Thread: ~ Vex Kitten's Dream Journal ~

Hey Vex good luck with the internet.

Finally back again.

Only scattered fragments fo dreams up until sunday.

Sun May 13th

1- MwC & Skidoo Parade

In a ratty basement apartment, watched Married With Children with others. Light flashed outside the windows, Peg was there in the room with us and begged us to go outside and scare away any prowlers. We went. Met up with Kelly & Bud out in the alley, Kelly digging through trash bin and Bud was pouring acid into egg shells. I watched, wondering what was going on.
A bunch of ski-doos in a straight line came roaring down the alley. The lead ski-doo stopped and it's driver pulled off it's helmet. IT was a blond woman who looked incredibly familiar to me. She spoke to me for a long time then left. Bud and Kelly were gone too. I think the ski-doos scared them away.



2- Itchy Right Nipple

'Bout says it all as that's all I can recall



3- Dead Strip Mall & Subshop & Halfman

At a stripmall that was mostly closed down. One of the stores had thick black draperies hanging over the windows, it used to be a jewellery store. I wondered if there was any jewellery left inside.
Went to the subshop, the last remaining open store. Talked to G and felt unbelievably attracted to him. Another guy came in, someone I recognised and I felt the same way about that guy, couldn't keep my eyes off him. I wondered why I was feeling like that, it was disturbing.
Into the shop comes a guy with no legs. Looked like he was hacked in half just above the bellybutton. He walked using his hands, the stump of his torso just barely held above ground as he did. He waddled up to me and said, "I haven't seen you in a long time" and we started chatting as if we were long lost friends.

Monday 14th

1- Hunting Party

Member of a hunting party but they wouldn't let me have a gun. I bitched and moaned about this to no avail.



2- Calling JF

Was trying to call JF on the telephone but the numbers kept messing up. I also wasnt sure I'd written down his # correctly so started switching the last 4 digits around. Had to press the buttons really hard for the proper numbers to dial. When I finally got through, I got an answering machine, a guy's voice said told me that he and JF weren't home and to leave a message. Tried to leave a message but the machine never beeped.
Kept dialing then number but couldn't get through again.



3- Imposter Barton

(might be connected to above dream)
I came home, from where I don't remember, and went immediately to my bedroom. I tried to sleep but couldn't. Got up again and went for the kitchen. In my grogginess I bumped past someone whom I assumed was D. To my surprise, he grabbed my arm and spun me to face him. I was about to tell him to keep his hands off me but was shocked to see it was someone else. He only smiled at me in a way that instantly made me want to kick him in the nuts.
It took a few minutes for it to click in, it was JF's Barton.
Immediately I said, "You're not real. This is a dream, isn't it?"
He said, "No."
And stupid me believed him. I pushed him backward until we rounded into my bedroom. There I basically took total advantage of him. He let me, which wasn't very much fun, not until I got around to biting him hard enough to make him yelp out in pain. Kept this up for a while until I realized he somehow didn't seem right.
I hated him suddenly. I loathed him utterly.
At this point I think I switched into a different character. I think I was her because I could shapeshift. I made Barton get onto his hands and knees, I shifted into a guy and did him in that form. I eventually grabbed Barton by his hair (which had turned blond by now) and yanked his head back as far as I could. Just before I finished in him I leaned forward, reached up and dug my fingers into his throat, ripped it wide open. I finished and shoved him forward onto the bed.
I watched him bleed for a while before flipping him onto his back. He was someone else. I was entirely enraged and grabbed my bedside lamp. I started really smashing his head in with it's thick metal base.

