Dream Journal : _Sapphire_Cross_

[_Sapphire_Cross_]

This is my journal. All my dreams will be written here. Here's one dream I had a long time ago. I wake up in the night to get some water. I do so and when I come back, there's a dog sleeping on the floor. I reach to pet it, and it bites me I wake up.

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NIght of July 16-17 I tried WILD at 11:00 but it didn't work so I fell asleep. Around 2:00AM I woke up. I tried WILDing, but didn't work out and I fell asleep again. Kinda did MILD. Anyways, I had this dream, and I didn't go Lucid. DAMMIT! Me and my brother J at a AMC like theatre. On a special tour, but we miss special cars involved with tour thye are packed with people. We go to another building, and I lose J. As we go down the halls. People talk about violent history here like it was a school. Kid notes a dent in the wall. All these kids look like Limp Bizkit rejects honestly (like all white kids). Then these tall kids I recognize from school farther down the hall. We're joking around how I'm trying to hang with them. I pull up my hood and sadly drag away humorously, heading to the stairs. I climb the stairs looking for J, he went the bathroom. All the floors are like my school's lunchrooms. I even notice that teacher from lunch (she's kinda hot ). Anyway I make it to the top and see my brother takling to a short guy. He's shorter than me but dosen't have that midget look. Anyways, he uses a voice box and he got like a scottish look to him. He's wearing a tan suit like something out of Disco or the 80's or both rolled up. He's talking out of that voice box. J introduces me to him. I don't get his name at all! He sez it's an old friend. I say hi and I have to be real close to hear him. He's like to the right of me and I had to bend to the side. He sez it's nice to meet me and his dream is for the resources will get better for guns so he can KILL ME! I jump back falling on the ground with my legs up against the railing. Dream fades with them laughing. I was able to tell he was kidding. AND I DON'T REALIZE IT'S A DREAM AT THAT POINT!?!?!? Oh well, I find this to be another good dream. Not really a nightmare, just a stupid dream. That point I underlined shoulda been where I coulda gained lucidity. I feel I'm getting closer!

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August 4th, I remember the time when I awoke was 8:24 AM EST Then the 'dream', I was at home, and I there was my family like normal, and we were in the kitchen/dining room watching a baseball game on the TV set up in there. Two guys came in and watched the game, but it was apparently normal, but I was thinking it wasn't, however I didn't bother, they went to the bathroom and washed their hands, I went in and they were gone. Suddenly the 'dream' changed and I was waking up in the morning I went to the bathroom and when I opened the door. I saw my mom sitting on one of the dining table's chairs, watching TV. I suddenly realized, "Wait, she's supposed to be sleeping now." "I think I'm DREAMing!" After I realized I was 'dreaming'. I tried to increase the lucidity, since it was semi pitch dark. I shouted "Increase Lucidity!", and nothing changed. I quickly calmed down and I started to attempt to fly. I felt a connection to the real world, on one side I was in my bed chest down, and I felt vibrations, I think it was the sleep paralyis. Anyways, I felt the vibrations on both sides, in the 'dream' I was floating up, and I zipped out of the bathroom somewhat excited. As I left, I started to truly feel the real world and I found myself awake, on my hands and knees. The thing is, during this experience, I felt in the real world, that the door was open. So I felt somewhat embarassed when I woke up on my hands and knees. But it wasn't open. The reason I think it could be my imagination is that the 'dream' was all black, but at the same time I could see images. It truly did feel like my imagination, but if so. Why did I somewhat awake on my hands and knees???

