Gestalt Alteration's Dream Journal

[GestaltAlteration]

*sigh* I've been so out of the dreaming thing. Dang it I better get back into this! (I still get dreams every night, I trained myself well) Oh well here goes nothing. ---- I'm told organization is good. I may as well construct some sense of order to this journal. Color-coded titles mean the following: - Blue indicates a standard dream. - Cyan indicates a standard dream with a great deal of vividness. - Red indicates that part or all of the dream was lucid. - Orange indicates a lucid dream that blew my mind. - Gray indicates anything that would be filed under 'beyond dreaming'. Since other people are doing it: I will bold anything that strikes me as interesting. I will italicize dream signs. I will underline the first and last words of a lucidity segment. Anything in between is me doing my dream thing. This goes into effect on all entries 2008 and on, so don't be surprised to see a lack of this format in 2004 - 2007 (not that there are many of them).

[GestaltAlteration]

March 21 Standard dream (level 2/2) (-note.. part of the dream is from march 20) its been a few hours but I'll post what I remember. ME and my family were at this hotel where I wonderd into my neighbors place expecting to play X box there. well it wound up being this Church service. Soon my brother escaped and I was right behind him. Later I was stocking up on candy and walking across this field twords the end when I found myself in this large place filled with water. Me and a few of my team mates (alot of which were from school) were above this room full of water. I jumped from one plat form to another as well as alot of other people. There was this shark who would follow directly below who jumped up to eat people. Alot of my team mates were brutaly eaten. I said "Damn it there it is!" (even though I shouldent have since a teacher was there) and ran barly missing. I soon learned that a phrophosy said that I would marry the first lady who escaped from here. finally getting out into the lobby I found out some one by the name of (I forgot) Got out first. While I was leaving this morbid girl with black lipstick and the like acted as if we were getting married only she was VERY picky about things. I said If I was to follow prophesey I had to find the other person who had escaped. I ran and soon found out the person I heard about was a MAN and (for some reason I was a woman when I said this) I blew him off. I looked far and wide for the hot morbid girl But I woke up before hand.

[GestaltAlteration]

havent posted in awhile... oi Standard dream level 2/2 I had a dream where I was playing a online roleplaying game and I Was helping someone but I kept droping my death scythe. (annoying lol) Later I remember a girl logging on as a guy meeting a girl who was a guy IRL. (wow) I was the guy IRL im pritty sure.. But I became the guy being played by the girl once in the game. we had.. erm.. a good time. (Sex) I remember after that talking about the game, etc (it was a room full of bunk beds and a large door) there was plenty more but this was hours ago. Untill tomarrow... -GA

[GestaltAlteration]

Looks like tomorrow turned out to be 3+ years. Interesting how time flies! Here is a dream I was too lazy to write in my dream journal, so I may as well write it out here. It was very vivid and fun, thus why I still remember it. (6-20-07) It began as me in rocket ship going to the moon with my daughter. (I do not have one IRL). We crash landed on the moon and I got out, looking at the vast earth with amazement and wondering how in the hell we were going to get back. The dream scene changes. I am a character in an MMO I used to play called NexusTK. There this female character mistakes me for being her IRL enemy. She approaches to hurt me and there is nothing I can do about it. The dream scene changes. I was in a large, darkly overtone "school" complex with wooden walls and tiled floors. It was night outside and for whatever reason I just had to escape. Looking out the window and making sure no one was looking I jumped out and began to scale down a pipe to the floor level below. On the next level I run into a former teacher, who mistakes me for being her lover. She tries to seduce me into having sex and nearly pounces on me. Knowing better I turned and ran off, finding the staircase at last. I sprint down to the next floor where I meet a former school acquaintance of mine, Eric and some other friends. I convince them to try and escape with me, and we all sneak around and lower levels until at long last we reached the bottom. There the main glass doors were open and suddenly it was sunny, my dad waiting for me in his car. Outside I decide to ask Eric if I could come over to his house to hang out. Finally he agrees and we go. His room is a mess, bed unkempt and stuff lying everywhere. I ask if he wants to watch an Excel Saga VHS I have (one which was in former dreams multiple times). He says no so I insist we watch the Sonic The Hedgehog (SatAM) DVD I got instead. I pop it in and we see cheesy 1990s cartoon previews. The dream scene changes. At home at last I get a phone call from the president about my recent "escape" from my school. I talk with a board of men trying to pled my case so I will not be arrested or sued. -END

