So, I was all intent on taking my Lucid Dreaming pill on a WBTB last night, for the first time. I went to bed early, and fell asleep normally. I must stress I DIDNT TAKE ANYTHING, not even the usual B6 as I wanted to see the effects of the G&C without any interactions.
However, I woke up only an hour later, sweating (it was super hot last night) and a little fearful. I remember a dream but not a nightmare, for a second shadows looked like monsters but I did an RC and I was awake, I calmed down, and went back to sleep.
Only another hour later, I woke again, this time after another 'normal' dream, but I was feeling weird. I was slipping in and out of consciousness (must have been tired) and as I was I was unintentionally WILDing! It came on so fast, I would lie down to sleep, and felt my body go numb, then a floating sensation, all in a matter of minutes. I didn't fight it, but I mostly 'popped' in and out of it, very unusual sensation. This happened all night, at one point I checked the G&C pill on my bedside table to make sure I hadn't taken it in my sleep, because the feeling was so intense. I hadn't.
Then it got even weirder!
I would wake up, with a music in my head from my childhood, that I had COMPLETELY forgotten. It was eerie and freaked me out, I kept remembered dreams from YEARS AGO. I shit you not. I thought about getting up (this was about 3.30am) and watching some TV because I was so freaked out I daren't sleep. However I forced myself to sleep, and had pretty normal dreams. I woke up again and again, each time remembering dreams from about 5 or 6 years ago, with amazing detail. I thought I'd completely forgotten these dreams. What the hell happened? Then...
I woke up (or did I? FA?) because there was a loud noise outside, at first I thought it was a helicopter flying by )it happens) but it got louder and louder, I realised I was awake... (I think... I didn't RC) but I was in SP - the noise got loud and turned into screeching, just like HH that people describe, but I've never had it. After the noise, I felt tingling all over my body, and fell asleep.
Sounds exactly like a WILD, but I weren't sure if I was dreaming of WILDing, or if I woke up, in SP, then fell asleep again. It was so real.
So anyway. Now this morning, I'm fine (actually feel very well rested!) but I can still remember the dreams I recalled from years ago. I know they were real dreams and I remembered telling my friend about the dreams when I had them 5 years ago.
The ONLY thing I have changed, is I've been taking Ginseng and Ginkgo in a morning, for about a week now. Could this be effecting my sleep? Or was it because I was preparing myself for the G&C so much that I made myself do this? Also, if I sleep outside the quilt, or naked (which I was doing both last night because of the heat) I often, in fact, nearly always have nightmares. Why is this?
Thanks!
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