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I had these in a notepad file for a long time, but I had this weird feeling I needed to put them on my DV DJ. Excuse the poor spelling. I was in a hurry at the time. Oh and I'm a wrestling fan so that'll explain the wrestling references. Shows how much I like wrestling. Night of July 20-21 Me and two other DCs (Referring to them as Scott and Kevin as I type) meet this alien dude (who's looks human, it's normal in this world apparently). He gives Scott gifts, notably a hoverboard. I only knew how to ride it because I have skateboard experience (that's not true in RL, Ive only been a skateboard once, for two seconds and I was like 6). So I rode it for a bit as the others talked. Kevin brings us to some hallway, it looks like my hallway to my backyard in my house. He tells us the alien dude is a bug like alien that can kill us easily and is very fast. So we decide to investigate. We are searching a large rich guy's office like room that's of the alien's. We look at a photo of a bunch of children in a warehouse being r*ped. I barely see it (thank god) but Scott identifies a girl. Suddenly the alien dude is sitting in the office chair, turns around and we're caught. I dunno how, but two guys appear beside him. One guy is a bug alien like him and the other one is the girl in the picture, but older (maybe 16-17). She is somewhat unhappy. The aliens shoot spikes from their chests at us. But Kevin manages to fly towards the, avoiding the spikes. With one swift chop, he kills the new alien dude in the neck. After some fighting that I can't remember. We end up killing the girl by mistake and leaving the alien bloodied and dying. He uses the girl as a shield and I go for the attack, things fade away but its like he's about to burst with spikes! I wake up. Night of July 22-23 I'm at a WWE RAW event. Edge is in the crowd near the stage. I'm there too. We are all trying to touch him. This kid I know from school is in the crowd too. I try to help him touch Edge. Edge gets off the rail and goes through the crowd. We touch him yay. Now in a "promo". I'm Stone Cold Steve Austin now. A grass field. A car. I get in the car and in the backseat is two Steve Austin DVDs. Edge is away from the front of the car some 8 feet. He's holding two Steve Austin DVDs and is yelling at me. He talks of Hulk Hogan too. But I'm generally ignoring him. There's this big muscular like dude like 5 feet from the side of the car. I ask him to get my shoes like 7 feet in front of the car. Apparently my feet hurt. He ignores me. I ask more forcefully and he goes to get them. His arms grow MASSIVE like The Hulk. He can't pick up the shoes due to his arms. So he sits on the hood of the car. Making the car tilt. Anyway. I take the two DVDs and other DVDs from nowhere and get out the car. I smash the DVDs on the head of the Hulk dude and run. Edge runs too. The scene changes to my church and we are going up the stairs from the cafe. He seems to be chasing Edge more. We make it out the door cause he gets his arms sliced off due to running through the doorway atop the stairs. The dream fades after we get out the building. I get this feeling Edge is laughing at me cause I'm screwed apparently and that the Hulk dude's gonna get me. DATE UNKNOWN School... going to libary with popcorn with the label Smartfood in my hand apparently my health teacher is absent. Library - TV is on. Kids sitting in left side. (The library is is set up a lot different). Many skinheads (Including one teacher). But guy with red long hair is noticeable. I run out because I forgot something at my locker. I stop at my east wing(at the left of the locker wall instead of right) locker and three black kids (One girl[She's lighter then them] and two guys) are talking next to it. They are talking about what popcorn is called (Apparently there is another name for popcorn). My locker won't open due to forgetting the combo. I offer suggestions on what it is called but Kernel and Popcorn are the only things I can think of. I look at my locker and back, they are gone. I head down the hall and everyone is running out the nearby door. I look over and there is a fire in the library. I start to run but I fall and I scurry back up and out. I run out and theres not that many people out there. I run into the deep grass nearby and have trouble running out of it, and I stumble down, a teacher tells me to hurry up. Anyway I manage to scurry out of it. And I run across the parking lot to the gate. Everyone is already going through the right side of the gate and I run to the left, the girl from before is there and he is looking at the school, seemingly waiting for someone. I run to that gate and I use the side to speed up and out. The other side is steep, unlike the real one. Dream fades. The only colors I see are the red hair, the red lockers, and the green grass. Everything else doesn't seem gray, but its not noticeable. The brown gates however are a bit noticeable. DATE UNKNOWN Kinda like a Disney show. Guy accepting award on a stage for a audience. Everyone sitting down. The guy is in a suit but guy says something(I forget, but something like "I got something to show you") and zips down his suit revealing a silver space suit with some blue section in the chest. He steps in a space ship that appears out of nowhere(It was there all the time but it's noticed now) and he starts it up and blasts off (Kinda the cheesy way Disney shows do it, obviously looking like a prop, especially on the rocket smoke). Then I wake up. Oh and the curtain behind him was colored blue. Here are two mini dreams that had. I BARELY remembered them on those days. DATE UNKNOWN I'm at my church in the sound room and I remember that I get scolded by my recent algebra 1 teacher (to protect identity) "Big S"(seriously, it's funnier then you think but I'm not that kind of guy to make fun on the net) DATE UNKNOWN I'm a Sniper and I'm shooting Black/Yellow "Bumblebee"(not really bees just the clothing makes me think bumblebee) bad guys in mountains in the middle east.

