feist303's dream control journal

[acidlife]

Assignment one : my dreamscape. For the most part my dreams will resemble real life stuff. I often dream about being in school. Sometimes elements from tv shows and other fantasy stuff will pop up, usually when i watch something right before bed... So most of the time my dreams will be influenced by what happened that day. I also tend to dream alot about the places and people i grew up with. My elementary school and the skatepark next to it, where i spend alot of time growing up, are locations that frequent my dreams. I also dream alot more of being in my old house, instead of my new house where i've been living for almost three years now. The same goes for people, i dream alot about people who i haven't seen for ages! Classmates from elementary school or high school are much more common then classmates from college. And then there's also the DC's who i have never seen before, but are my friends in the dreams... Assignment two : schema's Schema's are like a set of rules that apply to a certain universe. For example, say you dream about fighting Goku, it will be normal to do crazy fighting moves, like throwing energyballs and doing superfast punches! Say you dream about being in a barfight, then it wouldn't be normal to throw energy balls, instead you would be throwing beer bottles! So knowing this you can use these schema's to practice dream control. For example, if one isn't able to teleport, one could use a magic wand to create a portal!

[acidlife]

27-05-10 Slept 6:35 hours woke natural after 2:30 hours (no recall) Stayed up for 2:30 hours woke natural after 3:45 hours (dreams 1) woke natural after 6:35 hours (dreams 2-9) Lost on the big screen! I'm in a huge cinema with my family, watching Lost! My parents, my dad's parents and my brother are with me! On the screen it mainly revolves around Hurley, but there are many other characters involved. There's this cabin/house in the jungle, and Hurley somehow has to save the day, but each time he fails and everything resets and so he gets to try again... I remember him meeting with Claire, Charley, Kate and Sawyer outside the cabin in the jungle, and discusing what needs to be done. Then he enters the cabin again, armed with a handgun. A shootout takes place, can't recall with who, but before he puts down his rivals, he runs out of bullets and realises he fails again. Then one of his rivals is coming at em, suddenly one of my teachers from high school (the nerdy one with the glasses) busts through a window. His rival immediatly runs over and stabs him to death with a fork... Later we are leaving the cinema, and we've came with two car. My dad drives my grandmother and my brother. I drive my mom and grandfather. As we take of the parking i lead the way, and i'm doing something wich causes me to drive handsfree. Everything goes faster then i expected and before i know it i have to grab the wheel and steer us to safety... I swarm over the road, and am forced to drive the wrong way... I want to turn the car around, but silly me does it before a turn in the road, so now i'm driving on the side of the road. I take the entire turn on the side of the road so i could see the cars come from both ways. Then my grandfather starts squeezing me in my side and in my knee, i push him away but he doesn't want to let go. I stop the car and call my dad, he's gonna have to take my grandfather, i don't want him in my car anymore. As were waiting an unkown woman and her child pass us by, we know em and they were also in the cinema. I ask the kid what he thinks of the movie. He says something like "Those mutual dreams are crazy". He didn't use mutual, but a weird word that sounds like it. I think to myself that my grandfather must think we're crazy with all of our dreamstuff... Mario meets Ratchet & Clank I was Mario again, inside a 3D videogame. I remember platforming over these beautifully colored world. Then i was in some sort of futuristic room, and i found a big black gun, the gun was really huge, looked like it came from a Ratchet and Clank videogame! Fugitive I'm on the run in my hometown. I come to my house and i get spotted by a black car... I climb over the fence of my old house, and realise that now i can't take shelter here... So i keep running through people's yards and climbing fence's... Murdered the sister Third person dream. Some guy is in a big villa, it isn't his house. He has just murdered a young girl, and now he's doing something on the balcony? Then the brother of the girl comes home, and finds the body. He goes outside, but the killer fly's away i think? Sleeping bulls! Third person dream takin place in a foreign country, sunny and sandy. It may have been Spain i guess. There's this big arena, filled with sleeping bulls, maybe 30 of em... Then there's these cages with prisoners in em, while the bulls are still asleep they force the prisoners out of the cage's and into the arena... A woman arrives, she's the wife of one of the prisoners, and she's very shocked and scared to see her husband in the arena... Parachuting, fast descent. Third person dream. There's a girl on a plane, she's done something wrong i think and now she needs to get of the plane. She grabs a parachute and jumps out of the plane from an amazing height! The parachute doesn't work properly, and only unfolds partly... Now she is descending very fast, it's dangerous but i think she should survive the landing... Boardgame : wargames I'm in an unkown house, it's big and fance, with my friend D. We're playing some sort of big boardgame on this huge table. We're starting a new match and have to divide our soldiers again. There's white and green one's, and i think we are gonna change soldiers and side... The covenant of evil wizards I'm in this faction of evil wizards. We're in some woods, sitting around a table. I think a traitor just got killed of. I don't think we really want to be part of this faction, but we're afraid of our leader, wich is an extremely powerfull and evil wizard. Then one of us has made a mistake and our leaders orders him to take his own life. He doesn't do it and he unleashes some sort of spell on us. Everyone skins starts to burn or something, and we're all screaming from pain. Alot of us just fall down and suffer the pain, i manage to run and jump down a big ditch. Then the guy who unleashed this comes my way, and also jumps into the ditch. The spell is still active and now that he's close to me i start suffering again. He quickly talks to me, he's my friend and says he's sorry and hopes we will meet again someday, then he runs of into the fields... False Dj'ing I remember typing out the last dream on my macbook...

[acidlife]

28-05-10 Slept 7 hours woke unnatural after 4:45 hours (no recall) woke natural after 7 hours (dream 1) Smokers I'm in my old house, with my friends J and G i think. We're sitting around the table, each smoking a joint, we pass em along. After a while we're in the yard, and a bunch of friends who we don't usually hang out with have joined us. We're still smoking, and talking about a party later tonight in town, Kr says there's gonna be 5 female DJ's playing. On of em is Ka, a girl from my hometown...

[acidlife]

