no emotion in dreams my entire life.

**ulquiorra** · 01-24-2011 07:56 PM

i was wondering on what can make a person feel nothing in dreams.
like dying or making love. a whole city dying from a mutand virus wich makes ppl explode. i know kinda lol dream to have XD or to falling of cliff falling with your head first talking about true the skies and down to ground cliff here.

somthimes when i die in dreams i sudenly stand next to my body. or i wake upp somwhere else (not in real life ofc) or i just fall over dead and it repets itself maby 1 to 10 times and goess to somthing else. i rly rare have repetive death scene dream only happend twice.

soo i alweys wake upp with no effect on my body at all completly calm and relaxed. never with an erection ether even if i had a sex dream. hehe is it posibly it reflect how i am in reality in some wierd way cause i have emotions. but im sortoff spesific in everything in alitle difrent way then most ppl. like im a person who isnt effected by what other think i develop from inside my mind and have my own way in some things.
and yeah no goals in life ever could that count. atleast not before the age 17 well i have a goal and that is to find a soul mate

but yeah other then that i dont feel emotions everyday. i meen i like feeling relaxed and such and playing games and watching stuff talking alitle about politcs. and would say im happy almost all the time^^ doing that and well when im stressed im fast sad but im rarly sad would say not even once a month rly.

and i had a nigthmare when i was 9 or soo wich i woke upp from. but i just woke upp realized it was a dream nothing to be afraid off and went back to sleep. well hehe alot to read here i just put everything in posibly:_D
oh and i dont rly hear anything ether when im dreaming maby just 3 times i heard stuff but picture very clear alweys couler. hehe basicly all senses shut off. ps have dreams every nigth.

btw is this called somthing not feeling anything in dreams

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thank you for reading and hopfully replying:_D

**Caden** · 01-25-2011 05:22 AM

Dear detached,
I have had this happen and have had long stretches of this happening, actually it is very good for LDing. You are simply very detached. If you want more you'll have to open yourself up to the feeling you your dreams and your life. In other words you will have to engage your soul, your heart, into life here and in your dreams.

**ulquiorra** · 01-25-2011 04:25 PM

engage emotions in real life hmm.. i think this migth be a permanent problem then cause since im a person with no ambitions etc carefree. but i can push my self long lengths like going to work every day even tho its like i personaly feel like i could just be home everyday or working as somthing else

another things. its said if you have problems and such you can see it in your dreams etc. i dont see any problem there soo yeah

well as i said im a spesific person aswell like only wants soo many friends 2 kind off cause i get socialy tierd if theres more. and searching for my soul mate as i said

yeah also feel some ambition when playing rpg games. but altho i mention alot of wierd dreams. i still like to watch them alot. another thing, well getting rly into somthing that you want with your whole body is an exoptonal rare thing for me i must say. but perhaps this will all change in the future cause 1 month ago i discovered i had celiac wich means my energi had been greatly reduced the most of my life.

but when it comes to some situations i can be hypersensitiv, like with girls but only if it is someone i like

soo maby i get more engaging in real life or i just stay the same

ah well thats life guess il see how it turns out

oh and somthimes i can get rly into first person shoter games like if someone says my name next to me they probly has to say it twice everytime. well basicly i think i have a somwhat maby alitle unusal life but i do have encounters with anoying things in my life feel good about stuff living as i like. like what the heck even found the girl im soo sure could be the one like 2 months ago. feeling rly good but still. no sounds in dreams no emotions. just clear seeing. like seriusly is a head injury posible.XD btw this is about my entire life cars going around in dreams plains crashing walking meeting ppl. lol this remains me i had a dream last nigth where it was a metting but no soundsXD seriusly XD

as long as im happy

**ulquiorra** · 01-25-2011 06:28 PM

oh i just read beein deaf in dream could be that you dont want to hear what ppl say. well i do want to hear ppl somthime but it was mainly about if others wants you to do somthing change and stuff like that. alweys been refusing of that dunno just never let anyone opinoen or behavior get to me. soo maby thats why im deaf in all my dreams. my mind dont has to go true those problems maby :O

but i guess it will alwey just be a maby XD

**Caden** · 01-26-2011 03:32 AM

Sorry to hear about your celiac disease but at least you might be able to work around it with a new diet. I hope you start to feel better with more energy.

This may sound crazy but might I suggest you take a vacation. Go some place where there is a large poor population in need. You don't have to do anything extraordinary but being in a world where feels are stronger and life is much more fragile you will feel more and that can change how you see things, here and in the dream world. Its a big complicated and ugly world out there and I'm sure if you see enough of it you'll find your passion in life.