Quote Originally Posted by Aneas View Post
I've even become afraid of heights. My real life has come apart, and with it my dream life.
Quote Originally Posted by Aneas View Post
Woke up every ten minutes in panic because I felt I was being attacked and had no control.
Something is causing great stress in your life. Why has your life come apart? Why are you suddenly fearful of heights? Why do you feel out of control?

I'm not asking for answers. But I hope you're asking yourself these questions, because we all have the answers to our own "why" questions like this.

Peace, bro. It's all good.