Before I post my dreams I'd like to give a little background information about myself. I'm fascinated by past lives. I believe we've all been here before and that past lives can influence your current life. For example-issues we've had in past lives can be passed on to this life, and sometimes you need to see where an issue you're having is originating from.

I've also been trying to figure out what happened in my current life to cause issues I'm having now. Things from early childhood or later that I've blocked from my conscious mind.

I've always been a very lucid dreamer. I can fly a lot in my dreams, tell myself to go places and figure things out. Recently I've been putting it into my head before I go to sleep to find out about past lives or things I've blocked from this one.

2 nights ago I had this dream (I'll give a shortened version)-

I felt myself getting ready to fly backwards. (When I go to the past I tend to fly up and backwards. It's a strange sensation and used to scare me until I realized what it was). I flew up and started heading back. I could feel the movement in my stomach the way you do on a rollercoaster. After travelling as far as I needed to I headed back down, still backwards, and landed gently on my feet.

I saw a man. I felt this man was me. He was around his late teens or early 20's. I was standing next to him and knew he was me. He was holding his forearm, and someone else was there, too. The other man that was there took his arm and pulled it out straight. The man that was me was trying to cover his arm so the other man couldn't see it. I almost knew what was coming before I saw it, I knew he was a heroin addict. The other man exposed his arm and there were red needle/track marks all over his arm. This is how it ended.


I just fell asleep this afternoon. I hadn't slept very much last night, and was very tired so I fell asleep easily. Next thing I know I'm laying on the bed and feel that I'm in that lucid dream state. I can hear the noise from down the hall of my boyfriend playing video games, so I know it's a very delicate state and I can wake up if I'm not careful. The bed I'm laying on now isn't my own. I tell myself to get off of the bed and explore the room. I get up and am amazed at how I can explore. In the past I would just lay on the bed and not take the initiative to see what else I can do.

I walk over to the computer and know that whatever is on there is something that applies to my past. There is a website up on the screen. It's a pedophile website, where grown men (or women) can find a child to "play with". I realize I'm the child on the screen, although I can't remember now if I was a boy or girl. It says I live in Ohio (I've never lived there in my current life).

The dream switches and now I'm driving on the expressway at night. I'm reflecting on seeing that part of my past life, and realize that in that life I died before I turned 21. In my current life I always believed I was going to die before I reached 21. I had a very strong feeling of realization.


Awake, I reflected on this dream like I do with all dreams. I wondered if it truly was a past life then why was it displayed on the internet, since internet wasn't around before my current lifetime. My best guess is that it's the easiest way to display the information, since that's how I get most of my information now.



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