29-05-10 RC's : 25 + awakenings woke natural after 50 minutes (dreams 1) woke natural after 1:15 hours (dreams 2) woke natural after 2:45 hours (dreams 3) woke natural after 3:15 hours (dreams 4-6) took me 60min to fall asleep again woke natural after 4:15 hours (dreams 7-9) woke natural after 5:15 hours (dreams 10-13) took me 30min to fall asleep again woke natural after 6:45 hours (dreams 14) The hypnopompic spider I wake up a little but i'm to drowsy to realise it, in the darkness i see the shape of a huge spider crawling over my ceilling, wich causes me to wake up properly. Forgotten dream notes say : spend in spider house, in a room codgqers CELL forums Someone commented on a post of mine on the CELL forums This lucid obssession I'm at a gig, one of my best friends, E, is playing with a new band of his. I'm sitting in a couch, reading a book on LD'ing, it was a pretty cool book with trippy pictures, and Moonbeam wrote it. While i was reading the band was playing, the song ended, and everybody clapped their hands while i was reading. I snapped out of it and clapped my hands to, but everyone had already done clapping by the time i did. My friend E then commented, and said through the mic that i had chosen that song. I reply that he should play a song from "The heat" (his RL band). Then he steps behind a discobar and apparently he's now DJ'ing... Locke's fishy RC (Lost) Third person dream playing itself in my hometown, close to the laundry store. John Locke had set up an aquarium at the side of the street, inside was a big goldfish, about the size of a kitten. He was then explaining how he had developed this RC, and he RC'd whenever he was out of the water, or something like that! The DEILD room is for couples. There's this house, with lotsof people staying over in different room. One room contains the DEILD papers, and it's suited for couples. Another room contains the MILD papers, and it's suited for singles. People are then trading rooms, so that they can sleep together in the DEILD room. I remember they were moving over their stuff, alot of books. One of the books was a hardcover collection of comic books. I want my yellow balls. I'm at a crowded place, i believe it could be the soccer field in my hometown, but there was an event going on. I remember talking to W, a classmate from elementary school who i never liked. I had placed an order of yellow balls with him? Then i just hanged around, and i remember talking to my friend K, i shook his hand. Later i run into W again, and he has these small yellow bounce balls, with two handels on top of em. I ask for mine and want to take a ball or two out of his bag. He pulls the bag away and makes the stupid face he always makes when he's irritated... FA with M I wake up in my room, next to my friend M. I take my phone, it's already noon, we really should get out of bed. She then gets in closer to me and pushes me out of the bed, now i'm on the floor with the covers... VW golf part 1 : Epic car crash I'm sitting in the back of an old black VW golf. I look outside the back window and i see M coming up, she's wearing a short black skirt, a grey top, and also a pair of weird black gothic gloves wich go up to her elbows, they're open on one side, like you can tie them with some shoelaces. I also couldn't help but noticing how big her breasts were in that top. She really looked smoking! She enters the car and i move so she can join me in the back. Now i'm sitting behind C, who is M's brother. I tell him to move his seat so i have some more space for my knee's. Then we take of, i can't remember who was driving. We're all drunk and i notice how the driver is speeding. I see a tight S-turn incoming, and i start thinking that it wasn't such a good idea to let the unkown driver do the driving. Ofcourse as i think this we crash, i see an electric pole coming in fast, but luckely we dodge it and go into the corn fields. I think to myself we'll be ok. Then the car goes airborn and we do a flip, we land on the wheels again, but then bounce back in the air, towards a house. The car's spinning 360 degrees as we head into the house. As the house gets closer, i tell everyone to brace themselves. I realise i'm dreaming, and then we crash with our rear into the house. We bounce back of and before we can hit the ground again i have an FA. I don't catch it and i take notes in my phone... Looking for a parking spot. I remember driving through a small unkown village, and looking for a parking spot in the center of it... Old house, behind the desktop I'm in my old house, sitting behind the desktop pc. My dad is doing something for me, can't recall what. My brother is laying in the couch behind me. I turn around to check on him, and the couch is standing only 2 meters behind me. Weird, the distance should normally be at least twice that much... VW golf part 2 : M doesn't want us to get lucid. Again i'm sitting in the car with C and his sister M, she's still wearing the same smoking outfit. We're standing still in some woods. I'm sitting in the passengers seat, C in the drivers seat, with M on his lap. I'm showing them something on my phone. It's like some sort of postcard. A picture of the rear of a VW 2pk car, with some text written on it. Then i get a message from my friend T, asking if we come over to the raveparty. So we take of, as we're driving i get lucid. C is talking to me, i can't recall about what. I reply that it doesn't matter, it's just a dream! And i laugh pretty hard. C and M just stare in front of them, they don't reply. I poke C and still he doesn't reply. M lifts her finger to her mouth and says "Shhhhtt" without looking at me... Then i have another FA. This time i wake in a room, and there's 2 other guys sleeping there. We're having some sort of race to have the most LD's... Lucid with Sayhid (Lost) It all starts of third person. Jack and Kate are walking in some sort of dessert with canyons. They come to one of the others, he's doing something with a bucket filled with yellow-ish water. He's friendly at first, but when Jack and Kate want to take some water he get's angry. I've seen this scene before and i know he's gonna hurt em. He doesn't do it and Jack and Kate walk on. I remember thinking then that he's gonna attack em when they return... The scene shifts to Sayhid, he's also in the dessert, walking with a fat blond girl. I remember thinking that she looked alot fatter in this scene then in one of the previous scenes? Then the scene shifts to an office. Jack and Sayhid are discussing something, and the girl who was with Sayhid has now been kidnapped. Sayhid confesses to a murder then, and Jack forces Sayhid to sign some sort of contract. Sayhid then says he really needs to go to his country, to pay for his sins... Then the scene shifts again, i'm now walking with Sayhid at some border, we're three country's come together? We're walking a trail surrounded by iron fences, it's night and it's very dark. There's three people sitting in the middle of the trail, 2 boys and 1 girl. We walk passed em, but one of em grabs me by my leg and i fall and get lucid. I'm carying a big bottle, i knock out the guy, and then i immediatly hit the other guy in the head to, but he didn't do anything wrong. I then crawl up on the girl, the dream fades away, but then comes back. Now i'm standing in a somewhat similar scene, except it's daylight now, and i can clearly see we are in a park. I see Sayhid a distance away from me, standing in a grass field. I run over to him, while thinking that this is a long LD, and that i can keep this up... As i run over i wave at him with my bottle. Then everything goes black but i can still see the afterimage of my arm waving the bottle. I'm then convinced that i waved the bottle IRL, and that doing this in front of my eyelids woke me up. I'm sitting in a cafetaria with an old man. He wants a bottle of cola and asks me to check the menu for the price. I do so and tell him it's 2 coupons... MM notes I was taking notes in my DJ at MM. I triple posted the notes, and someone commented on it with a questionmark!

[acidlife]

30-05-10 RC's : 41 + awakenings woke natural after 7 hours (dreams 1-7) took me 30min to fall asleep again woke natural after 9:45 hours (dreams 8 ) School : porn and tetris I'm sitting in a classroom with some classmate from highschool. We're all sitting behind computers. R is sitting next to me, he leaves and i quickly open some porn on his pc. He then comes back and makes a scene out of it, the teacher suspects me but i don't know anything. Later we're all playing tetris, and it's D's turn. The block's are almot filled to the top, and it looks like he's gonna lose. But he gets real lucky and everything that falls fits... school : headphones School's out but we're still in class. Me and L are both putting on our headphones and start talking about em. Mine have small fragile hearpieces wich fit in the ears, but a long chord. L's has big earpieces wich cover her ears, and a small chord. I remember listening to Channel Zero and thinking how powerfull it sounded. I also remember looking in a mirror, i had my headphone on and i think i still had my dreadlocks. Wich is about 9 years ago IRL... school : test I've just finished a test in class and i'm about to leave. My teacher is an asian guy, and except for me there's still one student doing his test in the classroom. I walk up and give my map to the teacher. He asks for something else, a piece of paper, i open the map and show him that it's inside... school : sleeping pills A teacher gives a bliser with a few sleeping pills to one of the students in class. The students says thanks, i really wanted to know wich pills you had. But to his surprise he can keep the pills... post-apocalyptic world? I'm walking with my friends J and L through a big dark hangar. Eventually we get outside, J and L both climb the hangar to get something from the roof. I think it's a bad idea and that only one of em should've climbed, because the roof is very crappy. Later i remember we were walking through some sort of huge scrapyard, climbing over wreckage's or something... Bath tub I'm sitting in a bath tub with my ex-gf A, we're just having fun and joking around... And we're skipping school! S at my front door I'm coming home, getting ready to enter the house. Then i see my friend S walk by across the street. She's with a group of people, but she quickly comes over to say hello and give me a kiss! Smokers I'm sitting at T's house, the house is differently setup as it is IRL. I remember there was this case with old gameboy games, he had some Donkey Kong games wich i didn't have. Later we're sitting outside, smoking some pot. We're at some sort of courtyard surrounded by big buildings, like some sort of institute. M has joined us, he digs up a very large paper and he starts rolling a huge joint! I laugh at it, typical for M. There's also some chiro girls in short skirts walking across the courtyard, i say we should go overthere...

[JesterKK]

that's a lot of dreams. I tend to remember fragments more than whole scenarios. Do you think they are completely seperate dreams or that you just dont remember how some of them are connected?

[acidlife]

It may not seem like that with the school theme from last night, but they're all different dreams! If i set my mind to it i can even come up with the order in wich i dreamed them! I used to do that but i don't take the effort anymore, writing em down takes up enough time as it is! I also have nights were i'll wake up alot, normally i can already recall some good dreams after only 3 hours of sleep!

