not apply to him.
The grin on his face is disturbing. He walks up to me and towers over me as I struggle with my chains. I madly try to escape... but to no avail.
"You are of a rare breed, Cordelia Schmid. A breed of which I will have fun breaking."
(Note: Exactly what was said is not completely known on my part. It was a vivid dream, however the EXACT words I cannot remember. Improv is golden.)
"You cannot break me."
"I conquer everyone's feelings. Fuel everybody's fires. And soon, I will have you. I will win you. You will see."
He removes all of his clothing except for the necklace. He lies on top of me, his hips painfully pressing into mine. I am raped by this disgusting beast. He makes a show of telling me how divine I am and I feel. This makes me feel dirty and horrible. The helplessness is overwhelming. I however refuse to cry or to show fear. I let him see my bitter and utter loathing for him and swallow back other emotions.
I am suddenly back at home. I sit my mom down and tell her what happened to me. I tell her not to interfere if he comes back for me. I tell her not to meddle or try to save me; that it will be her downfall. I phone my boyfriend (strangely while walking in a greenhouse full of commotion and people) and tell him what has happened, and also not to try and meddle.
Later I am taken back into the warlock's world. In my dream I was raped multiple times. I met his mother who merely looked at me as if I were a slave. In all fairness, I was. The warlock obviously had powers. One of them was seducing me into being attracted to him. I felt the physical pull but I was always able to withstand it. This just made him hunger me more. Every woman he ever took as a slave fell for him. Over all the time he had me, I did not.
I met some of his "friends". Apparently once the warlock, whom I find is called Rajkar, gives them to his "friends" to have fun with and then dispose of how ever they want. I show them all utter despise. They are surprised and speculate on how great I slave I will make once I am broken. Unlike one would think, I am never punished. No matter what I do I am not punished. I usually just hang by chains until I am to be used or talked to. My wrists, ankles and neck all hurt from cuffmarks. They bleed all the time.
My dream did end. I know it will come back some time, especially from what the warlock said to me.
"Time is only as humans judge it. You break it down into seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years. Time itself has no mass. It is an unending sliph. Know that I will always come back for you. Know that I will never leave. Your true life may be unharmed by me, your love for others will stay true. I can never completely break you, my rare breed. However you will amuse me. I will have you for my needs. Otherwise your true loves will suffer. Blackmail is sweet for me, my dear. Never forget this face. It will forever haunt you."
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