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**Rozzy** · 09-06-2008 11:15 PM

9/6/08
well today i had a dream. it's blotchy but attainable.

i start of at my friends house(one that i kinda like..)we are talkin about some random things, then he reaches over and grabs my hand. he tells me that he actually likes me and then he leans in to kiss me. i lean in as well and sudenly, we are like transported to this huge place(dont know where) and he's not there anymore. everyone is shouting and i start to cry.(weird i know) then he shows up with roses and tells me he loves me. i am weirded out a bit. i tell him i like him alot but i am not in love yet. he then goes to kiss me again and i wake up!! (bummerface...)

9/7/08

this dream was very wierd like a nightmare....

so im in psych class. i need to pee really badly. i decided i didn't want to walk to the bathroom(so far away...) so i like teleported myself there only to find myself in this disgustingly,filthy bathroom. there was tp all over and dirt and water drippin from like everywhere. then i went into a stall. instead of a toilet, there was like a bathtub. the bathtub was filthy as well and huge!! bigger than me, but well i had to go... so i climb this huge tub and sit. i commense to pee... lol, then suddenly this big guy was like pounding on my stall door(which was now huge and had a big gap where it connects so he could see all of me!!) he's yellin at me to come out from the stall. i yell back and threaten him. he gets even angrier, but i can't understand what he's sayin and that only further frustrates him. i finish peein and i get down(i don't even wipe!!gross..) i zip up my pants then i open the stall and begin to ask him what was wrong but before i even get a word out, he lunges at me.
i get shoved up against the nasty wall. suddenly i feel like a rag. like i'm not strong enough to do anything. he begins to pound me, and he is just straight up messin me up. i am cryin cause i figure my good friend is right, and that women are weaker, and lower than man. (although in real life he jokingly say's that, inside joke deal.) when it feels like no one will come to my rescue, suddenly my good friend shows up(same one) and him bein al chivalrist and such, suddenly grabs the guy and begins to pound on him. he kicks his butt bad!! (ninja style!! lol)
i feeel a sense of relief wash over and he gives me a hug. then he says it'll be okay. his sis walks in and comforts me as well. i feel like i''ve been through hell and back!! i fell like they saved me so i am grateful. then i begin to laugh.. (that's it)
end of dream.
weird huh?
oh by the way, when i dream i see myself in the third person. like i'm floatin watchin everythin.. is that normal?

9/15/08

okay so i think this was a lucid, but at the same time not sure.

so my dream starts out like this, i am in my sister-in-laws car, and we are driving down a dirt road. i tell her that i need to go to my friends house and she says she'll drive me. so we keep going down that road, and it feels so real. next we arrive at my friends house, but it's not my friends house. i can tell. but it seems so familiar... so i tell her to wait outside and i walk into this house. all of my friends on the debate team i am on, are there.(the one's from last year) i start drinking some water that just magicaly appeared in my hand. i realize i am dreaming. so i start to think okay... and i wake up. bummer huh? but when i went back to sleep, i was able to recreate most things. sort of. i don't know exactly how i did it, i just kind of imagined things there and they appeared,and i was like back in the same dream. weird huh? nways.
so i am back at the house, and my guy friend walks up to me and we start chit chatting. then he grabs the back of my hair like aggressively, but sexy, and I’m game. So we start going to his room (don’t judge me, I was dreaming!!!) And so we start to go to the room and we are like making out, and it was gettin intense, but then my sis in law shows up. She yells at me for makin her wait, and I’m like, wat? So I say im sorry and we go outside with my guyfriend and two other characters, that I was close to in the dream but I don’t really know them in the real world. (how does that work?) nways, so we are outside and there are like dirt biking hills all over!!! I was like, hell yeah!! But the only thing I found was a mo-ped… so I hoped on and so did my friend and we had a blast. Then we went inside, and started to clean up. I had a glass bottle and it broke in my hand. A particular piece of glass dove into my right index finger. The pain was unbearable!!(can you feel pain? Is that normal?) anyways, I washed my hand and took it out, but it hurt so much!!! I couldn’t get it to stop bleeding. I put it between my thighs and no success.. (by the way, also my first dream I’ve had in first person for years..) I was freakin!!!! I didn’t know what to do. Then I was like hey I can stitch this shut!!! With my mind!! Nope… I couldn’t….. the pain got so intense, it felt realistic!! I then woke up..

**spockman** · 09-18-2008 06:36 AM

It looked like you were lucid at first, but got caught up in the dream and lost lucidity.

Remeber lucidity is only measured by your awareness and recall in dream. Nothing more.

**Rozzy** · 09-23-2008 09:07 PM

9/23

so this one was a trippy dream, i mean it was crazy....