[acidlife]

31-05-10 RC's = 24 + awakenings Slept 6 hours woke natural after 2:45 hours (dreams 1) took me 30min to go fall asleep again woke natural after 4:45 hours (dreams 2-3) took me 1:15 hours to fall asleep again woke natural after 6:00 hours (dreams 4-10) tried going back to sleep, wasted 2 hours laying in bed :s Driving my armored ambulance. I'm in front of a hospital, sitting in the drivers seat of an ambulance. My dad gets loaded in the back on a bed, together with a docter. And my mom joins me in the front and we start driving. Then i'm driving on the parking of a festival, i drive past some friends of mine. By now i'm already lucid, my mom isn't sitting next to me anymore. And the ambulance is now some sort of armored vehicle. I try to find my way of the parking but i drive in circles. Eventually i get to an exit, the guards make me wait a minute before letting me leave. Now i'm driving over some sort of carnival, i remember driving the vehicle inside a big truck... Bad things Something bad has happened, i don't know what, but i'm stressed out and fucked up. I'm in my old house, in the hallway in front of my dad's room. Apparently the hallway is now a toilet... I'm standing over the toilet, and i close the door to my dad's room so he can't see me. I take a gram of cocaine out of my pocket, and some weed to. I open the bag of cocaine and start crushing me a little bit, with the intent of fixing myself a line. I haven't stopped crushing yet and i realise what i'm doing. I shouldn't be doing this. I close the bag and put it in my pocket. The cocaine that got out of the bag i just flush down the toilet in a hurry. Then my friend F enters from the attic door. He asks me if i can change him some money, but i can't. I go to my room, i have some blisters with sleeping / calming pills, i take one to calm me down. Then i want to call my friend F so he can buy the cocaine back from me, i don't want it. I notice how my room is such a mess, i clean up a little, but not much. I think to myself that it's ok, F's house is always messy when i come over, so i just call him... King of the sea! This dream's pretty long and unfortunatly i've lost alot of it... I'm the captain of a huge pirate ship! I remember crawling over these cliffs, i had to make my way back to my ship. The sea was incredibly wild, it also had borders, i guess i was already in T's living room somehow. It was like the sea was a hallway, with cliffs at the side of it, and i'm crawling over them. Sometime later i find some sort of glitch, wich i can somehow control, it was like pushing a button, except there was no material button, but it felt like that... There's these whales (the free willy black & white kind) jumping above the water. So when i pushed the button they would start going slowmotion and doing impossible spins and flip. Accompanied by some trippy green glowing light trails... I could rewind, pause, and fastforward this sequence... I played around with this for a while, watching the whales dance over the stormy sea! Then i got back in the water, two people were with me, i believe one of em was Sawyer from Lost. We make my way through the wild waters to my huge ship. There's this platform in front of it, with nothing on it, and my huge ship behind it. I crawl on it. The two people stay in the water and start catching treasure for me. I will the ship to move towars the treasure's from my platform. They're these floating barrels filled with diamonds and money! The money was from some unkown current... Sometimes we would run into Euro's, i would let Sawyer keep these for his troubles, they were of no value to me.... Then i wanted to shut my ship down, and to do this i had to do some sort of run, and shut down stuff on the way, but there was this robot computer working against me. If the ship gets shut down, so will he... I was in my friend T's living room, the living room was the sea with the huge ship on it, and at the same time it was the control room for my ship... So i got of my ship and walked through the living room and made a run of doing stuff in order to shut everything down. I know i did the first run, but because i did it twice i can't remember the details of the it. I know that the robot sabotaged me and forced me to start over. So i did that, after a while i had gone through half of my second run and i was almost at the end of the living room. I can't remember what the first part of it involved. Then there was this control post setup, shaped in a circle, and the robot was in the middle of it. The robot was a chair, with a robot on it, but they were one. He was there to operate this control post. I started operating the controls, and the robot wheeled around and started doing his thing. I knew what he was doing because he had done it to me on the first run. I then countercontrolled and managed to shut down the robot. Then i was back at the cliffs where i remember starting out, in the back of T's living room. There was this lamp hanging from the ceiling, over the cliffs, i had to turn it of. There was a closet with a drawer, wich were the controls for the lamp. I focused on it with Telekinesis but i couldn't turn it of, i was irritated because i couldn't pull it of. I walk over to the drawer and open it and start operating. As then it hits me, i've been lucid for a wile, and i'm doing the same thing twice, just wasting time... I turn around and stabilize by rubbing in my hand. I've lost focus and track of my ship wich is in the beginning of the room, the living room part. I want to go over the dream because i know it's been a long one! I don't do it in fear of this waking me up. I try to do telekinesis on something big, but i can't recall what anymore. It doesn't work. There's this closet with a plant in a small bucket on it. I try to lift it but i can't. Then i try to move it towards me, this works, slowly the plant moves towards the edge untill it goes down. I try to keep it in the air but can't, instead i slowly let it go to the ground. I put it down safely on the ground with my mind. After it's on the ground, i notice how much strain this has put on my body, i was really stressing out my body and mind to move it! I look over to the dinning table, there's a candle on it, in the shape of an angel! I pick it up and i want to place it in the air. Just put it there and keep it there with my mind. I reach out in front of me and let go, the candle falls fast and hits the ground. I get the idea of praying, i fold my hands and start asking for the angels to show me something? I get lifted in the air by an invisible force, i have no control over it. As i reach the ceiling i yell "Stop! Put me down again, i don't want to!" Slowly it sets me back on the ground. I'm a bit freaked out by all of this and i think i woke then... Don't take us apart... I'm sitting in a room, with my girlfriend (a random dc). I'm leaving, i don't know where to, but i'll be gone for a long time, a couple of years... We're breaking up because of this, we know our love won't last when we'll be seperated for this long... My girlfriend has written me a goodbye letter. It's written in pink ink and it has drawings. I take it and want to read it, but then i notice it are multiple pages... At the top it says : To my love, to my best friend! I tell her i'm sorry that i can't read it now, i have to leave. We both start crying in eachothers arms... Naked in a motel I'm in a room, i guess it's a motel room. I'm sitting in a couch, naked, watching tv. The windows wide open and it's night. I hear female voices coming from outside, they are lost. I hear one of em say that they're in luck, because my window is open and they see light coming out of it. Immediately after that i hear someone knocking on the window. I get up and go in front of the window, naked. I see nobody in the darkness and i yell. I realise i'm naked and i cover my private parts with my hands. "Sigh." I close the window and the drapes and get back in my couch... Just thoughts... I have no visuals of this dream, just thoughts... It was weekend, and i remember thinking that all of my friends are at a music festival, i wish i was there with them. I'm not sure but i think my friend K was with me in this dream... Lucid in the yard I remember being in the yard of my old house, lucid. I remember taking of to fly... I don't know what came before or after... Hold your horses! I'm on a parking, in front of a big building. My friend R leaves it as i enter. We say hello but i can tell by the look on her face that somethings wrong. I turn around and ask her if she's ok. She smilles, i can tell by her smille that she is ok! I'm lucid now. R is standing by her car, a black bmw. I walk over and already start unzipping my pants, and unloading my goods. By the time i reach her, her boyfriend calls out to her from a distance. I put the birdy back in it's cage and i pretend that i'm into her car. I walk around it and inspect it. I think about flying over to the bf and kicking his ass. I don't do it because i know that IRL he'd kick my ass, he's almost twice as big as me. I walk around her car, and look at it from all sides. Then a group of 4 guys yell out to me from the other side of the parking... I lose the dream... Carnivale suicide Third person dream inspired by the show Carnivale. It takes place in the dust bowl era. The carnivale has left. There's this blond girl who returns here, she see's that the carnivale has left without her, so she hangs herself... A bit later the entire carnivale returns, they were only gonne for a little while... Dark industrie I'm in an industrial area, it's night and it's very dark. I come across a car, standing in front of the gates of a factory. I realise it's the blonde's car, the one who commited suicide from my previous dream. I see an ambulance drive past it and entering the gates... I walk over to the side of the factory, towards the guard. I know the guard, we hate eachother, and are always messing with eachother. I start talking to him, and i tell him i'm serious this time! That i've found the dead girls car and that we should check it out! My intent is to trap him, to lure him away and kill him! He tells me it's a crappy car, and that it ain't worth it! It was a crappy car, but i tell him it's a fancy car, and that there may be some valuable stuff inside it! He takes the bait and walks with me. We see the car from a distance, he tells me it's crap! I see a VW pk2 car, apparently it's mine. I tell him it's a better car then mine! We inspect the car but i conclude that this wasn't the one! We need to walk on, it's one more gate away! By now my friend E has joined us. We walk passed a couple of black vans, they have fire drawn on the side of em, and they have Mustang emblems! We take a good look at the vans, they're awsome! Then we walk on, i let the guard get in front of us. By now i'm carrying my skateboard. I want to knock him out but he dodges it! He runs of into an alley, i can see him reach for his gun in the back of his pants! I take of and fly away! My friend E laughs and says : "Haha, now you're flying away?!" The guard comes back out of the alley, he aims for me but he doesn't fire when he see's i'm up high in the sky. He starts running back to his post, and my friend runs in the other direction. I have trouble changing my course, but i manage to do it! I fly back down, i yell at my friend "Wait up man, it's ok! The guard is gone!" My friend keeps running, and he's now just a dark figure to me. I notice everything getting darker and darker, this is no good. I rub my hands to stabelize. It doesn't work and i have an FA, i take notes in my phone... Seeing with my eyes closed... I'm in bed, i can see my room on the back of my eyelids. I wonder if i'm dreaming, but i just conclude that i'm very good at visualizing things!

