Alright, I re-read all of the tutorials, and even the supplemental reading. The one thing I liked so much was http://www.dreamviews.com/f14/infini...reaming-46571/
Specifically because it addressed the fact of stabilizing dreams, which I had a major problem with. I felt if I did anything out of the ordinary, I would lose the dream. So I tried to create my own universe. I wrote about a page before I went to sleep on what I wanted my dream to be about (Sadly NOTHING carried over into my dream) But that must've done something right, as I remember 2 dreams from last night, ONE BEING LUCID!. Here's my two dreams (One when I went to sleep, the other after a WBTB attempt)
I had a very positive experience with an ex girlfriend in my dreams. We met in my grandparents basement...We hugged once, kissed once, talked for a little while, and then layed out in the grass and just chatted. Then we got in her car and she drove me around for a while. As she was driving around right before the dream ended she was trying to flirt with me. I was telling her I was in no place for a relationship (It's the truth) And that I if I could have a relationship at the time there was another girl I liked...And I started describing that girl. Thats when the dream ended. (Lucidity Scale - 2/5. I knew I was dreaming because I haven't seen this girl in 3 years. It's very odd for me because the relationship itself was great, but the breakup was a disaster. I hated her for a long time, despite not talking to her. After about a year though I figured it'd be best to just forget it all. At the moment I have no feelings for her (Hatred or love). Something else that was weird was after waking up I felt that it was a very positive experience, before even trying to judge it. Also, the basement of the house we were in is no longer occupied by my grandparents. They passed away about 6 years ago (Grandmother) And 9 years ago (Grandfather)
I also faintly remember another dream setting in which my younger cousin (He's 12) Was abused by someone drunk. Physical abuse. His parents are going through a divorce at the moment, and he stays with his mother.
I remember being inside a general store and seeing my whole family there. I really hate this right now, I said to myself, because my dad is here. My parents split up when I was 15, and I never liked my dad after that. Then I realized...There's no way my mom would even go near him...And I didn't even do a RC. I just felt the nature of the dream. Somehow, I KNEW it was a dream just by the feel of it. Even though the only thing odd in this situation was my father was talking to my mother....I still felt it. I can't remember much of what I did, other than running around a walmart, trying to fly (Failed, but I got about 15 feet off the ground before falling) Then someone started chasing me and some of my friends so we started running. The amazing thing is I was VERY emotional (Fear someone would catch me) And the dream didn't destabilize! I was even running my heart out from something I didn't even see! Even though I was afraid and running hard, I still understood it was a dream. After we got away (Me and a few of my friends) We talked about what was chasing us....One friend said it was Westboro Baptist Church! HAH! And then the dream ended (Not because it destabilized, probably because I overslept!)
Lucidity scale for this dream - 3/5. There were some points at which I tried to follow my own goals, but I still tried to follow the plot. I didn't even think of a lot of the things I wanted to do, other than fly. Also, it seems this dream lasted a lot longer than I can remember. I believe I was lucid for a much, much longer time (It really feels like it was 2-3 hours in dream time)
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