If you find this crude, I apologise; I'm just going to come out and say it.


Last night I dreamt I was in a house with a party in full swing, I knew many of the people there.
For some reason I make a beeline for the kitchen. I'm not lucid by the way.
I see a girl I have known for nearly a decade, we are talking then I randomly start licking and kissing her neck and ear, I can feel her skin. Normally in my dreams I can see and hear, FEELING is a new sensation for me to experience in my dreams.

As it dawns on me I might be dreaming, before I can do anything else the girl begins unzipping my jeans and rams me inside her. I can feel everything; we are literately getting jiggy on the cooker lol. In the next few seconds I can remember thinking
I am dreaming and.... I think I start trying to stabilise the dream, I can remember thinking I didn't wanna lose myself, I tried to think of my LD targets. As this is running through my head, I just...... Don't know, lose memory of what happened next?

Anyways, I awoke in a positive mood because any dream is better than no dream, and I am thankful that I at least questioned reality in my dream.

The thing is, I don't know if I dreamed I was lucid or I just had low level awareness, lucid dream sex is something I will achieve but it's not something I am desperate to - I have a happy relationship with my girlfriend And a healthy fulfilling one at that too. I am at a loss as to why my consciousness became aware during this act. I have had dreams of skydiving off of solid clouds that didnt spark my logic into questioning my reality. And this girl, while easily attractive, is not the type I'd lust after. I find my girlfriend much more attractive than her, so why is my subconscious settling for less?

Oh, I almost forgot, I MUST have had a false awakening, simply because I can vividly remember writing down the dream with the girl on the cooker in my dream journal. I can still see some of my writing. I actually woke up thinking I'd already wrote down my dreams for the day. So, hopefully all of this is a sign of progress.

Thank you for all replies, If any.
I am staying optimistic and am hoping to achieve a fulll fledged LD by Christmas.

Peace and Love all Dreamers!!