Thread: Motley's MILD-1 workbook

Last night all I remember was me racing in a street car underground in a tunnel.

Today, I have high expectations for the night. I visualized a lot, I changed the scene to somewhere I have never been but would like to go in a dream, and I know this is the last night and if I dn't do it, I will fail. Plus, I am moving to a new sleeping space so I will recall more than usual. The things that can badly influence tonight are the ongoing fight i am having with my friend and not listening to subliminal lucid.

I changed my visualizations to an arctic setting. I am imagining a big mounanous region in the tundra somewhere and between wto mounteins is a chokepoint/valley filled with a forrest of pines. I stand there, feeling the cold, then I rc and then I jump into a full flight over the forrest feeling the excitement and at the same time how tiny I am amid the giant trees and mountains.

I will get lucid tonight. If I don't get lucid, I will uninstall my favorite game, Crysis, from my computer and not play it for a long time. I feel confident enough to say this. I will get lucid tonight.


Today was a bad day, as I mentioned earlier, my friend and I kept fighting and he left for Canada to his house and we didn't even say goodbye :'(

But nonetheless, I will be lucid tonight.

Last night all I remember was me racing in a street car underground in a tunnel.

Today, I have high expectations for the night. I visualized a lot, I changed the scene to somewhere I have never been but would like to go in a dream, and I know this is the last night and if I dn't do it, I will fail. Plus, I am moving to a new sleeping space so I will recall more than usual. The things that can badly influence tonight are the ongoing fight i am having with my friend and not listening to subliminal lucid.

I changed my visualizations to an arctic setting. I am imagining a big mounanous region in the tundra somewhere and between wto mounteins is a chokepoint/valley filled with a forrest of pines. I stand there, feeling the cold, then I rc and then I jump into a full flight over the forrest feeling the excitement and at the same time how tiny I am amid the giant trees and mountains.

I will get lucid tonight. If I don't get lucid, I will uninstall my favorite game, Crysis, from my computer and not play it for a long time. I feel confident enough to say this. I will get lucid tonight.


Today was a bad day, as I mentioned earlier, my friend and I kept fighting and he left for Canada to his house and we didn't even say goodbye :'(

But nonetheless, I will be lucid tonight.

I'm going to scratch what I said last night.... About deleting things I like...

Today was a good day generally. I woke up, went for a long bike ride through a forest to maybe get inspired for my incubation, and just to clear my mind a bit. I did many RC's in there. I went to the last class of driver's ed and then attended the awesome class for tonight.

Last night I remembered many fragments, but they all came to me int he morning after I was woken up by my alarm clock... I think I woke at night but I really cannot say.


the first two are from the same dream I think...

I was at a carnival, exploring it. It was in one of the parks near my house.

Soon after that (I think) I found myself walking somewhere with a funny friend through an neighborhood. I think we were walking from the carnival. when we got there (maybe even it was a friend's house), I turned back alone. Suddenly, all lights went out, even the moon and it was pitch black. I couldn't see anything and my eyes wouldn't adjust. I walked by feel. I walked for a long time and noticed familiar places close to my house in my neighborhood. Then I came back to my own house.


Another segment or two were from the same dream but probably not the same as the ones mentioned above. I walked past some school busses at my school, though they were parked in a weird spot. (Damnit I didn't notice two things in a row!!) I saw some friends. I got on the bus and took my usual front left spot. I saw one of my good friends out of the window and talked to him about making plans, but he said he had band camp and couldn't.

I think this may have been before the last segment but it came to me after I wrote everything already. I was sitting in my old English class with all the old people though it was in a music room. Actually the room in real life is a computer lab but it was filled with musical instruments. I saw a rack of drawers or cases for stringed orchestra instruments, the big ones- bass, cello, viola. No violin for some reason. On top of each case were their respective necks, with heavy bass guitar strings instead of normal strings that they usually have. also, the bass guitar strings were playable somehow, because they were attached to the bottom of the neck. I picked up a viola neck and started messing around (I don't play bass but i play a little guitar, so I kind of knew how). My teacher yelled at me. I put it down and sat quietly. Then I picked up a cello neck and the same thing happened. Then, after not beings able to take it anymore, I got the bass neck and played a nice jazzy baseline and quickly ran out of the room before I could get yelled at. I went down a flight of stairs and now that I think about it, went outside and to the busses.

I just tried the meditation. I did a quick relaxation execise after which I tried as best s i could to clear my mind using the chest. Then, I tried imaginingt he beach but couldn't really hold it very well so I just semi counted and semi got the feel for the breathing rate. Now I will incubate once more and then I will go to sleep.

I will turn lucid tonight

I'm going to scratch what I said last night.... About deleting things I like...

Today was a good day generally. I woke up, went for a long bike ride through a forest to maybe get inspired for my incubation, and just to clear my mind a bit. I did many RC's in there. I went to the last class of driver's ed and then attended the awesome class for tonight.

Last night I remembered many fragments, but they all came to me int he morning after I was woken up by my alarm clock... I think I woke at night but I really cannot say.


the first two are from the same dream I think...

I was at a carnival, exploring it. It was in one of the parks near my house.

Soon after that (I think) I found myself walking somewhere with a funny friend through an neighborhood. I think we were walking from the carnival. when we got there (maybe even it was a friend's house), I turned back alone. Suddenly, all lights went out, even the moon and it was pitch black. I couldn't see anything and my eyes wouldn't adjust. I walked by feel. I walked for a long time and noticed familiar places close to my house in my neighborhood. Then I came back to my own house.


Another segment or two were from the same dream but probably not the same as the ones mentioned above. I walked past some school busses at my school, though they were parked in a weird spot. (Damnit I didn't notice two things in a row!!) I saw some friends. I got on the bus and took my usual front left spot. I saw one of my good friends out of the window and talked to him about making plans, but he said he had band camp and couldn't.

