 Originally Posted by LucidFlanders
Are you/they sure it was real? i mean, i have had some WEIRD expieriences in my life, but i guess i can find something it could be rather then something i don't know what it is but placing it on something so simple it wont even leave you to have any other questions. I like questions myself, because the unknown is just that, unknown. It can be anything, even something as easy as something falling to the ground.
The 'haunted' apartment was shared with five individuals of different families. The experiences happened at different times. No one spoke to each other until after the events took place. There was nothing simple about it.
The 'ghost' that five individuals saw at different times were described to be a young girl. We all described her having the same features. I was the only one however who saw her head to toe. My sister was really freaked out, and she hated the 'ghosts' laughter. It was a very loud buoyant laughter. My sister, who was terrified, did a ritual in the name of Jesus Christ to banish the spirit from our apartment, using the bible, the rosary and everything. The interesting thing about the ritual is it banishes any UNWANTED spirit. It doesn't require the spirit to be evil......And the ritual even explains, all it does is MOVE the spirit. 
After my sister blessed our apartment herself - the truth is we never heard the girl again. But, soon after our neighbors moved out. We never spoke to our neighbors, call it neighbor phobia . But mom and dad wanted to know why they were suddenly moving out, was it the leak problem again? Was it the giant roaches? Here is a total stranger we've never spoken to, they could lie to us to make things easier, but instead they told us the strangest thing. The wife said her husband hasn't slept for days. A strange girl keeps waking him up. He keeps seeing her face hovering over him. HE'S TERRIFIED!! And their children keep hearing her laughter!!....My sister really did MOVE her.
The story doesn't end there. While my family stopped hearing the girl, it didn't make our stay in the apartment any easier. I kept having terrible nightmares. They were all the same. There was a male demon in my bedroom. He's a young boy actually, couldn't be older than eight. But he was angry as hell. The first time I had this nightmare, I tried to console the boy. But his hatred was too much for me to handle. Instead I end up running out the room because his hatred would grow into absolute darkness. Or in some dreams he would literally try to murder me in the bedroom. I run down the stairs in the nightmare. Once I'm down the stairs, I'm fine. Though in most of these nightmares, I just kept running and running until I was out the front door!! In the nightmares, the boy couldn't cross the stairway. He was always confined to the top of the staircase.
Being a lucid practioner at the time, I thought the boy demon represented an aspect of my consciousness. So I never actually.......believed.....that it was a demon. And instead, I used the constant nightmares as a dream sign and became lucid after running down the stairs. I didn't take the nightmare...seriously.
That was until my cat started acting strange. We would keep the lights off upstairs if no one was up there to conserve energy. If I left my cat sleeping alone in my bedroom she would run down the stairs - sometimes whining - as if something was chasing her. She had smacked into the front door several times because she ran so fast!! (poor thing) And after she fled down the stairs, she would often quickly turn around and look up at the staircase. As she looked at the top of the staircase her pupils would dilate, her fur would stand on end, and still scared she would retreat to the kitchen - the furthest place from the staircase. Me and my sister observed this behavior for months!!!
At first I didn't connect this to my nightmares. At first we thought that sadly, our cat was afraid of the dark ... What kind of cat is scared of the dark?
Kitty's neurotic behavior intensified. As if to conquer her fear of the staircase, sometimes she would run up the staircase as if chasing something. But she would never make it to the top. Instead shed freak out, and turn back around. Me and my sister were really concerned for our cat. Was she just going insane? We did a small experiment. We would take Kitty, and bring her to the top of the staircase. And she would run down. It didn't matter where on the staircase we brought Kitty - she would instinctively run down. Then we went further. We put her in the bathroom upstairs. Same thing. She turned around, ran downstairs. We tried treats, or having her chase a toy upstairs. Didn't matter. All the same. Run back down. Truthfully, if all the lights were on upstairs, Kitty was less afraid and could stay in my bedroom longer. We started to keep the lights on.
Honestly, I was growing afraid to be alone in my bedroom. I mostly wrote it off as childish fear. I shared a bunk with my sis, so creaking was normal. When my sis was spending the night at a friends, I would hear someone up there moving. I wrote it off as my old wooden bed creaking because it was night. But then I also felt pressure points on my bed. Sometimes when I looked the pressure was Kitty! Other times, Kitty was no where to be seen, and that was just freaky. I don't have to be sleeping either for the pressure points to happen - sometimes I'm just reading a book!! I never let the pressure points get to me. I just ignored them completely and continued what ever I was doing.
