So i've been trying to get lucid for a little while without great succes, i usely end up with obe. Now last night i wasn't trying, i was tired, drunk, and didnt have much sleep, suddenly i entered hypnagogic state, i saw vivid spirals of bright colors and i was like, cool, but you know that feeling when someone pokes you in the side, i felt that feeling and non stop, it was building up till a point it hurted and i couldt enjoy the hypnagogic state.

I tried to break it and got out of it than i stood up and felt i had a obe, i was looking at my hands, one of my fingers was missing a half, like it was erased with photoshop and the rest of my fingers were flexible like spaghetti.

So i stood before my bedroom door and went straight through it, went through the frontdoor outside, the neighborhood looked very different than my own, still realistic but different.

Couldt do really much because i woke up again, now those obe's i already had a couple times and they are always blurry and very short, a lucid dream i still havent achived.

Because everytime when i am in sp there comes this feeling like i am going to die or something so i dont follow through it, maybe i should but i freak out everytime