[GestaltAlteration]

A small dream just for the record-- A one hour nap unfortunantly yielded nothing but a scene with a dark chrome tower, a street and me in a Neo-like outfit (a Matrix videogame, I take it). I was running around and fighting "agent" like bad guys. Ka-pow! Nap today-- I was in the passanger seat of a car and someone I used to have feelings for, 'Diva', is driving. The drive seems to last for hours and hours, and the same two songs are playing over the radio. (Made up songs, forgot them now). During the course of this trip we cross a rather spectacular bridge at night. Later she lets me drive, but I get lost and wind up going into this huge chamber full of prison cells and these men and women dressed up as if they were running for a political position. Diva tells me this used to be used for the holocost. I give her the wheel again and we're on the road. At this point I'm curled up trying to sleep in the back seat, the two songs still playing to the point where I start to talk about it. I say "Well it was a... nice... trip. Let's go home." Instead she pulls up to my florida/vacation home. (approx. 1,016 miles from my normal home). I get really excited and get out to hug her, since I didn't know this was where we were going. She says she is tired and is going to bed. Oh, and during all of this I kept "watching" this mint commercial during and after. I see these people trying to eat this new "baseball" mint that is both tangy AND sour, but their all too scared except for the last older man. Strange..

[Xox]

You don't dream often now do you. Hehe, interesting dreams. Very game and computer influenced I imagine. You need to write them down more.

[GestaltAlteration]

Yay, cookies posted here! I might as well scan through the dream journal [the main reason you don't see many here is I don't bother, I just write them down IRL] and add some of the most interesting licks. ....as soon as I get home that is >.<

[Xox]

....as soon as I get home that is >.< Soo.....gotten home yet?

[GestaltAlteration]

I tell you, this traffic can be a real pain.

[GestaltAlteration]

