Manifestation of the Sun

**lidybug** · 11-25-2011 07:36 PM

I had a dream about a lighthouse and I became the light in the lighthouse and from that perspective I knew everything and was everything that is the only way I can discribe it, there really are no words to explain what i felt. What I can say is from that place there is no EGO no judgement there is just the IS or the I AM. IT is the source, God, Soul which ever name you choose to give it. It is (you, me) before yesterday, before 10 years ago, back to when you where an infant (infinite) the you behind the ego the observer experiencing life through a perspective. A place where only love with the up most clarity exists. If you can go back to that place you can put your consciousness in to all things in waking life and see through new perspectives. We are the sum of our experiences. When you start to see the world through the perspectives of all that is around you opening your awareness you will also bring that into your dream time reality. Then you start to weave a multidimensional web bringing perspectives from all realities together into awareness into larger consciousness.
So the conscious living is very much happening for me right now. I feel like I'm expanding and learning how to become infinite.
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**MrMarley** · 11-26-2011 05:35 PM

Yeah, becoming what you are and expanding your consciousness is something which I think to be really important. To observe the world in its unchanged beauty and to have a salient moment where you see that all you see is you and you are it at the same time is really eye-opening. Dreaming, especially lucid dreaming expands your consciousness, in a lucid dream you are have the chance to express the essence that created you, that's creation. You create in your dreams, and that in turn will allow you to create in waking life like you were always able to, but with purer intentions.

The thing about being the perspective of light from a lighthouse is fucking mindblowing though, I might do some meditation-esque things where I shift my awareness and perspectives to see through other things and to experience other life like that because at your core is the infinite expanse of everything that is, which is nothing. Infinity is everyhwere.

**lidybug** · 11-28-2011 03:24 AM

MrMarley would you mind sharing one of your mind blowing experiences with me I would love to hear another perspective and try to put myself there to see it. You have a lot of heart I can feel it in your writing! I feel incredibly open right now to the ability to connect.

**MrMarley** · 11-28-2011 07:26 PM

Funny you should mention my writing... Just yesterday I was thinking one of my 'gifts' is the ability to convey things through writing. Lol, maybe I'll be a writer, anyway.. In regards to something that you can try to recreate or to visualise and put yourself into, it's clear what I want to share with you lol. When I was about 9-10 I got these random, numinous moments that would happen instantaneously and end just as quickly and would happen every like 4 months. It was, basically, I would be doing something random, making my bed and then suddenly a thought will trigger this chain reaction, immediately I am thinking about oh my god, imagine if none of this ever existed, imagine if there was no earth, wait... I'm on earth right now and I'm 'making my bed' that in itself is amazing, then it would be like, I would be moving further out from my room to the earth to the universe to however many billion universes there are and so on, yet I wouldn't be forcing that, it was all absolutely instantaneous. I would then think, oh wow how is there even an earth? Imagine theres a universe with however many stars and then at the climax of this chain reaction of thoughts the MIRACLE of life would sort of make sense to me and I got this understanding like... imagine if nothing existed.... why do we exist? I knew the answer but couldn't speak it, I just felt it. I say it as if it was a serious of thoughts but all that happened isntantaneously, like... 2 seconds max all of that came flooding in and assembled in my mind to make perfect sense. And then I would spend the proceeding seconds trying to make sense of it all xD Lol... and years later, now I understand what that experience was

You can definitely visualise this one, just imagine going as far out as you can, and incorporate the idea of the edge of the universe is actually beside you, and there is illusory distance inbetween, lol IDK do it how you do it, but yeah, it's amazing stuff.

**Neoquestmoo** · 12-02-2011 01:23 AM

Mr. Marley that is truly amazing. I would love to experience this sort of thing for myself, and I believe I have at times. But never with such intensity as you describe it!

**MrMarley** · 12-02-2011 08:41 PM

Yeah I believe that in everyone's live's they will have certain 'anomalies' they've experienced that if they follow it, will lead to truth and knowledge. That was my anomaly that I sort of followed and now understand.

