Freemorphs Dream Journal

[Freemorph1]

I updated my journal to DJ 2.2. Enjoy!

[Freemorph1]

03.08.2009 Cigs and Teachers (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID So this dream starts out as me being at my old middle school i use to go to, i dont remember to much but here it goes. I was walking behinde a portable and what i saw was a teacher (idk if i knew them or not dont remember a face) and she was smoking a cig behine the portable, i remember her getting out of the car and as she puffed in with one in her mouth she pulled one out for me, i lit it up and inhaled then woke up.

[Freemorph1]

8.5.09 My attempts at WILDs have failed horribly as i lay here earlier today. My first attempt i was so deep and soo into SP that it felt pretty good and relaxing, until KNOCK KNOCK my mom bangs on the door for a notepad..shibby.. My second attempt was rather...more successful but no cigar..I Enter slight/moderate SP an start seeing some shapes, like when u look at a light and look somewhere else, thats what they looked like. I felt slight vibrations and saw yellow cloud-like figures flying around..then guess what? KNOCK KNOCK dinner time..I awoke and thought i was dreaming i mean, i felt like i just smoked a 12pound bag of Alcapulco Gold Mary J. It felt a little dreamy too, but sadly i did a few RCs and being groggy and tired i did manage to miss my palm a few times..shame..well ill see what happens tonight.

[Freemorph1]

05.08.2009 Sticky Wall Snakes (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This dream starts out ( from what i remember ) in my backyard, i am playing around and there seems to be clutter around, and those foam pool things i dont remember what they are called.. I look over to at the wall outside thats an the outside wall of my room and i notice 2 snakes popping their heads out of the hose coil. They were yellow and brown, middle size snakes. Then i notice another one. I then saw a lizard near where i would have a screen room but in this dream i didnt, i took a brush and started trying to get the lizard to go over there so the snakes would eat it..lol. I didnt acknowledge them too much, i walked back into my house, to my room and laid down. Now thinking about it, i looked back and realized "the hose coil (which i dont really have there in RL) Is right outside this wall, they can get in! So i jumped up and saw my room had things in it all over, cluttered! But i didnt worry about that, i then started to move my bed around looking for holes in the floor base or walls or wherever i think they could get in. As the dream starts to phase i am walking toward my door to go out and i see the snake coming down from my closet, But its like walking down the wall like one of those sticky walkers you throw on the wall..wtf? The dream ends... Weird thing is i wasn't scared and in RL i fckin hate snakes!

[Flavour of Night]

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[Freemorph1]

8.8.09 Non-Nothing! I havent had a dream that i could remember in 2 days! Damn i was gonna improve my recall and write alot down but i can't remember crap!

[Freemorph1]

8.9.09 I gotta stop staying up on DV chat, i havent recalled a dream in 3 days now.. Fuck you chat and your interesting chats! :O

[Freemorph1]

8.9.09 12:40pm "LOLL!!" This is not a dream but a funny WILD attempt, so i was trying to nap wild and i felt my body detatching from my mind and it was going all great the..RING i wake up damn phone, i knew i was concentraded cuz it scared the shit out of me. It was my girlfriend, i was so sleepy-ish from the sp, i crawled, not walked to the phone i felt like jello. For some reason i answerd the phone and didnt really pay attention to what she said lol, but i knew what she said..i started walking in circles around my room for some reason? idk why..thats it..lol

[Freemorph1]

