How long? Ah, I remember a few dreams from early childhood, but not many. I started writing papers on dreams for my biology classes in the early sixties in high school, using a goverment free publication for a primary source, so that got into the physical aspects of dreams mostly. I did them in college in later years as well, because it was always an easy 'A' because not many were doing papers on dreams at that time. Then I had a clinical depression and worked with my dreams with a psychoanalytically oriented psychiatrist from 1976-85, and read tons of books by Freud and Jung, and started back to college, where I majored in Occupational Therapy and minored in Psychology, so dreams were always part of it all. Then I went to a retreat where an Episcopal priest and Jungian psychologist named Morton Kelsey was leading the group, and that really set me up for what came later, as he gave me a way to combine my spiritual and psychological interests in the dreams. He was an amazing man and a wonderful teacher, and I also read all his books.
Then when my interest really took hold and blossomed was in 1986, after my brother died, and after my 40th birthday, and I think both events had a lot to do with it, really. I sometimes now refer to the years prior to that as my forty years in the wilderness, because my dreams changed so intensely at that time, they were so vivid and meaningful and demanded my full attention. They'd wake me up, and sit bolt upright, awed by the vividness and color, and I just *had* to learn what they meant. I started working to understand them, and then I kept having more of them like that, and then I started opening up psychically, and discovered a whole different world, really.
Dreams are wonderful and varied and full of life and full of other people, both living and dead, not just dream characters, but real connections. It's fascinating, really! I know I've still got tons to learn about them too! I've read tons of books by all kinds of dream writers, and have a few on my shelf yet to read. I don't think we ever have to stop growing, really. We just keep learning more, and that's fun, isn't it?
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