The title should read JULY, but I am unable to change it.
First, a little progress report. I had been keeping up with my dream recall and all that until I went to see Video Games Live, a computer games music concert, which was absolutely brilliant. It managed to shake my desire to remember dreams when I woke up, but didn't throw me off reality checks, thankfully.
This is my first DILD, and it occurred exactly two weeks to the day since I had that vivid dream that sent me here, so I suppose I should consider myself fortunate. Anyway, as usual, I'll start with my first memories of the dream and move on, with general commentary alond the way.
I recall being at work. While I've been at this job for almost eight months now, I don't have any recollection of dreaming about it before. Also, during a chat with a friend (awake), I realised I had not been sat down in any of my other remembered dreams. So it comes as a little surprise to me that, at work, I was sat down at my desk. There was some banter, as usual, and I noticed this guy, Andy, was over at someone else's desk (he normally sits next to me). He is wearing a read band around his head for some reason (maybe that's what I imagine happens at Glastonbury which is where he went... he hasn't been at work for over a week). So, as I would if I was actually there, I got up, went over to him and asked him about helping me with the electrics (we have some programmed electrics and he knows the most about that), since, during his absense, we had experienced trouble with them (in real life, although it mirrored in my dream). I'm not exactly sure what he told me, but it was something about not needing to worry about it, or that I was no longer working on it or something. In any event, I went to my desk and sat down. Dave, another fellow at my work, came over to me and told me that I needed to learn another application which was a part of Direct X 4. Normally this would stress me out, but strangely I was completely relaxed as he showed me where to locate the tools I needed on my PC.
I don't remember exactly when the transition came, but somehow what he showed me was some kind of 3D game environment and I was suddenly playing. It was an MMO and I was a female character with purple hair, somewhat like my real life Guild Wars character. As for the look of the MMO, it did look like Guild Wars, but it seemed to have a touch of Diablo 3 (I had just watched a gameplay video a few days ago). I had lots of different powers to use, although I don't remember using any of them really. The first area seemed to be some kind of desert like area. Lots of sand and a run down town. In this town, some guy .. hmm... I seem to remember he gave me something, or mistook me for someone important. Something that would mean I could move on to the next game area easily (most of this was from a game perspective). So I joined a group... or found myself in one somehow and we proceeded towards the next area. There didn't seem to be many creatures to kill to my recollection.
When I arrived at the next section, I seem to remember switching to first person mode, although I seem to think I was still that character. The area I was in stretched out about 40 feet ahead and was about 20 feet wide. The room had two compartments. It had a tall ceiling and was mostly a dull yellow. As if a normal room were bathed in a late afternoon sunlight. To the left was a sort of ... it was either a book case or a raised bed with lots of books on it. I got into there, and I remember someone talking about the 'new world' and how the titles of a lot of books had to be changed to suit the people. Naturally I thought they were talking about North America. I searched around for a particular book (about 30cm tall, orange dust cover) but became somehow bored, even though I could see the book under just a couple of other loosely placed books. I wanted to see if the title had changed (no really realising I would need the original for comparison, or, if this was the original, a new version). On the ground where I had been before, came along a middle aged guy with a very small bow and arrow (fits the computer game theme). He was very annoyed at me for some reason and fired arrows at me (two of them, one after the other). I reached for a large book (almost as big as myself, but somehow not so hard to lift) to protect myself. As I realised he could have easily hit my legs (for the book did not cover them very well), he missed by miles.
Somehow, on the far side of that room there must have been a door outside. It's like I went into the next stage of the game (which I was rather pleased about). I was now in a middle class English village (I know the sort of place well. I live in one.), and I was presented with the thought that the 'new world' wasn't Europe's view of North America, but the view of the Romans about Britain. So I walked along a fairly ordinary road. On the left I passed a church, and on the right were some houses. The game idea seemed to have mostly dropped by now, and also I was completely on my own. As I proceeded, I kept looking over to the houses out of general interest. One had a large sign on the house that said 'Happy Christmas in two months'. It was at this point where I looked back to the road and suddenly realised I was quite bored. That almost never happens to me in a dream, since there's always something happening. Maybe I was just at peace and relaxed as I went to bed. So anyway, when this happens when I'm awake, I tend to do a reality check and so did I here.
I was as excited about the fact that I'd remembered to do it more than the actual doing of it. It's as if the act of questioning the reality was enough. And, fortunately so, because I remember counting five fingers. I'm not entirely sure if it was my hand though because a loose recollection seems to recall it as a little too pink. Like a sweet lolly shaped like a hand. Anyway, I counted five (somehow) but the point was that I'd remembered it. The act of doing it was enough, and I was getting lucid.
As for what happened next, I'm not exactly sure. I remember seeing a bed with a pink sheet laid on it. I tried to lift that sheet into the air and spin it around, but the excitement was overwhelming me and things started to go dark. I remembered advice (from this side as it happens) that I could either rub my hands together or 'dream spin' to keep a dream going, but neither was going to work for me today.
I woke up (false awakening) in a strange room. Well, it was perfectly normal to me of course. I'll describe the room first. It was a small room. The bed was central, with the head against one wall in the middle of that wall. To the foot of the bed there was a chest of drawers with my little TV on them. These drawers stood in front of a protrusion in the wall, as if there used to be a fireplace there which had been since wallpapered over. To the left and right of the protrusion there were spaces (obviously). On the left was a door to the left of it and a window on the back wall (from my perspective) and the right had some umbrellas and walking sticks leant up in that little area. So, the first thing I do is reality check my left hand. I count to five again, and am unsure of what's really going on. I try several things... but nothing seems to happen as I try it. For instance, I try and move the umbrellas and walking sticks. One of them does move gently, but I don't consider that enough evidence that I'm dreaming. I reach for the remote which is just next to me. As I do, the TV turns on (yes, I have my powers), but by now the dream is dragging me back in and I start to watch the TV. I quickly become the floating head as I find myself 'in' the TV (as I found myself in the game earlier from just looking at the monitor). It was a BBC commercial about a business correspondent and his producer, explaining how they were actually best friends. There was one shot of them in seats aside a race track giving each other plenty of soft fives (they weren't high and they weren't touchy feely, so that's the best term I can think of). Then they were served a type of coffee. It was as if they'd been at this little table while next to the track all along. A waiter came along with a glass jug of some kinf of hot chocolate, although I thought it was a really high quality coffee drink of some kind. The producer and correspondent both had a cup poured for them, and then offered their little entourage some, as it seemed to them to be the proper thing to do (I suppose like champagne at a celebration or something). The waiter had placed the jug down, so the others poured it themselves.
That's just about it.
So.... no real analysis here today, just plain old strangeness. As I had feared, the fact that I do reality checks and get the same results in real life all the time means that the result has become as expected as the test and therefore that comes just as easily. Luckily, even that was enough to break the dream a bit and allow me a little lucidity.
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