Thread: Sheogorath's dream journal

old attempts at a DJ, i never actualy stuck with it, due to lack of information and impatience

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Monday August 10, 2009

Woke:5:28

I go to school. Do normal day.
In pe there is a new gym and has bleachers on all 4 sides. Locker rooms on entrance to gym.I tell warner about the masterlock trick. We find hank has stole a notebook after I am told by woerner to go back into locker room


Woke 6:28
Dream 2: I am sitting on a bed similar to mine, but I the middle of the yard. Bed has hole in it with stuffing sticking out. People doing karate gymnastics in background. I stick hand in a feel around in stuffing and remember rl bed, remembering real memories, but to stupid to realize dream. Woke by mom.

Dream 3: I am sitting in the car with stepdad going to aunt val’s wedding. Suddenly realize that aunt val is married. Parents talk to about weding but I cant remember if I could understand them or not. Flashes forward to dream 2


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Tuesday aug 11

something about orange shoes



and that is where i got frustrated and stopped lol.

below are newer ones, since i started at DV

Monday night (i didn't write specific dates)

Topic: Realistic/strange

In school getting progress report. just got in biography from math. we had gotten progress reports in math too. I have apple-caramel ice cream, and it is very good. and it has some chucks of cheesecake. Micheal asks what kind of icecream and i say i don't know. He says ask David.

Tuesday night

Topic: Educational/strange/short

Black guy talking about social preference and graphing and algebra on DE board. I think it actually helped me with my work lol.

Wed night

Topic: Cars/Video games/school/strange

In Stepmom's car and it is autopilot, driving to the school that has a bridge in from of it (but not IRL). i have learners licence. At one point car almost runs into another, but pulls off the road to save itself. Get to the school and there are some of my friends eating lunch under the bridge.

I find out about Neurotoribash from Jacob Hagen. it is where it is more realistic than normal toribash and easier to controll

At water park with Tucker and Dylan. in inner tube (however you spell it) and going down big rapids i only remember the end though. Tuckers mom says i am to skinny and i look down and i look sickly skinny

Monday night

Cat bit me...

Tuesday night

Lucid!!!

Topic: Asians/sex/black

Go all day in dream thinking about this Asian girl at school who really isn't that hot, but i have a crush on her in dream. Think i need to do her in my next dream . lol. Wake up and think i am stupid for not realizing it was a dream while i was thinking about lds. go to turn on lights, but they dont work. i think power must be out, but then i remember that is a dream sign. Try to stick finger through hand and fail. Try the nose trick and i can breathe! Get VERY excited and don't try to stabilize. Run upstairs and there is some black chick bent over and i just start licking her ass (i am not really that attracted to black people that much though) and it is weird because i am losing control and everything is fading. i look at my dick i have an orgasm feeling (wtf?) wake up before i can do anything else. My eyes had shut and when i opened them, it was real life.

Saturday morning

topic: colors/short/panic/lucid

Previously had dream where i was like a girl or herm or something but i wake up and crawl out of bed(literaly) and then i crawl to the door, and my dad and stepmom are talking about me having a dream where i am a girl. i freak out, but then i see the wall change color to an awesome glowing orange color. do nose RC and it lets me breathe! Excited, i open door, but i am still not good at stabilizing and the door reveals bright light and it blinds me. i wake up

Monday night

Topic:realistic/Karate

had a LD that i dont remember except trying to not be circumcised.

and have a dream that i still take karate, but a t a pb gass station. I actually woke up thinking i had karate that day, then i was like, it was just a dream.

Tuesday night:
I was in my room and I tried to move, but i accidentaly tried to move my IRL body (felt weird) and i was like WOAH, im in a LD! SO i RCed by looking at my hand and trying to put my finger through it. This did not work just like everytime, but then i remembered that it might not work and held my nose. IT WORKED! I reminded my self to stay calm, but it was hard.I rubbed my hands together, and IT WAS AMAZING. I could see every little pore in the paint, but i remained calm.
I decided to go upstairs and see how my dcs were doing. By this point, i was pretty concrete in my dream btw. I tell my step dad he is a dc, and he says "yeah, i know, congratulations" and then it kind of just fades from my memory there. I mean i know i did more, and i remember feelings i had, but i don't actually clearly remember anything until the end.

