Disappointment
Thursday 23rd October 2008
It was 5 O'clock in the morning and my sister wasn't in the house, so I thought that she would have went to our mum's for the night. I wanted to go there, too.
I dressed myself and got ready to go, however, my sister ended up walking through the door. I remember seeing rays of sunshine seeping through the door as she entered a house I had never seen or been inside before, but was apparently where we lived.
The golden light seemed to envelope her as she stood until she closed the door behind her. Nevertheless, she seemed to be wearing winter clothes regardless of the fact that it was seemingly sunny outside.
I broke the silence, "Oh...I was going up to see mum, too." I was quite saddened.
"There's no point," Stephanie answered, "She's drunk."
Disappointed, I entered the kitchen to get some cereal. I did so and stepped outside, however, it was dark; the sky was pitch black even though the Sun's rays had flooded through the doorway earlier.
Unphased by the complete lack of sense in that, I walked down the pathway with the bowl of cereal and spoon in my hands.
I then started to notice thin wisps of hair coming out of the edges of the spoon and tried to shake them off, but they wouldn't budge.
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Anger and isolation
Thursday 23rd October 2008
I was in a grey coridoor of college with a bunch of other college students and they were all throwing paper aeroplanes at each other.
My Medieval History teacher then starts throwing them back at me and the girl who was stood next to me, too. I reached down to pick them off of the floor to throw them back, but as I did so, a woman came into the coridoor and reprimanded everyone for being to noisy and disruptive.
"You'll have to leave," She ordered abruptly.
Dropping the two paper aeroplanes, I began walking out down a long stretch of red carpeted steps and a small, brown-haired girl behind me started whispering insults uder her breath to me.
I became extremely angry at this and grabbed her by the hair and pushed her fiercly down the remainder of the steps.
As she lay there on the floor, I walked over to her and warned her,
"If you do that again..."
The scene then skips to a quiet, deserted room with red carpets and a red cushioned, gold plated chair as well as huge windows; very lavish looking, and was seeminly a part of the college. As this scene played out, my warning was continued as though it was a commentary.
"...I'll take you to that room. It's quiet there, no one ever goes in there."
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