Thread: Incredible sense of nostalgia every night.

Ever since I've gotten into LDing, and recording my dreams i've been having very meaningful dreams, but also very bizzare. I am dreaming about my childhood, things that I haven't thought of in years, and things that i wouldn't be able to remember in normal consciousness. I find myself dreaming about 2 of my friends who i have slowely lost contact with over the last 4 years. They are brothers, and they were my first friends. I am almost haunted by them in my dreams, i will dream about them 4 times a week, and the other 3 nights will most likely be about camping. I wake up feeling like I was with them and everything was ok and fine like it used to be. And whenever I don't dream about them, I have very bizare dreams, that leave me longing to be in the dream world again. I haven't been obsessed with LDing for about 3 months now, but i remember up to 3 dreams every night, and i still write them down. Sometimes I feel like I want to cry when i wake up because I long for my nonsensical subconscious. I don't know how to explain this emotion, but it is bothering me quite a bit. I can't talk to anyone else about it because no one understands.

Three nights ago I dreamt about one of my friends. I was in the backyard of my house, my friend was a midgit, he was hanging from a noose out of the tree, and his legs were cut off at the knee's. I ran over to him to see if he was still alive. He was fine, I said "are you ok man?" he said yeah i'm cool. Then I asked him if he needed help. he didn't give a direct answer. I thought to myself that he was doing it for attention like an emo-fad or something. Then I went to help him down. I pulled up a chair and stood on it and started untieing the noose. It was strange because I could smell his hair, and it was all tangled and gross.

I don't know what to think of these disturbing nonsensical dreams. I would like to see what anyone thinks of this. thank you.