Tues 15th

1- Scenery - Lost - The Diner - Taunting Nazis

Walked through BF with some guys. We walked continually up hill and once at the top looked down. We were very high up and the scenery to our right was gorgeous, looked like pictures I've seen of Italian fields. Sunlight was low and made the scene look surreal. I told the guys I'd never seen that view before, scared of heights I'd never been up that high before. Realized I was missing out on so much because of that stupid fear.
Went down the other side of the hill. At the bottom, realized I was alone. A narrow dirt road bisected my footpath so i followed it hoping to find a house with a phone. On the right was an endless stretch of misted cornfield lay. On the left were small stone houses, huts mainly. No telephone poles, no telephones. Almost looked like midevil scenery.
From the cornfield a haggard womans voice called a name (which I can't remember now). Knew that voice thought I was that person. I became scared. I didn't show it though, simply turned and walked back up the dirtroad. The voice grew ever closer and I picked up the pace, looked up and saw that the steep hill I'd come down was far off in the distance.
Ended up running off the road and towards what looked like twinking lights of civilization in the distance. Found a highway and walked along it, the voice followed me no more. I was very hungry and fished my pockets for money. Had a bit of change. The signs of the restaraunts were odd. I distinctly recall a Wendy's sign that had the burger King's face on it instead of the red headed girl. Other signs were merged too.
Ended up in a small diner full of people who seemed vaguely familiar. I didn't have enough money to buy anything so milled about outside the diner to look at the various fabrics they had on display. My old home ec teacher's husband showed up and bought several samples of the fabric. I asked him for a ride home but he told me there was no room left in his vehicle and pointed out the direction to go. He also told me to fix my shirt. It was tucked up and under the left cup of my bra. I laughed and tugged my shirt out and said, "no wonder everyone was staring at me."
Left, the sun was huge and red on the horizon. I could look at it without it searing my eyes. It set as I walked. The entire landscape became saturated in a thick golden glow. I looked around me and noticed there were army tanks and soldiers on the other side of the street. From their midst Hilter strode out and was yelling something at me. They couldn't seem to cross the highway so I started taunting them... until they whipped out their guns. I turned and ran into an alley. After many twists and turns I came to a dead end. the walls were about 20 ft high and of stone. I managed to climb my way up and grab hold of the pink railing at the top. Pulled myself over and looked down again. My stomach flopped, hadn't realized I was so high up.
I rolled back on the grass, laid on my back and could smell apple or cherry blossoms. I was under a tree with pink blossoms that sprinkled down with the slightest breeze. I simply laid there and relaxed though i knew people were walking nearby and staring at me.


2- Yapping Dog & Peepers

I lit several tea candles, turned out the bathroom light and eased into a hot bath. It was so relaxing that I nearly dozed off in the tub.
The dog started barking outside, continuously. I ignored it for as long as I could then looked toward the window. There, three faces were peering in at me. I sank down into the tub as far as could and told them to get the hell away from my house. Two people left but one guy stayed.
I didn't feel ashamed of my nakedness and sprawled out in the tub again. The remaining peeper, a black guy who seemed familiar, started talking to me. We chatted for a while then I got out of the tub. I went to the back door and opened it, there stood the guy on my back porch. We talked some more, over the constantly yapping dog.
I heard D approaching. The guy suddenly disappeared. The dog stopped barking. D asked me why i was standing outside in the nude. I told him I'd been talking to someone. He didn't believe me. He grabbed his jacket and wrapped it around me and I made my way back to the bathroom to finish my soak.



3- Sewer Town & Serenader

In a city that was built on each side of a long stretch of sewer. I think it was muddy water flowing through the tunnel though, not sewage. Horses and odd looking things with long necks and round heads that were nearly all teeth walked through the water. Only the animals upper halves could be seen.
I stayed away from the sewage stream and made my way around the shops. Luckily i was inside when a huge machine like a street sweeper came through. It splashed up the liquid in the stream and it sloshed over everyone outside. It was sewage this time, thick and dark brown and drippy. I laughed at the unfortunate souls who were covered with it. Oddly, they didn't seem to care and went about their business.
The street sweeper came back, this time the driver vomited into a funnel at his side. The puke flowed through a series of curly tubes and eventually sprayed out the end. When it touched the ground it turned into what looked like little gumballs. People picked them up and ate them. I strolled around, kicking the multi colored balls and wondered why people were eating them.
I picked one up a green one and inspected it. I squished it with my pointer finger and thumb and green chunky juice oozed out over my fingers. Disgusted, I knelt and tried to wipe the stuff off onto the floor.
A tall skinny guy stepped around the corner and stood staring down at me. He seemed very familiar, his eyes did actually. He began singing in a hypnotic manner. I snapped out of it, got up and backed away. I kept stepping on the gumballs as I did, I could hear them squishing underfoot. I think those disgusting sounds are what kept me from falling under the singing guy's spell. He approached, kept singing and I turned and ran.