10.08.2009 Fire Alarm and T-Shirts! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID So i find myself in a portable, a class room. I can't remember if its a familiar one but its how the portables were in my school. I remember seeing some of the class, very vague at this point. My friend Luke then got up to throw something out the door, but the door was hooked to the fire alarm (on a portable? Lol...) So we said "Don't open that door!" He opened and and sure enough the alarms went off, ring ring! we all got up and walked out the door, i can see a building infront of me, it was red bricked (so was my middle school) and a spinning red alarm light on that wall..but it was waist level? Most are high up. We are walking towards a field, on the way there someone puts their arm on mine and another guys shoulders, idk who this is, idk what they said. Next thing i know a kid was about to trip and i pushed him and i said "i just saved you from tripping" (wtf?) he said "i was about to-" cant remember what he said fully lol. And as we are walking i see tables with girls and boys behinde them, students i guess.. They were selling shirts and stuff, during a fire alarm? k.. Anyways.. After walking past that we take a left..next thing i know the teacher shouts "now this is where the school turns into a firey river" (LOL wtf?!) And there was a grassy fiend with a metal roof over it, no concrete under the canapy thing like it usually is in schools. But there were just girls..at first i didnt notice, cuz i guess i was scared. We started running to the field after the teacher said that, and we took our shoes off at one point..???? lol. And ran so fast to the field, i see the girls infront of me looking at me weird like wtf? and as we all stop running i said "Ladies! am i in the wrong place??" one said "yes" and laughed, i said "Fuck me!" and another one laughed..i felt embarassed(this is where i felt i was in it, cuz i remember my throat vibrating as i said it..never became lucid). One looked familiar from school..I looked around and saw a lot of people on bleachers in the distance, then started walking back toward where i came and it ended.

[Freemorph1]

11.08.2009 Fragments (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Fragment 1: I find myself at a school, kind of like my middle school. I was talking to a really good friend of mine about him being gay? lol..then i find myself on the sidewalk, the ones with the metal canopy things. There are alot of people, my gf is with me, and some girl that works at the BK near me is in it too? lol. Fragment 2: I was in a MMORPG and all i remember is these weird green things floating and then a monster came out of one of them and i wooshed it away with my DJ i write in, lmao... Then i ran away. I then find myself at a selection where i select where i want mobs to spawn? one of them has cars in it with cows. The other had wolves and other stuff. idr the rest.

[Freemorph1]

13.08.2009 Groceries and Tats. (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I find myself in a grocery store, kind of like Wallgreens i had gone there last night with my girlfriend and i see my friend Rosemary sitting in the isle, i said "hey what are you doing?" i dont recall what she said. but i sat down and she was about to get a tattoo, there was this guy airbrushing a skull with purple metallic paint looking stuff. We started talking, i guess i was suppose to get one? she said "Your gonna need to get a shot on your ass" i guess i needed a shot? lol.. Then i looked at my hands and saw a tattoo it was like a bright glowing blue ring. i looked at her and was like "yea i want one on my hand" looked back and it changed...WTF!? Talk about missed opertunities! Then i remember some little boy put his hands out where the skull that guy was airbrushing. And it ends...

[Freemorph1]

14.08.2009 Frags. (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Just got up and i remember some fragments Fragment 1: Some guy was talking about his shop, which i have no clue what was called or what he sold.. But all i remember is that there was one of those roll up metal doors and he opened it and was like "thats the door, and this one is the false one" and the door was like a brick wall with pictures of weird things on it.. Thats all i remember. lawl hooray for fragments. Frag 2: All i remember is my gf on a room floor and me talking about quarters..and seeing quarters somewhere, and a nickle.

[Freemorph1]

16.08.2009 Almost there. (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID It started when i was talking to my friend morgan over msn he's the one that really got me into all this stuff I'm in my room laying on my bed on this laptop i am typing on right now. I guess i decided to goto sleep, although it was day time. I had a lucid dream, but in a dream i was dreaming about..wtf?! Here is where it gets really retarded I have a dream, in my dream about me pinching my nose and breathing, i was lucid!...wait false alarm, my dream about a dream was lucid. I walked around my house, i jumped really high and flew across the room, the weird thing is..when i woke up i was in the place around my house where i was last in my dream lucid dream. I then walked back to my room and told Morgan i did it, i became lucid! He said something but i don't remember. Then i went back to sleep again, and i had a dream in the dream about me doing another RC, a close up of my face and me doing nose pinch! i was lucid, again! but in a dream.. I don't remember what i did then lol. THEN i woke up i guess, in the dream still. Went back to me room and posted it on DV? or some website lol i just remember i posted it in the wrong section or something. Then i went back to sleep in my dream, then had a dream about robot things fighting in this little arena, like battlebots and then there was a close up of a ladies face and she did a RC and was breathing through her nose..I think i woke up after that... My brain is retarded!