[acidlife]

01-06-10 RC's : 27 + awakenings Slept 8 hours woke natural after 3:30 hours (dream 1) took me 30min to fall asleep again woke natural after 5:45 hours (dream 2-4) woke natural after 6:15 hours (dream 5) woke natural after 6:50 hours (dream 6-9) woke natural after 8:00 hours (dream 10) Our new house part 1 I'm living in a huge villa, first i can remember going up the stairs, and then having sex with my ex-gf there. In the hallway, she was careful but i convinced her that no one could hear us! Later i remember walking up and down those stairs with my cat Loesje. Then we are downstairs in the hallway, i open the front door so the cat can go outside. She walks against the wall twice, each time bouncing her head... Eventually she goes outside with me. Then there's a small green kitten-ish kitten. I go back and let it inside the house. Then i remember being in our huge yard. And W, a classmate from elementary school wich i never liked, comes over with a bunch of friends on their bikes. Then i forgot what happened, my notes say : W mom light fix food Then there's a big party in our yard, and everyone's playing a game with big bounce balls. There's two of em, and i got to get one of em and put it back in the house. I catch it, and everyone is surprised and dissapointed that i managed to catch it... I walk back to the house, there's alot of people sitting on the terras. Also my classmate S from photography school. She was my sister in the dream... On another table there were sitting a bunch of classmates from highschool (dia). I took the bounce ball and threw it at em! They were shocked and surprised, and thought it was dangerous! Sitting in my old yard I'm sitting in the yard of my old house with my friends T and R. We are talking about past boyfriends and girlfriends. Then we start talking about my friend D. He used to be R's boyfriend, to T's surprise! Later i remember looking at the neighbours window. There's these bunch of young kids from my hometown sitting in a couch, and they're pretty wasted by the looks of it! Fight at the old girls school I'm at the old girls school, we used to hang out there as kids. I'm with my friends D and W. We were arguing / fighting with another group. W was getting agressive and wanted to fight but i stopped him! I have more weird notes about this but i can't recall more... Street platforming I'm in my hometown, walking up the street at the wine tavern. A car comes my way, it's my friends M and A, they yell at me... I keep walking and come to the main road, everything has changed here, and it's now more like a big highway! I see a black ford focus drive me by, it's my friend K! Then there's some people from the Netherlands who are lost with their car, they've pulled over and i can hear them arguing. I'm dissorientated myself and i wonder wich way is home... Then there's a huge hole in the road, like the earth has bursted open. There's still parts of the road over the hole, and i'm jumping from platform to platform, trying to make my way across. The roads were also surrounded by tree's here... Later i remember being on some forum. Jeff777 has made a post about the lost people from the Netherlands there... Forgotten dream Notes say : park wheelchair away brother fight M far I do remember that my mom asked me to park my wheelchair somewhere else, so that it would be easyer to leave later... Our new house part 2 I shared a huge room with my brother, it had two levels and we both had one level, the upper one was mine. I remember going to sleep here... My mom wakes me up in the morning, because we're going out... I sleep on for a little while and only wake again at 2pm, i remember panicking because i let my mom down... I remember looking through a collection of old gameboy games on my level. I had 5 games from some serie, it involved dragons. And half of the series was named differently then the other half, but they were related.. Later i'm at my brother's level, i remember taking a carton of Fanta from his desk. Fanta only comes in bottles, i've never seen it in a carton IRL. Then i was checking out a backpack, there was a leather moto driving suit in it. I remember thinking that this was the reason that they (the 3 guys?) weren't allowed to do whatever it is they we're doing... Third person, in an office. 2 guys are arguing about 3 other guys. One guy thinks the 3 guys still deserve a chance, the other thinks they don't! Fighting some ugly dude I remember being in a fight with a really ugly dude, about my age. He looked stronger then me! First we were spitting at eachother, and taunting eachother. Then we started fighting. I remember that we eventually agreed to stop kicking eachother in the nuts! We were also doing pretty crazy high and spin kicks on eachothers faces! School entrance, tv show spoiler I'm entering some building, perhaps a school, with my friend B. We're talking about some tv show, he tells me that some guy from the tv show has died in last nights episode... I didn't see that one coming... Lost : epic fight Third person dream taking place in a big city with bigh buildings, on the streets. Jack is fighting the other's, there's 30 of them and he's surrounded. I remember seeing Nathan. They're fighting Jack around this car. Jack uses the car to jump and trust himself from, he does some crazy fighting moves! Our new house part 3 Again i'm in this room i share with my brother. Only this time the upper level is my brother's, and he's sleeping now... I'm sitting downstairs, at a desk, i was sitting in a weird postition. Like i was hanging from the desk... There's a tv playing some german tv show. After a while i take the remote control and start zapping. The battery's fall out of it, looks like the cover got lost! I keep trying but each time they fall out... Later i'm driving home to my old house with my mom. My mom's driving and i'm in the backseat, we had a cabrio in the dream... We come at my old house and park infront of it (we never park there, it's a pedestrians walkway). The carnivale's in town, and i see my friend D and my aunt S sitting at the terras of the bar across the street. My mom tells me my brother went to a club were i used to hang out alot, i'm surprised my brother would go there. Then she tells me that she's gonna defend someone, they guy who's room i got... I don't understand this and wonder what the hell's she's talking about! "Shhht" she says, "He will hear you..." I reply that i don't know what game i have to play along with here... Leo cookie Just had a flasback, i had a Leo cookie in one of my dreams!

[Serenity]

You wake up more times than I do, that's for sure Do you take notes each time you wake up? Also, nice couple of long lucids

[acidlife]

Thanks! Yes, i take notes at each awakening. Else i would never be able to recall all of that stuff in the morning! I take em in my phone, so that i also have the time of awakening when i save the message! I've been keeping track of the time of my awakenings for over a month now! It definitely helps me waking up more... And i've got a pretty good view on my sleep cycles now!

[acidlife]