4- Goodfellas & Killing HJP

At a party that had many of the guys from Goodfellas in it. Got tired of the loudness and laughter and went for a walk. I was very hot and found a vending machine full of water. I tried to get some but my change wasn't acceptable. I leanded down and felt an icy cold breeze blowing out from the machine. I sat in front of it and simply cooled down.
Eventually headed back to the party. Saw HJP sitting on the sidewalk. He tried talking to me and I ignored him. Got back to the party, most of the guys were gone. The only ones that remained were Jimmy and Henry. Henry looked different somehow but I knew it was him. He slid beside me and told me he'd heard some guy was bragging he'd done me. I immediately angered. I told him I hadn't been with anyone in over a year. Henry assured me the guy claimed he'd been doing me for a while now. I asked who it was.
Some guys dragged HJP into the bar and threw him on the floor. Behind him on the wall were streaks of snot and blood that looked as if they were arragend in morse code. These distracted me for a moment as I tried to remember how to read the code. My attention was brought back to the situation at hand. HJP tried to apologise for saying what he'd said. I walked up and kicked him in the face as hard as I could. His head jerked backward and smashed off the snotty wall. I had a gun suddenly, and shot HJP i the face until there were no bullets left. I then threw the gun at what was left of his head and walked away.
Jimmy poured me several shots of whiskey, which were really damned good. It was like the icing on the cake. I don't know if anyone cleaned up the mess I'd made. I didn't care.

Wed May 15th


1- The Giant & The Soprano

In a field in the midst of a small town. A lot of people were gathered there and a giant appeared. He carried a big stack of building supplies. He came across as friendly and trustworthy to everyone else but I didn't trust him. I hid and spied on him.
As I hid a round guy in a beige suit found me and sat on a fallen tree trunk. He sang in a soprano's voice as he spoke to me. I can't remember what he said but it was creepy.



2- School Explosion

Hid out in my first school and there was a great explosion. The walls cracked and crumbled a bit but withstood the blast.

Hey Vex, i've had a very similar dream to the one with the giant once before, i was sat in field just near where two cliffs blocked out the sun above me and this fat guy, i then saw this giant come towards me and i hid but he saw me, he called my name, i came out he looked at me and told me not to steal his things, when he left i went into the dark part under the cliff and stole all his things, i then returned to a village with this fat guy, similar lol, just thought i'd tell ya

Thats kind of creepy, lucid seeker, a giant and a fat guy hanging about together in both our dreams. Wonder if they've visited any other dreams. And if so... what the hell are they plotting?


Thurs May 16th

1- Elementary Fun Fair

Attended a funfair at a school with my nephew and his cousin. It was crowded and loud and annoying but I stayed and played with them.



2- Ferrets and Silver

In an old house where two ferrets were running around. One was white and one was brown with a ringed tail. They wore little vests of silver that were encrusted with jewels. My brother tried to catch one. He ended up catching one by reaching down into a hole to pull it out but when he looked at it it was a meercat, not a ferret. I caught and kept the white one and my brother begged for me to give the silver vest to him. i told him to get his own.



3- Sis's Dogs & Glass Doors

At MJ's and needed to use the bathroom. Her apt was full of dog of all sizes. I made my way to the bathroom but in front of the door was a huge puddle of dog urine. I had to walk through it to get to the bathroom. Got in, shut the door and locked it. It was made of clear glass. I didn't care, had to go. Sat down and did my business as I chatted to someone in the room with me. I also read the Weekly World News as I sat there.




