OK, I've been telling my mom about lucid dreams I have (minus some parts) for about 2 months now. She has seemed semi interested, but today, when I told her, she started going, you know, it really bugs me when you tell me about those things. I asked her why, and she says, "oh, well, you just always get into negative things". I'm likw, what the hell, how is LDing negative? She goes, not that in particular but it's always weird or bad, and you can't ever seem to have fun with normal stuff. I tell her that I record music more than i LD, and she says she just doesn't like that I can't find pleasure in normal activities. I DO!!! I like to do a lot of normal stuff! I ask why it is wrong for me to do something that is both healthy and fun and she says "well, I just think there are so many other things you could be doing". WHILE SLEEPING??? She says I obsess over things like my dream journal (which I only kept for like 2 weeks before I could get my dreamsigns and recall) and negative government cover-ups. I say it's because it interests me, and she says why can't you be interested in positive things, I always focus on the bad. So wait, positive government cover ups? Last time I checked, people don't cover up the positive. She says she only half belives it is even real, so I told her to go to this website and told her about the studies that proved it's existence. She said she "didn't care". Anyway, the only real reason she hates it is because she doesn't understand it. She never likes what she can't understand. |
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