Computer Terminal
My wife, kids and I were going swimming. I had to register and this computer thing. I swiped a card and fiddled with a computer terminal on a post outside. It wouldn't work right I the whole thing was confusing. I saw Deanna run ahead. I was getting dark and I could see the twilight behind the trees. I chased after her and told Rachel that we would not have time to swim.
Beach
Suddenly we were at a beach on a lake. There was a crowed of people and we were all watching the sun set. It was beautiful. Rachel said "we almost missed it. Hurry up."Then everyone straightened their right arm with palms outreach like they were trying to touch the sun. Almost like a Hitler salute. They all sang a patriotic song. My wife sang along and I looked around confused by it. It started with "Father Abraham" (Lincoln) and talked about how great the country was. I can't recall the words. I could see the other people mouth the words as the music played from somewhere. Men women and children like in a church service. The sun went down fast. Faster than it should have. It became dark. I asked Rachel, "now that we found this place and it is in town do you want to come back?" She said, "I doubt it."
Car Wreck
Next I was driving back in my car from the lake but it was full daylight. I thought about the lake and how I would bring the girls back later. Rachel was following me in her truck. I was in deep thought and not paying attention to the road. I flicked cigarette ashed out the window. Suddenly, the road turned and I was going to fast. I break hard and lost control. I skidded off the road and slid sideways through a barbed-wire fence and came to a stop in a cow pasture. I looked at the fence and saw that I did not hit a post but the barbed-wire was broke in two places on both sides of the post I should have hit. I thought this was odd but dismissed it. I knew there must be scratches on the car but thought I could still drive it. I looked at the road and saw Rachel's truck drive past. I thought I would have to call her on the cell phone and tell her what happened. I looked out the window to inspect the side of the car. No scratches but the back tire was mangled and the rim was bent and the car would not go when I hit the gas. I thought the barbed-wire must have got wrapped around the tire. I got out and the front end lifted into the air and pivoted on that back tire. The car was now Rachel's truck. I thought this was odd surely I was in my car how was this Rachel's truck. I looked back over near the fence and saw a man standing by a tan-colored Silverado. He waved at me and smiled. I thought I would go over to him and see if he could help. I tried to get back in the truck to get some things I might need but as I did I stepped in come cow shit. I was cold and wet inside with a hard crusty out sid. I felt this on my right foot and knew what it was with out looking. I was able to grab my flip-flops out of the floorboard but I could not get in because the front end was up and swinging loosely. I put my shoes on and the whole time I am thinking that none of it made any sense. I wandered if I was dreaming. I told myself I would find out. I grabbed something out of the back seat. I turned as if I was going to talk to the man in case it was not a dream I would look foolish siting there doing an RC. I did however know that I could try to fly and not look too odd about it.
Lucid
I stopped, straighted and pushed off the ground with tremendous speed, Matrix style. The ground feel away from me so fast that I felt extra G's and vertigo. I was amazing and I felt excited. I said "I AM dreaming!" I was so high up that I was in the clouds. They were light and scattered like fog. I could see very little detail on the ground just the green and some brownish-blue spots of water. I fly down like on a huge swing. My stomach turned upside down and I laughed. I thought I might wake up. I knew I had to push that thought out of my mind or I would. I focused on the detail on the ground; grass, rocks, a stream of water. I forgot about waking. I few back up but backwards again like I was on a huge swing. I was back to the same hight. I pawed looked about at the ground and enjoyed the view. I felt free. I swing back down but this time I was coming head first into the ground. I thought I should stop myself but it was difficult. My first reaction was that it would hurt. But I knew I was dreaming and I let the dream flow. I did not want to force anything for fear that I might awaken. There was that thought again. I continued into some shallow water. I did allow the water to become deep enough to swim in. I stated to hold my breath but I found it uncomfortable. I took a deep breath of water. I told myself I could breath water like a fish. I was an odd feeling. I looked around and there was no detail under the water. Just a flat, smooth rock bottom. I thought now what. Suddenly and with out warning I woke up.
Recall Re-enter
When I awoke I do not move and did not open my eyes. I did my usually thing to remember the dream. I repeated a few key words to memorize and recall the dream later. "Truck and flying. Truck and flying." As I was doing that I thought it would also allow me to re-enter the dream.
SP
I started to feel the SP quickly work up my legs and into my arms. Then I heard a deep growling sound and I opened my eyes or perhaps my dream eyes and I saw a shadow of a grotesque monkey-like being. It was running from the door to my side of the bed. I wanted to scream "NO!" but it came out like an old man's dying whisper. When it got to my side of the bed I wanted to attack it. But I knew that I was in SP and thought that it might be Deanna and I did not want to hurt her. So I saw myself through the blankets over it but I knew that I could not move. A few seconds later I broke the SP and my body was tingling all over. My wife stirred next to me. I had thought that the growling sounded like it came from next to me. I asked Rachel if she was snoring. She said she didn't know but thought she was. I told her "I hope so". She was facing me and she fell back to sleep and exhaling heavily. My body was still tingling and I thought that with each of her exhaling breaths I could feel the tingling stir stronger. I still had not moved my body only my head to turn to look at Rachel. I thought about trying to re-enter SP but was scared to hallucinate again. Finally the SP wore off and I got up to shake the feeling.
Invisible man
Late this morning I dreamed that I was in a bathroom but there was a changing room. I saw an arm come out and heard a voice asking for help. I went over there and the man was go. I forgot what all he said but he was saying he was all F'ed up. I aske him if he was invisible or if he was the the dress room. He just said he was all F'ed up. There was a business woman in there. She got disgusted and talked off to use her cell phone. I told him that you don't F with a woman like that. The get cranky.
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