[Freemorph1]

18.08.2009 Storms and Lawnwork? (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Well into my nap i had a dream that some guy came to our house to do some lawn work. It started raining pretty hard and he kept going back to hist car for something. All i can really remember is that i looked out the window and saw him getting out of the car with a surgical mask on and i said to my mom "he looks like he is about to rob us" then i went and got a big kitchen knife. He came to the door and said "I think i lost my camera" but for some reason he was wearing a santa suit with no hat or beard. My mom says "I haven't seen it" then the guy walks back out the door.

[Freemorph1]

21.08.2009 Sexy Ass (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This is a fragment i just remembered. Me and another dude were looking at a picture of my girl turned around with no shirt and sexy panties on, all i remember is hearing this dude and not seeing him. He said "She has a little sexy ass!" and i said something along the lines of "yea hell yea she does" or something..all i can recall.

[Freemorph1]

24.08.2009 Assholes and Monster Court! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I had 2 dreams here. I was laying on my bed with my shirt up for some reason, my gf is on my left on the phone with some guy. All of the sudden i find myself getting angry and i take the phone. I asked "who the fuck is this?" the guy just started saying some weird shit i dont remember. Then i hung up the phone and was yelling at my gf. Then i said "so thats why you needed a condom?!" and then i started crying in a corner of my room haha. And she was like "don't cry it's ok" That's all i remember.. Dream 2. I am sitting at a picnic type table in some weird blue-ish bricked house, its like bricked on the inside. Their are a few people with me but i do not remember the faces. All i remember is a guy saying "ok we will bring in the girls" then i guess a girl came in and it was like a court session talking about a crime or something i can't recall. Then it got fucking weird..We were waiting for the second girl i guess and all the sudden the people there started changing into weird ass monsters..Like one dude had a blue weird messed up face and one had a black one like he was all burnt up..THEN it got totally fucking weird.. They were puking like clear clumpy liquid and it filled the room and they were like laying in it at the table looking all bored and shit..Wtf? It was so fucking weird. Thats all i recall.

[KingYoshi]

LOL, man. This is some good shit right here. I especially like the "almost there" dream. Lucid dreaming inside of a dream itself, lol. Keep it up man, I feel a lucid coming from you soon!

[Freemorph1]

25.08.2009 Driving around town. (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I had my buddies car with no shell it was just the frame. And it was in my room for some reason. But it wasn't my real room in WL. I was driving it around like it was on a dyno kinda, i was shifting and stuff. I never knew how to shift but in my dream i guess i did. I drove it a bit then all the sudden i'm in a video game or something. I'm driving around in this game zooming pass cars and all the sudden i go into this tunnel like thing and i pass this giant tube with a big alien in it, then i fall down and fall into a big lake of green goo. Then i see a little character from 3rd person side scroll view and the little dude turns into an alien and jumps on all these weird things and then someone told me something but i forgot. It kinda looked like the Spore game haha. Then i went back to the car in my room. I am pretty short so i was sitting in it and my buddy was there and i was thinking to myself that i couldnt even see over the dash. He told me to lean back and the whole dash got lower but there wasn't any windshield and i told him that and he said "yea it's not made out of lead" ? lol. I find myself outside my front door and my buddy is there. He gave me some really good tasting bread. He seemed like he was drunk or something, slurring his words and being weird. We walked in my driveway and heard a song from Queen playing from a car passing by, it was also playing earlier in a part of my dream. Then a white van with a girl in it was just sitting in the intersection near my house. I guess he was trying to get someone to not see him he kept running to my door like he didn't want someone to see him. But now we are talking in the road about stuff i forget. The only thing i remember about this part is there is a red civic hatchback type car in his driveway with a weird symbol on the hatchback.