02-06-10 RC's : 22 + awakenings (late) Slept 7:30 hours woke natural at unkown time, remember doing an RC, but didn't take any notes? woke natural after 6:00 hours (dreams 1-5) woke natural after 6:45 hours (dreams 6-7) woke natural after 7:30 hours (dreams 8 ) Surgeon HI (Lost) Sleep onset HI, i was a surgeon, and i was cutting open Hurley from Lost! Carnivale part 1 : Street Fighter vs Mortal Kombat vs Tekken The carnivale was in town, i remember walking over it and doing stuff, but i can't recall the details. I had a girlfriend, she was a few years younger as me. I lost her, and couldn't find her. I kept calling her but she didn't answer her phone. Then i ran into my friend J, we talked and i asked if he had seen her. He said he did see a phone laying around. So he was gonna get it, maybe it was hers. In order to reach it he had to do some platforming over the street? By the time he came back i had called my girfriend again, but she cancelled the call. I realised that her mother had taken her home and punished her, and that's the reason why she couldn't answer the phone... Now J was back and it turned out it was a videogame instead of a phone, i could have it. It was from N, a guy from my hometown, but i decided to keep it... Later i'm at my old house, playing that videogame. As usual the furniture in my house was differently set up as IRL. I was then playing that videogame. It was a 2D fighting game. It contained characters from Tekken, Mortal Kombat and Street fighter. I remember it had alot of different version of Tekken's King, also a female version. I chose Ken from Street Fighter as my character, and i had to battle with Dalsim from Mortal Kombat. The fighting was alot slower and more tactical then expected. I did win the fight, and at the end of it my Ken morphed together with Dalsim into a new character. Now i was a big flying turret in the shape of a ball. It was colored brown and had a steampunk feeling to it! I remember flying it over the screen and digging and shooting my way through walls... Fancy study dorm I'm in L, my old study town. I enter my building and walk up to my dorm. Behind me i hear someone else coming in, i can see through the tainted glass that it's a girl, i wonder who it is... I enter my dorm, it's alot bigger then it was IRL. I also had my own living room with a big fancy tv. I was happy to be here again... Carnivale part 2 : pizza Back at the carnivale, i'm at the food stands, and i ordered my a pizza. There's some more young folks waiting along with me. After a while i get my pizza, i notice it looks very bad and i comment on it. One of the venders tells me it's the new guys fault, and that i should come back when he isn't around... Later i remember sitting on a bench with someone, possibly the lost girfriend? It's night and we're sitting at a mountain / cliff with the stars shinning above! It's a beautiful scene! Meeting with MU I was meeting with MU at the side of a highway... Silver shapeshifter Starts of third person in some sort of massage shop. There's this silver man, like he's made from quicksilver or something. he's being massaged in a big room, other people are also being massaged. After a while the silver man gets up and realises that they're actually doing more then just massaging everyone, something bad... He then morph into some sort of big silver plasma energy cloud, he fly's it through the building, destroying everything in it's path. Then he fly's high up at the ceiling and makes his way out via the balcony. He also kills some people on his way by zapping them... As he leaves i am standing in the one of the sides of the big hallway, on the base of a window. The floor below me has collapsed... And i run over the base and make my way to a door, where there's still floor left. I make my way to the stairs then, and go down. On the next floor i run into my friends D and S, they're both worried and looking for their girlfriends. I want to keep descending the stairs but D stops me, and tells me it's to dangerous. I don't see the point in staying up this floor while the building is slowly collapsing so i take my chances and continue down the stairs. When i come to the next floor i can see that it's very dangerous, there's hole in it and i can also see big gaps at the sides of the floor, i definitely can't walk on it because it will probably collapse then... I go back up the stairs, apparently i'm not wearing any shoes. On the next floor i find a pair of black stylish shoes, i put em on, they're a little small but it will have to do! Lay of the blow, dude! I'm with my mom and my friends F and K. F offers me some cocaine but i refuse. The cocaine was hard and shapped into a coin, he breaks some of it and eats it... My mom says it's bad for him, i agree and tell him that he really should lay of the blow... Car 2 bike lucid : part 1 I'm driving my car in my hometown, at the old citroen garage. There's a friend with me but i can't recall who... We're driving towards B (neighbouring town), but at the garage i decide to turn around for some reason. I drive of the road and turn the car around, i had checked my rearview mirrors, but by the time i'm on the road again, there's cars incoming from both directions, this makes me lucid. I try to position the car in the middle of the road so that hopefully the car's can pass me by... They do so on the incoming side. The car's behind me have managed to brake in time... I don't realise it but later i'm driving on the other side of town, at the stinky factory, on a bike, in the middle of the road. The car's stay behind me, even though i'm driving really slow on my bike and they can pass me if they want... Then 3 older lady's on bikes pass me by... Car 2 bike lucid : part 2 I'm driving my car in my hometown, my friend D is sitting next to me, we just cruise a little. I notice how the dream is unstable and say this to my friend. I tell him we should just go to his place, maybe the dream will be more stable there, when we're not driving anymore. We drive to his house, as we're driving mountain upwards behind the post office, i notice the dream is pretty stable again, i also say this to my friend. By the time i park inside their garage i'm driving a bike again, i just put it against one of the poles inside their big garage. We go up the stairs, and D talks to his mother. Then we enter the kitchen and he offers me some cola, i drink from it...

[Serenity]

Thanks! Yes, i take notes at each awakening. Else i would never be able to recall all of that stuff in the morning! I take em in my phone, so that i also have the time of awakening when i save the message! I've been keeping track of the time of my awakenings for over a month now! It definitely helps me waking up more... And i've got a pretty good view on my sleep cycles now! I started doing that too! I've been text-emailing myself my notes, and noting the times that I slept between. I should pay more attention to the times though, cos this may help in my quest for the elusive DEILD I've had a monumental improvement with recall because of my phone

[acidlife]

I started doing that too! I've been text-emailing myself my notes, and noting the times that I slept between. I should pay more attention to the times though, cos this may help in my quest for the elusive DEILD I've had a monumental improvement with recall because of my phone I should try to set up a bluetooth or internet connection on my phone and do that to :p (just tried but i can't figure it out, i'll have to dig up the manual tomorrow!) I'm also trying to learn DEILD, but i'm taking it slow, i'm trying to do to much at the same time! Good luck on your quest!

[acidlife]

03-06-10 RC's : 26 + awakenings (late) Slept 6,5 hours woke up 2 or 3 times at unkown time, did rc's, but didn't care to /want to /could (??) recall anything... woke natural after 6,5 hours (dreams 1-8) Watching a movie with mom Sitting down on a couch with my mom, to watch a movie. Maybe about travel, Egypt? Survival Horror! (silent hill, resident evil) I was in America, and i visited some room where some terrible murders had happened. The room looked very dark and brown, like the game Silent Hill. There was blood and dirt all over the walls, it was very frightening. Later i was in an urban area, wich also reminds me of Silent Hill. I was being hunted by monsters, like the Hunters from Resident Evil. But hen i fought back and i could materialize some big wheel with pins on it. I would shoot these to the monsters with telekinesis, it would rip right through em! Gay tv shows Talking about some gay dude about his tatoed wings on his back? Then later talking about a tv show featuring Steve Carell, but it had some gay elements... I thought the show looked cool and i told him i might like it, and i also said that i enjoy Will & Grace. The MM room. I was in some sort of workspace, wich represented MM. Some doctor was teaching and showing a graph. He was talking about a disease named CPS, and that it was a dangerous disease from birth, and it only got worse. He showed wich times in life were very risky to die of it on the graph. There was also some woman working on a pc, and i could understand that you could get al sorts of pc related info here. Web design, coding, administration, animation. But i couldn't find anything about just graphic design... Hotel room : books I'm in a hotel room, there's some books on a table, they ain't mine. I look through em, some of em are about religious subjects. There was also one book wich caught my eye, about Carlos Castaneda. I think it was called the white mountain, and it was written by somebody else... Airport : tied together @ I love techno. I think i was already in the airport in this dream. I was with my friend K, and i think the airport was representing "I love techno". To gain acces to ILT we had to put ropes around our neck, so we were connected to eachother. I remember it was hard at first to find a balance between the ropes, because one of our ropes would be to tight around our necks. I remember switching seats so i could sit next to K, this was easyer for our rope. I also remember talking about our friend P to him, but K said he didn't care about him anymore! Airport : phone cells I'm at an airport, at the phone cells with my friend P. He's standing next to me, but for some reason i need to call his phone. We do so but before he can pick up my phonecard is empty... I walk over to a lady and ask for a new phonecard. She doesn't want to sell it right away, she has to see about that? Airport : lost wife Starts of third person. Some guy is at an airport with his wife, they're here so the woman can take care of bussiness with her ex-husband. She leaves to do that while the man waits at the airport. He's sitting at a table, and the woman sneaks over and leaves him a bag of food. The man turns around and see's her leave throught the sliding doors. He runs and catches up with her outside. Then they sit at a bus stop, and have a talk. The woman has bought a house with her ex now, and she'll have to stay here... Later i am that guy, and i'm back in the airport and i need to get home. I don't have much money, but it should be more then enought to get me home again. I'm sad at what happened. But there's this stranger wich i had met earlier in the airport. Now he's back, he's brought two blonde girls with him and a macbook pro. They're gonna be playing videogames at the airport all night. This cheers me up and i decide to spend the night with them. Later i remember being tired, and wishing that the people in the seats would move on so i could have a nap there...

