Thread: Into the Rabbit Hole

The hour is without innocence, when the innocent lay paralyzed and unprotected, as the mind wanders through the misty shadows between worlds.

It is here the Dark Ones come, ascending from the deepest places, oozing from the darkest shadows, merciless and ravenous.

Their leathery wings beating furious gusts of wind against my body, my heart beating furiously against my breast.

Vicelike they grip at my ankles and wrists, their sharp nails cutting through bare skin.

As an animal caught in a snare, instinctively, I struggle to free myself from their grasp. Forgetting this exchange from before, these beings of ungodly strength tighten their grip even more.

Whispers of madness pulse through the air, already saturated with tension.

They are testing me.

The light who draws them from out of the darkness.

Their captor and creator.

I let go of my fear and embrace my demons...

...and they embrace me

...here

...in the hour without innocence.

More lucid dreams, solely due to getting an exorbitant amount of sleep recently. My sister came home from some party and brought three guys with her. For some reason she and I shared an enormous bed, I was already asleep, and sleeping naked for some reason. I knew the guys with her from college. She and one of the guys went off to hook up in private and I was left with the two other guys, vying for my attention. I kept telling them to back off, and that I wasn't wearing anything. Well, that didn't work, it only made them want to try harder. I could tell they were on something and I asked them if they took x, the one guy said no and kinda pointed to his nose. Oh, so they did some blow, that explains it. The one guy gave up and left, and the other guy kinda sweet talked his way into getting a shower with me. I suppose I was only semi lucid now that I think about it. I got up to get the shower ready and had trouble getting any hot water. There were two shower heads for some reason and both of them were giving out room temperature water, which was really disappointing, but I didn't even think to try manipulating the water (definitely semi lucid). So we end up taking a chilly sort of shower together, but I wasn't thinking much about the water temperature, it was hot in other aspects. After the shower we got back in bed together and the other guy comes back and was like, whoa you guys are still up I thought you'd be asleep, dude how did you get a shower with her? Then he starts coming on strong. I tell him I can't sleep with him too. He asks why not. I say, because that would make me a whore. They both swear that they won't tell anyone if I do and I wouldn't be a whore. I just laugh and say, yeah right. The dream ends.

It was an end times scenario. Some enormous wormlike creature had appeared and was devouring everything. It also carried other tiny worms on it, or viruses, that made everyone sick. So there was human waste everywhere, everyone was sick and dying. I had escaped with a bunch of other people to this home in the country, then suddenly I was in a city skyscraper. Apparently my sister was sick in bed, and her little dog was there with her. I picked him up and he cried out in pain. I wasn't sure that it was her dog, he didn't look exactly the same, and I remember saying that I hoped it wasn't her dog because he was in really bad shape. I thought he had a broken back. I remember walking through the different rooms, the people in some of the rooms looked generally healthy and were cooking food or cleaning, etc. I remember knowing that everyone was going to die. I met this really cute guy, and I remember asking him a favor. I said to him that I knew we were all going to die, and that I wanted to have sex one last time. He was more than happy to oblige, and we went looking around for a private room. It was disgusting because most of the rooms had filth and sick all over the floor or the bed. Eventually we found a table that was just covered in trash, and he pushed all the trash onto the floor and we did it there on the table. I remember thinking, that it wouldn't be so bad to die after, at least I got laid one last time. But then the dream continued, and more people were surviving, and my sister's little dog was running around and he was ok. I found the guy again and now it was celebration sex that we probably weren't going to die.

Got lucid a few times during my sleep today, my dream recall could definitely be better though.

In one dream I was with a group of people, mostly family, on vacation somewhere. We were staying in this really pretty stone cottage, when the sirens went off and suddenly an enormous tornado loomed outside. I remember going outside and seeing it take up the entire sky in front of me. Trees were whipping around and I could see some homes in the distance coming apart. We ran around our cottage looking for a basement, but there didn't appear to be one. There were some areas of the wood floor were it looked like there was a cellar door with bits of duct tape covering the cracks. I pulled off the tape and lifted the trap door, but all I found was a storage space that was completely full, including a dead body. I announced this to my family, and they wanted to know what I was doing storing a dead body in the floor. I told them I just found it there. Then a neighbor came over and told us we could come over to his house for safety. The tornado was getting closer and as we ran to the neighbors house, I saw some of the stone cottage where we just left was coming apart. We reached the neighbors house and he showed us into what he called his "gray room". At first we thought it was a basement, but apparently he had just put up gray paper over the windows for some reason. So we waited there, feeling very unsafe.