I think this may have been before the last segment but it came to me after I wrote everything already. I was sitting in my old English class with all the old people though it was in a music room. Actually the room in real life is a computer lab but it was filled with musical instruments. I saw a rack of drawers or cases for stringed orchestra instruments, the big ones- bass, cello, viola. No violin for some reason. On top of each case were their respective necks, with heavy bass guitar strings instead of normal strings that they usually have. also, the bass guitar strings were playable somehow, because they were attached to the bottom of the neck. I picked up a viola neck and started messing around (I don't play bass but i play a little guitar, so I kind of knew how). My teacher yelled at me. I put it down and sat quietly. Then I picked up a cello neck and the same thing happened. Then, after not beings able to take it anymore, I got the bass neck and played a nice jazzy baseline and quickly ran out of the room before I could get yelled at. I went down a flight of stairs and now that I think about it, went outside and to the busses.

I just tried the meditation. I did a quick relaxation execise after which I tried as best s i could to clear my mind using the chest. Then, I tried imaginingt he beach but couldn't really hold it very well so I just semi counted and semi got the feel for the breathing rate. Now I will incubate once more and then I will go to sleep.

I will turn lucid tonight

I had no recall today. I slept like a log...

I had an overall happy day today, but it was sad in the middle. I woke up, did some things I needed to do, pretty happy. Then, I watched "Precious" and that made me a bit depressed. Went to get my physical, then to the mall for clothes shopping for the next year. Came home late and did nothting of interest.

I incubated a few times today, maybe 6 or 7. I will try to incubaste more tomorrow.

I meditated the same as yesterday today.

I am in need of more moivation, I =have noticed I am calming down about MILDing

Last night I couldn't fall asleep, I was thinking too much about the Precious movie and it was making me really sad. I had ok recall today. A very big chunk of dream or maybe an actual entire dream and then maybe a false awakening or just a dream. I do not remember waking up at night, not writing but when I awoke in the morning, I had a dream fresh in my mind and I tried thinking back to the previous dream like Percy said and I think it worked. Otherwise I just recalled the first half of the dream. Anyways, lots of writing today.


It was the last day of driver's ed, which in real life was two days ago. We played a game called jiu jitsu rolling as our teacher called it. I call it just rolling using jiu jitsu. Some history- I used to do jiu jitsu a little bit a while back. The peope there in the class turned into people I knew from my training center. I really needed to go to the bathrroom so I went to a weird primitive bathroom that's not how the actual bathroom in the place looked. THe layout of the whole classroom and the space where it is held (Driver's ed) in real life was different. ( I drew a picture of the space in my paper DJ). after going to the bathroom, I went to a 7 elevn across the plaza, even though the real plaza is L shaped, this dream plaza was C shaped. I got indian food there. I was still under the impression from that movie, and I stole food just like Precious did in the movie. I had no cash, so I got them to give me the food and I ran out. (Daily Residue...) and I went back to the driver's ed building where they wererolling. The food made me sick (Just like in the movie) and I went backt ot he bathroom. The urinal was now a very big toilet shaped thing, thouggh still a urinal. I sat in it for lack of unoccupied stall. The next part isn't pretty so I won't really describe it. I did some stuff inthe bathroom and then some other stuff. When I finally came out, I went outside for a little bit while everyone was still setting up. I walked a lap around the plaza Also daily residue... I walked around a plaza yesterdayand when i finished, I couldn't find the d's ed buildig because they cleared the room out completely and I didn't recognize it. I walked in and my teacher tells me to join the rolling. There were two lines leading to two guys on the floor and we had to come, get in their guard, and tap them out. I was in line but I was wearing nice clothes Again with the residue... I just bought nice clothes yesterday and I didn't want to roll. when it was my turn, I complained and the guy next inliune told me to go to the other guy, who was easier and gentler. The second line turned out to be more brutal...l I didn't try it and I left the two lines. Then a boxing rink materialized and my teacher said we will actually spar one on one... I mean roll. Everyone appeared there. I didn't want to fight and when my turn came, I didn't want to and class ended right then and there. I went to the front added dream vestibule, which isn't ther in real life and sat on a bench. I met one of the girls I know from school. We started talking, I asked her thinggs, though I forgot the conversation. LLater we started talking about her love loife and she said she was lesbian and started touching herself. We either dirty talked or fantasized together (I don't remember) and then I saw my dad pull up in the parking lot on his jeep and my best friend was in the back sea. we went somewhere.

I cannot rememberr for the life of me if my dream fades out here or if this nextt thing I remember was where we went...
Oh, and for the record, I do not like, endorse,or experience any positive emotions towards hitler or the holocaust.

I am in a drill camp for new recruits for hitler. we did marching practice with a rifle. My best friend was there and a strange girl that always gave me attitude. We practiced marching, rifle holding, speaking, and yelling. We got a break and were told to get refreshments. The refreshments were pop of various kind, root beer mostly, fruit punch, hot dog buns and a hundred string cheese sticks. My friend and I took a lot of cheese and I took a cup of fruit punch. We went down a nearby hill to try and get away from this because we both didn't want to be nazis or especially nazi soldiers. It was a leisurely stroll down and the hill turned into the hill from the botanical gardens that were by my home in my hometown in Ukraine. we came to the bottom where there was a market such as the one in another town in Ukraine that is very important to me and I lived there for a while. Someone from the camp found us and made us go back into the camp and to the mass meeting that was being held. More a rally actually. We joined it. It was a neat grid of people, and hitler was talking and presenting propaganda. The aforementioned girl and I argued. We had to give hilter our weapons or anything that could be used as a weapon. I had only my gun from practice. A robot that looked like the red clothes donation box flies up to me, waits for a second, and dumps an evil lawnmower in front of me that had blades everywhere, not just the bottom. When my turn came, I was afraid of hitler. I have hi everything and he dumped it into a chute that led to a mass storage fro weapons. I then left down the hill and the dream ended.

The last dream I think was a false awakening. I got out of bed, and I was standing in my bathroom brushing my teeth, thinking about things. My best friend was there and the weird girl was there and my stepbrother was also there, though in different rooms. I heard You Shook Me All Night Long being played but incorrectly. I got my guitar and played it, still standing in the bathroom. I put away the guitar. I then welnt to the kitchen and then the balcony where my mom wanted me for something. I do not remember the rest.

I had a good day today, I went on an "adventure". In the morning I was at home being lazy. Then, I went outside with a friend and we were going to walk around a park that we usuallyw alk around but the mosquitoes were hyperactive so we turned bac, but instead of going our usual way back, we decided to explore and got a little lost amongst forest and highway and then stumbled out of there very tired, and went home. I was generally happy.