I was laying down in a castle, on the floor, i remember i got there but not how, and it is frustrating. I was trying to transform, but it was hard as crap! I mean hard, i must have been sitting there for 3 minuets. The hardest part was that I could feel my dream body( I was trying to transform into a girl) and i could feel my dick, so i couldn't. It was beyond frustrating.

So then i have the bright idea to get into another dream by spinning. It works, but i dont concentrate on lucidity, and it fades (god damnit) and in the next dream, i felt like i was forgetting something...

Had to go to my dad's house so i wasnt able to finish the dreams from a while ago, here are the rest.

Wednesday

Topic: Asian, Log cabins, prayer, Chinese

In Chinese village following Chinese woman who is helping me because i am lost and alone. I have an army tag (dog tag) in my pocket with my name on it. She brings me into a log cabin and seats me at a wooden table. The house layout is similar to mine. the light coming through the windows is white-blue and you can see the light. She offers some cereal and it already has milk. She asks me if i know the Chinese blessing(prayer for food) and i tell her no, so she says it in English. Her daughter comes in from the kitchen and offers me some strawberries for my cereal. They are the dry kind that come in cerial, but that is ok. I accept them and she says "bout time"

ok, this dream was very important to me. Obviously, i was a former soldier, and the dog tag meant ALOT to me for some reason. But, I am alone alot. I have a hard time making friends at school, and the friends i do make, alot of the time when i am with them if they have people woth them i dont know i feel very isolated. This was a very nice dream because instead of just ignoring me, the woman was very kind and wanted to help me. I am trying to figure out what the "bout time" thing was all about. currently, my theory is because alot of the time, i don't talk to people unless they talk to me first, and when they say something to me and i say something back sometimes they will be like "about time you said something" but i am thinking wth, it is not like you gave me a chance to have a conversation with you before.

The dream was very realistic and meaningful. Also, the colors were awesome; outdoors everything was kind of green-blue tint, and inside the blue light was cooling , however the brown wooden stuff was warm and cozy.

Tuesday

Topic: love, romance, kiss, camp

I was in a camp( it think, maybe a field trip for school?) and there was only a few people i have ever seen before. a lot of the people where older than me by 1 or 2 years. Normaly, i would judge everyone ( i know it is not good, but i seem to do it without even meaning to), like ugly, stupid, annoying and whatnot. This time, however, i did not judge them, and stranger yet, they did not judge me either.

Btw, what makes this strange is that at my school, there are very clear cut groups of people, The lowest level, the nerds, and the jocks. I am in the "nerd" group, if i where to go to a group considered better than me (jocks and cheerleaders) i wouldn't be told to go away, or made fun of, i just would be looked at strange and kind of ignored

I really felt like i fit in, to everything. I got to know the kind of people that normally, i stay away from. This feeling alone was better than any other dream i have had. but it gets better. There was this girl, and she was not really "beautiful" or anything, and in normal life, i would have said that she was not attractive, and moved on. For some reason though, I liked her, and she liked me. I don't remember what exactly we talked about, but we talked and talked (another thing i don't do much in real life, saying stuff out loud makes me feel uncomfortable).

Describing the girl is not difficult. She was about an inch shorter than me (strange considering i am 5 11) and had normal blonde hair, and normal skin tone, and really everything about her was just normal.

Near the end of the dream came the most memorable and best part. we were walking on some place, it was secluded with no one else around.It was the day before we had to go back to our schools and she was from a different school than me. suddenly i was overcome with emotion I said " you know we might never see each other again." and we made out. no sex, just made out. We carried one for what seemed like forever. at first vigorously, then eventually slowing until we were done.It was the most wonderful experience in the world. Then we left. But for some reason, i did not really miss her. I got on the buss in a dazed state, still able to taste her lips. and that is the last that i remember

Monday

topic: random, hacking, cars, teachers, friends

Hacking computer defense test. can only use mouse and have 2 buttons to start by pressing. one is control panel, the other is something else like cmd or something. computer shorts and blows up when i fail because you only have like half a second to protect it. Parents have bought a jeep.

in room with grandparents playing some game and giving them AP and DEF. Changes to Stephen and someone else. It is 5 AM Stephen is like "crap, here come Mrs Weiser". i was like wth cause we had not told us when to go to bed. i look over and she is at the doorway. she screams "get to bed!!!"

Mrs. Weiser is a teacher. no idea why she had control over our bed times, or why stephen was in my room.