I remember laying in the bed in that room and thinking to myself that I should try to go to sleep and lucid dream, or to just get away from the frightening situation, mentally. So I closed my eyes and a dream formed around me, I was instantly lucid in this new dream, although I never became aware that I was already dreaming before that.

I found myself at a family celebration, a huge party outdoors, hobbit style, lots of singing and dancing. I looked around the party hoping I might see someone interesting to interact with, suddenly all my relatives had Hitler mustaches and I remember thinking, humorously, that I must be related to Hitler somehow. I spotted this young guy watched me and I made eyes at him and then walked around the corner out of eyesight. He got up and followed me. He had kinda longer dark brown hair that fell around his face, tall, very good looking. We found a spot out of the way of the festivities and made out for awhile, then moved onto the hot and heavy. For some reason the dream sex was making me distracted...and I could hear my cousin's and my mother's voices talking to me. They were laughing at me and trying to wake me up my flicking my eyelashes and such, and being a bit silly/annoying. I didn't know what was going on at first, but then I opened my eyes and realized I was back in that bed in the storm (though it appeared the tornado had passed and we were no longer in danger). My mom and cousin were also occupying the bed. After I opened my eyes I said very grumpily, leave me alone, I was making out with a hot boy. They laughed. I closed my eyes and tried to reform the dream, and I managed, a few times, but kept getting distracted during sex. So I abandoned that attempt and went flying.



I decided that I wanted to play in the snow, so I flew to an area that was really snowy. When I landed, someone tapped me on the back...it was Snow. I was very happy to see him, and we embraced as though we somehow knew one another. We played around in the snow and made out for awhile. Eventually I woke up for real. I still find it odd that I never knew the whole tornado dream was a dream, yet I used that as a jumping off point for getting lucid, instead of waking life, like normal. Strange.

Had a pretty long and interesting dream today. Aliens had taken over our world and pretty much exterminated a lot of the humans. The aliens were tall and had a huge giant eyeball instead of a head, and there were lots of different species of them spread out over different areas. Somehow I had super powers like a sorceress and could use telekinesis to levitate things and various other powers. I could kill others by producing an electrical sort of shock that I could deliver over a distance. It was interesting because in the dream I did feel like I was in control of some of my actions, rather than following a movie script, so perhaps some parts of the dream were actually very semi-lucid or I just had dream control and no lucidity, which is strange either way.



The aliens had taken over the government and established rule, there was even an alien President. Apparently a lot of my friends had been killed by the aliens, and my whole goal or journey throughout this long and intricate dream was to find the friends and families of my friends which had been killed, and get those people to safety. I didn't find out that this was my ultimate goal though until later on in the dream, when I made a phone call to the alien President.

The earliest part of the dream starts out in a large compound which is serving as a safe house for survivors, some of my friends and family are there. I know that I need to leave to start my journey, and that if I don't start the journey, they will find us all and kill us. The first part starts out on foot, and I'm running around under cover of night. If I come across and alien, I usually kill it with electro shock, basically shooting lightning from my hands that kills them instantly. I am able to travel to several different areas of the city, and I encounter various species of different aliens. I have to follow clues that the humans have left behind in order to find them.

Eventually I free several people and commandeer a flying spacecraft (or perhaps it's just a car that I am making fly). With the flying craft I am able to get in and out of tricky situations quickly and rescue more people. I use all manner of superpowers throughout the dream. Soon the alien government gets wind of what I am doing and sets out after me. There were a few close calls where we almost get caught. One of the annoying things of flying a craft is that I can move fast and steer side to side but for some reason cannot get the ship to move vertically up or down, so I have trouble getting away from vehicles pursuing us on the ground. In order to escape I would usually fly over a river and follow the water. They have ships in the water, but they are too slow moving to pursue us.

