Thread: Namwan's dream journal

I can't really remember my dreams last night..first I thought I didn't dream at all but then when I tried really hard in the middle of the night images were finally coming.

These aren't in order though.

I dreamt that I was debating again (I've had like 10 dreams about me debating already...since I told myself I'm not gonna debate ever again). I was (I think) forced to...we were against an ABAC team and it was supposed to last like 4 days. I didn't prepare anything at all because it was like a last minute thing, and I argued with Mint about team positions. I told her that I have never been second speaker so it would be good if I could be Prime Minister. Then we argued about something..I can't remember the details. Then Praew came, she was also in our team. I can't remember the motion, but I didn't have a clue about it. Then I can't remember how the rest of the debate went.

Then I was walking down a beach with poor old dirty houses alongside. Shoes and sandals were outside every house and there were even clothes on the ground...to dry I guess. I thought it was really gross, and then I thought of how poor they really were.

Then I was in some kind of a lego shop with a secretary, my teacher from Wattana and I THINK it was my cousin.

Before that I kinda dreamt about Ian again, he even grabbed my diary (written) from my hand and read the first few sentences on the first page. Then he said he had to do something with Elizabeth, said something sarcastic and left.

I also dreamt about the dream diary here. I saw many replies, each telling me to stop "scamming", although I know that's not a real word, is it?

Dream Interpretation (from http://www.sleeps.com/dictionary/dictionary.html)

argue = To argue with someone that you know within a dream, maybe a subconscious expression of a will to argue with a person that you would not readily argue with in real life. In prophetic dreams an argument can also be considered a warning against impulsive decisions and a very clear warning to think before you act.

beach = the site doesn't say anything about "walking" on a beach


Lucid dreaming attempt

I did reality checks throughout the day yesterday, and I went to sleep thinking about lucid dreaming. The alarm clock was supposed to go off at 4:30 AM for me to listen to the lucid MP3 but then I was too scared to listen to it when it was dark, even though I've been sleeping with my mum for a couple of days already (after I bought Stephen King's "Insomnia", things have changed). I woke up at around 6-7 and thought about listening to it since it wasn't dark anymore so I did, and my face was like all the time. Even though I had no reason to be scared, the voice WAS pretty scary (a girl's voice) and made my heart thump all the time. I couldn't even sleep through it. In the end I had to turn it off and go back to sleep.

I totally could not remember my dreams last night. I only remember 3 things about it.

South Korea - I'm going there for a debate tournament, however I'm not debating; just going for fun. I'm packing all my stuff, which consists of mostly clothes and a bunch of roses, which I don't know why I'm bringing. Then I hop into the car and my mum drives off. The next thing I know, I'm in Korea at this Korean house. I turn on the radio and TV, playstation also, trying to figure out how to change it to a Thai channel as the Korean person is telling me that it can be done. I try to do it on the playstation and all these football scores came up from the previous tournament.

Dad - I'm looking for somewhere to eat with my bf...stumble into this noodle/fast food shop, sit down and notice that my dad is sitting at the table in front. I'm surprised, say hi and tell my bf that this is my dad, which is the first time that they've met. My dad doesn't seem to bother...he glances for a sec, accepts my greetings and turns away. Wierd..I somehow dream of my dad a lot these days.

Billy - This was perhaps the first dream. I dreamt about what happened last night before I went to bed. I'm arguing with Billy about the same thing..I'm so annoyed that he woudn't stop talking I just hung up on him and tried to shut off the phone as fast as possible. I'm very nervous..so afraid that I wouldn't be able to switch of my phone before he calls me again. The same feeling as hiding from a robber I guess. In the end I managed to switch off my phone.

Lucid dreaming attempt

I did reality checks throughout the day, though not as much as yesterday. I listened to the luciddreaming file from warpmymind (somehow it was less scarier than the one I listened to yesterday) but it sure didn't help (from what happened last night). I guess I have to be in a trance first, that's what other people wrote.

For the past two days I've been noticing that I haven't been trying to remember my dreams...I don't know why.

I didn't have time to type up my dream yesterday because I had classes all day, but briefly it was about my ex. I was pretty hungry, but didn't ask for food because I was sad that all my friends didn't seem to notice that. Then Noei told my bf that I'm always like this, and a while later there's this scene where I'm sitting next to my ex and there's lots of ppl around. A car passes by with foreigners in it...my ex asks them for rice because he has stuff for me to eat WITH the rice. First they just laugh and don't give it to him but then he gets real angry and says I'm very hungry. That's all I can remember.

I can remember 3 dreams from last night.