[acidlife]

04-06-10 RC : 24 + awakenings (late) Slept 6:15 hours woke by alarm after 4:00 hours (dreams 1-6) woke by alarm after 6:15 hours (dreams 7-10) Magic the gathering I'm sitting at a big table with 8 people. We're playing magic the gathering. I'm sitting next to my friends R and M. 3 of the people are sitting a bit further away from us and they want to join us to play! Two of those people are Jin and Sun from Lost! Store : cd's and books First i'm in what looks like a library! I'm looking for Jungle Book comic books... Later i'm in a cd store with a young child. His mother is a good friend of mine, she's also in the store but she's in another section. I want to buy the kid a cd, but he doesn't know anything about music and i want to get the mother's permission of my musical taste first! Videogames : racing and snow horses I'm playing videogames on the tv, first a racing game, i can't recall much of that anymore now, but i played it for a while. Later i was controlling a horse, running through a snowy forest! Then later i'm snowboarding and my friend R is sitting next to me in the couch. I'm snowboarding in a factory filled with snow and i jump towards a grindbox but i miss it. My friend tells me i should go back to grind it up. Then the speakers in the factory start talking and say that they'll have the latest goods soon! Dad's old house I'm in my dad's old house, with my friend K. I can't recall what, but we've just decided we're gonna do something the next day. I'll be skipping school because of this... Momma said knock you out! I remember knocking someone out, and draging his body along. There was more but i can't recall. Mickey's OBE Note say : Mickey mouse OBE, can't recall anything... Tentacle ball There's this guy, but he's a yellow ball with white tentacles... Can't recall anything else. Band of criminals I'm in this group of criminals. I'm still new, and they don't fully trust me yet. I remember being on a boat and discussing things with the group, it was night. Later the boat has turned into a big truck, with a huge pole on it, to do high construction work or something. The truck takes of, and Hurley from Lost is still hanging high in an electrical pole... We forgot to bring him back down... Later i arrive at my friend S's house, he's also part of our band of criminals. It's noon and the sun's shinning. It isn't his RL house, but a big villa with a huge courtyard. I drive up and try to find a parking spot. After i've parked my car i start setting up a tent in their front yard. Before i can ground it the wind gets hold of it and now my tent is up in a tree... I also remember so woman who's was working in their yard. I go up to the house and i enter a hall, it's looks alot like my uncle's workhall in my old house. My friend S comes out, he tells me we're not supposed to meet now, that the meeting was tonight... He also can't have me wait around because he still has to go for school for a bit... Punkrock merchandise I'm sitting at my friend T's place, it isn't his RL house. First we're sitting in a couch, watching tv. There's some talkshow on, and everyone from Family Matters is doing a sketch on it. Carl, Harriette, Eddie, Laura and ofcourse Steve Urkel! A bit later we're sitting behind his desktop pc. We're watching a music clip by a band named "Kind", they suck... I can see that he's talking to someone on MSN, then i see K's picture / avatar. I look and i see he's talking to K's boyfriend. In the dream he had the same last name as my best friends, and i wondered if she might be related to him. Then later we're sitting in my old yard with a bunch of other friends, the punkrock crew from my hometown. I remember my friend's T and B. I have some sort of tent folded up, filled with punkrock merchandise, posters, and shirts and sweaters. B open's it and starts claiming stuff as his. I take it back and tell him it's all mine, i got it at the groezrock festival! I remember there was a sweater by the band Rise Against! False DJ'ing I remember looking over my notes from tonight, but not on my phone. Maybe on paper or on my macbook? The notes fitted with my real dream, except there were two more dreams on them, one about telekinesis, and the other about Surealization...

[acidlife]

05-06-10 RC's : 28 + awakenings Slept 7:45 hours woke natural after 6:15 hours (dreams 1-3) woke natural after 7:45 hours (dreams 4-5) Mystical artifacts and time travel I was at my friend D's place, but at the same time it was some mystical temple in the middle of the woods! His room was a storage room, with lotsof stuff in it, covered in blankets! I was searching for some sort of mystical artifact. Then there were some evil being outside, i think it were gnomes or orcs or something. But i knew that all of this had already happened before and that i'd be safe inside. Then suddenly i heard em talking outside, the window was open. They noticed this and knew that this was wrong. I then realised that when it first happened i kept the window closed, so now i had messed up... I was then looking for a hidding space in the room... Later i'm outside, in the woods, i don't know what has happened but i have the artifact! I'm now traveling with my friend E. There was more to this dream but i can't recall... Old house gym I was in my old house, down stairs in the living room, except it was set up like a changing room for a school gym. In the middle there was a big bench, and on the sides of the room there were also benches... It was morning and i was hanging here with alot of my friends! I remember H and his girlfriend I, Drazer, my nephew T, and my friends G and C. I remember I took her boyfriend H by the arms and swinged him around. There was an opening in the middle benches and now he was sitting inside the bench / pole... H had also slipt me some pills, he needed me to hold on to them because his girlfriend wasn't supposed to know... Then me and I were joking around together all the time, and teasing her boyfriend H! This went on for a while. There was also a girl, her behavior reminded me alot of J, i guess she was representing her in the dream. But she was taller and had brown hair instead of blonde in the dream! I remember being a bit irritated by her behavior, but it was ok... Then i check the time, it's 8:40. All of us had to be in school 10 minutes ago, we're late. I get up and want to go to my room and get ready, but then i change my mind and sit back down. I hesitate for a bit and get back up and tell everyone. My nephew T noticed and laughed about how i hesitated about this... I go upstairs, to my room, to get my car! It wasn't my car, it was my brother Golf, and it was parked inside my room! I go up but the Golf isn't there! Ah, guess i must've parked it outside! C comes upstairs to get him some pants. I'm still upstairs, can't recall what i'm doing, but i'm thinking about skipping school! Or at least go cruizing and miss gym class and the first hour of school... I also think about calling my mom, apparently she lived somewhere else, like if we had two home's, and the one i'm was in was some sort of pitstop! Then Drazer yells at me from the stairs, i'm taking to long and they all want to go! When i come down everyone is playing trumpets!!! It's my birthday in a couple of days, and they're doing this because of this... I tell everyone they should come with me for drinks when it really is my birthday in a couple of days! Gaming I was sitting in an unkown living room, at T and K's place in the dream. We're all playing a videogame together! K in jeans I was in B, a neighbouring town. I drive up a porch, and to my surprise my friend K (from the previous dream) lives here. She's wearing an all jeans outfits, it looks very 80's! I haven't seen her in years IRL! I yell at her, she says hello but keeps moving, wich surprises me. I call out again and now she comes to me and we have a little talk and catch up... My numb hand! I'm in A, at my old highschool, i'm walking away from it, further into the city. As i walk towards the bus stops, a bus stops and my friend K gets of it. Now in the dream he looked like he did when we were teenagers, he was wearing some funny green baggy pants, and his face was full of zips and he just looked goofy like in his teens! He has a brother IRL, he's older then him, i don't know him at all, and you never see him around anymore in our hometown. In the dream i mistaked him for the brother who we never see around anymore, but i did act like i knew him... I was glad to see him, we shook hands. I noticed i had no feeling in my hand! Ofcourse it didn't get me lucid... But i looked at his face while shaking his hand, then i noticed it and it freaked me out and i looked down. He asked me what was wrong, i told him that i wasn't sure of we were actually shaking hands... I asked him were he has been all of these years, out of the country? We talked some more but i can't recall the conversation. Then i walked on, by the time i'm further down the street, i'm now in my hometown... Walking close in the streets of the state school. I pass some people without paying attention to them. As i walk passed em i hear em talk about my friend K. I think it's my friend F. I turn around and ask what they're saying about my friend. It are just some kids on bikes, and they say they said something else, i've must've misheard it...

[acidlife]