4- JF's House

Walked down a stretch of lonely road on a flat expanse of land. Not sure where I was headed. The houses were few and spread far apart. Came to one that had a big sign at the end of the lane way that had a picture of a teddy bear on it. Under the teddy bear read, "Made with real ___". I instantly, for some reason unknown to me then and now, knew that that meant I had found JF's house.
Went in and there he was with some other guy. JF greeted and sat me in a chair and predeeded to do my hair. He put it up in several small pony tails on top of my head. It made my head feel really weighted down. I looked on the table and there was old withered orange and banana peels and other rotton looking stuff on it. I picked these off and tossed them in the garbage and chatted with the guys.




5- Lowrider Flight

Odd cityscape of skyscrapers surrounding a three story run down house. Me and others were fixing it up. I climbed up a ladder and got onto the roof. I looked down and felt dizzy. I stared down at the ground and realized I had nothing to be afraid of. I stood in the very edge of the roof, my toes hanging over it's edge. I knew I was dreaming.
Others there told me to be careful. Below a radio started blaring the song Low Rider?? I lifted my arms to the side and swan dove off the roof. Just before I hit ground I soared up into the air. Came back down and yelled, "I'm never going to touch the ground again!"
I flew all over the place, as high as I could and as fast as I could then swooped down and grabbed a basketball. I flew to the side of a sky scraper and ran up it and leapt back and forth between the buildings. Got to the top of the tallest building, tossed the ball up ahead of me and then spiked it down onto the antenna on top of the building. I then drifted down, like a floating feather, toward the ground. As I descended I realized I was loosing contol because I felt very heavy. Tried to float up into the sky again but couldn't.
Woke up before I hit ground.



6- School - Tornado - Find JF

Fell back to sleep and ended up walking down a street that reminded me of niagara falls. Saw a large red school house in the distance.
Heard a familiar roar. Knew it was a tornado. It was massive, probably at least 2 miles long. Ran for the school and told everyone to get to the basement. I waited for everyone to get down there before I did. I wasn't afraid or paniced. It was then that I clued in that I was dreaming.
I went down to the basement and tried to calm everyone. Noticed the windows all along the tops of the room. I needed to get them covered. Knew that if I went around a corner there'd be a stack of wooden cupboard doors there. I brought them back and nailed them over the windows. As we waited for the tornado to pass I remembered the dream where JF was fixing my hair. I decided I wanted to find him again.
When finally the monster tornado went by. Everyone flooded out of the basement into the clear blue day. I immediately left to find JF's house again. I walked through the city wondering how Ishould go about finding his house. I came to a train track where an endless train raged across it. I stood waiting and don't recall anything after that.

Welcome back. Great lucid too.

Thanks NeAvO. *lets you escape this time*


Fri May 18th

1- Duet Bombers/Plane Skeleton

Me and JF in a Star Wars type scene, planting dozens of bombs all over a huge space craft. We left, don't know how we got there but ended up at my grandmother's house.
Outside I could hear the ship plummeting to earth. JF got antsy then scared as the sound grew louder. I knew the craft would crash by the house, pushed JF to the floor and tipped a couch over him then leaned against it wondering if the vessel would hit the house or not.
An unimpressive crash came from outside and I peeked out the front door. A trail of charred mechanical parts lay across the lawn and lead up the the blackened skeleton of an airplane. It's brown leather seats were in tact and uncharred.
JF came out and we walked around the thing, inspecting it. A bunch of children rushed up and started playing on the skeletal frame of the plane as if it were a playground gym.


2- Trapped at TH's

At my cousin TH's. It was crowded and loud as usual. I tried to leave but a bunch of cars were blocking my vehicle.


3- Torched & Electric Ghosts

In a cabin with guys dressed like they were from the 1700's. They discussed something important but secret. The cabin was suddenly surrounded and lit on fire by a bunch of scruffy looking people
We went into the basement via a secret door in the floor. Once we were int he basement we tried to sneak out a secret passage but got busted. Just when we thought there was no hope left a bunch of zombie like ghosts appeared. They had blue lightning dancing all over their bodies and they attacked the scruffy guys.
As they all killed each other I sneaked out to safety and sat up in a tree watching it all.