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It seems that posting those old dreams helped, cus I had three dreams! Morning of August 21 Some Aaron Carter music video (WTF&#33 but he's using a guitar and it's like a rock ballad. I'm a camera in it and they are like singing around my middle school/elementary school. I can't remember lyrics but at the end. A bully slams into the camera which is me, and I wake up. NEXT DREAM I'm in some mansion/school which the school part is similar to my middle school. I'm waiting for my Dad to pick me up, so I end up wandering the school until then in the main entrance, some kids are there doing schoolwork and chatting, I said hi to them once. I do to the last floor and I sit on a couch, there's this guy in his 50s checking out some books in the nearby room. I look at him time to time. I move over to a ledge that's near a balcony and I sit there, putting my arms around my legs. The old guy comes over and I'm scared, he seems weird. He asks me if I'm cold, I tell him I'm fine. He offers to bring me to the other room, I refuse but he continues to pressure me, and he grabs me by my hands, I automatically think he's trying to do something sexually. He manages to bring me near the couch, but I struggle to stand my ground, I continue to refuse, and I wake up. I was sooo ready to kick his ass. THE NEXT DREAM Damn, I forgot what happened, but I became lucid in this dream. MY 2ND LD! I nodded off again and I was quickly in a dream. At some point I recognized it was a dream, but the dream went into a blackout. I tried to think of the scene again, but failed. I shouted INCREASE LUCIDITY but I didn't notice anything at all. But felt the connection to my real body. My body was numb, likely strong SP. I knew if anything like last time, I was going to awaken. I simply waited for lucidity to increase, but my chest felt extremely uncomfortable and the SP uncomfortably increased occasionally, I couldn't take it and simply woke up. When I felt my connection to my body, I thought I was face up in bed, turns out, I was face down with my hands under my pillow.

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Repost of the first entry which was private before on the old forum. Night of July 12 - 13 2006 In my dream I meet this girl (Presumably 20 years old or 19. Her name is Victoria Marie. The name is interesting. I don't know ANYONE with that name. The spelling of Marie is also interesting. I don't remember exactly, but either the " i " or the " e " had an accent, but it was pronounced Marie. I think the e is accented though. How I know this because I visualized the name. She had dark red hair and she looked white. Now, she's a model, and she's on the RAW Diva Search (Shows how obsessed with wrestling I am). Anywho, in the dream's flashes to the Diva Search, she's different (totally different, much darker skinned), but I "just know" it's her. Thing is, it's like they are different people, but they are both considered the same person. Anyway, I get to know her. Kinda odd, like different scenes including school. I learn that she never intended to be a model. Her parents raised her to be one since she was 9 years old. She just kinda ended up being a model and she has no problems with it. I don't recall any colors except her red hair and her skin tone.

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Here's an old dream I was eager to tell a friend about online. This was before I discovered LDing. DATE UNKNOWN Dropping in from space to some alien hotel at night. Me and two women crash in the window and run down the hall. We rush in a elevator to avoid alien cops. We ride it up and go quickly to a small room. The white girl listens for the cops and once their gone, we relax. The spanish girl goes and takes a shower with the curtain open. I try to look, making sure she doesn't see me (preverted side I guess)... and I wake up. BTW, I didn't have any dreams last night.

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Night of November 6 - 7 Okay. Like the first half is totally blurred up. Anyways I remember being in the back room of my church. And for some reason, the nWo wolfpac is there. I was trying to get them out of there, but I got into a bit of a arguement with him. Big S came in and tried to stop the fight (wtf), I tried to beat up Nash, but only got some shoulder taps (dang), and I wake up finching. I woke up like I was in the moment.