06-06-10 RC's : 34 + awakening (late) Slept 4:45 hours woke natural after 4:45 hours (dreams 1-3) Bath I was gonna have a bath in our current house, the bathroom was differently setup then our real bathroom. My dad was outside the bathroom and i remember closing the door. There was a towel on the floor, sticking underneath the door, i pulled it out... P flipping out It was early morning and still dark, me and P are walking through our hometown after a night of drinking. On the way to my house we talk about a disease, it was something that could infect you. I said to P that i had some medication for it, just in case. It was just enough medication to save one person. We talked about the disease and it's symptoms. Then P starts freaking out and he thinks he's infected. He really wants me to give him the medicine, but i know it's all just in his head. We argue alot and he makes alot of noise on the streets. We got agressive and i remember him waving his arm in a circular motion, like Popeye would, gesturing that he would hit me if i didn't give him the medicine. By now we were on my porch, and i started to get angry because he was making to much noise. I took him to the bar across the street, dropped him there and i went home... Dream SP : Flat building and quad accident I was living in a flat building in America, very high up! I had a huge window from wich i could see over the city. I also remember seeing the weather on international TV. But then i remembered that i was in America and that the weather didn't apply here! Later it was early morning, i think i had gone out and now i was gonne sleep it of. I had an FA in my dream inside the dream. The room i'm in was now in my hometown, above the bar next door (Hertog). I was now only 2 floors up, but i still had my huge window overseeing the centre of town! My bed wasn't on ground level, it was on pole's. I then heard noises, i looked outside and my friend's S and B were sitting in an ugly green car. I could hear em talking about me! I tried turning on the ligths but they wouldn't work! Then i remember jumping of my bed and waving my arms and stuff, trying to get there attention but it wouldn't work... Later i woke up again in SP (still in the dream and the same room). My mom and uncle I were with me in the room. First they were talking about me, and later about my friend C. About how he had a secret relation with one of the older married woman in my hometown. He would go to her family's house at night when he was drunk, and make trouble... I heard em talk the entire time, but i stayed still to experience my SP! I tried to let myself go instead of always beign so aware, but i couldn't WILD... I do remember thinking that the lights on my eyelids were pretty strong. The SP however was very light... I also remember thinking about my dream inside the dream, about how the light didn't work and that i should've RC'ed! This light SP went on for a while, and i just kept laying there, while hearing my mom and uncle talk. After a while my uncle left, and a bit later my mom to. Maybe she wanted me to come with her or something, or perhaps just inform me of her leaving. She tried talking to me but i wouldn't reply, i kept still for my SP! She then left a bit irritated by not being able to wake me up. After she was gone the SP ended after a while and i decided to get up! I was still in the flat building, very high up! But i was back in my hometown, positioned above my friend T's house, next to the church! It was already evening again and it was getting dark, i had slept the day away! I look down out of my huge window on the centre of the village. There's lotsof cars parked all over. Two drunk people are driving a yellow quad across the centre! They're seriously wasted and making alot of noise! They hit a big jeep in the front of the car, they scratch beside it and drive on to the bar! (pomp). I can hear em laughing and i think to myself that they're not gonna stop but probably flee now. Instead they hit the bar, drive back over the parking and hit some more cars! Alot of people are now outside and watching this. Eventually they drive towards another car and try to make a tight turn before hitting it, resulting in a crash with the rear of the quad in the car. The quad crashed pretty deep in the car and the passenger on the back was squeezed... People run over but the driver hits the gas again. Some people manage to drag the passenger of the quad, he was sitting on it like a lifeless ragdoll. The driver manages to drive away. Alot of people gather round the wounded, and he's delusional and can hardly keep his consciousness, but he ramble's about not wanting to go to jail, and that he took LSD!

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07-06-10 RC's : 27 + awakenings (late) woke natural after 1:30 hours (dreams 1-2) took me 3:00 hours to fall asleep again... woke natural after 2:45 hours (dreams 3) took me 1:30 hours to fall asleep again... woke natural after 6:30 hours (no recall?) Short lucid 1 I'm driving my car in an unkown village, the weather's pretty good. I come at a roundabout, the car in front of me drive's all the way around and then let's me get in front of it! I can see it's I, the sister of my friend D. My notes say that later i was telling D about this, but i can't recall it anymore now... Short lucid 2 I was walking in my hometown, it was night. I walked passed the small alley, it was different then IRL, but i knew it was the alley of my hometown. There were small stores in the alley, there aren't any there IRL. There's currently alot of construction going on in my hometown IRL and things are changing alot, this isn't the first time i'm dreaming about an altered hometown! I remember taking of to fly... My notes also say something about tricking DC's? Can't recall... First OBE / WILD!!! So after the last two dreams i had only slept 1,5 hours... I took me 3 hours to fall asleep again, i was very irritated by this. I don't know, maybe it was because i got lucid in my first cycle and was now expecting an epic night of lucidity? After a while i just started watching the back of my eyelids, while trying to keep a clear head, hoping this might help me fall asleep! I saw some flashes of HI images here and there, the usual. And after a while i was seeing with my eyes closed again, something that has happened to me before in the last week. It's like i can see my room on the back of my eyelids, so clear, bleeding through the darkness... When it happened last week i always questioned if i was dreaming, because i was visualizing all of this so clear. At the time i always concluded that i wasn't dreaming, and that i was good at visualizing things! But in the morning i always wrote these experiences of as dreams, because visualizing so clearly seemed so unreal when i looked back on it... So it happened again last night, and again i managed to confirm that i couldn't be dreaming this. Now i'm sure that i'm not dreaming this, i'm WILD'ing this! This time i both saw the MM forum layout and my room on the back of my eyelids, very clear... I thought about it and i could bring back the forum layout, and keep it on the back of my eyelids... Nex thing i remember SP hit me, the usual hands wanted to grab me by the feet. I wasn't up for it and i kicked the hands away! I guess i was really irritated by not being able to sleep! After kicking the hands for 2 or 3 times they went straight for my private parts again! This time it was even more weirder as usual. I could feel an entire handpalm press down on my them, it covered em completely, and put alot of pressure on it for like 5 seconds. Then they lifted away for 2 seconds and repeated this... I've experienced this before in SP, but never with so much pressure! I let the hand do this for 3 or 4 times, while i think about how i kicked it away with my feet... I take my hand and put it on the hand! It trows my hand of, but i go back and touch it again! The hand felt so real, i could feel the texture, it felt like if the hand was at least twice my age! And it was so big, i'd say it was at least 1,5 times the size of my hand! It felt so real and this freaked me out! I open my eyes and i see an arm coming straight through my bed, from between my legs! Waaaaaa! Time to break free from this SP! I want to get up, this happens very slow. It makes a gggggrrrrrttt sound, like velcro ripping away! I stop, wtf? I try to get up again, ggggrrrrttttttt. Slowly i tear my "obe-body" out of my "dream body". Then i'm on the floor on my knee's! My night closet wasn't standing next to my bed, if it was i would've hit my head! FA! I want to reach for my phone and take notes! Ggggggrrrrrttttt!!! Again i'm on the floor, i try to get up... FA again, immediately i realise i've not really woken up Again i tear my obe-body from my dreambody! Each time i did, it went quicker and easyer! But it kept making this velcro noise! And it really felt like ripping or tearing out of my body, it felt amazing! The rooms very dark, i look down on my bed, i don't see my body. I'm not sure if it's there or not, it's to dark to tell for sure. I reach for the window and i open the curtains. I open it completely, but there's only light coming in on one place. Like a big scar of light... I open the window and i crawl out. My vision is total darkness, except for this big scar of light on my right eye, through wich i can see the outside world. I'm now on my knee's in the dirt, in my mom's flower yard. My movement up untill now was very slow, my body was very heavy. Since i also can see so little, and had two FA's, i've already made peace with the fact that this isn't gonna be my best lucid ever, and that it probably will end in just seconds from now! So i decide to tear up my mom's flower yard like a lunatic! The ground was very muddy. I start grabbing mud and pulling flowers out, throwing it all around me! I really tear through the yard, i wonder what people would think if they saw me here, naked, ripping up the yard. I do this for maybe 30 seconds, in the progress i completely regain my sight! I stop and look around, everything looks so real, like everything really has mass... Not hollow and phaseabe like in my normal LD's. And it's not that i really see that everything is hollow and phaseable in my other LD's. But in this one i could somehow see everything around me was more steady, and had more mass? I didn't think about it at this time in the dream, but everything also looked a little pixelated... The colors are also very grey-ish, and the sky also looked grey, clouded and gloomy, like in many of my lucids... I think to myself, "Wait, is this one of those clear obe things i've read about? Is this my chance on an extremely realistic and maybe long lucid! Time for adventure!" We live in an appartment, and our yard is the roof of a big store. I run to the back of it and i jump down the roof, landing at the back of the bar next door! The jump was pretty high, about 4 or 5 meters! As i jumped i looked down, and i saw my naked body! My goal is to explore and talk to some DC's, i think to myself that i can't enter the bar like this, how will everyone react when i enter naked? I think about turning back and getting some pants! Wait, if i don't pay attention to the fact that i'm naked, neither will the DC's! I look down again, yay, i'm now wearing one of my favorite pairs of jeans! I didn't wish or tried to have pants on, i just had them on when i looked down again! There's a small pond at the back of the bar. I think about how dirty i am and that i should quickly wash myself a little before entering! I look at my hands, they don't look as dirty as i expected them to, but there still way to dirty! Wait, just don't pay attention to it! Moving on! I enter the bar and walk through the hallway in the back. I think about summoning objects, i grab to the back of my pants, in search of my gun... It isn't there. I reach down my pocket, where's my dreamdrugs? Hmm, don't have that either... I enter the back of the bar, the biljart / pool area. No one is here. I move on towards the main area, wich is just around the corner. I can hear that there's alot of people in the bar! As i approach the corner i notice the dream destabelize. I turn back so that nobody would see me stabelize. I look at my hand, "dream stabilization! Dream stabilization now!" It works, and this is when i really notice how pixelated everything actually looks. I walk back to the corner, the dream destabelizes again. I look at my hand and shout again. It doesn't work and i wake up...