Sat May 19th


1- Croc & Singing Frogs

Two boys were poking at a crocodile in muddy scummy looking water. Only it's eyes were above water, the rest of it was but a blurry dark shape under the filthy water. I yelled at them to get away from it but they couldn't hear my voice even though i wasn't that far away.
The bigger of the boys pried the croc's eye open and pulled it's eyelid way out. It's eye was an orangey colour. He kept messing with it's eye and I kept trying to warn them but they couldn't hear me.
I left. A little girl was with me hanging on my hand. We found a quiet place to sit. A huge window and sill were sitting in the middle of the grass.
The boys ran up to us, in their hands were a bunch of little squirmy frogs. They placed the frogs on the window sill and they started chirping a song that was slightly familiar. A couple of frogs also started climbing up the pane of glass but they continued to sing as they did.


2-Cracked Earth

Remember walking through a city that looked like Hamilton. There was a massive round sculpture shaped like the earth and it was cracked clean in half, the hollow shell split open like a an egg.

Sun May 20th

1- Dark Stream

Don't know where I walked from or to where I went after, but I sat next to a very dark stream into which thick moss covered roots dangled into.



2- Bad Dal & Sugared Worms

In a large auditorium full of people I knew. Saw a guy I went to school with and stood with him. We chatted as we stood against a balcony above the main floor of the aud. Dal suddenly slid his hand up the back of my thigh (must have been wearing a skirt?) and started messing with me. And for some odd reason I let him until my name was called up on stage.
I pulled away from him and went up to accept my award. I can't remember what it was for but I was handed a plate that was heaping with dried earthworms. They looked as if they were sprinkled with powdered sugar. Not wanting to disappoint the crowd or seem disrespectful by not accepting, I started eating the worms. They were crunchy on the outside and liquidy on the inside.
Other people flocked up onto the stage and begged for some of the worms too so I shared them.



3- The Split Fair

Walked a fairground that was divided. 'Regular people' on one half, gothy and vampy people on the other half. I moved though the fair through both crowds , not giving a damn about any lines they'd drawn.
I ended up playing pinball with a couple of cute gay looking goth guys.

Originally Posted by Vex Kitten

I ended up playing pinball with a couple of cute gay looking goth guys.

*shudders*

Congrats on all the recall though! As always, so much more than mine. >.>

NOOO... i just whipped up an odd batch of dream and tried to post it and now it's gone!!!!

I saw you on earlier and was looking forward to reading those too =(

Tues May 29th

Alright, here I try again. *crosses fingers*

Why do I need moderator approval for my latest journal entry???

Tues May 29th

I went to bed shortly after supper and decided I need to WILD. It's been a while. Laid on my back, hands clasped over my chest in bed.

I was sitting up against the headboard of my bed, knees pulled up to my chest, blanket draped over them and my book facedown atop the blanket. I assured myself I would lucid dream and closed my eyes. After some steady relaxation I suddenly got the feeling that I was falling, got this jittery knotted up feeling in the pit of my stomach. Not used to experiencing this before a LD, i woke up slightly afraid. I was still in a sitting position.

Tried again. I stared slipping to sleep and my stomach very vaguely started getting that falling feeling when D entered my room. He stood by my bed. I could feel him staring at me and it gave me acreepy feeling. I woke up but didn't open my eyes. I could hear him breathing beside me. Ignored him and decided to try LD again.

In no time the falling feeling came back. I told myself to let it happen and I'd fall into a LD. I flipped backward through the headboard and fell a short distance very quickly. In complete darkness I landed on my knees. I knew I was in a dream.

A choir began singing on each side of me. I couldn't see them but knew they were close. Their voices were Heavenly, peaceful, and I felt that they were the voices of angels singing for me to stay with them. The voices were so amazingly warm and sweet. I wondered if maybe I was dead instead of in a dream. I started to panic but the voices picked up and I was easily calmed again.