I remember becoming tired and thinking that I might have to give up, and continuing on to help my friends. One of the places I broke into, I thought I was there to rescue people. At this point I had no control over my character and didn't know what I had planned. When I got to the building, I killed all the aliens in my way and headed to a room where a man/alien had apparently just received a phone call from the alien President. I killed this alien and picked up the phone. The conversation went something like this, though I don't remember too well..."Hello Mr. President. I'm sure you must know who this is. You're probably wondering why I'm doing what I am. You killed 10 of my closest friends and family, and now I'm out to ensure the safety of their families that were left behind, captured or in hiding. I will find each and every one, and kill an alien that stands in my way. Then, I'm going to travel to where you are, and I'm going to kill you also Mr. President. I will dispose of any creature, man, woman, or child, that attempts to conceal you from me. Goodbye."

I knew the call was being traced, so I didn't stay on the phone very long. It was strange only just then learning the purpose of my own journey in this dream. Soon aliens had surrounded the building we were in, and we had to make a fast get away. I could feel that I was becoming weak and needed to rest my powers, but there was no time. We escaped to another area of the city, near the river, where there were just remnants of bridges that were now in ruins. On one of the ruins I found writing that hinted at humans in hiding nearby. I took awhile to examine the ruins more closely, and I remember looking out upriver to the other bridge ruins, and knowing that they were hiding near the bridge furthest away near the horizon. I set out to rescue them...but the dream ends there.

So lately my lucids have become more boring and pretty much centered around the one thing I seem to be missing in my current life situation.

Therefore I feel no need to get into the details of...

Lucid Sex Dream 1
Lucid Sex Dream 2
Lucid Sex Dream 3
Lucid Sex Dreamlets

There have been a few other mentionable nonlucid dreams as well, but most were forgotten enough to become unmentionable. *shrugs*

Really cool Nina! Downloading a dude, pretty neat stuff. I'd probably never get my online connection to stay up long enough to download someone.

Originally posted by Seeker
Really cool Nina! *Downloading a dude, pretty neat stuff. *I'd probably never get my online connection to stay up long enough to download someone.

LMAO you'd end up with half a person...which begs the question...if you had to choose, which half would you prefer?

Originally posted by Aquanina


LMAO you'd end up with half a person...which begs the question...if you had to choose, which half would you prefer?

Hmm, could I take my half out of the middle?

Cool dream nina!
You are fortunate to be able to remain ludid for such a long duration.

One of my last lucids were the fact that my neighbor's barn was too big, wich clued me in that i was dreaming.
I might try to download you tonight. But don't be suprised if you are located at the fiction area at the library. We can quickly change that to expressionism

We need to get back in-synce for this dream sharing idea. We know we have had some progress. Bare with me until winter. It will be here before you know it.


....Howie

Originally posted by Aquanina
Then I did the only thing I could think of...I went and sat down at this computer in the basement and I went through this program that lets you \"download\" a person haha

Sounds like "The Circuit" from "Logan's Run".

[quote]I might try to download you tonight. But don't be suprised if you are located at the fiction area at the library. We can quickly change that to expressionism

lmao...are you drunk? hahaha

"My dreams are a cruel joke. They taunt me. Even in my dreams I'm an idiot... who knows he's about to wake up to reality. If I could only avoid sleep. But I can't. I try to tell myself what to dream. I try to dream that I am flying. Something free. It never works... " -David Aames

bubble dream

[quote]I fucking hate my dreams. I can't remember anything from last night. I only remember waking up in bed today, naked, and wanting to roll over and give you a big hug. Oh wait. Back to reality. You aren't there and never will be.

Fuck this.



me?

Sooo I can't remember crap about my dreams lately. But I remember that there were ferrets in my dream last night. They were way cool and really playful...actually there were two of them and a mini which was like a third one that looked like it got chopped in half it was really odd. Anyways...yeah ferrets.