so i start off at my house. i am 'sleepin'. (3rd person view, on this dream... bummer) so i get woken by my friend, she is like screamin, so im klike all right. i sit up right real fast and my whole body goes into some shock of just like pain. i (the 3rd view me) can see wat happened but it takes a second for my 1st view person to realize wat happened. my back like skin, was attached to these hooks on the bed, and when i sat up, it ripped right through. i (first view person) began to freak. i decided i need to like do somethin(3rd view) so i kind of like took over my(1st view) body... really weird. it was my body but it felt like i was wearin a suit... then i like heal myself(i thiknk it was from watchin heroes...) nways, so i begin to run and my friend is like right next to me. i felt so weird in the body that i got out of it and just watched. then everythin went bright and i was in a completely destroyed town. i was not disturbed by this(3rd view) but i (1st view) was. then she...(okay im tired of the 1st and 3rd view thing so from now on my 1st view person, that is the person that looks like me and all but i can see her is now called, leela and my 3rd is now ana. k? k.) nways she is lookin for someone and someone walks up to her. she seems to know this person but i can't figure out who it is. i can only see them as like a silhouette. i try to sweep down, but they are both gone, and ana is left ther like in a black expanse.
then leela (cool now ana is like in leela, and i am her weird i know) then we are like in compton cali where i grew up and i recognized all the old apartments. by then i knew i was dreamin. i was aware of like everytin. my real life friend was there with her baby, and so were a few of my real friends. the weird thing is that the ground was all in water... there werer dry spots but not too many... so i am on this chair by the pool, tanning (for some weird reason, i mean i am already brown...lol) so i look at my feet and they are like burnt so i am like crap... then suddenly everyone is yellin about some little monster thingies, and i see them comin toward me. my friends run and i jumop into the water with my friends 1 1/2 yr old. i put her on a raft and am kickin and pedalin. they catch up to me, so i push the raft... it tips.. the baby is under water... i panick and i beat all these little monster things up and save the kid. but then more show up so i throw th kid towards her mom. i literally threw her like from 15 ft away!!! or 20!! and i run. i trip and break my leg. i then "heal it" and i run again.. right into a deep black hole lookin thing, then i wake up. crazy huh?!!!!

**Rozzy** · 10-15-2008 06:22 PM

10/15/08

so this dream was very weird...

i start off walking to school. i am almost there when this huge bee comes flying by. it was no ordinary bee though. it was huge like as big as a prairie dog. (don't ask me how it flew, it ws a dream) it then turned around and began to chase me!!!! i ran but it cought up, and it bit and stung my neck. i felt alot of pain and i woke up. then i fell asleep again. i then started out at my school. i was talkin to my friend and we started makin out.(by the way i am not lez, k? seriously. uuummmm, it was a girl...) and she starts kissin my neck and it's al hot, and she friggin bites my neck like a vampire!!! i was like wat the crap!!!!! but it was hot.... lol.. then we like did it, and it was real cool. that was probably my like 2nd or 3rd sex dream!!! i am not lez!!!!

**Rozzy** · 10-29-2008 07:31 PM

10/29

this dream that i had, i literally woke up crying...(how is that possible?)

so i start off at my house. i am looking out my window, when i see my nephew running down the street, i get excited so i go to the front door. my sis-in-law is screamin, and i run by her side, my nephew in her arms. he had gotten like ran over. i looked for a car, and i saw it. i cut across the houses and jumped in front of it. it stopped and opened a door. someone in a black like robe(not death...) got out. he tackled me to the floor, and i dd my best to fight'em of, but to no success. when he pinned me down he took a knife. he showed it to me and plunged it deep into the side of my heart, like not on my heart, but like right st the side around it... and he started to carve arouns my heart. he whispered, "this already belongs to someone, because you let it happen. you can't take it back..." (that is what i faintly heard the rest, i don't know) i was crying, and i could actually feel the pain. i became lucid(i think) and sor t of floated to my second view thing that i do. i watched my self cry, and i kinda laugh (weird huh) i then felt sorry for me, and i start cryin, and i wake up, and i am cryin. freaky...

**Keitorin** · 10-29-2008 11:38 PM

Originally Posted by aorozco

10/29

this dream that i had, i literally woke up crying...(how is that possible?)

...

O_O That made me shiver, wow. I have also woken up crying before, and once, laughing. It's because dream emotions are much stronger for some reason I can't remember right now. Therefore, when you wake up just after a dream or in the middle of it and you were feeling a strong emotion... That happens.

Unfortunately, your dream was not a happy feeling one. My crying one was because I was standing out and looking at the ocean, and it was so beautiful. The laughing one was over something completely random and weird that didn't make sense in real life. XD;

**Rozzy** · 12-08-2008 03:48 PM

12/8/08

i had a lucid last night, and it was pretty funny...

I start off at my aunts house. I’’m at a bachelorette party and I’m having fun. Then it turns out I’m the one getting married!!! I am all surprised and so I’m like ‘who am I marrying?’ everyone starts giggling and they stand in a circle and that’s when I become lucid. I’m like whatever and I walk outside onto the porch. My friends are like not there anymore and suddenly I am like transported to a church and I am in a wedding dress. I was kind of giggling to myself at this nonsense of a dream. I go down the aisle and I look at my soon to be husband. He has like no face so I am like screw this, I turn to run, and my real life friend out of nowhere puts up this stereo like in ‘night at the Roxbury’ and plays, ‘what is love’ and i just lost it. I laughed so hard!! I knew I was dreaming, but man it was just too funny!!!!

**Rozzy** · 12-18-2008 03:22 PM

so i had the funniest lucid ever, lasr night.

so basically i am at my church doing this like production, called bethlehem revisited. i am playing a leper and i have such a cool costume. i the became lucid. i actually became lucid for about the second time i think, in my own body(no second person bull$#!*.) i then walk into bethlehem like a criple and steal some bread(that's what i plan on doing in the real revisited one, tomorrow...) and suddenly my real life friend was yelling, unclean!! nd everyone began throwing rocks at me.. i laughed so hard, i couldn't help it. then chris(guy from church) dropped baby jesus on it's head, and it was like woah!! lol. overall my dream was actually very fun, andi actually did something so it was fun...

**Rozzy** · 12-31-2008 05:38 AM

so this dream was really messed up...

okay so i was at this really hot lookin guy and we were mackin and all, and we start takin off our close(this is going on in the third person...) so i am watching myself getting ready to get it n and i am lucid.. sudden;y it is like censored!!! wtc? i was ssooo angryyyy!!!!!!!! uuuuuuggghhhh.... it looked good too.... lol but then uumm... my dad kinda walked in as we finished and i got off all quick and my dad just yelled at me for not being home on time... weird i know....lol

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