Xanous' Dream Journal

[Xanous]

I keep having a re-occuring dream that I am outside for one reason or another and the sun in up. I think to my self "It should be dark". I look at the clock and it is 1am or midnight, somtimes 2am. I wonder what that could mean. It bugs me that I dream it so often. Other times it is night and I get telescope eyes and I can see distant gallaxies and stars up close.

[Xanous]

Zombie Dream This morning I had a dream that zombies where comming after me. The odd thing was they were like the monsters from the movie Tremors where they detected sound vibration when you walk on the ground and then they would pop up out of the ground to surround you. The only way to get away from them is to climb something. The dream shifted a lot and at one point I was in a NYC alley way and there was a man hole cover, some steam from the gutter, a dumpster, some trash and a large cardboard box flattened out. I stepped off the box and the zombies came up out of the road. Then it shifted and I was in my kitchen. The zombies where comming through my concrete floor. So I climbed the cabinets and somehow I jumped from one side to the other and somehow I was high enough up that the zomies could not reach me. I was then awakened by my wife.

[Xanous]

Jedi/Stormtrooper My wife and I was lowering... my daughter?... a small child down a deep rocky hole crevase thing. I noticed that we were using soldering wire to lower her down. I paniced and wondered how the string was holding. I loosened my grip and she began to fall quickly. Somehow I thought no this is supposed to work and I knew I could make it work... perhaps I almost became lucid...so I tightened my grip and then the wire broke and the child or perhaps my daughter fell. I jumped in after her and I fell to the bottom with her but before I hit bottom I slowed me decent and landed safely. ~dream shift~ Now I am standing in this underworld place dressed in kind of a WHITE dark vader outfit with a stormtrooper like helmet but the face of it was clear. I had a "battle sheild" on my helmet that I could lower and raise. I notice the difference when I lowered it. I was testing to see if it would obstruct my vision. It did hinder my peripherial. I wondered around this place with some type of star wars diplomat talking to aliens. I was just waiting for the cutscene to end so I could get to the action. I knew that I had blaster and a lightsaber under my cloak. At some point I saw my face in a mirror and that was vivid. I could actually draw the helmet from that. I had a part on my helmet that went under my lower loip that gave me a darth vader voice. I never said much and I dont know what anyone said I was not really listening. ~I was suprised to remember this dream because it was late at night and not during my alarm clock battles.

[Xanous]

Traveled to another Planet GRRR! I finaly had a dream that I wanted and I cannot remember it very well I was looking at the night sky and I was with some people. I got the usual telescope eyes but this time I actualy traveled to on of the stars witch turned out to be a planet. The planet was blue in color from far off but as I got closer (I traveled there lightspeed x1000) I could make out large land masses surrounded by water much like Earth but the land masses looked all brown like there was no vegetation. There was only life in the oceans. I think there was a underwater building. I plunged into the ocean and met a woman? .or maybe I already knew her. Was a lover? I was trying to get her to come back home to earth. I think there was a space ship.....

[Xanous]

Shop Class? Ok recall not that great...... I was in a type of wood shop and it was like shop class in high school people where making all sorts of odd things. I compared it to shop class in my dream. Someone was making a hand saw out of wood. They must have left and I helped finish it. I was to get a metal sleeve for the teeth. one saw a bit odd though. It was long but the end was pacman shaped(dream sign). I dont know how it would cut anything. Then it was about time to go and everyone was in a small lunch room type room. Tyler from work was sitting close to me and we were cutting up and making jokes. Laughing a lot. Then he desided to buy everyone a coke. He went around asking people what they wanted. Time was getting close to go an he was noticing but he wanted to be fair and ask everyone. He asked me I glanced at the clock. Was a few min until 7?(dream sign I would never leave work at 7 but start) I said no it was almost time to go. I guess the bell rang and everyone left but I dont remember anymore.

[Xanous]

Demonic Dream from several months back I was talking to my father about... I don't know... he suddenly began talking like I was possessed and I was thinking maybe he is right. Then he began to pray and I was lifted off the ground. My back arched and my body became ridged. I could not move. I began violently shaking from side to side and a blue sparkling light surrounded me. Then suddenly a cool wind blew and cut straight through my body. I literally felt the wind on my bones as it passed through. I was thinking that is was the holy spirit. Then I wake up in a panic. I was left with that feeling of having been shaken half to death and that cold sensation on my bones. I have NEVER experienced any type of feeling like that in my life, but I will never forget how odd and vivid that sensation was. I don't believe I am possessed or ever was, but it has bugged me to wonder what that was all about.