The first one was about Steven Shirley (the only teacher I hate in my department). I'm taking classes with him, and there's this exam. I can't answer the first question TOTALLY, so then I skip to do the other parts first. I feel that my answers are not that good, some are even partially blank. When I go back to do the first question I find that the time is up and the question is worth a LOT of marks. I hand it in anyway. When I woke up from this dream I remember telling myself that I DO understand the stuff but somehow I couldn't do the exam.

Then I dreamt about Ian again!! I'm thinking about what courses I will be taking for next semester (which is what I thought about the whole day yesterday) and decide to go to Ian and ask him if he is going to teach the semester after next semester. I can't remember his answer but he asks me why I asked the question. I said that right now I'm thinking of taking his British Society and British Govt class but the only reason why I'm taking 2 is because he might be leaving next next semester, so if he's not I would take out one course and leave it till later coz his classes are VERY hard. And then he changes to a totally different subject, which is something I'd rather not talk about here.

The last dream I can remember is about my ex again!! Why do I have to dream about the same things Ok, so I dream that me and my ex were couples again. You know what, in this dream, I feel exactly like when we were together 3 years ago. The same feeling; even my actions towards him is better than before. From what I can remember, I'm supposed to watch a movie with him at Paragon (although I've never watched a movie there before). I go inside but I don't know where my seats are. I'm going in there with some other guy who likes me, however I don't know who he is. I can't find the tickets. I don't even remember buying them. I keep telling the guy that he can't sit with me coz then my ex will find out. Surprisingly, the guy has the tickets (only 2) and sits down. I say to him that we can't sit like this because my ex doesn't have a seat, so I have to go out and buy one for him. I call my ex, who isn't even here at Paragon yet. He tells me to buy a ticket for him, so I walk outside to do just that, but then the seat next to is already bought. Frustrated, I call him again to tell him, and he says lets go to somewhere else. I say sure, lets do that (even though I don't want to, but I love him so much I can do anything for him, which was the greatest feeling ever in my dream, and I speak very very politely to him also), where should we go. He said lets go to the temple. I am very very surprised, since he's not that kind of person, and like...what kind of a guy actually takes his gf to a temple? But I say ok anyway. Then I guess I wake up. Oh yeah, I saw Plum in the cinema too, he was sitting in the same row as me.

Even though I didn't even think of writing in my dream journal today, I'm fairly surprised of how much I could remember about my dreams 8)

Dream Interpretation

love = If you are expressing a true and tender love for another then it shows that you will find happiness and contentment in your life

Again, I can't really remember last night's dream. Very breifly, the first one was about someone saying something very funny, like a very funny vocabulary that's a really hard one, and I laughed a lot - and I could even feel that I was laughing in real life, I mean right there on my bed.

Then I dreamt about going to my old school. My dad drives me there and parks the car outside the gate. There are two gates (front and back). If you're lucky, you can go through the back gate uncaught if there are no teachers standing there. You see, at my old school, rules were realy strict. For instance, you were allowed only to use the school's bag and your hair had to be either short or cut straight. So in my dream I didn't know what was wrong with me but I walk to the back gate and I see teachers. I go back to the front gate and there are teachers as well, but I see a guy with an outdoor backpack walking through the front gate and the teachers didn't seem to do anything. Perhaps it was Friday, I thought, when they put really kind teachers on and they don't seem to care. So I walk through and nothing happened. Then I walk to my class, when it's nearly time for the national anthem. I remember that I'm the smallest in the class so I walk to the end of the line. In my dream, I'm thinking that hey..I've graduated from here already and I still have the nervous feelings I used to have when I actually studied here?

The first dream I recalled was about me playing on an enourmas monkey bar when something hits me and I fall back hard into the metal. That instant I felt like I was falling from something (oinly the feeling, not the image) and I woke up. I wrote down some other things about Mint and Kim, also my doll but I can't remember what it is that I dreamt about. Actually I don't remember about the busses and acting too, so that leaves it to my last dreams of the night

The last dream was something about me jogging around my new neighborhood somewhere in another country with some businessman who I know (in the dream). Then I'm in a car getting away from this guy who's always looking at me when I find out that he put a bomb out near one of the places near us so it made us look like we did it. Then I'm at class; it's Ed's class and Koy asked me to give some flowers to Ed and she left. Ed seemed so happy when he got it, read the message attatched to it and said it was the most beautiful ones he ever got. Then he asked the price of it, and I said I didn't know, but then knew later on that she bought it in the name of all of us for his wedding present. Before that there was a dream about this accent changing program where although it has a few functions, when you click and accent and talk, it automatically changes your accent. I tried the Fillipino accent, Chula accent and perhaps more but I can't remember. There wasn't a British accent for me to try.