Let me explain what I mean about the heaviness.
Not every time, but only when I'm wrong in doing it is when I feel the heaviness. It feels like my body is made of lead and I am very slow at moving. Even when I'm trying with all my strength.
Dream 1: This girl I care about is fixing to make love with a person I can't stand... It's consensual. I don't know that's it is going to hurt her, but I do know it's consensual. I get on top of the dude and have my fist drawed back to punch, but when I go to hit him. My whole entire body feels like lead and I barely can move. It's a force unstoppable. I can't control it.
Dream 2: Same girl is talking with a guy on the phone. And I am running to her from a distance yelling out to her also. She is saying things like,"Don't bother me..." "Not now..." "I don't want you anymore..." As I get close to her my body begins to slow down and so does the movement of my mouth. A heaviness sets in and I cannot stand anymore. I fall to the ground and the only thing I can do is crawl and my mouth barely moves, but no voice is heard.
What is this? Anyone experience this?
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