Note: PSC was my old high school. Kyle is my brother. Lucid Dream(1) I was in some construction place with Kyle. We ran into some strange, twisted house and, once inside, met an equally strange staff. Later we left the house and ran into a theater-like place. I went in alone to watch a movie. Upon coming out I told myself bluntly, “You’re in a dream, you know.” I jumped off the theater room (yes I was on the roof) and started skipping along. I praised God, thinking, “Even in this dimension I can still praise You.” I continued going until I was ‘lead’ into a large sun-bathed field with exuberant light and lush grass. In the sky were awesome, floating murals. I met an “angel” who told me this was glimpse of what was to come. I set off to tell everyone of my dream (loosing lucidity) -Change- I was woken up to go to school for the second to last day, even though only three people were there and they were doing nothing but sleep. I told mom upon arrival of PCS, but she, nor Kyle who was there, seemed to think it was rational. (Though it was!). I do remember having some worldview questions due, though. I changed viewpoints to “home” which was actually a Florida-like condo with a balcony overlooking a huge beach and ocean. Excel was there (Yes, from Excel Saga) and she was apparently having trouble working the washing machine. Iwata (Shawn from “1”) was there too. He raced across the room and onto the balcony. He then leaped far into the air and over the ocean. He dove head first into the sea and caused a TREMENDOUS splash, like a hurricane. Music came on (though I don’t remember what song) and I, the observer, felt a strong sense of sadness. I assumed he had died. Excel continued doing things in the house, goofy things at that. She came out onto the balcony and looked at a computer that was there. She saw Iwata’s face on it and looked somewhat sad as well, but only momentarily. (Parts of this seem like a recurring dream from long ago.) -Change- I was at a place I thought was home on a large wooden balcony that attached to the side of the Florida condo. People from PCS were there. I remember getting some worldview hints from Jacob and Matt. Shane was there, and he said Mrs. Wilson was supposed to “pick him up” (literally) at graduation. (He wasn’t graduating, dream sign.) He said he wouldn’t protest to Mrs. Wilson’s suggesting, he would just say, “Yes sir.” Meanwhile I looked at the edge of the balcony and saw a beach filled with pipes and gears and the ocean blue beyond that. I spoke up and told everyone I was going to jump and dive into the ocean. Jacob made a comment about Excel Saga, as if what I was doing was a reference to it. Before that Jon Adams jumped off the side of the balcony for fun. His head cleaved a stump in a swamp-like area. He laughed, completely fine. I began to run for the jump. Holly yelled at me, “Nick, you won’t make it.” I continued anyway. I reached the end and jumped! I didn’t make it but a couple of feet before I fell right for the beach with the pipes and gears. It was certainly a fatal fall. As I hit the ground, I jerked awake. Lucid Dream(2) I suppose we, the family, were vacationing in some resort atop a mountain. The setting was urethral; there I was drunk. It was night on a grassy plane (base of mountain). Wooden Towers of about 25 feet stood with stairs to reach the top. My head felt slow, and as I sifted through the riled crowd, albeit small enough to recognize most individually, I was attacked as pranks by various people. Some were fictional friends with plastic toy guns others were below a tower. I suspected the one below the tower was more malicious, for the second time the man sprayed an odd purple substance at me that made my perception even slower. Two women were there: a blond and an African American; both were very hot. The black girl danced with my brother, later coming to me on top of a tower. She was a bit crazy, but I had fun despite her nearly leading me off the edge of the tower more than once! The blond talked often, even playing some games. A bit later in the night I reached into my pocket to see if my wallet was there. It wasn’t. Realizing I was dreaming I tried to move my real hands, feeling it. (This was a non-vivid lucidity since I really didn’t have a wallet in my pockets, ending with a false awakening.) I woke up outside a manor with lit windows, still night. My brother was there. I asked him when I fell asleep. He said last night I was drunk. I asked him what I did, for I couldn’t remember a thing. He said “You were an idiot and extremely annoying.” Concluding that the towers and field were a dream, I asked, “I didn’t do anything… did I?” His reply: “You didn’t have sex, no.” Breathing a sigh of relief I got up to follow on the cobblestone ground. Later I arrived at the resort atop the mountain alone. David was there with one of the toy guns used as pranks. Deciding I wanted to return to the grassy, party-filled field I set off down a long escalator leading down the mountainside (outside). I made a detour to the showers but left seeing the naked old men. (Bad way to end a dream, I'll tell you). Lucid Dream(3) This was my most recent lucid dream. It starts with me in my garage with two men mangled on the ground in a bloody mess. I assume that I did it and I move to hide the bodies. Knowing I couldn't possibly hide all the evidence I decide instead to run. As I'm making my way down my driveway something hits me. "It doesn't matter," I yell. "It doesn't matter that I killed them because I'm dreaming!" I laugh and jump down the grassy field. The main road is gone and instead I find myself venturing out through a beautiful sparse forest during dusk. As I go I decide I want to try some lucid tricks. I form a Frisbee out of thin air and sailed through the sky on top of it. Once I landed I saw a stone building ahead. I jump through the window and make my way to the other side of it. There I find a glimmering lake in the distance, a huge tree with hanging vines and a picnic table. At the table is my uncle John and Jacob H's mom. I tell them to watch me. I form a fold-up chair from thin air, and again sail through the sky. I then jump on the picnic table and kick the food off. None of the dream characters take offense and I laugh. I then jumped up to a tree vine and swung with all my might. I woke up.

[GestaltAlteration]