I did the meditation today, same thing, harrd for me to picture the beach well but I just try and give up eventually and just count my breaths. I am starting to just inhale at the same pace as exhaling so its a long drag and full lungs and I wait a little between breaths. Soon I will incubate during this.

Last night I couldn't fall asleep, I was thinking too much about the Precious movie and it was making me really sad. I had ok recall today. A very big chunk of dream or maybe an actual entire dream and then maybe a false awakening or just a dream. I do not remember waking up at night, not writing but when I awoke in the morning, I had a dream fresh in my mind and I tried thinking back to the previous dream like Percy said and I think it worked. Otherwise I just recalled the first half of the dream. Anyways, lots of writing today.


It was the last day of driver's ed, which in real life was two days ago. We played a game called jiu jitsu rolling as our teacher called it. I call it just rolling using jiu jitsu. Some history- I used to do jiu jitsu a little bit a while back. The peope there in the class turned into people I knew from my training center. I really needed to go to the bathrroom so I went to a weird primitive bathroom that's not how the actual bathroom in the place looked. THe layout of the whole classroom and the space where it is held (Driver's ed) in real life was different. ( I drew a picture of the space in my paper DJ). after going to the bathroom, I went to a 7 elevn across the plaza, even though the real plaza is L shaped, this dream plaza was C shaped. I got indian food there. I was still under the impression from that movie, and I stole food just like Precious did in the movie. I had no cash, so I got them to give me the food and I ran out. (Daily Residue...) and I went back to the driver's ed building where they wererolling. The food made me sick (Just like in the movie) and I went backt ot he bathroom. The urinal was now a very big toilet shaped thing, thouggh still a urinal. I sat in it for lack of unoccupied stall. The next part isn't pretty so I won't really describe it. I did some stuff inthe bathroom and then some other stuff. When I finally came out, I went outside for a little bit while everyone was still setting up. I walked a lap around the plaza Also daily residue... I walked around a plaza yesterdayand when i finished, I couldn't find the d's ed buildig because they cleared the room out completely and I didn't recognize it. I walked in and my teacher tells me to join the rolling. There were two lines leading to two guys on the floor and we had to come, get in their guard, and tap them out. I was in line but I was wearing nice clothes Again with the residue... I just bought nice clothes yesterday and I didn't want to roll. when it was my turn, I complained and the guy next inliune told me to go to the other guy, who was easier and gentler. The second line turned out to be more brutal...l I didn't try it and I left the two lines. Then a boxing rink materialized and my teacher said we will actually spar one on one... I mean roll. Everyone appeared there. I didn't want to fight and when my turn came, I didn't want to and class ended right then and there. I went to the front added dream vestibule, which isn't ther in real life and sat on a bench. I met one of the girls I know from school. We started talking, I asked her thinggs, though I forgot the conversation. LLater we started talking about her love loife and she said she was lesbian and started touching herself. We either dirty talked or fantasized together (I don't remember) and then I saw my dad pull up in the parking lot on his jeep and my best friend was in the back sea. we went somewhere.

I cannot rememberr for the life of me if my dream fades out here or if this nextt thing I remember was where we went...
Oh, and for the record, I do not like, endorse,or experience any positive emotions towards hitler or the holocaust.

I am in a drill camp for new recruits for hitler. we did marching practice with a rifle. My best friend was there and a strange girl that always gave me attitude. We practiced marching, rifle holding, speaking, and yelling. We got a break and were told to get refreshments. The refreshments were pop of various kind, root beer mostly, fruit punch, hot dog buns and a hundred string cheese sticks. My friend and I took a lot of cheese and I took a cup of fruit punch. We went down a nearby hill to try and get away from this because we both didn't want to be nazis or especially nazi soldiers. It was a leisurely stroll down and the hill turned into the hill from the botanical gardens that were by my home in my hometown in Ukraine. we came to the bottom where there was a market such as the one in another town in Ukraine that is very important to me and I lived there for a while. Someone from the camp found us and made us go back into the camp and to the mass meeting that was being held. More a rally actually. We joined it. It was a neat grid of people, and hitler was talking and presenting propaganda. The aforementioned girl and I argued. We had to give hilter our weapons or anything that could be used as a weapon. I had only my gun from practice. A robot that looked like the red clothes donation box flies up to me, waits for a second, and dumps an evil lawnmower in front of me that had blades everywhere, not just the bottom. When my turn came, I was afraid of hitler. I have hi everything and he dumped it into a chute that led to a mass storage fro weapons. I then left down the hill and the dream ended.

The last dream I think was a false awakening. I got out of bed, and I was standing in my bathroom brushing my teeth, thinking about things. My best friend was there and the weird girl was there and my stepbrother was also there, though in different rooms. I heard You Shook Me All Night Long being played but incorrectly. I got my guitar and played it, still standing in the bathroom. I put away the guitar. I then welnt to the kitchen and then the balcony where my mom wanted me for something. I do not remember the rest.

I had a good day today, I went on an "adventure". In the morning I was at home being lazy. Then, I went outside with a friend and we were going to walk around a park that we usuallyw alk around but the mosquitoes were hyperactive so we turned bac, but instead of going our usual way back, we decided to explore and got a little lost amongst forest and highway and then stumbled out of there very tired, and went home. I was generally happy.

I did the meditation today, same thing, harrd for me to picture the beach well but I just try and give up eventually and just count my breaths. I am starting to just inhale at the same pace as exhaling so its a long drag and full lungs and I wait a little between breaths. Soon I will incubate during this.

Last night, not too many dreams remembered. I was waken up in a rush by my alarm clock and before I could lay down to remember some dreams, I was rushed out of bed by my mom so we could go to the store for something. Any images I had in my mind were gone...

Today I had an average day... I went shopping early and that dragged on and I got frustrated at the amount of time it took. I then went home and did nothing much all day, just relaxed and watched movies. I was in a happy/neutral state.

I have yet to meditate today, as I amnot in bed yet, but I will try to incubate a dream during, without counting just breathing full ungs and then waiting a little bit and breathing out.

Luck will strike tonight, I hope!

Finally your recall is increasing.

That sounds great!!

Awesome! Thanks!