[Xanous]

TEETH I can only recall that I was looking in the mirror at my teeth and they were extreamly black and dirty in the deep places. I was thinking that I really should brush better.

[phoenelai]

Originally posted by Xanous Demonic Dream from several months back I was talking to my father about... I don't know... he suddenly began talking like I was possessed and I was thinking maybe he is right. Then he began to pray and I was lifted off the ground. My back arched and my body became ridged. I could not move. I began violently shaking from side to side and a blue sparkling light surrounded me. Then suddenly a cool wind blew and cut straight through my body. I literally felt the wind on my bones as it passed through. I was thinking that is was the holy spirit. Then I wake up in a panic. I was left with that feeling of having been shaken half to death and that cold sensation on my bones. I have NEVER experienced any type of feeling like that in my life, but I will never forget how odd and vivid that sensation was. I don't believe I am possessed or ever was, but it has bugged me to wonder what that was all about. Dude that nuts, it would have shaken me quite a bit, especially since it was so vivid. Here was you need, get a young priest and an old priest, some holy water..and.....blah blah

[Xanous]

Originally posted by phoenelai Here was you need, get a young priest and an old priest, some holy water..and.....blah blah ACK! dont mess with me man is was bad enough already !

[Xanous]

Low Recall for the sake of consistency I will put this one down. Something about my wifes friend being a lesbian and making out with some ex girlfriend right in front of my wife and me. We start to leave and the other chick says isnt that your girlfriend (talking about my wife). She says no she is "the unwanted lesbian". I wake up. Yeah I know WTF? Just a dream...She better not be any type of lesbian LOL

[Xanous]

Almost Lucid I had a dream where I did something horrible. Later I bought luch for a dollar from Tom Green. There was also computer I was going to research something and the monitor was holographic. Then, I was contemplating the consequences of my actions and asking why I did it and was trying to find a way out of the situation. I had a vague notion that something wasnt quite right. Then I though maybe it was just a dream not knowing that I was still dreaming.(I've done this before) Then as I said, "It was a dream" I opened my eyes. If only I stayed asleep I bet I would have become lucid. *edit* Actually I think I am going to count this one as a LD. Not a good one but I still realized I was dreaming.

[Xanous]

Time Distortion - 3 Related Storylines I was in a very large post office. I was trying to buy some carnival tickets but I had to wait in line for someone to help me. I am always impatient in dreams so I went behind the counter myself to the back room. There was some people busy at some cubicles and there were several elevator. one had a sign that said "Security" the others all said something else. I was approached by a woman and she ask if she could help me. ~Shift~ I cam home? Woke up? I thought it was morning and I was getting dressed or work. My wife was there and...another family member? She said it was nighttime and I got my AM mixed with my PM. I started to feel really confused. She was there to comfort me and I felt like I had not seen her in a long time. Like she had been out of the country. We then made out on the couch. yeah baby. ~Shift~ I was Kira from DS9 but I was watching in 3rd person also. She was attacked by some Indians and she single handedly killed them all with her bare hands. Then A huge beast came out. I looked like a dinosaur. Ankylosaurus with a human like head but sort of cartoon like. I, kira, was in a small rocky desert canyon. Then across the way the Indian chief, Cocheese (SP? I think this name was from an old western) had tears in his eyes standing over a dead body that was one of my attackers. He said they will never change they kill our kind by the hundreds. He did not know that I was only defending myself. He then looked up and saw in the horizon a white aura jetting across the sky. Him and the two indian with him where surrounded by this white light and time was distorted (not sure how) for them and they were screaming in pain. ~Shift~ I woke up in a museum in Honk Kong. I could not remember how or why I got there. I was wearing some sort of Egyptian skirt outfit (for men) and I looked like Keano Reeves. For some reason my family was there grieving the resent loss of my grandparents. I heard my Mom say that my brother had been crying a lot. Then he cried and I did too. Then a little girl ran out into the street and was trying to chase an airplane from a nearby airport. I was night and we could only see the light of the plane flying off. We chased her because she was too young tobe on the street at night. As I was running I asked someone who was running with me, "So Im in Honk Kong China right?" I think she said yeah. Then I caught the girl. I dont know why she was running but we started to walk her back. I saw something that looked like a little doll and the girl was crying because it was flat and dirty. I think it got ran over by a car. Everyone was acting like it was a living girl that got killed. I was too. I cupped my hands over it and blow on it. It became clean in inflated back up. Every one was amazed at my ability but it felt like it was normal to me. Then we were back at the museum and I was talking to some professor friend. He was going through papers and artifacts from Egypt. I told him that I did not know how I got there or why. He laughed and said "That’s not a first" I think he was referring to some time I was drunk. I said no I cant remember. He repeated himself and I said no I can remember. Then I saw something like a coffin. I said I woke up in that. Then We both realized something without saying a word. I had traveled back to ancient Egypt and lived my life out there. I was mummified and my body had been found and taken to a museum. The time distortion had caught up to my body and I was returned to my original self to the time before I left. I could not remember being in Egypt but knew this to be true. I said to the professor, "You think? No it cant be". He just looked at me and I woke up.

