how does everyone feel about drugs (as a spiritual tool) ? iv been trying hard to develop my spiritual side. im at a point where im not sure if i should continue using drugs . part of me wants to go compleatly straight, and just be as pure as i can, and to be thankfull that im not insane. theres a fine line between genius and insanity, it apears. then another part of me feels like theres somthing huge iv forgotten, and that drugs could help me remember. also drugs are kind of romantic. but sometimes i get a bit of a sacreligious vibe from drugs , kind of like "this shouldnt be seen this way" i dont know. i have a bit of a fairytale complex. i guess im looking for advice. does drug enlightenment last or is it a sidetrack?