Thread: I think I have Schitzophrania? story inside (long)

Okay so I told my friend (Irl friend) about all the weird visions I have, and I actually.. am frightened. Like, half the time for my life frightened, I don't really know which forum to post this in, sorry if it's wrong place.

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So what I've been experiencing is I would see things that arn't there. Awhile ago, in my house, I was in my bed playing pokemon soul silver, I looked up and I saw a old lady. It was just for a couple seconds, but those seconds felt like pure fear and pure isolation, like I was just trapped there forever. She stared at me with what I presume to be hatred, but sort of like a sadness. And it's like I saw two images of this old woman, I saw her lively, pale and flushed face, but in the back of my head, something saw a more sinister looking specter. The specter had these lifeless eyes, and this sort of half-rotten face. I felt pure horror and fear.

Then not too long after I moved into this house, I started hearing whispers. Sometimes I would hear my name. I remember I was playing RuneScape mid-day after I came home from school, I still remember the taste in my mouth from thirstyness and everything, I will never forget it. I heard this sort of whisper, that very quickly built up into a loud several practically hundred people whispering in a half-yelling voice in some language I didn't understand. It didn't scare me as much as it did make me feel half interested into what they were saying, they were all whispering the same thing, yet I can't remember exactly what, it was something like this:
"Lumenesousence Vertus Core ah ro taal elpoh why your hest" After Hest, it sounded like they all tried to say my name, but it was this crashing, half scraping noise and then it just ended. It sounded like something was just tearing through a solid metal door, and with extreme ease.

Then at one point, I looked back and saw (it was at 3 am) a perfect figure, probably 3 and a half times the size of a regular human with glowing eyes, not like smokey stuff you see in a horror movie, just these pale, glowing eyes.

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This is just some, if I get asked I can mabye post everything, I started getting visions as early as 2, mabye a year and a half old that I remember plain as day. The reason I ask here is if there is some sort of type of dream while you're awake? I'm 16 and obviously I couldn't do drugs at the age of 2.