I have made a mistake of leaving my old friends for new friends. First, it starts off the 4 of us in 9th grade. We were very best buddies, we went to each other houses and watch movies and mess around, we went to parks, movie theaters, and hang out at school together. Then i got jealous of one of my friend because they were getting close to my ex girlfriend, and i wanted my friend to stay single so we can still be close buddies.
Then one day i got mad at him and i stopped talking to him, i just ignord him and payed attention to my other two friends. Then the 4 of us split up, because of me. I stopped hanging around with my 4 friends because that certain friend was there and i was mad at him. and jealous. So i found myself new friends and i hang out with them, but they weren't really my true friends cause they did not care if i was there or not. Two of my old friends started to ignore me and hung out in a big group of friends, about 20 people or more.
I still got my other best friend, he was trying to get the big group to like him. Now this year, he succeeded and i have no more friends..none of them have respect for me anymore and when i look back at how much fun we had its just depressing because everything changed. They have found new friends. I want to go in a dream and make the dream last for about 1 year and just re-live my whole past events again starting with the homecoming dance.
sorry for my long life's story, i felt i needed to let it out because i've been keeping this bottled up inside for a long time.
So my question is, is it possible to extend time in your dreams to maybe about 1 year? If so, how? And is it possible to re-live your past events or re-live your memories? Again, if so, then how?
Any help would be greatly appreciated.
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