March 29, 2008
Stalkers n' Cats
I dreamt something about two men, both my stalkers for unknown reasons (treasure and something weird and fictional like that). At the beginning of the dream, I meet one, and in the middle of the dream, the other jumps out at me in a parking lot. I'm pretty sure they both had the intent of killing me but decided not to.
A cat (I think he came and visited me often at the very beginning, and I'm pretty sure he was male, and that he spoke to me) that I knew fairly well (just in the dream, not in reality) got stuck up high in an apartment building with other cats. I didn't know what to do and both of the men decided to help me. They suggested climbing to the top floors (12-16) to get the cat back, so we basically started rock climbing up the building. We turned into giants, alot bigger than the balconies, so it was easy. We used the balconies as hand and foot grips, but I had trouble because it felt like the building was going to fall on me. It also felt like cardboard boxes stuck together.
When we came to a high floor, there were six cats. Two on each balcony. I started looking at them and tossed a few away before I could find the cat we were looking for.
In the whole dream, the men were always making attempts to kill me or force information out of me but always changed their minds. The dream was dark most of the time. At the end, the second man told his master that he wasn't working for him and was stalking me to use me in finding treasure (he showed him a treasure made). At some point, the dream just ended.
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Polar Bears
My gym teacher announced that there was going to be a dance next Monday and got together a choir during lunch time. Me and a couple of friends decided to go, but I didn't like it, and I left to go outside. I got my jacket on, even though everyone else was without sweaters or anything like that, which means it wasn't cold outside. I remember thinking that my mom will get mad if I don't wear a jacket.*
Outside, there were large snow banks and there was alot of snow. There was also a lake, that was covered with ice blocks but wasn't completely frozen. I remember the air being chilly and our breaths visible. A ship (kind of like a large, fat ferry) came through the lake, turning around and going back the way it came (this actually happened numerous times, like it was replayed over and over again). There was also a huge polar bear, standing on a block of ice in the middle of the lake on it's hind legs. People were screaming, and a woman with a white camera twice her size started filming the bear. When the bear jumped into the water, she went in after it. I kept my eyes on her until the camera was completely submerged. How ridiculous.
I walk over to a group of people I know, mostly acquaintances, and a girl (the same one that commit suicide by jumping off a balcony 3 feet off the ground in the last post) came up to me and started touching the fur on my white jacket. "Oh my gosh, it's sooo soft and warm." Next thing I know, alot of the people around me are touching my jacket (this happens quite often in rl, unfortunately ).
I look past all the people and see a big snow bank with two legs sticking out from behind, wearing shorts this colour ---> . The guys were shoving a plastic female body into her legs and her legs were wrapping around it. My thoughts were a mix of horror and disgust, because I realized this was one of my closest and best friends (she was NOT like this), and I probably screamed and started running to her. At this point, I woke up (probably from over-excitement).
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FILD Attempt
I woke up a few minutes after 7 AM and started trying a FILD. If I wake up around 6-8 AM, I can often, if I feel like it, go back to sleeping and dreaming really easily (I usually do this on weekends).
The FILD lasted for 30 minutes, which sounds ridiculous compared to the 10-30 seconds that it's supposed to last in some tutorials. The last 5-10 minutes, I was seeing HI, and I'm pretty sure I started falling asleep, but I just didn't. I did the nose breathing RC multiple times, but it just wasn't happening. I also had to switch hands 3 times because my fingers felt rusted and gross, but for the last 10-15 minutes I kept my first (right) hand.
Whilst seeing HI, I saw random scenes of a cardboard SALE! sign on a stack of something, the entrance to some school, snowy mountains, bison, mountain goats, etc. I also saw blue lights on my eye lids, like a big blue heart floating around, a man walking by (this was recurring), circles spiraling, etc. Kind of sounds like a WILD, not a FILD. Probably felt like one too.
Near the end, the blue lights on my eye lids were replaced by more scenes and whiteness. My eyes started to fight open and eventually they opened the whole way, which is when I stopped. I got up and felt really strange. I did RCs, checked the time, looked into the mirror. Everything was normal, and I've been up ever since. I plan on trying FILD again, but this felt more like a WILD.
* This is beginning to appear often. It might be a dream sign, and it's also very ridiculous. Yea, my mom gets ticked I don't wear the smallest thing, like a scarf or gloves, even when no one else except her does. I can understand that, but... in a dream? Ughh.
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