One commanding voice annouced the arrival of their newest angel. Again I thought I'd died, but didn't care. I was peaceful and warm in the dark. A beam of light cut through the dark from above. At this point I split from body and observed myself from a distance. I was a small kneeling figure showered in an amazingly bright spotlight in the midst of eternal blackness.

Suddenly the kneeling me's arms shot straight up into the air and were frozen there. Though I wasn't in my body I could feel it's pain. Just inbetween my shoulder blades a searing pain started. It worsened and a pair of wings ripped through the skin and spread straight out from my body. The pain was indescribable and agonizing but I couldn't seem to voice my agony.

I was stunned by this site for a few moments before realizing the winged me was locked in sleep paralysis type situation. This made me believe that I definately was in a LD. Telepathically I urged the winged me to break free, encouraged it as much as I silently could. Suddenly I could hear D's breathing again. It slowly overpowered the heavenly choir. That sound served to assure me that I was dreaming and I fiercely but wordlessly demanded the winged me to break free.

"What's wrong?" D's voice startled me out of the dream.

I was awake, still sitting in bed but my arms above my head as they had been in the dream and I couldn't move, open my eyes or speak. Stuck in paralysis yet again! I eventually struggle out of it but refused to open my eyes. I felt that if I opened them that I'd lose the ability to LD. So once again I ignored D and set out to quest for lucidity again.

I slipped into a dream again almost immediately. The falling feeling didn't happen this time and I was in darkness again. And.. of course, I found myself paralysed for what felt like the millionth time. At this point I know I'm dreaming and try struggle to move so that I can continue on into a LD. The lucid tasks popped into my mind as I struggled. I was determined to do them both if I could unfreeze myself. I then felt D lay on my bed, across it at my feet. The movement of the matress shocked me out of the dream.

I was still in a sitting position on my bed and quite pissed off at having been awakened again. I chose to ignore D still so I could get the lucid tasks done. I let myself slip away, at this point it was effortless.

I 'woke up' sitting in the same position as when I'd fallen asleep. And I was once more stuck in dream sleep paralysis. I could still hear the breathing, but now it was louder, closer and somehow threatening. I became afraid, could sense something was there by my bed that I couldn't see. I maniacally struggeld out of the dream SP and rolled to the opposite side of bed.

I got up on my knees in the darkness and was instantly filled to the brim with a murderous anger and hatred towards the breathing thing that dare tresspass in my room. I began yelling, swearing and threatening to kill the thing once I got my hands on it. I began swinging and swiping through thin air trying to get a grip on the thing so I could rip it to shreds with my bare hands. I dared it to show itself, told it I would kill it, and continually cursed at the top of my lungs at it. The rage within me was so powerful that it felt as if it were seeping out of my pores and radiating outward from my body.

My eyes popped open suddenly. I was laying on my right side in bed. The above scenes came back to me in amazing clairity and I was sort of afraid to move thinking I'd be locked in SP again. I sat up effortlessly though and looked at my hands for a few minutes. Still wasn't sure if I really was awake so I bit down hard on my finger. It hurt. I was awake. I glanced over toward my closet, toward where the breathing in the last dream had come from. I muttered, "stay the fuck out of my dreams." then got out of bed, left the bedroom.

Very strange sequence of dreams and FAs, even for me.



woohoo... it posted

Wed May 30th

>>>>usual

1- Fleas

My pets all had fleas, even the birds. For some reason I was trying to manually remove them all. On the ferret which is white, the fleas were clearly visible. She was loaded with them



2- Conditioning

I was in a second story apt. Washed my hair then conditioned it and twirled my hair into tight little curls nestled close to my head. Waited for a bit then got a pitcher of water, went out onto the porch and rinsed my hair. The water fell down onto a guy and girl below, I apologised but continued rinsing.



3- River Crossing

Me & others had to cross a river. We used a pole to launch ourselves across to a shrubby little island. Once we were all on it we somehow lost direction, wasn't sure which way we'd been heading. So we stood there arguing over which way we were supposed to jump as the river slowly started to overtake the island.



