Hi. I am Topher! I am a newbie.
(Sorry if this is long)

But anyways-
I just wanted to talk about some weird dreams I have been having for as long as I can remember.

It seems like I have always randomly had these dreams where I would "wake up" in the middle of the night in my bed and I would actually still be dreaming. I never know I am dreaming except for when I try to roll over and go back to sleep and realize I cannot move at all. Sometimes my neck is just in pain because it is in an awkward position and I lay there trying my hardest to just move it back upright on my pillow but fail miserbly. Other times I hear screams or just voices whispering in my ear that give me chills.

But as of recently I have been seeing things. One night I was having an episode and I was just going to lay there until it was over (like I usually do). However, this time something actually came in my room. It was a dark, hairy looking figure. It walked across my room and placed its hand on my head. It then proceeded to tap its fingers on my head in a rolling motion. Recently I had a dream where I heard someone mowing the lawn outside at like 3AM in the morning. I "woke up" (in the dream) and said outloud, "Who the heck is mowing the lawn this late at night?" And then all of a sudden, the person outside responded. It screamed at me, "DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE MOWING THEIR LAWNS THIS LATE?" and then I heard it break down my front door and run up the stairs to my room. Next it banged and banged on my door and I could see it's fingers on the bottom of the door itself as if it were trying to claw in.

I mean- usually when I think of nightmares, I imagine people running from some killer in the woods. I do have nightmares similar to these, but for me- what I truly consider nightmares are episodes like these. I find it weird that all of these horrible things can happen without me even leaving my bed.

Another odd thing that I find about these dreams, is sometimes when I have them like around dawn- the lightning in my dream is the exact same as when I wake up from the dream. In addition, my head is always in the exact same position in my dream as when I wake up. Is there anyway my eyes are partially open?

But yeah- the only weird thing I have noticed is that in my dreams everything is clear, but when I wake up things are blurry (as they should be because I don't have my glasses on). So maybe it is a combination of both?

Well- I just wanted to share this with you guys to see what you all thought about it...and if anyone could relate.