Jogui's MILD-1 Workbook

[JOGUI22]

First Workbook of the spanish guy in DV. Thank you for the opportunity, percy!

[JOGUI22]

20-01-2011 Noon. This night, i went to bed very later and I was tired all the day... so in some classes of the High School, I was drowsy (semi-sleep), but awake, and very slowly, while the dream comes to me while I was awake, like if i was hypnotized, i start to dream (but i was awake). The thing is that when i have started to see something (not lucid, just MODE ZOMBIE ON x'D) suddenly, all my vision was a screen of an analogic TV, without signal (all this pixels of white and grey and black, like brackground image in the 90', with a silhouette of a man, at the right ( it occupied 1 / 4 part of the screen, only the head and neck ), and i think that it was Kennedy, lol. This only last an instant, 0,5 seconds, like a subliminal fotogram. I really wake up faster, without more sleep in my mind, very awake. NOTE: All this strange situation last aprox 10 seconds, I didn't fall sleep. (5 Hours to go to bed)

[PercyLucid]

Mmmm that sounds very interesting. We need to talk in detail about that, as it might be something different... (but good) Also, please, keep me posted with your thoughts and focus before going to bed, and dream recall (even if none)

[JOGUI22]

Night 21 - 01 - 2011 I was so nervous, today, 21 - 01, friday, I had a major exam, long and tiring, and i spent the whole night studing and focusing in it ( sorry Percy, i need it for try to approve u_u). But well, I turned off the TV and i went to the bed while i was studing... I know that it was very poor practice of your class, but today, the test went very well Note: I had bad recall, but i can remember a fragment of a dream. See the DJ: Preparing for the nuclear apocalypse - Dream Journals - Dreamviews Lucid Dreaming Community & Resource

[JOGUI22]

Night 21 - 01 - 2011 This night, I went to sleep very late, but in the last hour, i read a lot about LD, without TV. I was happy because it is weekend :3 But I've a problem Percy, in the last weeks, when i went to bed, I immediately fall sleep, without time to repeat manta or think in LD... Today I had a strange hurting dream, see de DJ: Cuted by a stupid boy. - Dream Journals - Dreamviews Lucid Dreaming Community & Resource

[PercyLucid]

Well, studying for tests is more important No problem. If you fall asleep, you can use that in your advantage... You will know why on Monday on next class!

[JOGUI22]

Night 22 - 01 - 2011 This Night i went to sleep very late, but very optimist and focused on LD. In catalan, my mantra is "Tindré un somni lucid perque m'adonaré conta de que estic somiant", in english, is something like "I will have a LD because I will realize that I'm dreaming". I fall asleep very fast, but I repetaed the mantra for 5 minutes. The results without LD, but a night with good recall and curious dreams. DREAM: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/jogu...mall-fa-12144/

[PercyLucid]

LOL That is funny that you wrote it in Catalan I guess is because I am fluent on it as well xD Use this one "Aquesta nit tindré un somni lucid o o molt ràpid" (I will lucid dream tonight or very soon) This is a golden mantra Tomorrow I will explain why.

[JOGUI22]

Night 23 - 01- 10 Normal day, trying to focus in LD, but when i'm awake, I think that is hard for me to stay focusing in hte morning and in the afternoon... Before went to sleep, I do a very hard focus with mantra. Today i wake up without recall, oh shit. x'D

[JOGUI22]

Night 24 - 01- 10 The entire day with the mantra, a little sad thinking that i won't be on the class, like every week, but happy for the future logchat... Today, I wake up with a lot of dreams flying in my head, but with null recall, te same again, shit... Percy, i don't know why, but since i start 2011 school, i'm having the worst recall for years....

[JOGUI22]

Night 25 - 01 - 11 I felt relaxed and then I started to do some mantra with your chest tip. I've 2 dreams (better recall yeah ^^): Beating up a bully and a new bus (Frag) - Dream Journals - Dreamviews Lucid Dreaming Community & Resource Day 26 -01 - 11 All the free time in bus / school, I had spent with visualziation ( My chemical Romance concert, starting the song " Bulletproof Heart ", and when i have come back to home, y listen it a loot of times ^^ ) Hopefully tonight will I be lucky

[PercyLucid]

Yeah! You will have you lucid dream tonight or very very soon!!! Keep visualizing and using the chest tech and you will dream it in no time!

