yes i kinda understand what you're talking about. i usually felt the burden in my head when i tried to do something purposely in my dream. even as simple as merely moving my hand and looking at it and try to feel it like in the real world is quite a pressure to the brain. and what i've concluded is that, in the process of learning to become lucid, we tried hard to become lucid and hence burden to our processing brain. and that pressure will shatter the stability of our dream and eventually be woken up.
this is why i'm thinking of opening another thread about the good and bad about being lucid in a dream, but since this thread is relevant, let me just state it here. my recent lucid put some pressure on me that i concerned too much that i've already been too long in a dream and forced myself to wake up, in reality i realized i only just slept for 2 hours, with no night sleep before that i should need 6-8 hours of a good sleep. otoh if i just linger in lucid dream without concerning how much time i've been sleeping, maybe i will sleep too long or will never wake up or will be late to work. and its like i never got a rest you see... before sleep i worked, and then when i sleep, i woke up again in my dream and processing stuffs, and then i woke up again to go to work. there's no rest (ie blank paused non lucid no dream sleep) in my brain, you got what i mean? so maybe i think i should not being lucid everytime, esp when i got really tired in my daily life. i think i will only want to become lucid if i have a good rest beforehand and just want to have a fun in the dreamworld.
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