January 1st through 8th 2008. DePaul I was in my old middle school, eighth grade year, only I was an adult. To prove my worth to kids who used to torment me I slicked my hair, got all the hippest clothes, and confronted a few certain someones. Cartoon I was in desperate search for a cartoon with a badass character in it-- one named Id. I never found what I was looking for. Underwater Fiasco In the deep sea near Texas, I was a permanent resident of an underwater town. Apparently I was down there with some friends because the land was riddled with government corruption and this was the only place you could be free. That is, until some rough scuba cops came around and started rounding people up. I swam like mad first to a UFO looking building. I hid until I found out some cops were on there way. I swam away and encountered a sea wall, where I met one of my friends. We exchanged quick dialog (beyond my memory) and we swam together around the wall, in front of the UFO building and out into the deep blue. [Ironically this is the way I had come running from the cops]. Suddenly I spotted two scuba cops coming our way. They captured my friend and one chased me as I swam as fast as I could. I found a sea cavern. It was consumed with spiders and snakes. I turned and there was the cop. He came for me and-- Christmas I was outside on a swing set at night before a grand wood house that was supposedly my family's. There was a little girl there. I told her I had fairy godparents. She didn't believe me so I wished we had beautiful Christmas decorations inside the house. There was also a large slide there which I went down and propelled myself long into the air. When I finally went inside I saw my mom and other 'generic family' below crystal white Christmas lights strung over the ceiling. Looks like those godparents worked. Capture the Girl! About a dozen other and I were in this old shanty warehouse with two levels attached to a small wooden house with dusty furniture and a displaced mattress. I was to capture this girl three times with my special invisibility function. The twisted game started and I wound up bagging her (one with white hair, slinder, etc.) twice right off the bat by the mattress. The other players (who wielded real guns) were outraged and accused me of cheating. The third round started and this time there was this guy with bright hair who protected the girl and shot at me. I went invisible and tip toed around him, hid for awhile, and went inside the house with the mattress. Sure enough there she was. I captured her and I won! WOO! Fireworks Was outside our supposed vacation house by a swamp. It was night.My younger brother (which I do not have one) wanted to set fireworks off inside the wood house. My dad protested but we did it anyway. The house caught on fire... Shopping I desperately wanted to buy Oblivion for the 360. Strangely as I was looking through a very dimly lit store, I was actually looking for Halo 2. My rational was "well Halo 2 runs the same engine as Oblivion so it has to have Oblivion included on it". (Those who know anything about video games should laugh real hard ). I wound up finding what I wanted after about 15 minutes of looking over the same rack of games. It was a Halo/Oblivion super pack. I went home. Then I woke up and went to a blockbuster to rent Oblivion... Hazardous Test Environment In this dream I was more nerdy than real life, with an afro-like hair and dark rimmed, thick glasses. My family, I, my cousin Christopher, a dark haired girl ("X") and some fat guy were together inside a cold metal house. Supposedly if we went outside it was extremely hazardous and we would die. I explored a bit and found pictures I drew when I was young in shelves (similar to the first lucid dream I ever had on Dreamviews). As I time progressed I asked X if she would go out with me after "it was all over". She agreed. I exuded great confidence from then on. I went to the bathroom then. The door had a diamond window so anyone could peek inside. My mom kept looking in and I got really weirded out. -- new dream period, same dream -- My cousin Christopher became my best friend. We investigated this G.I. Joe toy stadium in the middle of the metal room and, when I bent down to look inside, it came alive. Cobra moved along this conveyor belt and started preaching how he's going to bring destruction to the world. Also something about G.I. Joes being lost on a ancient asteroid. I chuckled. I saw X from time to time. She looked distraught so I would cuddle up next to her and say a few words. The 109 Dollar Bill I found myself on the 'porch' of my old high school. There I caught some people on a plane (don't ask me how) talking about the sacred 109 dollar bill that they were protecting. Ironically when I walked in I found half of the 109 dollar bill! I picked it up and secured it. Then a girl I used to know, Michelle, led me to the retired English teacher Mrs. Miller. She gave me all kinds of papers and told me to investigate. I said "okay" without thought of who what when where and why.I was snooping around the school when school was let out. Students left and no one recognized me. I saw a friend Shane Blare but he didn't hear me and just went on his way. I got tired of trying and Michelle and I found a basement to the school which was also my brother's room! He wasn't around so the two of us stole some of his gum balls in a broken, shattered glass, machine only to find out they were marbles. Somehow I deduced my brother was the mastermind behind the whole operation (whatever that is).

[GestaltAlteration]

January 9th Hi folks. I've continued this journal consistently for two days in a row. Boy oh boy I'm becoming responsible. Snow Driving Once again I live in some fictional house I don't recognize by a harbor that's covered in snow. So there's this station wagon, see? Well I climb in the back of it (currently parked at the house) and my younger cousin who's around 13 years old gets in the drivers seat. Well he drives me about ten feet and then we have a horrible crash into a pole by a grocery store. I get out and almost instantly there's this black guy sitting in it and I notice about 90% of the things that were inside the car is missing. So I lost all my stuff, and walk back to my house. This time there's another station wagon. I get in and my cousin drives again. Well this time when we crash I'm pretty desperate, and the black guy returns, so I go inside the grocery story and go up the stairs. I wind up being in some spacious art gallery. I see a group of older women going down this long white staircase. I follow for about 3 minutes only to find the bottom is a beauty shop so I run back up. I run into this mustachioed cop. I take the opportunity to tell him about the crashes and the supposed robbery from the black guy. He says "Oh, no one around here steals, they just took the parts to the lost and found at ol' Browns Station." So the rest of the dream was me heading to ol' Browns Station to collect the various pieces of the car(s). Corny Show I laughed on this one. There was this new program on Nick the TV station. Basically it was this kid who went to different dimensions (most notably the "mouth dimension" where saliva ruled all) with his fat ally and female companion. They wore very strange black biotech suits. The funny thing is the writers managed to fit into every bit of dialog some kind of skepticism about God. In addition everything was extremely gory down to showing organs spewing blood and so forth. Also the animation was poorly done and choppy, which is why it was corny to watch "God? Such a ridiculous concept" [loads gun in 5 frames too few]. Anyway it was both a twisted dream (since the show was twisted) and a funny one.