Last night was a great night... Well, it was a great night due to external stimuli. I probably would have had bad recall andnot woken up had a few things not happened...

First, someone's alarm rang at seven, so I got up to turn it off. I had to go to the bathrom really badly and when I got backa nd was about to try and fall asleep again, I realized that I was up and trying to lucid dream so I should do the WBTB procedure. I incubated after going to the bathroom, after drinking, and right before getting into bed. Then I pictured my forest in bed while tryi8ng to sleep. I remember thinking that hey, this is easy, I have no thoughts... And then the thoughts came! Still, I fought. and I guess I lost because I didn't dream of the forest. I did remember more dreams after the phone rang a little while later... and then I woke up and recorded those dreams as I went about my day I remembered them...

I am not sure if I would have woken up and had this recall had it not been for the phones and alarms, but I am still thankful for thhem rining. I had the same thing with the daydreams happen... I thought I was falling asleep and I saw images and pictures. I cannot figure out if these were dreams starting or if they were just daydreams... I didn't write them down.

I have many snippets and smalll segments and I have two big chunks or entire dreams. In no particular order:

I remember a plane from one snippet.

In another, I was trying headphones and speakers and listening to them in a store.

In another, I got a pair of shorts that I already own. The exact pair.

I went to the mall for throwing stars. I got into an antique store that sold Asian things. Molly Ringwald from Scrubs was the cashier. She was quiet and showed us a video clip. The clip said that since the dawn of man, some people used spears, some throwing knives, some throwing stars, some guns and knives, some guns and grenades. The video showed all of these in use. It said stars were very unique. The video ended. Molly seemed sad. I asked her why she was sad and she told us a story that looked like a flashback from a TV show- the whooshing sound and the slightly altered clip of what happened int he flashback. Two guys. One fell in love with her. One was short and stocky. The other, taller and skinny. They were both cowboys from the wild west. The short one reminded me of a person I saw that day at the store... The short one fell in love with her but she did not return the love. One day, they ran out of stars and went to the mall. There, they saw Molly. The short one loved her. It showed the store with an array of chairs and people sitting in them who loved molly. the two cowboys swat down with the other people. The people held up signs with hearts and love sayings. The stocky cowboy was shown holding a sign with an ugly caricature of himself and his name- Joe. After a while,the two left with no result. The dream switched to the present. Now, Molly wanted Joe as her lover. I went out of her store and found Joe and the toher cowboy in the mall. They came, started looking around the shop. Not looking at molly. I asked Joe to come and sit in his usual spot and when he came, he fell in love with Molly again. Molly beckoned for him to come and all three of us came to the front of the store. Molly opened a door that lead to a laundry closet and led Joe in and all the while they talked. I was about to go in with them but molly shoved me and locked the door. I can only Imagine what they did... Meanwhile, the other cowboy accessed Molly's computer and saw her shop records and deleted some files. As a result, the crown of suitors left. This is where the alarm went off.

Missed dreamsigns and other signs:
Throwing stars in the mall
Antique shop in the mall
Molly from Scrubs
Guns since the dawn of time
Flashback feeling
The stocky cowboy that I saw the day before
Laundry room in a store

Next dream- We were going to Crimea by train. Crimea is where my other grandparents live in Ukraine and I spent a good deal of time there as a small child. Our room on the train was in the lead car- the one where the horn was and the two pipes that let smoke out and where they shoveled coal. We had a small area on top of all of that. There was a small bench and even closer to the ceiling was a space that I presume was a bed. Each was too small for two people, yet four had to fit. I forgot who I was travelling with, but it was two people. When we got in, a guy was sitting at the bench already. I started speaking to him in Spanish perfectly. One of my travelers lay down on the bed. I sat on the bed, hitting my head against the ceiling. The last traveler could not get in. We all got out of there, except for the Spanish speaker. It was to o cramped, and there was no air and it was too hot. We got onto the platform of the train station and were worried about how we would get to Crimea, when the platform started moving. The platform was part of the train. We rode and it was great, feeling the wind in my face.

Missed things:
Crimea- Ukraine- dream sign.
Our room- no such thing on trains
Steam train!
Me speaking spanish perrfectly- I was just stressing about how I forgot my spanish for spanish class the day before
No door or walls in the room
Riding train platform'


Today was a good day, I woke late, we ordered glasses and I read my summer reading a lot. Then, I went to see a movie with friends. The movie sucked...

I forgot to incubate today

I meditated and incubated a few minutes ago. The visualizaation is ocming easier a little bit.

Awesome! Thanks!

Last night was a great night... Well, it was a great night due to external stimuli. I probably would have had bad recall andnot woken up had a few things not happened...

First, someone's alarm rang at seven, so I got up to turn it off. I had to go to the bathrom really badly and when I got backa nd was about to try and fall asleep again, I realized that I was up and trying to lucid dream so I should do the WBTB procedure. I incubated after going to the bathroom, after drinking, and right before getting into bed. Then I pictured my forest in bed while tryi8ng to sleep. I remember thinking that hey, this is easy, I have no thoughts... And then the thoughts came! Still, I fought. and I guess I lost because I didn't dream of the forest. I did remember more dreams after the phone rang a little while later... and then I woke up and recorded those dreams as I went about my day I remembered them...

I am not sure if I would have woken up and had this recall had it not been for the phones and alarms, but I am still thankful for thhem rining. I had the same thing with the daydreams happen... I thought I was falling asleep and I saw images and pictures. I cannot figure out if these were dreams starting or if they were just daydreams... I didn't write them down.

I have many snippets and smalll segments and I have two big chunks or entire dreams. In no particular order:

I remember a plane from one snippet.

In another, I was trying headphones and speakers and listening to them in a store.

In another, I got a pair of shorts that I already own. The exact pair.