[JOGUI22]

NIGHT 26 - 01- 11 More of your chest tip, with mantra exercices and some visualizations. Day 27 - 01- 11 I feel a little disappointed, because I haven't the MILD dream, but I recalled 1-2 sex vivid dreams ( hell yeah x'D) and 2-3 frags... Well, I will keep trying ^^

[JOGUI22]

NIGHT 27 - 01- 11 I was exhausted, but I try some visualizations... I fell sleep very fast. Day 28 - 01- 11 I woke up very sweaty, I only recall that the dream was about crysis ( yes, I play yesterday ) and nothing more. I'm starting to think that I've serious problems with my recall ... :S

[PercyLucid]

Recall will improve about time. Try to write down at least feelings or even one word, is better than nothing. How did you feel when awoke? How are you visualizations and such going?

[JOGUI22]

My visualizations are good, it is hard to imaginate the enviroment, but i can. I think that the worst part is when in the visualization is when I've to become lucid, It's hard to imagine this special moment. When i wake up in the morning, I'm tired and little sad thinking on going to school very early every day... In a day, i visualize aprox 5 times, it can be few times?

[JOGUI22]

Night 28 - 01 - 11 The same as yesterday, intense visualizations but i felt sleep u.u (Total of 5 visualizations) Day 29 - 01 - 11 I woke up very sweaty twice ( like yesterday ), but this time with a frag of a dream. No LD. The dream: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/jogu...wn-frag-12533/

[JOGUI22]

This is my last post about how i incubate dreams, after, I'm going to post my meditation and WBTB. Day 30 - 01 - 11 I incubate like every day 5-6 times, but it's hard to be focusing on the dream and becaming lucid. Night 30 - 01 - 11 Perfect Chest trick and focus! Day 31 - 01 - 11 Two good recalled dreams and today i was doing more good visualizations than every day... This night i will try the WBTB and tomorrow, I will start with the meditations ( I philosophize in the bus and in some boring moments, but the meditation is new for me ) I am impatient to dream about the concert of My Chemical Romance ^^

[JOGUI22]

Day 30 - 01 - 11 Yeah yeah yeah! This night, i've two loooong and good recalled dreams. but there's one thing more awesome... a semi WBTB in the first day! I woke up in the night, with 5 hours of sleep... I remember the log of the 3th class and i do all you teach, Percy. First of all, I opened the light and remember the whole dream (and it was one beautiful ), then, i went to the toilet and continue focusing my thoughts in my last dream... When i returned to bed, I was with the eyes open remembering all the dream once more, and then, I close it and I was sleeping... I was continuing my last dream, from the time that ended! But unfortunately i don't remember anything more, and it wasn't LD.... Shit x'D Percy, I think that it was a WBTB, but i dont know who to get ludic when i'm IN the dream. The dreams: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/jogu...-friend-12688/

[JOGUI22]

EDIT: the day of the upper post is 01-02-2011, not 30 - 01 - 2011 Day 02 - 02 - 2011 Today i haven't recalled any dream, just a melody... I remember starting a dream, with the intro of the song "Bulletproof heart", the song of my concert in my visualizations, for complete the MILD. I remember hearing.. Gravity... Don't means to much to me.. I'm who I've got to be.... And my mother wake me up, it was time to go to school... SHIT! So close! x'D

[PercyLucid]

Oh man!!! That last one was so close!!!!!!!! Darn school!!!! Good wbtb by the way

[JOGUI22]

Everyday i do the visualizations of the concert and in the night, chest tip and mantra... I don't know why, but i dont have lucid dreams or vivid dreams... It's so strange, I do all the things without results... jaja x'D

[PercyLucid]

Do not say that!!! Unconsciously, you are focusing that you cannot LD. You are saying it too many times. You are asking your subconscious and the universe you do not want to LD. You will have a LD! Do not stress!

[JOGUI22]

Now, i'm not obsesionet with LD, I think that is better... This week I've bad recall, but yesterday I did and non-lucid wbtb.. It's something ... x'D