Hey, what gives!? You leave us dry for weeks, then tease us with a "private entry" (... hmm, somehow arousing). Where's the the beef?!

Sorry Joe but my nightmares from last night are definitely not going to be shared around here...especially considering who may be reading it...

My wings were ripped off last night. I don't remember why or by who...that's all I can remember.

It's probably because I've been wanting to dress up as Gabriel from Constantine. I love his/her outfit in the last scene of that movie...it's sexy as hell. And her big beautiful angel wings. But I don't have short blonde curly hair so I don't know how that would work out...

My dreams last night were quite vivid. Which is good, since I am trying to get back into the swing of things. I'm not exactly sure on timelines here because alot of the dream or dreams were about similar things. Basically I was in L.A., on the coast, but it was more tropical than L.A. We were on the ocean, but a stretch of ocean that was bordered by an island so the ocean was almost like a river at this point...and we were in a house on the bank of this "river" and I saw something dark emerge from the water. I remember that I had been there before many years ago, and had seen this creature before. But it was alot smaller then. It had grown to immense size by this point. It moved through the water like a snake...it had dulled spines that stuck up all the way down it's back, and was pretty much all you could see poking out of the water as it moved through, skimming the surface.

Every now and then I would see it...and I remember talking to my sister about it. We were standing in this stone gazebo type of thing that was connected to a balcony and just over the bank of the water. Suddenly I saw a huge creature emerge out of the water before me. It was a large crocodile. I remember running as it began to move closer to the gazebo where my sister and I stood...I grabbed her and yelled that it was coming. Suddenly it was right in front of us and it's huge mouth nearly grabbed us as we were trying to escape. We ran out of the gazebo, onto the deck and then onto a hillside nearby...and the damn thing followed us. I didn't think it would get out of the water but it persued us, running like some kind of lizard. Eventually it went away...and I don't remember much from that point.

The next thing I know we were walking over this catwalk across the "river" to get to the island. I remember running across it and looking down and seeing all sorts of weird fish in the water. Then I saw that same creature once again...slowly moving through the water...it's spines or humps or whatever gliding across the surface. It was a very ominious creature. I tried to get my camera to take pictures of it, but I couldn't find my camera or my video camera. I remember thinking that I wanted to capture it on video to send it to some nature show or something because no one had ever seen it or heard of it being in this ocean before.

We got across to the island...which was Malibu...strange enough. And it was very tropical. Sort of like a rain forrest. I remember looking at a map that was on this hiking trail where we were and it showed all the different areas and beach towns in L.A. We hiked further and came to a clearing. We looked down from the cliff where we were and saw people on the beach below. The water was crystal blue and so beautiful. We tried to find a way down...and that's all I really remember from last night.

*Sighs* I guess I should be thankful for dream recall lately...though again last night was mostly bad dreams. Not nightmares...nothing scary, just the sort of dreams that leave you with a sad, depressed feeling ya know?

The first one I was trying to meet up with someone. It's a bit blurry though. I went over to his house which was really big for some reason. His brother was there with his girlfriend but I don't think they saw me...not really sure. I remember changing in some dressing room. I was wearing all white for some reason and I don't know why I was changing clothes. It was like I was switching from work out or school clothes or something to something cute because I was going to see...him...soon. I was wearing a white tank top, a white pleated mini-skirt with these white knee high socks. No clue what that outfit was about. I remember thinking he wasn't home but as I was leaving the dressing room he came out of the shower with a towel on, all wet...I remember his hair was still dripping. He looked surprised to see me...almost in a bad way. Like maybe I wasn't supposed to be there. In fact, I have no idea why I was there.

The next dream I had was with my high school volleyball team. All the older girls that I played with were there, including those in my sister's grade even though we never got to play on the same team together. I was trying to prove to my coach that I could be a front row player even though I'm short but I remember that I would never get the chance. All the hitting drills, right before it was my turn, they would switch drills and do something else. I kept getting the shaft. My sister felt bad for me, but really nothing she could do. I remember being really upset about it, and sitting down after practice and taking off my shoes, ankle thingies and knee pads in frustration.

That's all...

