Coffin Joe's Dream Journal

[CoffinJoe]

Hello all, Ive been wanting to start a dream journal for some time. Im am highly adept at dream recall, however, I have yet to have a LD. However, i do have the ability to end a dream. If i am really scared in a dream, I try to kill myself, instantly waking me up. This has happened since with 5th grade. Sometimes it works, sometimes it tricks me into THINKING im awake. but the dream rolls on. I will be updating by EDITING, not by new posts. posts are for discussion and what not. NOTABLE DREAMS somtime during august and september of 2007 Im in a room with Cary, Huber, Spencer (old friends) A girl is next to me, drunk. we start to make out, and I begin to undress her. Everyone in the room is disgusted and leaves, Frank (13killings) kicks over a trashcan filled with vomit. the vomit fills the room, as im floating in a sea of vomit with this girl. Images of me and Akram (ex). Upon waking feelings of sadness In this dream I am a warboss for an ork tribe. the entire dream is fighting, killing. Criminals raid my house, and decide to throw a party. I start killing them, my sisters and I run away, We hide in a gas station, dodging bullets. For some reason, the only way out is to swim through a vat of lava. I do this, I feel pain, everything is black words are scrawled on a notepad, "Pushing through pain for happiness" Upon waking I am relived. ------------------------------------------------------------------ 9/9/07 Im in some kind of building, spacey, like a halo 2 map. and Im murdering teachers from my school, but then hitting a "restart" button, that lets me go back in time somehow. This happens a few times until the button gets stuck. and ive killed three teachers with no way to undo the damage. images of my mom crying. and i feel saddened. I relize it is a dream and wake up. feelings of relife upon waking. ----------------------------------------------------------------- 9/10/07 Dream was vague, try as I might i can only remember a little. Building war hammer models in a spacey environment. Then i was in my upstairs office, throwing rocks at big rats. I remember scenes from donkey kong country (snes) then something close to riding a cage elevator. ---------------------------------------------------------------- 9/10/07 (3 hour afterschool nap) (this dream makes me look like a pig, but im not, i promise) (im having trouble recalling dreams this week) Walking in the woods with Piper and Tatiana (two stoner girls) and we were walking along, talking, and every so often i would grab one from behind, by the hips, and grind up against her. (i do this alot to my chick friends). Then, I was driving around to someones house in order to fuck some girl I get there, and two friends are already fucking this shit out of her. Upon waking I think its tuesday morning, and I think "fuck school! im sleeping in", but then i realize it is inface Monday evening. ------------------------------------------------------------------- 9/11/07 I cant recall much of anything! :'[ I just remeber listening to the song 'elenor' and putting a drum track to it, thinking "oh man this is sick!" with mason right next to me. (elenor is a song written and recorded by me and my band, Astral Casket, It consists of a Guitarist ((mason)) and myself ((guitar/screaming vocals)) -------------------------------------------------------------------- 9/12/07 I was in some kind of hotel/apartment (vacation?) IT was owned by my cousins and uncle. We were looking at warhammer figures. I saw a really nice set of dice and I watnted to steal it. then the dream is over. I'm SICK of having these stupid dreams, I want more trippy, astral dreams. *** I had a dream in class, bodys strewn everywhere, organs, everything. I found a packet, looked like a condom. It read "The human disaster" then some dick threw a paper ball at me, waking me. --------------------------------------------- 9/13/07 Its all very vauge, but I do remeber sitting at my PC checking comments/replys on myspace and on dreamviews. I dreamed some pretty good looking chick posted a reply to the falling in love in dreams post. She said something along the lines of I feel your pain blah blah blah theres more but I forgot. I HATE TO FORGET! --------------------------------------------- 9/14/07 I was at some kind of mall? with a girl that i dont really like in my actual life. her and I shopped together and always seemed to be laughing and having a good time. Then I was laying on a bed she layed down too, but did not want to kiss me. I felt disapointed. My dreams are really hard to recall lately. ----------------------------------------------- 9/16/07 FINALLY, a good dream. not lucid however. Im riding my bike through a mass of people, OC fair kind of crowd. Im looking at all the colorfull rides, Theres a shed, with a whole bunch of junk in it, I see a nice TV, and leave my bike for it. I walk it home, and go back to the fair. Then I go in some kind of store, and look for something to steal I find some good looking chocolate, and I start eating it. A lady tells me i cant eat without paying, I flip her off and leave. Then I wake up --------------------------------------------------------------- 9/17/07 (no dream) I felt sick at school today, so i came home and slept from 3pm to 11pm. >.< I have to get up at 6am. maybe now that my mind and body are rested, ill dream tonight. ill update in the morning. ----------------------------------------------------------------- 9/18/07 Just as I thought, I dremt. I was in some kind of apartment complex, my mom was there, and some other people close to me. someone was being exorcised, screaming satanic shit, I was really scared, then I woke up and couldn't move, I was trying to move my arms but i was too exhausted, then fell right back asleep. no more dream. just black. ----------------------------------------------------------------- 9/21/07 Best dream of my entire life! So im in some kind of game like fable, where when you do bad things you look more evilish im decked out in black plate armor, with red highlights. Im in some kind of volcano world, I look at the top of the volcano and its Hadees, but like cartoony, (from disenyland's Hercules) I climb to the top, kill him, and then all i see is white. *** For some reason the dream has brought me in the middle of the woods, its my birthday, and im having a bunch of girls over in some cabin, when i get there, they are ALL naked. these are girls i know from real life like the hot ones. and they ALL want a peice of me. I had intercorse with each and every single one of them. =P **** AND THEN! im on an island, and its some huge party, food everywhere, i was muching down lobster and exotic fruits, it was amazing. then a boat pulls up and says free fish. I scramble over and get as much yellowtail and Ahi as i can hold **** 9/24/07 Its been a while, I dont remeber last nights dream I know it was a nightmare, but I cant remeber exactly what happened >.< ****** **** 10/4/07 Im in a forest, with some kind of animal companion. All of a sudden ants the size of good sized avacados come at us. they have giant clippers on theyre heads. I run for my life, and then i see a narc from my school in her little golf cart (a narc is someone who searches kids for drugs.) I get in her cart but i have trouble fitting. We drive off. Throught the dream i see other ants. I saw one peacefully sitting on a branch sharpening his clippers. then I remeber walking to blockbuster to get a movie, and then to Carls Jr. for a bite to eat. on the way back i get swarmed by ants. Then theres a scene where im painting some random dude's necrons. hes talking shit on my buddy andrew custamono. but i dont care, i just keep painting Upon waking I feel VERY tired -------------------------------------- nap 10/4/07 I dreamed that I was getting drunk at school. IT was weird because it was at beckman highschool, but all the campus supervisors were foothill highschool staff. anyhow. we were getting drunk at a table I planned on just drinking enough to have a slight buzz. I drank, then for some reason decided to take a nap. The bell rang to go to class and I woke from my 'nap' then, my heart sank, I was shitfaced drunk. everyone was walking to class but I couldent, the room was spinning. A narc (campus supervisor) came up and asked me what the matter was. I planned on not saying anything stupid, but i quickly blurted out "i think i took too much cough syrup!" immediatly after saying that I knew I was busted. They took me to the office, and called my dad. HE picked me up in his car, and was telling me how ashamed he was of me, everything blured into blackness no feelings upon waking ---------------------------------------------- 10/20/07 I skipped work to smoke weed with my friends. I was in a guys car driving to some open air market. my friend gave me weed but it was like, salad leaves. I tried to smoke out of this plastic watercooler bong thing. It worked a little, but i wound up chewing the weed, with water. like eating a salad, i dont know how to explain it. So anyway, were walking around, im feeling high. Then i get soem more weed from a friend. for some reason the bowlpeice in my pipe is like 9 feet deep. and it is filled with beautiful flowers of all shapes and sizes. I take all the flowers out and at the bottom there is 4 giant nugs of weed. I smoke that, then im driving home, I casually ask what time it is. my friend says "its 3am". I was supposed to be home at 8pm.... my mom is sitting in her rocking char, crying, i come in and tell her im home, the end. ----------------------------------------------