[Xox]

Woo hoo interesting dreams. #_#. ^ That was detailed. Why don't cha add some colors and pics. :p

[GestaltAlteration]

I can, if you really want me to. Speaking of detail, the following date really smelled as far as dreams go. Though it did include two DV members. January 10th Some Castle This dream is hazy but I'll report the most important remembered details. First there was a castle with two bridges. For some reason Mark75 (me looking from his point of view) crossed them and entered this chamber full of stone blocks. Behind the stone blocks was a crack in the castle wall leading out into a sunbathed field. There was a sound outside, and mark, eagerly, started moving the boxes and let out a laugh. During this I was amazed how different Mark seemed in real compared to online. [Note I never actually saw what this dream Mark75 looked like since I was looking through his eyes the whole time.] --change perspective-- I assume I was back to being "me". There I was by a ledge looking at (possibly the same) a castle surrounded by acid or swampy waters. Then I heard Kromoh's voice. I can't exactly remember what he looked like other than a skinny guy with light hair. He started asking me to go somewhere (possibly to the castle surrounded by the swamp). I didn't feel up to it but he kept pestering me, and in my thoughts I was like "Well, maybe it won't be so bad." I suppose I went, though that's when the dream ended. Reunion Movies Kyle and I were in our real house, though for some strange reason I believed it wasn't. I also believed it was a family reunion of sorts, though very few of my family members were there. The two of us were downstairs where there was white carpet and a closet by a small TV. I was on the green beanbag chair and we were about to watch some baseball movie. I spotted chewing tobacco and a glass of water by Kyle's side. Later we were upstairs where our dad left through the front door into a dark swamp. As he came back my brother looked pale. A Convicted Godparent Note that this is the second time a godparent has appered in my dreams in three days. Strange considering how long it was since I watched the fairly oddparents... I had a fairly godparent but he turned out to be an asshole. He had supposedly killed his partner with some sort of magic ray. I found out that he was wanted by the police. All of this is happening in front of my house on the pavemented driveway, where a brand new glowing orange van sat. Anyhow I confront the godparent about this and he hands me a stack of papers. The front page says "Timmy turner: Case won". I turn the page to see my name, and a list that I presumed were lawyers. Without explanation the godparent became my dad, also a convict, and I accepted this change without thought. He told me maybe we could go to Florida together sometime soon, and a depression came over me because I thought he was going to be taken to jail. He wound up walking off (the direction opposite of our 2 acre long driveway). As he went there was this strange little signpost he asked me to move. When he saw I didn't dare move from place, he did it himself and went on his way.

[♥Mark]

This is symbolism. Seeing through my eyes represents being like me in every way, up to and including doing the things I do, but without actually being me, which is clearly what you strive for.

[GestaltAlteration]

Tell it to the judge or, better yet, someone who cares!

[♥Mark]

You only don't care because I don't.

[Xox]

You only don't care because I don't. Mark has been enlightened.

[Kromoh]

haha Baaah yeah Gesty, further proof I'm very persuasive. Any idea what there as in the castle? Weird enough, tonight I recalled 7 dreams and you were in none. :< Oversleeeping rocks by the way

[GestaltAlteration]

As far as I could see it was very... empty. And impressive with the seven dreams. But perhaps I am too evasive to be caught in your head just yet. Maybe next time! -laughs evilly- xD

[Xox]

Haha I love the Convicted Grandfather dream!