I went to the mall for throwing stars. I got into an antique store that sold Asian things. Molly Ringwald from Scrubs was the cashier. She was quiet and showed us a video clip. The clip said that since the dawn of man, some people used spears, some throwing knives, some throwing stars, some guns and knives, some guns and grenades. The video showed all of these in use. It said stars were very unique. The video ended. Molly seemed sad. I asked her why she was sad and she told us a story that looked like a flashback from a TV show- the whooshing sound and the slightly altered clip of what happened int he flashback. Two guys. One fell in love with her. One was short and stocky. The other, taller and skinny. They were both cowboys from the wild west. The short one reminded me of a person I saw that day at the store... The short one fell in love with her but she did not return the love. One day, they ran out of stars and went to the mall. There, they saw Molly. The short one loved her. It showed the store with an array of chairs and people sitting in them who loved molly. the two cowboys swat down with the other people. The people held up signs with hearts and love sayings. The stocky cowboy was shown holding a sign with an ugly caricature of himself and his name- Joe. After a while,the two left with no result. The dream switched to the present. Now, Molly wanted Joe as her lover. I went out of her store and found Joe and the toher cowboy in the mall. They came, started looking around the shop. Not looking at molly. I asked Joe to come and sit in his usual spot and when he came, he fell in love with Molly again. Molly beckoned for him to come and all three of us came to the front of the store. Molly opened a door that lead to a laundry closet and led Joe in and all the while they talked. I was about to go in with them but molly shoved me and locked the door. I can only Imagine what they did... Meanwhile, the other cowboy accessed Molly's computer and saw her shop records and deleted some files. As a result, the crown of suitors left. This is where the alarm went off.

Missed dreamsigns and other signs:
Throwing stars in the mall
Antique shop in the mall
Molly from Scrubs
Guns since the dawn of time
Flashback feeling
The stocky cowboy that I saw the day before
Laundry room in a store

Next dream- We were going to Crimea by train. Crimea is where my other grandparents live in Ukraine and I spent a good deal of time there as a small child. Our room on the train was in the lead car- the one where the horn was and the two pipes that let smoke out and where they shoveled coal. We had a small area on top of all of that. There was a small bench and even closer to the ceiling was a space that I presume was a bed. Each was too small for two people, yet four had to fit. I forgot who I was travelling with, but it was two people. When we got in, a guy was sitting at the bench already. I started speaking to him in Spanish perfectly. One of my travelers lay down on the bed. I sat on the bed, hitting my head against the ceiling. The last traveler could not get in. We all got out of there, except for the Spanish speaker. It was to o cramped, and there was no air and it was too hot. We got onto the platform of the train station and were worried about how we would get to Crimea, when the platform started moving. The platform was part of the train. We rode and it was great, feeling the wind in my face.

Missed things:
Crimea- Ukraine- dream sign.
Our room- no such thing on trains
Steam train!
Me speaking spanish perrfectly- I was just stressing about how I forgot my spanish for spanish class the day before
No door or walls in the room
Riding train platform'


Today was a good day, I woke late, we ordered glasses and I read my summer reading a lot. Then, I went to see a movie with friends. The movie sucked...

I forgot to incubate today

I meditated and incubated a few minutes ago. The visualizaation is ocming easier a little bit.

Last night I drank a lot before bed and woke up a few times. I woke up perfectly during the night and wrote dreams down but I guess it was so "perfect" that I forgot to do the whole WBTB routine and went to sleep being so glad that I woke and recorded well. I woke up later too but for some reason didn't record my dreams... As I look over my dream now, I notice quite a lot of daily residue and things I should have noticed.

Without further ado, here was my dream that I recorded:

My dad and I went to the eye doctor. I was very frustrated that we went, Because I hate eye doctors and that whole business and hate having glasses. My dad and I were picking out frames just like the day before. I stopped being able to control myself and stormed off. I saw myself third person walking on a balcony flight of stairs that you would see in a typical building in Kiev. We went home but not by my dad's jeep. By train. As we climbed on top of the train, I looked at a map of a Wisconsin park. It was a big park with a lake in it and a bridge across the lake in the form of an obtuse angle. The first part of it was straight bridge. The second part was a very intricate web of different polyhedrons and through the center were the tracks. The map showed different points around the park, mostly angle vertices of angles found in the park, such as the one on the bridge and the angle that the shore made with itself as it went around the lake. It also showed angle measurements and distances from random points around the park. Then, as I looked up from the map, I saw myself in third person again, sitting atop my train with many other people. I also noticed that there were now three tracks side by side and two more trains pulled up beside us. It was a train race. The train on the left went over the land and grass and the two trains on the right (including mine) went over the bridges and along roads. It was a longer course but it was paved. The offroad course was very short but dangerous. All our rails disappeared. The race started. Our trains went really fast and the two right ones went onto the bridges. The view switched to third person. I remember feeling that this was very fun and exciting. The offroad train tipped, fell on its side, and then vanished. The other train lost its acceleration somehow on the bridge and the caboose unhinged and stopped as the rest of the train sped on. The scenery changed to a western spot and suddenly that train appeared on my left. I saw people from that train jump off, and start pushing the train from behind and very fast. They kept up with our fast train. I had a button that made our caboose go really fast, like a turbo. I pressed it. After a while, we were still tied (with the people still running) so we called it a tie and stopped the race. All the people became mice. Our train stopped at my school. I saw myself in third person once again walking with a few friends from swimming. They don't go to my school. Then, the scenery changed to a hotel. One of thee girls had gossip about what another one of my swimmer friends did at work that was bad. I wanted really badly to know it but she wouldn't tell me. The two girls entered their room. Us three guys entered our room that was opposite theirrs. The hallway was covered in golden paint and other shades of gold and red. It was beautiful.

Missed things:
Going to eye doctor and doing things there (I had just done the same yesterday)
The Kiev style stair thing.
Go home by train
3 track side by side, train race
No train tracks
Scenery shift to Wisconsin from Ukraine
Weird map
Awesome bridge
Fallen train disappearing
Scenery change to Wild West
People pushing train very fast
Button for caboose turbo
Mice people
School turn into hotel
Swim people in my school (they go to a different school)


Today was a mundane day. I did some things, did my summer reading that is due in one day and I only started yesterday. Made up a driver's ed class. I incubated a lot and really felt the excitement. I feel good about tonight. I will drink a lot of water and I listened to SubLucid from ninja for the first time in a while. I will meditate and incubate and think of a forest while falling asleep.

I am excited for tonight!

Last night I drank a lot before bed and woke up a few times. I woke up perfectly during the night and wrote dreams down but I guess it was so "perfect" that I forgot to do the whole WBTB routine and went to sleep being so glad that I woke and recorded well. I woke up later too but for some reason didn't record my dreams... As I look over my dream now, I notice quite a lot of daily residue and things I should have noticed.