[Michael]

hey, and welcome to dreamviews! So, you say you have the ability to wake yourself in your dreams. By this do you mean you realize you are dreaming for a second, Or do you just kill youself instinctively? Because if you realize you are dreaming, thats a lucid second. And, if you can figure out your dreaming, all you need to to is learn how to control your dream.

[CoffinJoe]

Hey buddy, I realize I am dreaming. suicide is not in my instincts. heres an example of a dream I had sometime in august. My good friend Milad is a killer, hes kiling all of my friends, I was really frightened, realized it was a dream, now i saw things from a 3rd person veiw. i saw myself lying in bed, I saw myself wake up, and start punching the shit out of my dresser to get out of my dream. theres my lucid second?

[The Cusp]

...and start punching the shit out of my dresser to get out of my dream. Why did you want out? Knowing you're dreaming is when the real fun begins!

[CoffinJoe]

Well, I was terrifyed, and i have no control. the dream just goes. but everytime i trigger my lucid second im like OHHHH im dreaming! im not sure what it is that triggers it however

[CoffinJoe]

Hey, this has happened to me a few times. It may sound lame, but here it is. Have you ever fallen in love? then upon waking feel heartbroken that it was all a dream? this has happened a total of two times to me. It really hurts. Also, i have a question to you more advanced dreamers 5th grade I made a really good friend, her name was stephanie Kharella. No one else liked her because she was hairy. I was fat (still am) nobody really liked us. So we became friends, years went by, I fell for her 7th grade rolls along, and she tells me that one of my best friends has forcefully touched her vagina. I told her she was a liar, and that I didnt belive her. (i know im a fucking prick). from that day, she hasent given me a look, not a word. nothing -_-. Its been four years now. 11th grade. I still see her, she looks at me, then quickly looks down. its really fucking heartbreaking for me. anyway, I used to have dreams, were she would tell me she forgives me, that everything is alright, and she is actually in love with me. that has happened about 10 or more times in the span of four years, all in different scenarios. its not a reoccuring dream, a re-occuring theme more like it. How can i make them stop? they are very painfull

[CoffinJoe]

No one?...-_- I guess im just nuts then

[CoffinJoe]

Why are all my dreams vile, relating to murder, stealing, and other things. I want a peacefull, beautiful dream. am I psychotic?

[mark]

Why are all my dreams vile, relating to murder, stealing, and other things. I want a peacefull, beautiful dream. am I psychotic? ha ha no mate your not a psycho lol its just how things go. I have had dreams like that to, I once had a dream were this little boy was crying and I couldnt get him to stop so I threw him off a cliff lol So no I dont think your psychotic

[The Cusp]

How can i make them stop? they are very painfull Talk to her and apologize, you jerk!

[CoffinJoe]

Lol cusp, you dick Ive tried so many time to apologize but after a while its like why throw pearls to swine ya know. lol an thanks mark. =D check out my band www.myspace.com/astralcasket

[CoffinJoe]

No dreams lately... anyone know of a good way to ensure a dream?

[CoffinJoe]

bump

[CoffinJoe]

Its been a long time, but I updated today! <3333