[GestaltAlteration]

Thanks Cookies. Love the new avatar. Now then, I'm covering two days worth of dreams. I would say three but one night was "dreamless" due to lack of sleep from being over at Kyle's apartment with a friend. January 11th Party Room I was at a party. The floors were black marble and there were booths for drinking, eating and socializing in glass sweets that you could, obviously, see into. I went to get a drink from a water fountain, fighting through the crowds of people. When I finished drinking a blow up balloon doll came out of the drinking hole. It looked like Adam Sessler from X-Play. He humbly bowed to me, and I smiled having been shown honor for drinking water. The doll went away and I sipped more water. This time a horse balloon came out and bowed. I turned and saw Howie, a black haired mid-twenties male, mumbling something about the party sucking. End of the World A canyon surrounded me. There were many geysers emitting a green smoggy toxin. At the base of the canyon was a round mechanical and black device that was about fifteen feet high. Supposedly using that device I could turn off the toxins and save the demise of the blue planet for about a week at most. If I left it on all animals and organisms would die almost instantaneously. In other words, either way the world as we knew it would end very soon. I went down and shut it off, then I rode on a trolley over the canyon to evacuate out of the area. I was in awe of the beauty of the blue sky and felt the soothing wind on my face. I found a van and drove it down the highway. Finally it hit me that anything I did was useless. I stopped by the side of the road in broad daylight, by a telephone tower, and laid down to go to sleep. There was no escape. Parking Lot I was in a pavemented lot in daytime outside of a warehouse. There was a van with a suitcase next to it. I picked it up and deduced it was someone else's belongings. My brother and some "friends" that I don't know in real life were there. January 12th None. January 13th Mark75 I hate to admit it, but yes this is another dream with Mark75. He was at my house, a younger guy of about sixteen. My house was the same except a new patio in the back viewing a tropical jungle (similar to the patio we have at our Florida vacation house, minus the jungle). He's there with a bunch of airsofters and Mark, I, and the others shoot each other for awhile. Following this he argues with me that the hat I'm wearing is his. Later we visit this indoor pool. It has tan walls and looks more like a chemical plant with a vast pool of glowing blue water and strange black mechanics in the pool. Mark75 randomly becomes a baby. I'm holding the baby. Somehow the baby breaks through the blanket he was in and falls in the water on a plank of wood. He then breaks through the plank of wood and sinks. I jump in to save him to find that he's crushed from the weight of the water-- a pretty gory (and improbable) scene. So yeah, Mark75 is dead. College and the Simpsons I was in a college dorm with about 20 other guys. Instead of sleeping on beds we slept like bats hanging on ropes tied to the ceiling. One guy was pinning up a string instead of a rope to the ceiling and he asked me to test if it would work. I climbed over to him and tested the string. It broke in half, but I said It would work okay anyway. I left the dorm into a dimly lit gymnasium. There was a line of people in funny costumes, such as dog and cats. I found out they were doing a skit and wanted to join, so they gave me a survey to fill out. There were ten questions and none of them made any sense. I looked over at a friend of mine, Ben Carmack, and saw he was filling out the questions without issue. As I was doing this I got a call from my dad saying he was there to take me home. Having already put on a doggie costume I went into this closet area and stripped naked to return it to a lady. She gives me underwear and I put it on. Leaving (and magically having on clothes) I find myself in an old shanty town/carnival. I enter a building with two green swinging doors into a very dirty bathroom. Deducing that I wouldn't find my dad there I left but got stuck in the two doors. Then about twenty characters from the Simpsons appear. One character eats another in a very cartoonish way, and turns into this white, round headed creature. It speaks to me in a very intellectual way. Soon, however, his head starts to grow more egg-shaped and his skin turns yellow. He becomes Homer Simpson and looses all intelligence. Strange... Castlevania Kyle and I were co-oping on Castlevania: Portrait of Ruin. Once we were about halfway through he tells me he doesn't need me and would rather be a loner. In response I put the game down and leave, finding my parents who want to go on a trip. I leave with them and we arrive at a beech arcade. I realize I left my shoes at home and fret about it most of the time, since I'm positive I won't be allowed in.

[GestaltAlteration]