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Night of August 1 - 2 (In morning of August 2) In my dream I'm at school. (I just graduated high school wooo) All the males in the school are packed in the main hallway. This is why, everyone turned gay and there was some kind of celebration. I was the only one not gay. I was trying to get through the crowd. I see a kid I know named Scott. I'm trying to snap him out of it. But doesn't work out. I struggle to make it through and I rush down the "L" Hall. Down the gym hall Team Rocket from Pokemon is there. They are trying to avoid the crowd. I skipped down the hall to the power mech classroom. I see my teacher Mr. W in there. He's like the only one not gay. I hide in his room. He fixing a car or something. Another kid I knew, Frank was looking through the door. I come to the door to look. Then another kid Jason came in the room. I just avoided him. I ran outside the garage door and ran and ran down the East Wing parking lot. He's shouting stuff to me but I don't recall it. The dream was in full color, so no intriguing colors came to mind. Morning of August 3rd I didn't write this down. I barely remember it. I was in a house. I remember in the end of the dream this dog bit my ankle and I tried to walk to the other side of the room with it on my leg. Then I tried to squeeze it's neck so it could open its mouth. But it just began to hurt more, and I woke up holding my ankle. That hurt so bad I actually woke up with some pain there. Creepy.

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Night of 9/21-22/2007 I had three dreams, I forget the first, but I remember the other two decently. 1. In this blurry dream, I wake up and I'm chewing my teeth it's like I have something in my mouth, I go to the bathroom sink and I spit out broken pieces of teeth (no blood). I spend the rest of the dream trying to get rid of broken pieces teeth until its all gone, but it doesn't stop, I look in the mirror to see my teeth are almost all gone. I wake up, and yes, I checked my teeth to see if I might had done it in real life while asleep. 2. I'm at my school's football stadium. I think its before graduation. I'm with some people in a small secluded door like area. I'm kinda arguing with "B" (A girl I dislike from school) then she oddly makes out with me, we pull back, and then I start making out with her again. I wake up. Ewww! (I really don't like her.) Gosh that was creepy.

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In this blurry dream, I wake up and I'm chewing my teeth it's like I have something in my mouth, I go to the bathroom sink and I spit out broken pieces of teeth (no blood). I spend the rest of the dream trying to get rid of broken pieces teeth until its all gone, but it doesn't stop, I look in the mirror to see my teeth are almost all gone. I wake up, and yes, I checked my teeth to see if I might had done it in real life while asleep. Hi Sapphire! I have a dream similar to this one from time to time, even as recently as last week. In fact, losing teeth seems to be a familiar scene to many dreamers. I've added it to my long list of dreamsigns, and have successfully become lucid on one occassion after remembering it. It's definitely a disturbing image, though. I wonder why so many people have this dream?

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This was probably the most freakiest dream I've ever had. Night of Oct 20 - 21 (Woke up like at 5:00) I'm at the front of my church in Brooklyn with another person talking, I don't know this person, but his identity wasn't important in the dream. He was behind the gated entrance (the gate was open, I guess it was just to play with the gate). Straight from the beginning, there is a terrorist attack a large distance from here. You can see the explosion from the church over the buildings. I think I freaked out a little. Then, a toddler in diapers walks down our street. The Toddler is carrying a M16 rifle (I dunno, a Standard Military rifle) over both his shoulders. He stops and says to us this line (I remember it distinctly), "I'm here to stop the evil, but the evil is doing something evil." This line saddened my friend, letting his forehead bump the bars of the gate. I kinda was sad too, but not so much. The Toddler continued his walk down the street and I woke up.