[alfaalex101]

woa you got some troubled mind.

[Xanous]

Originally posted by alfaalex101 woa you got some troubled mind. You have no idea...

[Xanous]

New York the best of 3 dreams in one night I was in New York. I didn’t look like my self, I had a son, and the view kept changing from 1st person to 3rd person. We became lost and penniless somehow but I think we had come to the city as tourist. We walked around looking for a place to chill. I was approached by some guy. I don’t think he was threatening and he was telling us something. I was caring a gun in a shoulder holster. I put my hand on it and told him to step away because I have a gun and I have a permit to carry in the state of Missouri but I’ll use it here. He didn’t listen and got closer as he was talking to my son. So, I take a step back with my gun draw. That gets his attention but then he pulls out a gun and shoots… a bear? It is sort of behind me and to the side. I freak out and shoot him once in the stomach. I could hear the shots like loud but like a cap gun. I’m like OH GOD I SHOT HIM. There was some climatic music playing in the background as in a movie. I said why did you have to pull out your gun? We start to run and he tells me to bring his cigarettes and lighter out of his back pack on the ground. I find his pack of cigs but no lighter. Im in a hurry, so I throw the pack to him and run. There is blood everywhere and he is holding his wound. We walked into house/apartments. It was like a house that people shared and rented the bedrooms. I can hear the police cars coming. I try to break out a window but cant for some reason. Now that I think about it the house had the same floor plan as mine in real life. There is a lady in one of the bedrooms just looking at me. I think since this room in empty I will act like I live here. I go to the living room and stuff the gun in the back of the cushions on the couch. I start to put the safety on but I hear a mans voice saying don’t put that on you might need it. The voice had a accent like from Brooklyn. Later after the police are done interrogating everyone in the house they begin to leave with no leads. The old women from earlier plops down on the couch with relief. Then, BANG ! The gun went off. I look and her face is half gone and there is blood all over the woman who was sitting next to her. She has a horrible face of fear and shock and begins to scream. I guess the gun shot her in the ass and the bullet blew her head apart.(One heck of a gun!) I think they will know that gun is mine as I feel the police slap cuffs on my hands as this dream ends

[Xanous]

Space Patio My house had a patio with patio doors where the big window should be in the living room. The 3 of us were sitting out there on some cheap little plastic chairs. Instead of seing the lawn we saw that we were in deep space like on Zathura. For some reason I tried to throw a golf ball at a nebula but as soon as it reached into space in dropped straight down into infinity. I tried this several times and the same happened. Then I breifly wondered how we were breathing oxygen out there. I though oh it is coming from the house and staying in the patio area like a bubble and only a little bit is escaping in to space. Then I thought I better turn the oxygen down some so that we dont waste too much and run out. on my way back in the house I did this. Then I was going to put on a space suit because we were going to leave the house and go on a space walk for some reason.

[Xanous]

Escape I was sorta lost in a big city. I notice some guys where following. To be sure I double back and take all kinds of crazy turns. I was on foot and I took a few buses. Finaly I confront the guys. They say they are not following me. Then another guy comes and tries to kill me. I run into a building and go up a flight of stairs. I dart into a bathroom. He finds me and almost gets me but I get away and continue running.

[Xanous]

Can't Breathe I had a False Awakining. I could not breathe well. I was taking fast a shallow breathes like I was having an athsuma attack. I dont have athsuma (sp?). I found some inhailers in a cardboard box in the top shelf of the closet and was taking hits from it when my wife wakes me up because I was breathing hard and freaking out a little.

[Xanous]

Mind-Powered Wheel Chair I was zooming around a hospital in a regualr looking wheel chair. I was making it move with my mind. I was going so fast that I had to put my feet down to stop or slow down. I passed a nurses station. They gave my an odd look and I knew I had to act like I realy needed the wheel chair. I got on to a strange elevator that looked like a some carnival ride. I strapped myself in and folded the wheel chair up next to me and the dream faded out.