January 18th Took a dream hiatus because my recall vanished during the first two times of college classes. I guess I was in too much of a hurry and all the dreams went poof. I have two for today though. Sky Eats Airplane It was night. I was atop a roof of a skyscraper with peers from my 7th grade year (HERC). There were two long wood tables connected in the center with chemistry apparatus placed on top. I was partnered with a friend, Jacob Sadler, and we were working on something or the other. Then another student brought out an airsoft gun and started shooting people. I didn't have goggles on at the time so I started to run, only to find I had an airsoft uzi in hand. I blind fired behind me and covered my eyes. Then I reached a ledge on the end of the skyscraper and slipped off, catching on from falling to my doom. I yelled "no one fire, someone help me up." There were two nondescript DCs there but neither helped me. Then, very casually, I said to myself "I'm dreaming, It doesn't matter." I climbed back up, no longer covering my eyes, and looked up at the stars. I jumped and flew towards the blackness of space. I met an airplane in the sky, making a very soothing humming sound, and I hovered near it in a state of bliss. It was a foggy night and all I saw of the plane were the lights on the front and back. Then I entered and took a seat and suddenly it was daytime. At that time the airplane started lowering altitude and an alarm came on. A crash was eminent. At that point I lost a bit of my lucidity and felt great fear, but I continued convincing myself that I was still in a dream and I had nothing to be afraid of. Looking out the window I saw the plane close in on a canyon then, once it reached it, it would spring back up in the air and approach the same canyon again. I exited the plane and flew down to the canyon (now covered with a layer of grass). I jumped around on the stones and mused how long I had been in the dream with satisfaction. Unfortunately I woke up soon after that. Basic Task of the Month(January) Mark75 will die. I was attending a church/school thing. I was sitting in a desk half asleep when this spiky blond haired guy started talking to me. It was Mark, woohoo. We left the classroom and Mark75 became a spider in an RC car. It drove around (night time, street/alleyway) when this douche bag came and started stomping on the car. I got into a fight with him and then he left. I picked up the spider and it was bloody and squashed. I thought Mark was dead but his human form appeared behind me and told me to leave that stupid thing there. I shrugged and wondered off onto this old western bar looking place. A black guy was standing in front of the door. It hit me. "I can ask this guy," I thought for a moment accessing my real life brain (and becoming lucid), "I can ask him my new years resolution." I asked and his response was complete gibberish. Angered I took him by the collar and said "give me a coherent answer that I can bring back to the people." He then said "You must breed balloons." Satisfied, I left thinking that I was going to have to try and exit the galaxy to attempt the advance challenge. I was distracted by Mark75, however, who looked exactly like my brother. He was talking to people in a very sarcastic way. I woke up.

[♥Mark]

In dreams I come.

[GestaltAlteration]

In dreams I come. Not anymore though. Look, folks. I have a lot of catching up to do to record my dreams in February, but I did have two lucid dreams last night. Both involved me seeking orgasm. February 15th Basic Task of the Month(February) I gained lucidity almost right away following a small dream fragment, as I recognized the false awakening after examining my surroundings. I was i nmy bed and I focused in on my mattress which was bright and vivid with parts resembling snakes coming out of it. My right, yellow painted wall which usually has nothing had a bulletin board nailed on. On this board was tacked a card by Sindred saying he wanted a Helm chapter NAO. I got up, lucidity augmenting. I looked around my room and noted boxes, blankets and other junk that shouldn't be there. Then I remembered the ol' Lucid task of the month. "What was the advance task?" I thought. "Levitating something, right?" Looking at the boxes I was afraid trying to move the environment because it might burst the lucid. I changed my thoughts to the basic task. Walking out of my room I looked towards a strange brown wall and paper door (like the Japanese have) that I assumed was part of my house. Moving up to it I poked my head through it and witnessed a masked overcoat wearing man with a blacked out face. "What should my new years resolution be?" I asked, then, realizing I had done that already, thought about the question. "What's something about me that I don't know about?" No response. I repeated the question and even tried to make him talk through my thoughts. No dice! I retreated and slipped outside. Instead of the five acres of cowland that usually graces my front and back yards I came out in a neighborhood with a stout black street and many white houses. There I met this girl named Sarah, a girl with a perfect body, auburn hair and a sweet smile. Knowing that this was a lucid and that no one cared what I did, I instantly made out with her. During this I asked "What's something about me I don't know about?" She pushed me back and retreated a few steps, then said: "You're too trophy proud. You think you can beat everyone because you like Axelay." [Note: I don't get it either. Axelay is a video game for the Super Nintendo.] Anyway, We continued to make out furiously until I woke up... Crawlway More or less a continuation of last dream. I again started in my bed. It began about five minutes after the last one ended. I got up and went into this room in our house that doesn't exist in real life-- a white tiled small room with a black crawlway leading through it. Looking for something to make me orgasm I climbed through, thinking "wow, another two lucid dreams in one night." I came to this door with a latch and, before opening it, thought about how much cooler the lucid world was compared to real life. Than Sarah, the chick from the last dream, climbed in after me. We got it in. I literally woke up mid-thought in the dream, and didn't realize I was awake for about a minute. Very strange.