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Morning of 1/28/08 A crazy guy comes in the station and into an office. He pulls out a gun and threatens the people in the room. A cop in the room tries to pull out his gun I think, but the crazy guy shoots at him, missing a couple of times while the cop is basically trying to dodge the bullets. He sadly gets shot right in the chest, he bumps back into the wall and falls down. He tells a guy on the floor to give him the name of the supervisor(i dont think police stations have supervisors, anyway). He asks to look it up on a paper and he says "Store Corretta Jones" (the dream scene showed me the paper he's looking at too, Store must have been next to her name and he just said it out of random fear). The same lady comes in the room pointing a gun at him, and asks to put down the gun. The crazy guy says "Mother?" and Corretta has a confused look on her face while slowly putting down her arms with the gun in her hands. Then my dream ends. --- Damn! What's next! What's next! lol. I hate that!!! Corretta Jones eh? That's two names I've gotten from dreams.

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Morning of 2/20/08 1. Ugh I can't remember the first dream too well. I woke up kicking my leg towards the right off my bed. I haven't a clue. It was a good one and I had it this morning. 2. Okay this one I have half of it remembered. Okay the star of the dream was none other then Amy Lee of Evanescence. The chick I have plastered all over my signature and avatar. Anyway it's rather sexually explicit so I'm warning you. Now this dream has many inaccuracies. In the dream Amy Lee has two brothers. The older one is like mentally retarded (that was the expression I got from it). I'm sure thats not too true. However I'm not going to talk about the facts right now. The beginning/first half is completely lost. First I remember seeing the older one kinda walking down the hall of a house kinda hoping around like he had a mental retardation. Then it gets hazy and the scene changes to the top of a bunk-bed where I see Amy Lee and her other "brother" naked and in the "69" position. Then Amy Lee turned around on top of her "brother" and she goes and masturbates. Freaky and ... really hot! I guess that bit of an Amy Lee obsession I have, has finally crept into my dreams. I don't really view her as a sex object, I mean shes pretty and all, but thats it,s she got great music and stuff. I hate having a dirty mind, I really do hate it.

[The Cusp]

"I'm here to stop the evil, but the evil is doing something evil." Lol, what else would it do, charity work? Too bad you didn't join in with Amy Lee and her brother. A dirty mind is nothing to be ashamed of. It can be a lot of fun!

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Lol, what else would it do, charity work? Too bad you didn't join in with Amy Lee and her brother. A dirty mind is nothing to be ashamed of. It can be a lot of fun! Lol, I suppose. I dunno, it was more the incest theme that creeped me out. And I'm not too much into taking advantage of women, even in dreams. Rather let it happen.

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im on my psp so this is short Morning of 3/3/08 Dreamed about me and Dad visiting family friends. Got up to front door before waking up. And then I imagined the rest.

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Morning of 3/21/08 I dreamed that I was planning a bus and subway trip from my city in NJ to my church in NY. I was in my kitchen looking at a map. I noted that I was going to get off at 42nd steet where Penn Station is. Then the dream faded to me in the NY subway train, looking at a map planning where I was getting off and going. I had to get off a a point and walk like 3 blocks then take another train. My dream ended there. We go on Sundays and I want to go on a Saturday for music practice, but I live too far and traffic at the tunnels will be hectic (we've done it twice a while back and I was stuck at the tunnel for an hour and a half). I'm thinking of going by walking (walking I mean bus & subways) one Saturday. I've been on the subways and took the bus to NY for Yankees games, so I know what it's like. my father used to live in NY and he's told me it would take like 2 hours from my city to my church in Brooklyn.

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Wow I haven't been here in ages. Anyway I had a dry spell. I just had a dream that I want to share. Morning of 01/23/09 It's my birthday (funny cos my birthday is on the 26). We do a strange ceremony where I get some find of wet stamp on my arm. Afterward I complain that I was disturbed by the ceremony. We are at the pizzera across my house but I refuse to leave the car (Toyota Corrola) because of how I felt. I sit there resting and looking out the window. Then this strange man comes to the car and opens the door (I noticed the doors where unlocked) and I faintly remember trying to fight him away then I wake up.

[doctor]

That's quite a dry spell!

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Can't really say it was a dry spell. I guess after a while I gave up on dream recall. I remembered that dream and managed to remember this site dreamviews.com. Oh and sorry for not responding earlier. I guess I don't have much interest to visit often.