**Neoquestmoo** · 12-03-2011 12:09 AM

I understand & agree with you completely. I sometimes, especially after a long time without sleep or after a meaningful conversation with a meaningful person, feel a great connection to everything around me, and it is an amazing feeling.

**lidybug** · 12-08-2011 05:13 AM

WOW... loved that meditation! The lighthouse dream happened in a flash like I could of missed it if I wasn't paying attention but it was incredibly vivid so it stuck with me. I get the same feeling (I think) you describe above when I look into my own eyes in the mirror. It's like a knowing that this body is only a shell my true self is in the black hole of my pupils. (I have a whole theory going on right now with black holes in the universe, our pupils, and source consciousness). Everything is making so much sense, and all I've been doing for the last year in meditation is ask to understand the connection and it is flooding in! Thank you for sharing that post I'm I love how it makes me feel when I contemplate your thoughts!

**lidybug** · 12-08-2011 05:16 AM

I feel the same way! I had an awesome conversation today with a great friend about consciousness and our process in understanding. Afterwards a we both felt lighter and clearer like our vibration was raised. I love open minded conversations!

**MrMarley** · 12-09-2011 10:12 PM

Hahaha that's great lidybug, that sounds like a really interesting theory you have going there and it feels to me that there's something there. I'm really happy that you are able to connect and have the information come flooding in. Indeed, I know what that's like, I am usually very 'connected' just before going to sleep, as im lying in bed... if I let my mind wander then I'll start thinking very clearly about things and I'll have epiphany after epiphany, amazing idea after amazing idea lol and it's really about how much you can handle in the moment xD information that is, but otherwise it's readily available to anyone anywhere anytime. Now that you mention black holes, I remember I was thinking heavily on them and wanting to understand what are they all about? After coming to a conclusion on one of the functions of black holes which I felt to be very true, some months later I watched a documentary where a scientist was working on the same theory of black holes and the universe, literally the SAME IDEA. Lol.. It made me laugh at how simple things can be if you want them to. I used consciousness, he used mathematics xD.

But yeah, keep pursuing your knowledge and truth! You're onto good things

keep up the good work!

**lidybug** · 12-10-2011 04:26 AM

I have another thread on here that I just posted " Black holes & eyes of God Source" this further explains my thoughts. What do you usually meditate on before falling asleep. I sometimes count my breath to clear my mind and quite me thoughts. lately I've been focusing on light source , feeling of clarity, and opening to multiple perspectives to achieve that clear light state. I would love to hear your insights on black holes.

**MrMarley** · 12-10-2011 04:18 PM

I don't meditate before sleeping, I mean it just happens naturally, like I think it's something to do with the switch in brainwaves as I fall asleep, but I'm just, VERY open in thought and feelings, much much more so than when awake and busying around with things. So I'm open in everyway, and that's when it can all flow the smoothest. That's just it I think, being as open as you possibly can. I posted some of my musings on black holes in that thread

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**MissLucy** · 12-14-2011 10:37 AM

..if my heart could literally explode into rainbow sparkles, it would right now. I'm awakening too, and I try a few times a day to connect with as much consciousness as possible. Also, in yesterday morning's dream, I became the consciousness of a White Blood cell, kind of the opposite of what you did. You became something infinitely big, I became something infinitely small (so to speak). I learned how the cell got its information from neurons, then went on its way to the infection and I could really feel all the action going on. A whole team of White Blood cells worked together while being totally independent, and we won against the infection!! Any one of the cells could have just left he battlefield, it would have been replaced by another without hatred towards it. ..our cells can do what we humans apparently can't: have no judgement.

