well, i don't know how to do it. i willed a bird into my basement on my may 5th lucid. in the dream, i asked particualrly for a secretary bird. but what i got instead didn't look at all like one.

now, i want to meet kevin the snipe. i know my brain can recreate her perfectly (i saw her in the flesh in a dream once, but i did not meet her. and last night, my brain recreated her perfectly in a image which i saw in my vision).

last night, as i was falling asleep, i repeated "I will meet kevin the snipe tonight" in my head. did i meet her? I say nay-nay.

i am posting this in the normal dream topic, because i learned that i could meet her in a normal dream, after the dream i had before. the bonus, is that i don't know i am dreaming, and i don't know that kevin will just be an object created by my mind (even though she will be). therefore, it has the biggest impact on me because i think that i'm meeting her in waking life.

the downside, is that since i don't know i am dreaming, i might not do something, instead insisting to do it later, eventhough i might be awake "later". like, i might really want to ride kevin, but instead i would do it later. when i wake up, i will be kicking myself for it. also, the recall is much worse, and the dream may not be as vivid as if i was lucid.

but, is it even possible to see something in particular? if you want to will something, you shoud try not to describe it. you should let your brain make that desision for you. but if i want to meet kevin, i have to atleast say that kevin will be the one that's there, instead of just any bird.

this might be the biggest pickle i've ever been in (dream related atleast).

can someone help me?