[Xanous]

pre-cognition? I laid down for a 45 min nap today and dreamed that I was in a pawn shop. My cat ,Sake, was there running around. I was excited about getting a telescope. My cat ran past a man and a woman. The woman was wearing very short blue shorts and the glowed a little. The man picked up a guitar amp and was looking at it. I move between the man and the woman and bend down to pick up my cat. She was a little spooked of the man and when I picked her up she attacked my hand in a playful manner. I craddled her in one arm and suddenly I had a duplicate Sake in the other are but she was a bit smaller. Sake licked the duplicate and I woke up. Whats strange is after i woke up my wife came home from a garage sale and there was a very nice telescope in the living room. I was not very surpised but I was happy.

[phoenelai]

pretty damn cool yo!

[Xanous]

MY FIRST LUDID DREAM YEAHHH!!! I had a dream that I had a TV in my bedroom. I had a still screen on that said something about Lucid Dreaming. I go to bed with the TV on. I start dreaming and I see this TV and this screen about Lucid Dream. I see a white light and hear a sound like someone gasping through tight lips I then realize I am dreaming and know that can I do what I want. I think how easy the whole thing was and know that I can do it every night from now on I bring Saturn, Mars and Jupiter together in the evening sky and try to look at in though my telescope. I am pointing the telescope though a huge window and the hole thing is about as frustrating as the real thing. I give that up and still know that I am lucid go on to other things. I am in the bathroom with my wife. She is sitting on the edge of the tub, looking at me and holding the baby. I am looking at the mirror. The house I am in nothing like my house by the way. I tell my wife I am lucid and this is a dream. She doesn’t seem to believe me. I say that I can make her boobs get really big. As soon as I say that it happens. It happens so fast the baby shoots of into the tub. She gasps and then laughs. And becomes lucid too. We telepathically decide to make ourselves look like super models and then have sex. Well that didn’t happen, darn it. I am trying to make myself look different with no success. I am walking about the house pick thing up with my mind and trying to figure out how to transform. It was like trying to understand a new power. I open a cabinet that was mostly empty. I wanted a mirror in the back. I concentrate mirror and nothing happens. I close my eyes and think I want a mirror and when I open them I hear a tinkerbell-like-chime and there is a mirror. I see myself. I look the same but my hair is lighter with some grey. I think no that’s no what I was going for. I concentrate on looking slimmer and more muscular but nothing happens. My wife and I wander around trying out our new powers. We are overjoyed that we are Lucid Dreaming together. I see a brunet wandering around (see looks suspiciously like OpheliaBlue) My wife and I tell her that she is dreaming. She’s just like what are you talking about. I say how else can I do this? I hold out my arms for effect like in star wars and lift a huge TV in the air. It hovers for a moment. I it very difficult. Then I toss it aside. She gasps and no there is an understanding that we 3 are Lucid Dreaming together. I see writing on a wall. I think the brunet was had been looking at it when we approached her. I try to read it but it is gipperish. I tell her that if you read something, look away and read it again, it should be different because we are dreaming. We do that and I show her. I say see we are dreaming. She looks a mazed. We are all amazed that we are Lucid Dreaming. Everything is so vivid. Then I ask my wife what happens if I dont wake up? Will I be asleep in real life for ever? I say that I have to get up at 5:30. I wonder what time it is in the real world. I float, no I fly, down the hallway to the bedroom I see a clock and it is 4:30. I think well I dont know how accurate that is. I decide to wake up. I cant. I feel panic. I decide to lay down and try to go to sleep and maybe that will wake me up. It works. I close my eyes and see black and then it turns to white. I open my eyes and it is day time. My wife is beside me. As usual before I move I try to remember my dream. I am astonished. My wife is too because she was lucid with me. We get to talking and find out we shared a dream. Then my wife says why are we in a mattress in the mall parking lot? I don’t know why. I look around and we are right in front of the food court entrance. No one seems to care. I felt so weird but I lie and say oh I did this just in case I got psychotic during my LD and tried to hurt someone. She just looks at me and seems to accept this answer. We get up I take the mattress in but it a white truck. I guess this truck is mine but I don’t own one. I keep thinking, I had a great LD but some feels like a dream now. I ASK MYSELF IF I AM DREAMING. I say no of course not I remember waking up from a dream. I walk past a compact car and I see the brunet behind the wheel. She is smiling but her eyes are closed. I know she saw me and remembers me. I say hey did you just have a weird dream? She said yeah we had a shared dream. Then rough looking guy with a beard opens the door on the other side. He looks at me funny and said you must be the dreamer. I said we I guess. I just had my first lucid dream. Then someone else walks up behind me and they are looking at me like I am some kind of modern day Jesus. I wake up for real and say DAAAAMMN! I look at the clock just in case and it is 3:30 am. [/b]