4- Stalking Lights

I walked from rez to bford. As I came up newport Rd by the river a pair of bright white lights zoomed across the sky. They stopped and turned to shine down on me. Thought at first they were ufos. I wasn't in need of a probing so I hid down under some willows.
The lights stayed, growing brighter and larger. I ran. Found my way to a house and locked myself in.



6- Inflatable Cruise Ship

Sis MJ and I walked along a pier. We came to a very large cruise ship that was being inflated. It looked like a monsterous kids jumping play palace. People boarded it as if it were a normal cruise ship. My sister wanted to sneak onto it or at least sneak onto the little canoe type boats that were tied to the back of the bigger boat. I convinced her not to, an inflatable cruise ship is destined to sink.
We sat on a bench and watched the ship leave, waiting for it to sink.



7- Millers Ressurection

At grams. Someone was paving over the field between her house and Miller's store. I watched the entire process feeling sick that they were ruining an entire field.
Went across and sat by the store. It was very busy for a bit then everything cleared. All that was left was a big maching flattening the blacktop over the field. It was driven by a blond guy.
He eventually came over, I asked why he was doing that. Said he was making ample parking. I asked how much he was going to make working there. He told me 15 dollars an hour. I told him I only made 8 an hour when i worked at the store. He laughed and went back to paving the field. I hated that guy.

Thurs May 31st

1- Bitch Ticket

Walked down unfamiliar road where I was handed tickets every few hundred feet or so. I started rifling through the tickets to read what they said and one only had the word BITCH written on it in huge bold black letters.



2- Cat Napping

Kids next door were trying to swipe my cat Padre. He was hiding between the fence and the cedars next door. I went and saved him. Very loud music played, booming classical music. Looked back to my house, windows were wide open, music spilling out of them.



3- Relating Dreams in a Dream/Storage Tree

Walked with my sis MJ. As we went through Vic. Park I stopped, a dream came back to me. I told my sister about how in that dream I saw her kids, filthy and in tattered clothes running and playing in that park. With them was her ex who was well dressed, who seemed to be 'taking care' of the dirty kids.
A blackbird in a low tree hole took my attention, then I saw an old black man enter a door in the side of that tree. Inside of it was a storage room. I ended up talking to him about various things that I can't remember now.



4- Tiered Court

In a courtlike building. Waited in the stuffy court room for something to happen. Nothing did so I went outside, Came back in everyone was gone. Entered the courtroom. It was one huge main room with smaller rooms on severeal different Teirs. I climed up and took business cards from these rooms.
Came back down and entered a lawyer's room. Inside was my old French teacher and Biology teachers. They said hi and asked if I was going to plead innocent or guilty. I backed out and left.

Fri June 1st

No recall



Sat June 2nd

1- Cow & Snake Farm

On a farm that was mostly cows. I was herding them into the barn. The calves were stubborn and wouldn't go. Eventually got them all in. Slammed the double doors shut and accidentally closed them on a calf's nose. I opened the door, shoved it back inside and walked to the field.
All over in the grass were thousands of snakes. I walked amist them in bare feet, trying to guide them all in the same direction. I don't think I herded them to where they were supposed to go.



2- Phone Rod

Talked to C.H by using this long thick yellow antena like object. I had to stick the round metal nub into my year and move the antenna around to pick up her voice, then I had to yell out my convo. Don't recall what we talked about. I was very distracted trying to keep the antenna positioned properly.



3- Sputtering Water/Bell Thing

Tried to take a shower, the water wouldn't come. Tried the bath faucet and it worked but it sputtered and water trickled out of it as if it were a shower head. Eventually it went dry.
D took me outside and showed me that someone had removed the bottom screw on cap of a large copper bell shaped pipe. All the other pipes in the house seemed to be connected to this thing that dangled on the back porch. We couldn't find the cap.



4- Snake Sand Hill

Sis MJ and I walked along the river. Came to a wide open field where a very large long sand hill had been constructed. The sand was a rusty reddish colour. I climed to the top of the hill, sis stayed at the bottom. As I walked along I noticed holes about the width of baseballs all along the bottom of the hill. Out of them large boa like snake heads would peep out and twist around to look at me. My sister tried to catch these snakes but they would disappear back into their hollows when she neared.