Without further ado, here was my dream that I recorded:

My dad and I went to the eye doctor. I was very frustrated that we went, Because I hate eye doctors and that whole business and hate having glasses. My dad and I were picking out frames just like the day before. I stopped being able to control myself and stormed off. I saw myself third person walking on a balcony flight of stairs that you would see in a typical building in Kiev. We went home but not by my dad's jeep. By train. As we climbed on top of the train, I looked at a map of a Wisconsin park. It was a big park with a lake in it and a bridge across the lake in the form of an obtuse angle. The first part of it was straight bridge. The second part was a very intricate web of different polyhedrons and through the center were the tracks. The map showed different points around the park, mostly angle vertices of angles found in the park, such as the one on the bridge and the angle that the shore made with itself as it went around the lake. It also showed angle measurements and distances from random points around the park. Then, as I looked up from the map, I saw myself in third person again, sitting atop my train with many other people. I also noticed that there were now three tracks side by side and two more trains pulled up beside us. It was a train race. The train on the left went over the land and grass and the two trains on the right (including mine) went over the bridges and along roads. It was a longer course but it was paved. The offroad course was very short but dangerous. All our rails disappeared. The race started. Our trains went really fast and the two right ones went onto the bridges. The view switched to third person. I remember feeling that this was very fun and exciting. The offroad train tipped, fell on its side, and then vanished. The other train lost its acceleration somehow on the bridge and the caboose unhinged and stopped as the rest of the train sped on. The scenery changed to a western spot and suddenly that train appeared on my left. I saw people from that train jump off, and start pushing the train from behind and very fast. They kept up with our fast train. I had a button that made our caboose go really fast, like a turbo. I pressed it. After a while, we were still tied (with the people still running) so we called it a tie and stopped the race. All the people became mice. Our train stopped at my school. I saw myself in third person once again walking with a few friends from swimming. They don't go to my school. Then, the scenery changed to a hotel. One of thee girls had gossip about what another one of my swimmer friends did at work that was bad. I wanted really badly to know it but she wouldn't tell me. The two girls entered their room. Us three guys entered our room that was opposite theirrs. The hallway was covered in golden paint and other shades of gold and red. It was beautiful.

Missed things:
Going to eye doctor and doing things there (I had just done the same yesterday)
The Kiev style stair thing.
Go home by train
3 track side by side, train race
No train tracks
Scenery shift to Wisconsin from Ukraine
Weird map
Awesome bridge
Fallen train disappearing
Scenery change to Wild West
People pushing train very fast
Button for caboose turbo
Mice people
School turn into hotel
Swim people in my school (they go to a different school)


Today was a mundane day. I did some things, did my summer reading that is due in one day and I only started yesterday. Made up a driver's ed class. I incubated a lot and really felt the excitement. I feel good about tonight. I will drink a lot of water and I listened to SubLucid from ninja for the first time in a while. I will meditate and incubate and think of a forest while falling asleep.

I am excited for tonight!

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.

I finished swimming practice at the park district pool, but I didn't have a ride. I saw a teammate from my school and asked him for a ride home. He said no, he was in a hurry but when I exited the building he was there waiting for me. He drove me home. The neighborhood where the pool is was spaced and laid out weird.

I was locked in a house during a nuclear war. This is teh kind of house you see in a scary video game and that was also the general feel of the dream. It was a clinic. There was an obese man wearing glasses laying in a bed surrounded by nurses. One of the nurses told me he was a heroin addict and was dying. They gave him liposuction and it looked disgusting. He looked disgusting after it. Before euthanasia, they gave him a lot of heroin to make him happy and stop suffering and then killed him. Suddenly, a bomb alert alarm sounded and the nurses and I shuffled down the stairs. We went tot he basement, latched the flimsy wooden door shut and waited. Segment end.

I was on a plane in a window seat. By me sat a girl that I knew and used to like her but I cannot remember who she was. She acted weird. We arrived at the airport in Kiev, Ukraine. When we got off of the plane, a big team of security surrounded us and escorted us to the security check. They said there was a bad guy on the plane. We went through an unusual security tht consisted of squeezing through passages that were too small. Then they asked me random questions like who the last person I saw was and what I saw on the plane. I saw a sign that warned against putting your feet up on the plane seats at the risk of them putting veryheavy boots on you. I saw many kids and adults around. I was suddenly standing atop the chute out of where bags come out and onto the conveyor for pickup. Kids frommy flight were down there. They caught the bad guy. We exited the airport and were in an underground crosswalk. Everyone discussed where they wanted to go and we all parted ways.

