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    1. 01-12-2008 10:26 PM #1
      Vandrosdis
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      Im back! still F****d up!!!

      Hello to everyone,

      It has been ages since i have been back on this website, had so much crap going on.
      For those that remember me i still have very vivid dreams, and hallucinations. I have tried to harness the power when i flip over to hallucinating and i now find i can control things alot more.
      Some of the hallucinations are still violent and uncontrollable, and they are all still unpredictable.
      I have moved and they have followed, and the new surroundings confuse me in the hallucination state.
      But even weirder is, i have dreamt a few things, in great detail, and they happen within the next week. does this make me clarsleepant, lol.
      Not all good news though, i think i have been told im going to die.

      Last night, i seemed to awake myself because i had pains in my arms, i tried to get up and they felt heavy and numb. I've had a numb arm hundreds of times in my sleep, but never two. It doesn't make sense, how can i lay awkwardly on both arms at once?
      I managed to sit up, must have looked so funny though, and as i treid to recirculate them, i started to hear screams, faint at first, but gradually louder. I then felt then presence of a figure in my room, and saw a tall figure cloaked in black. The background, where my wall is, seemed to be opened up and very misty. This figure was between me and the lightswitch, (which if people remember makes my hallucinations go away) so i felt as though i were trapped. The screams kept on, and after what felt like a couple of minutes, the figure rose it's arm, pointed at me and i then heard a voice, which sounded like mine, say "your time is coming to an end". What the F**k?
      The figure then vanished, but and the screams gradually faded away. At this point i felt my arms were ok again.
      People claim to see God, satan, angels, death etc all the time. but what if that was real? Some of my dreams have come true lately, how am i supposed to tell if this is?

      Any ideas?
      If any members are confused, just read some of my previous posts, but i have hallucinations when i sleep, and i haven't met or heard of anyone else that does it.

      Hope everyone is doing well.

      Vandrosdis.
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      Thrown against the wall of time,
      We all end up in pieces.
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    2. 01-14-2008 02:42 PM #2
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      Not sure how you made the jump from this dream to your imminent death.

      There's a lot of fear in your dream. Stuff from your past is "coming back to haunt you". That doesn't necessarily mean your past has been troubled but it does mean that you couldn't process issues at the time - which could be early infancy.

      It may help to personify the DCs, scary ones especially. How old? Race? Gender? Language? Voice tones? Remarkable features...

      It doesn't help to get over-dramatic about dreams though, like a child wanting attention (your style is drawing me into a parental role). In fact, perhaps that's ultimately what your dreams are about?
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    3. 01-14-2008 08:29 PM #3
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      Now, when you say "hallucinations", I assume that you are referring to hallucinations in dreams and not in your waking life?

      I think this is very normal. In fact, the dreams themselves are hallucinations in the truest sense of the word.
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    4. 01-15-2008 09:56 PM #4
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      Im not dreaming.

      In reply to your questions, im not dreaming.

      When im asleep and dreaming, or sometimes not, i awake and hallucinate. Sometimes the dreams flick over to my awoken state, but usually something random.

      Im not fully asleep and im not fully awake. But what i see feels real, and are very convincing. I have had this "condition" for about 8 years now. I have sought some help, but no one knows why it happens.

      I also experience other weird things when i sleep, it's not unusual to hear strange noises, mainly high pitched squeals, and see flashing lights. They are usually an indication im going to awake and hallucinate.

      Any clearer? (it aint for me, lol.)
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    5. 01-15-2008 10:51 PM #5
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      It sounds pretty normal to me...?

      I often have dreams or sleep paralysis where I'm lying in my bed in my room, and everything seems normal with exception of audio and / or visual hallucinations. It's just what happens when your mind wakes before your body does.
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