There was another time, while me and my sister were minding our own business, we hear a terrible sound upstairs. It sounded like our drawer was thrown over, smashing precious articles. The sound was just too big for it to have been something accidentally fallen over. Me and my sister assumed the worst! Someone has broken in! When in a few moments no one came downstairs to rape or murder us, we did the next best thing. We called mom.
The parents came home and we investigated upstairs together - something did fall over in a closet upstairs. But it was small. Everyone laughs, and goes back to doing their own things. I'm thinking, has everyone gone insane? It's not even logical how this tiny small thing could make a noise that would make me and sister, downstairs watching TV, imagine the worse! I can't be the neighbors....We don't have any!
We were moving out, no, not because the apartment was 'haunted', but because poopoo water keeps leaking outside the apartment and it was pretty damn gross! Dad was alone in the apartment for three days cleaning up after our mess. He said the first night he TRIED to sleep upstairs. But he became overwhelming paranoid with the sensation of being watched, so he slept downstairs instead. I never told dad my nightmares. I never told him that upstairs was scarier or that past the staircase it was 'safe'. He came to believe this all on his own.
In the new apartment, I never, not once, had the nightmare again! And it was because the nightmares never came back, that I realized that these nightmares were attached to that apartment, and were not about my subconscious . And my cat, who I previously thought was some how afraid of the dark, was acting like a normal cat! Both me and my sister noted her neurotic behavior ended. And she was perfectly happy sleeping in total darkness anywhere in the new apartment.
I'm not telling you this story to make you convinced that people have souls. Or that these entities were the 'dead'. But I am sharing this experience because it happened. These experiences are simply written away as meaningless events or some sort of group hallucination. A group hallucination would be a very strange explanation indeed when no one told us anything prior to believe that we should see a girl.
And if it is a group hallucination.....where do group hallucinations begin? And where do they end? Did I group hallucinate I work with others in a building? Or were we actually naked on the street? Group hallucination is a tricky explanation that actually challenges reality itself.
In my opinion, we should OPENLY talk about these strange experiences. Because, if we just leave it up to the media to make horrifying ghost movies, then people become TERRIFIED to experience the unknown. Everyone was so scared of the girl. But there was nothing scary about her. It was only scary because, we were experiencing something we didn't believe was 'natural'. But what if it is natural? What if we weren't afraid?
When I saw her, I had just awoke from a dream. Now, I've seen dream images continue on after I wake up. I understand that kind of hallucination. So I just stared at her and thought, what a vivid waking hallucination. I got a good look at her. Observed everything about her with a very passive attention...............still believing this was a dream impression onto the waking.................. She was staring at the moon when she realized I was staring at her! She smiles the sweetest smile I've ever seen and starts to walk towards me. I've never had a dream impression move towards me before!
She kept walking towards me, and a little voice in my head is screaming, why isn't the dream impression disappearing yet, why is she so lucid! She bends over to get to my level. I can see a conscious flicker in her eyes, and I'm almost face to face with her, she's still coming closer!!!! She became real to me in that moment! In that moment, when I no longer considered it a just a dream impression, I turned away from her and stared at the wall!! I half expected her to crawl on my bed and grab my attention......But she was gone after I turned away from her 
I knew that no one would take me seriously for seeing something after waking up. I KNOW what fishy territory that is. However I also KNEW this wasn't a dream image after waking. There was consciousness in those eyes of hers. And my description matched the neighbors, of who, I had never spoken to prior.
What if someone told me years ago that this experience was real, and nothing to be afraid of? What if instead of turning over, I spoke to the girl? She seemed to want to speak to me at least!!! I just wasn't ready for this kind of experience. Reality is very strange. And we need to realize how strange it is so we can BE READY to experience just how strange reality is.
What good does it to ridicule people for experiencing something that you haven't? We should realize that all experiences are....reality. And then we should ask, well what does this experience say about reality? PS. I believe she was protecting me. My nightmares came AFTER my sister banished her.
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