Here Is my long dream that turnded into a lucid

It was my birthday party. People came t my house. I didn't care about most for some reason, and only cared about my best friend. Me and him found rafaela candies and went to hide them for later consumption but ended up eating them in my laundry room. We went to the bathroom He did his business and I washed my face. I don't know why but we wrestled a little and fell into the bathtub. We got out of the bathroom and it was one of my friends' houses. We played video games. One of my friends was there but he said a few mean things tome. There was another guy that was very nice to me. Everyone went on the computer except me. I played a single player spy weasel game where I had to infiltrate some place and steal something, similar to the intro of Inception. I was doing very well and People came from the computer to watch me. I got caught and hid in the shadows. The main bad guy caught me and I killed him in the game. Then, the kids disappeared and my dad and step-mom appeared. They offered to go skating and I accepted. First though, my stepmom was a little ill and she drank water with medicine in it. As she was about to drink, it turned into tonic water. We went outside and started skating on a strange road. The roller blades turned into ice skates for non ice surfaces and we started to speed skate. We skated so fast that we rose up above the clouds and were flying as we skated. The clouds became Ice and we were skating on ice now. It was breathtakingly beautiful. Pink and purple sunrise sky and up above transitioned to black from outer space. I looked back down to the ice and the surface looked like an ocean. my stepmom skated faster ahead, I couldn't keep up and my dad fell behind. I started using my hands to dig into the ice to help go faster and as I went faster I flew up higher and into space. It was cold and I saw a frozen ship fly by me. The gravity was weird and the ship could fly... I drifted back down the the ice clouds and caught up and so did my dad. I fell through the ice at a weak spot but flew up again by skating faster and wanting to fly up. Then, we decided to go down to earth so we punched the ice until wwe fell through and gently drifted down the a road I saw at the outskirts of Kiev, Ukraine. There was snow far off from the road all around but right by the snow were brilliant gold flowers that shone brighter than I have ever seen and the trees were green. Forest on either side. It was surreal and beautiful- the snow, the golden flowers, the trees. I was enjoying it a lot. We eventually reached the first city buildings and the city looked like Chicago. I guess setting change? Winter and snow were gone. I stopped under a roofed building. My parents skated on and were soon gone. Randomly, I realized I was lucid. I remember thinking that all of this was so surreal and amazing. Then, I thought "hey, I'm dreaming" in an obvious sort of way like only an idiot wouldn't know with all of this. I yelled increase lucidity but it didn't work very well. I was too excited to remember to stabilize and do all of those things. The first thing I could think of was the forest task. I closed my eyes and wanted to be in a forest when I opened them but that didn't work as I was still overcome with excitement. I looked around and saw a forest in a city park just beyond a building. I flew over the building and as I came closer, I saw that the forest had thinned. It was thinning as I flew closer. Then, as I came even closer, I saw that the forest diappeared and in its place stood a neat row of trees. Just one layer and row. Between them and around were little neat cofee shop tables and people were sitting doing their things. When they saw me, everyone got scared and ran. I kept my mind on the task and suddenly, the dream was less stable and I lost some control. I couldn't fly very well then. I persisted and flew around the trees, weaving in and out and then above the trees. I could only fly for short bursts, so I flew by boosting up a bit, and then gliding down and repeating. A woman and her two kids ran after me right under wher I just flew screaming religious things and cursing my flying as work of the devil. I didn;t care. I thought that now that the task was done, I needed something else to do. An idea popped into my mind. I said, "I want to meet my dream guide". Suddenly, a pair of clever looking triangular eyes appeared. It was surrounded by a sparkly orange mist or aura. Reminded me of the cat from alice in wonderland. I asked it if twas my spirit guide and it replied, in a very deep intriguing voice, "Perhaps" and then vanished. I flew back to the start of the row of trees and as I was flying above a low rooftop, a parkour kid started running alongside me. Then, I woke up.


I was very happy wit this dream. It made me very happy and excited, though I am not sure if it completes the lucid task that Percy gave us. The forest vanished and in its place was a row of trees... Not sure if that counts.

My day today was happy overall and I incubated a lot.
I will meditate a little bit and incubate quickly and go to sleep, as I only have 7.5 hours of sleep left before school!

I had a DILD Last night!! Yay! I had a weird night. I woke up randomly at 7, didn't do anything because I was too sleepy, woke at 8:30 with alarm clock but don't remember it, and woke at 9:30 ffeling gooood about my dreams!

I have a big segment and three little ones but I cannot remember when they all happened or how they connect because I remember only that I remembered it all after waking up the last time...I will write the 3 short ones first and then the last one.

I finished swimming practice at the park district pool, but I didn't have a ride. I saw a teammate from my school and asked him for a ride home. He said no, he was in a hurry but when I exited the building he was there waiting for me. He drove me home. The neighborhood where the pool is was spaced and laid out weird.

I was locked in a house during a nuclear war. This is teh kind of house you see in a scary video game and that was also the general feel of the dream. It was a clinic. There was an obese man wearing glasses laying in a bed surrounded by nurses. One of the nurses told me he was a heroin addict and was dying. They gave him liposuction and it looked disgusting. He looked disgusting after it. Before euthanasia, they gave him a lot of heroin to make him happy and stop suffering and then killed him. Suddenly, a bomb alert alarm sounded and the nurses and I shuffled down the stairs. We went tot he basement, latched the flimsy wooden door shut and waited. Segment end.

I was on a plane in a window seat. By me sat a girl that I knew and used to like her but I cannot remember who she was. She acted weird. We arrived at the airport in Kiev, Ukraine. When we got off of the plane, a big team of security surrounded us and escorted us to the security check. They said there was a bad guy on the plane. We went through an unusual security tht consisted of squeezing through passages that were too small. Then they asked me random questions like who the last person I saw was and what I saw on the plane. I saw a sign that warned against putting your feet up on the plane seats at the risk of them putting veryheavy boots on you. I saw many kids and adults around. I was suddenly standing atop the chute out of where bags come out and onto the conveyor for pickup. Kids frommy flight were down there. They caught the bad guy. We exited the airport and were in an underground crosswalk. Everyone discussed where they wanted to go and we all parted ways.