Sun June 3rd

1- Jf & Travelling

Talked to JF on the internet about travelling. We were making plans to travel somewhere together. Shut off the comp and then went to the television. There, on screen, was our convo as if the TV were a computer monitor. D had been reading our convo all along.
This infuriated me and I broke his TV. I don't remember how but it ended up a smoking pile of scattered television components.



2- Talking to Self & Stow Away Boy

Happened to look out into my back yard. A woman was atop my picnic table seemingly talking to herself. She kept gesturing up to my roof too as if someone were upon it.
Went out to confront her, as I did peered into the back of D's truck. There a small boy was curled up. He had been planning to run away, was going to sneak back out of the truck again whereever we stopped next. Coaxed him out of the truck and tried to send him home. He wouldn't go.



3- Wedding Pot

Was in a crowed house (i think). Didn't want to be there. We were all supposed to go to a wedding. I saw a band new very large cooking pot. I picked it up and used it as an excuse to get out, saying that the pot was supposed to be delivered the the reception hall so that they could prepare a large pot of corn soup.
Took the pot and left walking.



4- Potatoes & UFOs at Grams

Came out from my bedroom at my grandmothers. Could smell she was cooking breakfast, fried potatoes and onions. I got up and watched her cook. Felt good. Think I was a kid again, felt less 'there' or something.
Sibs and I went out ot play. Saw severeal lights in the sky. Everyone else was in awe. I became afraid. I knew the lights were looking for me. I crept back into the house and watched through the window.
Went to the back window and a massive 'merry-go-round' type UFO hung low in the sky. It was a large ring of varying shapes that slowly moved in a circle like a merry-go- round would, except none of the shapes were connected to anything. They just rotated in a slow and sinister way. Atop them was a dark coloured cap. All around and through the thing little multicoloured balls of light darted engergetically.
People lined up and watched the thing. I was terrified of it. I came closer and I went outside to tell the idiots to run and hide but I couldn't find words. Noticed a very tall skinny man seemed to be watching me. I tried to stay out of his site but he always was there watcthing.

Mon June 4th


1- The Winding Road & The Cult

Me and D walked down a barely used dirt road that had a twisted willow bough like fence along the right side. Lanes occasionally made their way from the road but we couldn't see where they lead to.
We came to a wider lane and followed it. When it broke out from the trees we could see several shabby cabins in a clearing. I got a bad feeling and started backing away from the area. I knew if we went any closer we wouldn't be able to leave.
D took off through the trees, I followed the lane back to the road. At the bottom a blond guy in a security uniform was standing. I asked him where D had gone. He said he hadn't seen anyone but I knew the guy was lying. They'd gotten him. I pretended to call the police and the guy said cell phones couldn't work out where we were.
So I left. What else were there that I could do? If I tried to save him I'd end up disappeared to.



2- The Caf Restaurant

Me and someone else went to a fast food joint. They had four cafeteria type counters where we had to take our plates and get our food. I remember visiting all four counters but only remember having roast beef and mashed potatoes on my plate. After picking at it a bit I started to wonder where the rest of my food had gone.



3- Sprouting Heart

Showered, changed and as I did up my front connecting bra I felt a lump about the size of a quarter between my breasts. I was suddenly very afraid. I wouldn't look down at it but I felt it with the tips of my fingers. It hurt, as if someone had stomped me in the chest. The pain was so great that it brought tears to my eyes.
Despite the pain I couldn't stop feeling the growth. Some point I realized it was a piece of my heart that had broken through my chest and ripped through my skin. I didn't know what to do. Couldn't look at it. Couldn't move. Just stood there in pain and knowing I would soon die.

You and your strange dreams...And you say mine are odd.

The heart one is interesting and I like the 'cult' one a lot.

Your dreams are odd, you psycho! :p

I figured you'd like the cult dream.