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08-06-10 17 RC's Slept 7:30 hours woke by alarm after 5:00 hours (dreams 1-6) woke natural after 7:30 hours (dream 7-9) Old house, chocolat milk from the walls I'm in my old house with my mom, i've got some sort of tap that i have to plug in the wall (electricity). I then hold a cup underneath it, and it fills with chocolat milk Videogaming I'm with my friend S, we're talking about a videogame we've been playing. S gets excited and boots it up on the pc. He's playing my save file, and he walks around in a building. He opens a drawer and finds some sort of miniature bed with a doll in it. Analyst has put the item there... I think to myself that it's strange that i missed this item. I also remember there was a code, and then there would come 2 burning fuck you fingers on the screen, they would cross eachother for an ultimate fuck you? Scared of the big bad water serpent I'm looking in a paper, it has different pictures of huge scary waterserpents. I think to myself that i don't want to see this. Else maybe the water serpent from my previous dream is gonna look alot more scarier next time! I don't recall dreaming of a real water serpent... Running from cars, watching a jet fighter? (semi-lucid) It's night and i'm walking through my hometown, between the youth base and the big A store. As i get closer to the house, the view shifted to third person. And now i see a jet fighter up in the sky, flying at high speed... Later i'm again in the street, in the dream there was still alot of construction going on in this street (irl it's fixed now). I cross the street and because of the constructions i have to walk in the middle of the street for a bit. I'm carying a backpack. I can hear cars coming in from behind and i start running so that i can get of the road in time... I believe i was semi-lucid, but i'm not sure... Lock and the velociraptor (lost) Starts of third person, in an underground bunker, probably inspired by the hatches from Lost. There's 2 people there, one of em is Lock from Lost. Maybe the other one was Ecko from Lost, but i'm not sure. They are keeping a velociraptor in their basement. Something goes wrong and the velociraptor manages to escape. Lock hides behind a big iron door, while Ecko gets slaughtered by the raptor... Later (or perhaps earlier?) i'm walking in a field / woods. I'm talking to someone, and the raptor is also in the woods with us. I think we're hunting it. We know it's watching us. And i think to myself that the raptor is a smart fella, and that he probably understands everything we say... There was more but i can't recall... Wanderer... Long lowlevel lucid, in wich i pointlesly wandered around, i was pretty much braindead i guess... It was a strange dream, but very relaxing... First i'm walking through my hometown, i'm coming from my house and am walking over the centre of town. Everything is changed, there's alot more stores here now. I come to the end of the marketplace and enter a building, some sort of club. It was Mario92's club... I just walk through the club, to the stairs wich go down into an underground parking. There's people in the club, they look at me and i look back as i just make my way through. I make my way through the garage and then go back up some stairs and enter a school building. As i walk up the stairs i pass Serenity and my ex-gf A. They're talking and don't see me so i just leave me be and walk on... Then i spend alot of time walking through the school building, just wandering and exploring through the hallways... After a while i somehow make it back to where i started in my hometown. Again i do the same routine, centre of town, club, garage, and then the stairs to the school again. Again i pass Serenity, this time she is talking to T, my best friend's ex-gf... Again i leave em be and wander through the schoolbuilding some more. I remember walking in a hallway and turning around a corner, and then coming to a big locked door. Then i turn back, when i turn the corner the hallway has changed and there's no way out... I don't really care and just walk back and try the door again, this time it was open. I wander some more through the building... Rolling joints in class. I'm in school, we're having class from M, my old physics teacher. Earlier i was rolling a joint in class, and she had taking it away from me... Now my friend S was also rolling a joint, while he was doing it he was making fun of the fact that i got caught while doing it... My friend D gets annoyed by his behavior and rats him out. So the teacher also takes his joint away... Bikeride home, at night. I'm with T, driving our bike's in M, a neighbouring town. It's dark and we are supposed to go our seperate ways but T doesn't have a light on his bike and to get home he has to ride through some dark road surrounded by woods and darkness. I ride with him to his house, after that i continue to ride to my hometown... (IRL T lives 5 houses away from me, in the dream he lived in another town) My ex is worried... I'm in my hometown, in the small street behind T's house, at the garage's we used to hang out in, and smoke alot of pot. I'm kneeled down and rolling a joint. Serenity and my ex-gf A comes from T's yard. A asks me what i'm doing, she thought i didn't smoke anymore? I tell her it isn't her business anymore. She says she's worried about me, and she also apoligizes for something she did? I tell her there's really no need to worry about me, that i'm doing fine! Then she starts talking about something i did, and that i shouldn't have acted like that... I don't remember what it was i did in the dream, but i thought it was no big deal and that she's just being over sensitive. I don't tell her this and just apoligize for what i did, even though i feel i didn't do anything wrong. I just don't want her to feel bad about anything!

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09-06-10 RC's : 24 Slept 4:30 hours woke by alarm after 3:30 hours (no recall) woke by alarm after 4:30 hours (dreams 1-2) Prophetic Dreamviews Facebook Dream I'm browsing DV, first i was reading a thread about what defines a "natural". Later there was a "friend" subforum and people used it to make their own threads in order to make friends? Then i was looking at my profile. xFaithfully posted the following on my message board : "?maerd a siht sI". IRL i've posted this last week ago on her message board... When i checked DV today she had written : "Are you dreaming?" on my message board... In class with XeL. I'm sitting in class with XeL. We are sitting next to eachother on the front row. The teacher makes XeL read from our books. It's about a man who used alot of drugs and went crazy. The man had written something, it was about drugs and the matrix. XeL read this out loud. Then the teacher asked me to explain why he was crazy, judging on what XeL just read. I didn't know what to say... I could totally relate to everything he said! Actually, i just sat there and went like this :

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10-06-10 RC's : 17 woke by alarm after 5:00 hours (dreams 1-2) woke natural after 5:20 hours (dreams 4) woke natural after 5:30 hours (dreams 5) stayed another hour in bed, couldn't sleep (SP) Searching for my lost father? Vague recall... I was with an older woman, she was helping me search for my lost father who i had never seen before in the dream. I remember driving with her in my car. And later we found out that it was fake, and that the man wasn't my lost father... I know there was alot more to it but i couldn't recall... Dark City Very vague recall... Some surreal scene in wich i was standing next to a building... Felt like i was in another universe or something. Sorta reminded me of the movies Dark City and Sin City. Looking for my recall! I'm sitting on a bus, some woman is handing out little black books. My notes say that the woman was wanted for some reason, but i can't recall anymore. The books contained some basic LD stuff. Wich made me lucid. My dad and uncle I were sitting 2 seats away. I got in the seats behind them and started asking em about my previous "lost father" dream. I asked em more about him. They both started laughing very hard... The dream destabelized and i quickly phased through the bus. Now i was standing on the road, with in front of me a big yellow container in the middle of the road... I just assumed this thing fell of the bus with me? The container was in a bend next to a cliff. So the incoming cars couldn't see it. I walk away over the road. There's an incoming car and i signal it so he can avoid the container... Then there's two more incoming cars, they both looked futurustic, like some sort of hybrid electric car or something... I signaled and they to could avoid the container. Then by the end of the street i came at the Citroen garage in my hometown. Across the street two guys are jogging. I start singing out loud : 'Hey ho! Let's Go!" The guys give me a funny look and keep running. When i look in front of me again, there's a car standing on the pedestrain walkway. I fly over it and then i wake up... Paralysed I'm lucid, walking in my hometown close to the swimming pool. It's night, in the distance and darkness i see a copcar and some car wreckages. Somehow i think i had something to do with it and i get very scared and want to get out of here. I can't and i get paralysed, i just stood there and couldn't move... I wake myself up...