Thread: Venusflesh's Dream journal

January 8, 2008

I can't remember if this dream was on Thursday or Friday, but I'm pretty sure it was Thursday night.

In the first part of the dream, I am living in this nice cottage type house that is located on the grounds/land of this big, beautiful mansion that my parents are living in.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Jan. 11, 2008

Becoming Britney's friend

In this dream, I have met Britney Spears, and she has taken a liking to me. I can't believe how lucky I am that I am getting to hang out with her, go to cool places, etc. It's so awesome! I really like her, and she likes me too. I can't really remember much detail other than that.

Jan. 12, 2008

Ally McBeal and me

In this dream, it is the past-- I think it's around 2000 or 2001... except I have already lived in the future, but I'm back in time. I am not sure if I've just been hanging out on the set, or if I was actually on the show, but somehow, I know Calista/Ally, and the other cast members of Ally McBeal. The thing is, even though I am myself and not playing another character, the person I know is Ally, and not Calista... it's Ally who I have formed this special relationship with.

In the dream I feel such a sense of comfort with her, and she with me. We are VERY close, and care very much for each other. There is something about her that I am just really drawn to... I identify a lot with her.

In once scene, she is wearing this pale pink, slinky/sheer lingerie-type night gown/slip thing, and she is being seductive towards me, and this other guy who is there... I think it's one of the other cast members, but I am not sure who. One of us (not sure who, or if it's me or not) asks her what's gotten into her, like why is she being like this (not that it's bad, we're just curious), and she says, "This is my fantasy..."

In the next part/scene, I'm telling Ally that in the future, I hope she remembers me. I know that the show gets canceled and I know that she doesn't really do much in the future in the way of television/movies, and I don't want to lose her. I am trying not to divulge that I'm FROM the future, because I know that will sound crazy. I am telling her that even though it's impossible to believe, she needs to trust what I'm telling her. So yes, I'm trying to convey to her that she just needs to remember me as the years go on, because if she doesn't, then we'll lose each other.

Well, then it's present day again, and I have lost touch with Ally. I'm really sad, and I miss her SO much. I am trying to get up the nerve to call Calista Flockhart, to see if she remembers me... but I'm really nervous and I'm so afraid she won't remember me.

That's about all of that dream. I really loved this dream, because the love that I felt for Ally and how she loved me was really incredible. It felt so special and amazing. I wish it would have been real. I was disappointed when I woke up. *sigh*

So, I've had at least 2 other lucid dreams in the past month, but haven't written them down, because I'm a total slacker. *sigh*

In one of them, I am looking at my reflection, and I am making myself thinner. I am doing different body parts at a time, taking inches off, etc.

Another scene in one of the lucid dreams involves this scary man. He's this big guy and although he's not super scary-LOOKING, the vibe from him is really menacing/evil and freaky. He comes rushing at me in a threatening manner, but all of a sudden I just say, "Hey! I'm dreaming!" and I'm not sure if I say anything else, but this stops him, because I know he isn't any real threat. Then, we both start laughing, and he hugs me. haha! It is awesome.

Another short lucid, the last one I had, I think, was just really brief-- in it, I felt myself in my bed, and I'm trying to "get up" from the bed in my dream, but stay dreaming/stay lucid. That's all I remember. I think there was some sexual aspect to it, too-- like I was having sex with someone? I'm not sure.

Feb. 1, 2009

Evil spirit

This was a strange dream, and it's really complicated/clouded, as my dreams usually are.

In this dream, I am in a room, with some family members-- my sister Alaina is there, and I think my step-sister Alora is, too, but I'm not sure who else. There is something weird going on, like some sort of evil presence, and it's really scary and unnerving. The presence/evil has something to do with these cans of refried beans (LOL)... I don't know how, it's like, they are making these 3 cans of beans do weird things, or be magnetically drawn to each other.. I can't explain it, I don't quite remember why/what was going on with the cans.

I just remember that I'm showing my family the proof of what is going on, with the cans, and I can't believe that I have actual proof that there is a higher presence/spirit/form besides us. The other part of this is that somehow I get proof that God is working against this presence, and he defeats it, and then everything is okay. It is really cool and I can't believe that I have proof. Then, I tell my sisters that we should pray, and I am so thankful that the scary presence/evil is gone.

February 25, 2009

ARGHHH I'm such an effing slacker when it comes to my dreams lately!! BAD ME!!! *sigh* I'm way lazy and don't write them down.

Failed reality check
Anyway, last night I had 2 failed reality checks!! WTF? In the dream I am driving here in the city, San Francisco, and I'm making a right at this stop sign, and drive down this hill. In the car I tell myself that maybe I'm dreaming, so I hold out my hands and try to poke my fingers through, and nothing happens. THEN, I plug my nose and try to breathe but I can't breathe, so of course I say that I'm not dreaming. DAMNIT, that's so frustrating, because of course I was dreaming! lol. *sigh*

Dinner Party with The Office folks
I am somewhere, I think it's supposed to be a house, but it looks more like a theater? There's also a backyard. I am cooking dinner for a bunch of people, including my roommate Jen, and Angela Kinsey from The Office television show. The thing I'm making for dinner is a bit strange though. At first it's this really thick soup, but then it changes and it's just beans, lol, I think they're kind of like refried beans or something? Not sure. At some point in the dream my sister is there, but she's a baby again, which is of course strange (she's 24 in real life). I remember Angela being all smile-y and cheery, and then a bunch of other Office people are there, but I don't think Rainn or Steve Carell or any of the major cast members are there-- it's just all these random people lol, except for Melora Hardin, she's there. I remember trying to tell her I think she's hot, but she's talking to someone else and I don't want to interrupt.

Then it's time for me to serve dinner. Everyone is sitting at this picnic-type table in the yard, and I bring the food over. I bring this tray of beans, and the tray has different "compartments" in it. Each little compartment is filled with beans, and each one has a different topping. Some have cheese, and some have these little flowery plants on them, LOL, wtf. Jen is sitting there and when I bring the tray over she looks at the beans and she's like, "I'm a vegetarian, I can't eat these." I point out the beans that have the flowery plant on them, but she still says that she can't eat the plant because she's a vegetarian, which of course makes no sense, LOL.

Another part of this dream that occurs somewhere in between seeing my baby sister and serving the dinner is being with Rebecca (fellow X-Phile from The Haven who I met at Wonder Con). She has 3 friends from college (even though she's not in college yet in real life), and they are all BIIIIIIIIG girls-- at least 300 pounds each. They are all sitting around a picnic bench talking and what not.

Then, the next part I remember is being in this room, and there's a small-ish in-ground swimming pool in the room, and a door leading out to a backyard area. The room is kinda dark, and there is a lot of clutter in it, and there's a bed. Archie is there with me, and at one point I'm on the bed, and he jumps up on the bed with me and it's so nice to be able to cuddle/snuggle with my cat again. This happens at least a few times in the dream, him jumping up and cuddling with me.