**lidybug** · 12-14-2011 02:54 PM

Wow! That is awesome! I love the visual of exploding into rainbow sparkles! It is amazing the awakenings that are happening right now it's impossible to ignore and I don't know who would want to. I love that you felt no judgment, your dream radiates with truth! The perspectives we experience in our dreams r such a blessing and they seem to be becoming more intense and vivid beyond anything I ever experienced a year ago. As if the discovery of LDing was just the beginning like an exercise to become aware of the real potential of our dream selves. That all thought on all levels of awareness and realities is connected to all existence! I LOVE being apart of such a beautiful process!

**MissLucy** · 12-14-2011 03:04 PM

It's awesome, right? I'm glad I have somewhere to go with this sort of thing

my friends and coworkers think I'm crazy lol.

What was most intriguing about that whole dream, is that I already *knew* (with my brain) how infection is fought off by white blood cells. To actually experience it first-person-point-of-view, though, that's something else entirely! I was so touched by the way these tiny units work together to serve the purpose of fighting the infection and then just went along their daily routines as if it never happened, teaming up with others if so necessary. It was so baffling, I'll never forget it. Ever. I'll never forget the feeling, either. Also, apparently, when directions are given to a cell, it's more like "follow this signal" rather than "go to the stomach, something's up in there!". It's also given to specific cells who are capable of dealing with that particular problem! If THAT doesn't prove that cells are intelligent, what does?

Sorry, I'm just still SO touched by it, and I feel changed. I have this perspective that I will try to incorporate into my daily waking life. I now not only know what unconditional love ( = without judgement) is, I've *experienced* it first-hand. For this, I'm forever grateful.

**MrMarley** · 12-14-2011 05:08 PM

It makes me really happy to hear all this

. Theres books worth of knowledge in what you just said and people everywhere are getting all this stuff, about how all of consciousness is linked, intuitively, from themselves, which is how it should be! Its funny because I had a similar-ish dream just this morning where I was sort of under the sea, thats what it was like, but in a thick slightly red tinted sea of fluid that I couldn't decipher and then out of nowhere a huge hole appeared like a plug being pulled and immediately all the contents of this thing went flying out. After waking up I thought maybe it was me experiencing the death of a cell (some immune cells will poke holes in non-self cells to burst them) so it's funny I should read about your experience. It was in no way as profound though, maybe only in the vast nature of the liquid i was in. I want to have a similarly profound dream experience

It's so amazing that you had that experience, because in my understanding you could look at it several scales up and imagine that earth is the body and we are the individual cells and all of life on earth too, we sustain the earth by breathing, dying, excreting, and what not as does every living thing, and it also sustains us with its life giving atmosphere and protecting layers etc. Our 'disease' right now on earth is a terrible one indeed, people killing and raping each other, judging each other based on the premise of their appearance that they can't change... people who are waking up right now are like white blood cells amassing and waking others up so that they don't buy into the cancerous like disease of attacking each other, and so the everything can be healed. It's funny coz if you look at it like that, you see how silly it is to look at god as a loving being yet one who will judge you and 'reluctantly' send you to hell (LOL!) noo... it just wants its cells to heal, not judging them or making them feel guilty for having gone astray because god knows you can't function (be happy, loving etc) without it. No judgement. Unconditional love, everything heals, and that's it. Moving on to happiness.

**MissLucy** · 12-14-2011 05:56 PM

Happily ever after in the presence of a unicorn under a rainbow

I didn't quite make it far enough in my train of thoughts to compare the experience to mankind, thanks for pulling me that one step further

I'm so cheerful right now, because of this one topic XD

I AM.
You are what?
..everything, of course.

Haha sorry, that just popped into my head just now

**MrMarley** · 12-14-2011 06:58 PM

LOL No problem xD

Originally Posted by MissLucy

Happily ever after in the presence of a unicorn under a rainbow

And thats a beautiful image you got going on there

**MissLucy** · 12-14-2011 08:11 PM

Thanks ^^ I love unicorns, and I love rainbows. And sparkles. A sparkling unicorn under a rainbow. Yes! I think the highest compliment I can give someone is calling them a Unicorn.