Ok cool I thought we were on the same page, I just got paranoid I guess =)
You got what I am saying, now I dont think we deserve to go though those hard lives I think we need to and by (not to steal your words but I think they work well in my vision too =) Gods grace we are priveldged to do so =) Of course I wouldent be thinking I was privledged to see such hardship if I were in that boat now probably.
And I understand what you are saying too I am indeed blessed to be where and who I am now and I know that without doubt in my heart.

Mmmm grannys smtiths are good, but I really like macintosh I think... lol I need to go apple picking again, thats so much fun, if you go to a good place they have all kinds of apples. I miss the place I used to go with my fam.. hm mebby I should plan a trip this year and make em go with me haha =)