I don't know what to say. Five years is short, but neither would I support life. Its a cruel joke, and a lot of times punks don't have a little voice in their head that says stop.
When I was little, I was friends with this boy. I was the only girl on the block. All the other kids were boys.
One day he gathered everyone, that is all the boys. There were about ten of them. He called me over, as if we were going to play a game of soccer. I was on my bike, and we lived at a dead end, so I was at the edge of a thick forest. Next thing I knew, they all started to toss rocks at me. They were big rocks, at least for my size at the time.
I was on my bike though, and rode away as they chased me. Now on this street there is only one way out. Because on one end you have a thick forest with a speeding highway on its end (very thick, you can't run in it you have to weed your way through low bearing branches). Across from the houses on a steep hill you have a row of railroad tracks, five of them in a row. On the other end of street, where the street meets the rest of the neighborhood, you have a giant, massive hole in the earth.
And this time of year that giant hole floods up and becomes a lake. I couldn't swim. The area is dangerous, with a steep slope on one end, with a daunting drop before you go splash. so it's fenced off with red warning signs.
Of course, that doesn't stop the neighborhood from using it as a fun sled place in the winter, so theres a giant hole in the fence.
I tried to ride out of the dead end. But there were more boys waiting for me. They blocked my way out of the dead end and cornered me up against the hole in the fence. Now I was surrounded by more than ten boys all screaming, shoving, pushing, and tossing rocks. They weren't really hurting me, just shoving me and shoving me closer and closer to the open fence. What would have happened if I went in the fenced off area? With a slippery edge, would the boys have thought it would be funny to push me in, or watch me slip? Would they laugh and toss more rocks?
Since there were boys waiting for me on the other end, was that the whole idea to begin with? To have me run into the 'forbidden ditch'?
Would they, even know what a drowning person looks like? Or just think I look stupid? Would any of the boys even know what to do if they realized I was drowning? Or would they just pathetically run home and pretend nothing happened?
I run over a smaller boy and break free from the mob of boys. I don't remember all the details, or how hurt I was, only that I was crying so much my eyes burned. That night we crossed paths again on my front lawn and I remember the two of us were cursing and saying a lot of words kids should not be saying (I was in a new york suburb, go figure). I don't remember any of these events too clearly. But I remember, something about taking a shower with my clothes on because I was so soiled in mud. And I remember, one of my parents dragging my so called friend into the backyard - and his frantic screaming as he gets the beating of a lifetime.
There are stupid people out there, who do stupid things to others, for stupid reasons, and they are so stupid, they think its funny. And you would think, they would understand that there is a limit. And you would think they would be more mature than a ten year old. That they would know that mixing A and B someone can die or get seriously hurt. But anger and stupid go hand in hand. And its not only till after are they like "shit, probably shouldn't have done that".
And in many scenarios, that 'shit' moment, happens too late. And people have died from actions that seem other-worldly stupid and immature. This isn't the same as a cold blooded murder. But the lines do blur. And many many punks are as emotionally mature as a ten year old.
As for jail. The american jail system borderlines human cruelty. There is no separation between murderers, rapists, drug dealers *dangerous* and people who have committed petty crimes and drug addicts *victims*. Those who have committed petty crimes become easy targets for the more deranged in jail. They are raped, abused and beaten.
Ive seen a couple of true life in jail shows and I'm shocked at the activity that cops are allowed to do towards inmates. Or, the lack of cops at times. In one scenario they punish a misbehaving criminal by locking them up in a little room with no human contact for a period of time. One of them inmates had lost his cool, he has an anger management problem. So he gets into a fight with another inmate. As a result they lock him up. The guy is like on his knees begging don't do this to him, he can't go without human contact for so many months, thats crazy. As time passes a man with just an anger management problem slowly loses his mind as we witness him hallucinate.
There are also still many many many cases in America where jails have a sanitation problem, an infestation of disease and harmful bacteria, dirty water and so on. Not to mention all the ass rape spreading STDs. There is also a problem with making the proper adjustments for inmates who are disabled.
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