Wow, long time no post! Feels good to be back here

Anyway a lucid I had this morning made me come back to you peeps that I've missed so much, but I seem to go through something after I've lucid dreamed.
Every time I start recollecting my dream or telling someone about it, it feels like the lucid was just...well.....a dream with no control! I know that it was a lucid because I remember consciously in the dream wanting to touch surfaces and do certain things.....but after I wake up and start recollecting it feels like it wasn't a lucid at all and that everything was just played out by the normal dream, for example I think back to this recent lucid I just had I touched my driveway and remembered wanting to do so in the dream, but now that I try to remember the dream it feels like I didn't really choose to and that it was just part of a regular dream.

Does this happen to anyone? Or should it happen this way once you are actually awake , where lucids feel like regular dreams once you wake up?

TL;DR
My lucids feel like regular dreams with no control after I wake up, is this normal?