[Xanous]

Red Cliff I am climbing down a sheer cliff. I think must have come close to falling. Twice some birds helped me in some way. Once from falling the other from some sort of predator. The cliff is a straight drop off. Instead of an earthy brown the cliff is blood red. I cry out and thank the birds. They are on the other side. I am in a ravine. Perched there they seem to acknowledge my gratitude with a beady-eyed stare. I have braced myself in an opening in the cliff. It reminds me chimney but big enough for me hold myself up by stretching out my arms on both side. I look up. The cliff seems to go on forever and fades in to darkness. I do not see a sky. I look down and see no ground; just inky blackness. I get confused. I am no longer sure where up or down is. Vertigo takes me. Gravity shifts and pulls me to the left. I step into a square opening. It is like a cave but more like a cube cut out of the cliff side. My wife is there. The floor is covered in a coarse grainy material but is soft and spongy like moss or cotton. I am briefly perplexed by this feeling and then I let it go. The cubed out cave was just big enough for the two of us to relax in comfortably. I begin to think that we will have to spend the night here and wait for daylight. I feel a breeze come inside. It is cool. I tell my wife that I wished I had a blanket. She says, “It’s like 120 degrees in here. I am burning up.” I think that she must mean 120 degrees Celsius because I would not be freezing at 120 degrees Fahrenheit. This logic is backwards but I don’t know it..I feel the ground with my hand again and have a sense of awe. I start to look out of the cave. I notice the edges are trimmed with grey pieces of plastic all around. There are silver screw holding it in. One of the pieces is starting to peels up and stops at a screw. I tell my wife to look at it. I say that this is man-made and find it odd. Then the red cliff side turns into red carpet. The kind of carpet that you would expect to find in the floor of an automobile. Leaning out of the cave I look down. The ground is now only a few feet below us. It is brown and sandy. Something appears to be partially buried in the sand. My wife reaches out and grabs it. She puts out a bone. I gasp as I notice that is looks like a femur from a human. Then as the sand shifts I a human skull among various other bones. I become repulsed. My wife is still holding the bone and it has a feather attached to it. The feather is black with shiny blue highlights. I tell her to drop the bone because it is human. She complies and the dream fades.

[Xanous]

Family Frisbee Golf We are grieving the loss of my grandparents... AGAIN. That part is too vague but I remember crying and somhow I talked to my grandma who is dead My family is there and I am talking to my brother. I get the idea to finally show him how to play Frisbee golf. He agrees and I am excited because I have my bag of discs. Most of my siblings join in and some of their kids as well. I pick up my bag of discs and select one to throw. I am demonstrating for them. One of them is cracked badly and it does not fly well. With chagrin I pick up another and launch it. The winds blows so hard that the disc stops hovers then fly back toward me and then past me. I said well the wind is a little strong today. We skip to the 3rd hole. A few people take a shot. Now it is my turn. Somethings odd. We are now in a large room with grass floors. There are some shopping carts to the right and a few of them in right in front of the hole. I try to find my “reaper” disc because I can get the biggest fade and hopefully get around carts. I cant find it. I grab the cracked one. No good. My sister hands me the reaper. I launch it easy. it is a short distance and there is no need to take any steps. It glides perfectly and would have been a hole-in-one but the carts block me. I get mad and I pick on up and hold it over my head. I take it to the corner and slam it down with the other carts. I then push all the carts in the proper place. There is a restaurant's booth bench. I shove it over with all my might. I am just trying to clear some room to play this hole. There seems to be too much clutter. Some one says “dang, calm down”. I say “Don't they know how important this room is?”

[Xanous]

Storage Room I am with my daughter in a some place.. Hosptial/restaruant/storage buldings. My older sister has a room and she gave me the key. I want to see it for some reason. It was very impractical to get to. You have to go in a room make a tight turn and go in another room. The room opens and it is tiny. More like a closet and it has a tiny vaulted ceiling. There is a deep freeze and some plastic bowls. I think yep I can get some stuff in here. I leave. I am pushing a shopping cart. my daughter is in it. I have some stuff fromm the store but I forget to pay and go outside. I stop and remember. I go back in to pay. I dont know where I should pay. I ask the first clerk I see. There is some verbal exchange. She begins to ring me up.