[Freemorph1]

26.08.2009 My first lucid. (DEILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID It all started with me and my family in wal-mart. I am shopping for my buddy overseas in the Army. I pick him up a weird bar like wallet thing for him to use. We walked around a bit and i can't really recall much here. As we drove away, my GF was with me and we saw this kid that stalked her on his bike riding it on the road. She kept saying "I'm scared there he is" so me and my buddy got out and was talkin to the kid and somethin happen and from there i remember the kid chargin at me and i beat him down and get hitting his face then i did an armbar and bent it so far and kept beating his ass. Then i said "That shit is fucked up how you gonna do that to her like that?" I kept beating and beating. My buddy just sat there watching me do that. I wake up..open my eyes partially i am in SP my body is numb and tingly..i close my eyes and think about LDing and that dream and BAM when the vibrations stop i open my eyes to see orange beautiful glow of light coming through my window and i see the clock it says about 3:00 or something, close my eyes, then open its no 7! So i get up and i cant see out of my left eye, i am kinda excited but not really. I tried to poke my finger through my hand, nothing. Held my nose I could breathe!! I tried to clairfy it by shouting and rubbing my hands, as i was doing that i saw a weird red fox-like creature looking at me, then as i tried to grab a hold of something it ended...

[AURON]

making some progress bro. it's good that you tried to use two different types of RC's too. A lot of people miss that.

[Freemorph1]

29.08.2009 Pwnt (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID From what i recall i was with 2 other guys. They seemed to be my roomates and we were in a very small apartment/house..whatever it was. We went out somewhere like a part of a city. Then something with a gang happened to one of the guys like they were after him or something. So what i remember from this part is beinh up on a stone walkway up near a building and seeing these "gang" members like jumping out to the street. They were like Asian martial arts dude. I saw them one by one jumpin down. Then the King was watchin and he had this weird silver thing on his arm. Once i saw that i ran up and pulled him out and slammed him onto a big roof of a building. I was behined him and he turned around to look at the Queen which was on that ledge and i shot him in the back of the head. Now i wake up and do whatever watch tv then nap again and i go back to the same dream but now im in the house with the guys. The queen was suppose to be dead but she turned into this scary lookin babry doll. There were little dinosaurs roaming around the house and weird shit. I was freaking out that i killed the King and they were gonna come find me and kill me. I ran to the bathroom with the Queen doll and filled up the sink, it was my sink from my bathroom lol, then i drowned it. One guy was taking a shit and i was like bangin on the door and he was like "yo im not the dude who got- " forgot what he said..but then i got all scared and i creeped to the other dudes room to see what happened to him. i wake up again and go back to sleep Now im near this guys room where i open the door and his mom comes out, and im in my boxers for some reason and she is like "yea hes not coming out anytime soon!" I think something happened to his balls or something i cant recall. I then remember the Queen i was drowning in the sink and go from the guys room to the bathroom. A little fuckin rabid lookin dinosuar was just sitting in the house starin at me as i walked by. I freaked out a little and just went to the bathroom. I walked over to the sink and saw the barbie was gone! I turn around and the door closes and the barbie is on the back of the door and some scary "hahhahahaa" evil laugh goes on. Then it stops and i wake up like a little brief awakening and try to DEILD but failed.

[AURON]

a lotta wacky stuff going on there bro, you should have been RCing like crazy

[CanceledCzech]

Haha, damn dude, that's crazy. I rarely fall back into the same dream once I leave it...

[KingYoshi]

Little rabid dinosaurs! I would've freaked out too! Nice dream btw!

[Freemorph1]

30.08.2009 The Great Dive (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID What i recall is being in a fairly small room with my dad and some other people. It was a horseshoe shaped room about the size of an average bathroom or so. There was a big water hole in the middle of this room. I jumped up in the air as high as i could and jumped right in the water. I went down and saw myself in 3rd person doing a karate stance dive and almost landing on giant clams. I swim back up really fast and when i get to the surface i fear that i might get the bends. Then i just sit near my dad kind of thinking to push him in the water for the lulz but i didn't. It's weird how sometimes in my dreams when i have to face a situation it's really me thinking and not the dream.