Last night I dreamed about Andre aka ATB and love of my life hahaha. I was in Chicago and he was there and had finished up a show and we were following him out to L.A. to see him perform out there as well. We were at O'hare but our flight got cancelled and we had to go to Midway instead. But by the time we got there it was too late. I saw ATB putting his luggage onto this tiny plane and this guy wouldn't let me and my sister get on. He told us we could catch a later flight so I waved bye bye to Andre and then woke up...I think...

Yeyyy it's been so long...but finally a lucid. I think it's been well over a month! o_O Chalk one up to good dream recall which has gotten better the past week.

So I was at my old high school visiting but so much had changed. They had all these new high tech things for the students that I had no clue what they were. Someone was showing me around and I remember having to go to the bathroom. I walked down this hall and there was all this steam and mechanical stuff. Then there was this big room with a hottub that was bubbling and giving off steam, in fact there were several. There were also machines for fountain drinks and vending machines and such. It was all really elaborate and...that was the bathroom! I remember thinking, where the hell are the toilets? I couldn't find them so I left and as I was walking back down through the semi-steamy hallway, passing students I said to myself "This is crazy, it's just like a dream."

Well then it dawned on me. There were people all around and I remember second guessing myself and I didn't want to shout anything and embarass myself but I for some reason I fell to my knees and yelled out "this is a dream!" I remember laughing and some guy walked past me and gave me a strange glance. I got up and kept walking, with a huge smile on my face. Then I ran into this guy that I had a crush on all through college and made out with a few times. We talked for a bit and then I jumped on his back and he carried me to his dorm room. I have no clue why there were dorm rooms in a high school. Once we got to his door the key wouldn't work and he couldn't figure out how to unlock it. I was getting frustrated because he was wasting my lucid time trying to open the stupid door and I just wanted to get some. So I got off his back and kicked the door down and pulled him inside. We messed around for a bit...and then he suddenly disappeared into thin air. I couldn't believe it. I kept trying to make him reappear but he wasn't there. Really weird.

I looked up and saw and window and thought about flying out the window...and that's when my fucking alarm went off. I turned it off hoping to go back to bed and re-enter a lucid as I've done so many times before but unfortunately I didn't. I had a few non lucids after that.

I'm not going to go into too much detail...my aunt Nancy was there. We were in my old old house, my sister was there, my mom was talking from the other room and I was saying horrible things about her, just talking to myself. My sister and my aunt were listening to me in shock. They couldn't believe such things were coming out of my mouth, and about my mom. My aunt had analyzed all the kids in the family into these three categories and she told my mom that perhaps she had got me wrong and that I was in fact a "leader", my mom said "Oh crap"...a leader she read, was a genius and a criminal, I liked to start family feuds and cause trouble, I was an outcast. Really strange stuff. My aunt asked my sister about California and she said that she didn't think we could go anymore because she didn't want anything to do with me.

Next dream, my ex ex boyfriend (from highschool) and I were talking on the phone and he was trying to get me to meet him out but I didn't want to. I was on the playground of my grade school at some social thing with my sister and my friend from high school. I saw my ex bf there and he walked up and gave a note to my friend and then walked away. I told her how he mentioned to me that he wanted to give her a note when he saw her.

That's all folks!

Hey! Congrats on getting back on the lucid wagon :bravo: (wish that crap was contageous )

I was getting frustrated because he was wasting my lucid time trying to open the stupid door and I just wanted to get some[/b]

LOL - I could imagine the frustration. Surprized it didn't occur to you to just do it right there! Still, you resolved that one nicely.

The non-lucids seemed pretty deep as far as plot goes. Last one's pretty mysterious - what did the note say?!

Originally posted by Tornado Joe
Surprized it didn't occur to you to just do it right there! Still, you resolved that one nicely.

HAHA I KNOW!!! But there were people walking past us down the hall and I just remember thinking it would be indecent to just start doing it right there in front of everyone. Funny how even in our lucids there is still that idea of perhaps embarassing ourselves? I thought about that later as well. Why the heck didn't we just do it right there? Oh wells...

And I have no idea what the note said lol.