Here Is my long dream that turnded into a lucid

It was my birthday party. People came t my house. I didn't care about most for some reason, and only cared about my best friend. Me and him found rafaela candies and went to hide them for later consumption but ended up eating them in my laundry room. We went to the bathroom He did his business and I washed my face. I don't know why but we wrestled a little and fell into the bathtub. We got out of the bathroom and it was one of my friends' houses. We played video games. One of my friends was there but he said a few mean things tome. There was another guy that was very nice to me. Everyone went on the computer except me. I played a single player spy weasel game where I had to infiltrate some place and steal something, similar to the intro of Inception. I was doing very well and People came from the computer to watch me. I got caught and hid in the shadows. The main bad guy caught me and I killed him in the game. Then, the kids disappeared and my dad and step-mom appeared. They offered to go skating and I accepted. First though, my stepmom was a little ill and she drank water with medicine in it. As she was about to drink, it turned into tonic water. We went outside and started skating on a strange road. The roller blades turned into ice skates for non ice surfaces and we started to speed skate. We skated so fast that we rose up above the clouds and were flying as we skated. The clouds became Ice and we were skating on ice now. It was breathtakingly beautiful. Pink and purple sunrise sky and up above transitioned to black from outer space. I looked back down to the ice and the surface looked like an ocean. my stepmom skated faster ahead, I couldn't keep up and my dad fell behind. I started using my hands to dig into the ice to help go faster and as I went faster I flew up higher and into space. It was cold and I saw a frozen ship fly by me. The gravity was weird and the ship could fly... I drifted back down the the ice clouds and caught up and so did my dad. I fell through the ice at a weak spot but flew up again by skating faster and wanting to fly up. Then, we decided to go down to earth so we punched the ice until wwe fell through and gently drifted down the a road I saw at the outskirts of Kiev, Ukraine. There was snow far off from the road all around but right by the snow were brilliant gold flowers that shone brighter than I have ever seen and the trees were green. Forest on either side. It was surreal and beautiful- the snow, the golden flowers, the trees. I was enjoying it a lot. We eventually reached the first city buildings and the city looked like Chicago. I guess setting change? Winter and snow were gone. I stopped under a roofed building. My parents skated on and were soon gone. Randomly, I realized I was lucid. I remember thinking that all of this was so surreal and amazing. Then, I thought "hey, I'm dreaming" in an obvious sort of way like only an idiot wouldn't know with all of this. I yelled increase lucidity but it didn't work very well. I was too excited to remember to stabilize and do all of those things. The first thing I could think of was the forest task. I closed my eyes and wanted to be in a forest when I opened them but that didn't work as I was still overcome with excitement. I looked around and saw a forest in a city park just beyond a building. I flew over the building and as I came closer, I saw that the forest had thinned. It was thinning as I flew closer. Then, as I came even closer, I saw that the forest diappeared and in its place stood a neat row of trees. Just one layer and row. Between them and around were little neat cofee shop tables and people were sitting doing their things. When they saw me, everyone got scared and ran. I kept my mind on the task and suddenly, the dream was less stable and I lost some control. I couldn't fly very well then. I persisted and flew around the trees, weaving in and out and then above the trees. I could only fly for short bursts, so I flew by boosting up a bit, and then gliding down and repeating. A woman and her two kids ran after me right under wher I just flew screaming religious things and cursing my flying as work of the devil. I didn;t care. I thought that now that the task was done, I needed something else to do. An idea popped into my mind. I said, "I want to meet my dream guide". Suddenly, a pair of clever looking triangular eyes appeared. It was surrounded by a sparkly orange mist or aura. Reminded me of the cat from alice in wonderland. I asked it if twas my spirit guide and it replied, in a very deep intriguing voice, "Perhaps" and then vanished. I flew back to the start of the row of trees and as I was flying above a low rooftop, a parkour kid started running alongside me. Then, I woke up.


I was very happy wit this dream. It made me very happy and excited, though I am not sure if it completes the lucid task that Percy gave us. The forest vanished and in its place was a row of trees... Not sure if that counts.

My day today was happy overall and I incubated a lot.
I will meditate a little bit and incubate quickly and go to sleep, as I only have 7.5 hours of sleep left before school!

Yes. That counts as a successful task. Its hard and sometimes unfair to evaluate someone's else dream... For what you said, you viewed a forest and you flew to it. It vanished, true, but you still had a few trees left from the forest and you flew around and over, so it counts as done!

Well done!!!!

Oh my god... This is horrible. Ever since wednesday happened and sschool started, I have zero dream recall and witht he starttup of school, it's not onotonous enough to incubate all the time and remember to do so so I am pretty much in a rut right now... I meditate before bed, though

Today was a bad start and a good end to the day. I started by giong to a tall boats thing and we took a boat ride. My father and I started arguing and he accused me of ruining his day and the day was ruined for a while. Then, I went with my step dad and step bro to the same place, they were going to go anyways so I joined. We had fun. Then I went to a carnival and saw my friend perform, though with some mistakes...

I was going to think about lucid dreaming all day today, but the morning crap made me forget all about it. I am listening to sublucid hoping to get my recall back up a bit.

Aaah so scary not doing this everyday anymore. Here are a few excerpts over the last week. :'( Week, not day :'(

I had a false awakening. My stepdad was waking me up around eight or nine o'clock. I was laying in bed. I saw him open his bedroom door, rush to the front door and I heeard him leave.

I got surprise presents in my living room. it was a shoebox. I open it and out comes a baby alligator that walks like a person and was as big as a mouse. I played with him for a while.

I was driving, hurrying. It was just after sunset.

The sweets in our house were hidden in the oven.

I was stretching someones necklike a chiropractor. Left, right, up down. I pulled it out accedentally, out of body. I put it back in. (The neck)

I was in a dark building and it was a house I know in Chicago. I went down the steps, it became painfully obvious that it was a dream, I said it to myself and then I rubbed my hands together and spun, but I think I turned over in my bed because It didn't feel right (The spinning). I was chasing suoeione prior to this. I leapt downt he steps and tried to fly after them, it didn't work. The dream ended. I wasnt sure if this one was a lucid or a false lucid.

My past week has been hectic, with it being the second week of school. I have still been getting used to everything and my recall still sucks. I started incubating more over the past few days to make up for not incubating at all the past week. I have also been sleep deprived mostly so that is hurting recall too.

I have not been meditating and haven't waken up at night. I will meditate today before bed.

Aaah so scary not doing this everyday anymore. Here are a few excerpts over the last week. :'( Week, not day :'(

I had a false awakening. My stepdad was waking me up around eight or nine o'clock. I was laying in bed. I saw him open his bedroom door, rush to the front door and I heeard him leave.

I got surprise presents in my living room. it was a shoebox. I open it and out comes a baby alligator that walks like a person and was as big as a mouse. I played with him for a while.

I was driving, hurrying. It was just after sunset.

The sweets in our house were hidden in the oven.

I was stretching someones necklike a chiropractor. Left, right, up down. I pulled it out accedentally, out of body. I put it back in. (The neck)

I was in a dark building and it was a house I know in Chicago. I went down the steps, it became painfully obvious that it was a dream, I said it to myself and then I rubbed my hands together and spun, but I think I turned over in my bed because It didn't feel right (The spinning). I was chasing suoeione prior to this. I leapt downt he steps and tried to fly after them, it didn't work. The dream ended. I wasnt sure if this one was a lucid or a false lucid.

My past week has been hectic, with it being the second week of school. I have still been getting used to everything and my recall still sucks. I started incubating more over the past few days to make up for not incubating at all the past week. I have also been sleep deprived mostly so that is hurting recall too.

I have not been meditating and haven't waken up at night. I will meditate today before bed.

It has been an honor posting here and letting you all read my dream explorations, works, attempts, and SUCESSES! Thank you all.